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Forever and always	By : melly Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > Het - Male/Female > Spike(William)/Willow > Spike(William)/Willow Views: 2711 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Forever and always

Rating: nc-17

Pairing: Willow/Spike

Dis: I don't own them.

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**** Willow****

Lost in my world, I wonder about the campus with thoughts of him, thoughts I have convinced my self don't mean a thing only to realize they do. I lust after everything we fight against. I want him. He is different in so many ways, he can turn me on with a look and he doesn';t even know.
Can he smell it? Can he sense it? Does he know? I hope not. I can't stand to be around him because of how much I want him but I want to be with him as much as I can. He's intense eyes that make me weak, his lips; oh how much I want to kiss those lips. I don't care if he is evil, he isn't evil to me, he isn't evil now, he is one of the good guys, thanks to the implant in his head. He is for everything that is wrong with this town, his bad boy ness is something I am willing to live with, if it gives me the chance with him. Those blonde locks that accent that drives me wild, his cool skin
I turn the corner and I'm faced with the person who clouds my thoughts I'm glad vampires don't have ESP, if he knew that my thoughts consist of him. He would laugh and I don't think I can take that
"Fancy seeing you here red " Red, he calls me that a lot it is my nickname from him and him alone. Pet and luv weren't as special, they were used for every one, but red was mine
"Spike it's been a long day, we all know you can't eat me any more so just get over it.
"It's a shame that, seeing all these happy meals walking around kinda makes a guy hungry. But I can still eat you. " I watch him as his fingers trail along his shirt up to his lips, gently outlining them, this guy was turning me on like a light switch. His eyebrows rise suggestively
He then walks around behind me. I can feel his hands wrap around my waist. He runs his hands down my waist as he says. "Any how no use in dilly dadling about, I'm in the mood for someone red, someone moist no more like wet and someone warm. " His hands finally reach their destination right on top of my privates, I gasp at his actions, they feel so good
I swirl around and look at him "Great hope you find them, along your travels, TA, TA. " I thought to my self, I've just rejected what I've wanted for a while, was I insane. I begin to walk off only to be stopped by him
"Can't have you walking alone at night who knows what's out tonight. " He grabs my body and begins lightly nibbling my ear lobe. 'Spike if you only know what you were doing to my body' How can a girl say no when she wants to so much, especially when he began kissing her ear lobe, lets just say woo, hoo. I don't know what makes me agree to him walking me home. Maybe in hope we can do what I've dreamt of, maybe because of the rationality in his voice it really wasn't safe in Sunnydale at night
"Okay but keep your hands to your self. " Why was I saying the opposite of what I want? his eyes wonder over my body
"That I can't promise pet, looking like you do in this moon light. " he took his eyes off my body and looks up at the moon, he was right it was an amazing moon tonight
"If you like me in moon light, you really should see me in candle light. " I was shocked at what had just escaped from my mouth it was doing that thing again, that thing where it talks without checking in with my brain first
"Is that a offer luv? "
"If you play your cards right, it might just be. " One second I was telling him to keep his hands to him self and the next I was flirting with him and he was flirting back. It had to be the moon no way would Spike want me. I'm so plain, and no way would I be acting like I was unless I was under some magic
We walk to my dorm in the same fashion, Spike coming on to me and I was avoiding it, my mind makes excuses as to why he is acting this way, some game? As we reach my dorm, he leans in to kiss me, knowing Spike would have control over me the minute his lips touched mine, I move away. He seductively calls me a tease before he forcefully grabs my entire body pulling it into his. He places his lips upon mine. The roughness of his actions weakens my defences.
What was I doing It is wrong I know it is, but It felt too good and before my mind could argue my body reacts to him. My hands start to run up his back grabbing at his mussels, running my fingers through his hair
"I see I've got your attention. " I silence him with my lips; he caused this he can bloody well continue with it. He pushes me up against the door and runs his hands over my ass grabbing it as he goes. His lips move to my neck I can feel his erection growing between us, I grind my hips letting him feel me, I smile at the fact any one could walk along and see us practically having sex right in the hall way
Much to my disappointment he pulls away "Pet as much as I want to take you here it's about your roomie, hate to say but she will probably stake me if she happens to walk in, and I don't think that would be much fun for either of us. "
What was it, was it the fact I hadn't had sex since oz left, was it built up feelings I'd been having for Spike or was it his accent or his clothes that made me go aww. I simply wanted him and to clarify this I said "Want. " as I pull him back into me, he seems to admire my directness I can feel his lips smile, he then garbs me picks me up carrying me in a direction I wasn't sure where it was leading. His hands casually play with the piece of skin they have. I wrap my hands around his neck and lean my head down kissing his neck, I flick my tongue over his Adams apple moving my mouth up to under his ear lobe where I began to suck, I can hear him growl and it only makes me continue
"If you keep that up red we won't make it home before I have a sudden urge to fuck you here. "
"Feels good doesn't it. "
"Let me think, the girl I have a thing for kissing my neck;. Ah yeah. " I pull of his neck and look at him he had a thing for me. Wow I can feel my self-glow
"You have a thing for me? "
"What did you think this was all about? Some game? "
"Well yeah. "
"Luv I don't fuck for games. I fuck because I want to fuck. "
"I just never thought you would want to, with me. "
He looks down at the ground "well I have wanted to, I do want to, and I know you want me I can sense it. So I figure what the hell lets, why bother wondering why or what ever, I am a action man. "
"That I can believe. "
"And just wait till you see my action. " Moving his head into mine he lightly bites my lip
"I can't wait. "
"Well were here so you won't have to wait much longer. " He opens the door with me still in his arms
"Where are we Spike? "
"This luv is what I call home. "
"It's magnificent. "
"Yeah well we both know we didn't come here to talk decoration tips. " He places me on the bed, I can feel his eyes on me as he circles the bed, I watch him intensely I see his muscles under his shirt which is soon removed. He walks around the room lighting candles I can smell there vanilla scented. He guy some how knew my weaknesses
"You were right about how you look in candle light pet. "
I laugh remembering the comment made early and the fact he remembers. He is now standing behind the bed I lean my head back so I can see him. He is looking down at me with a cheeky smirk but he isn't looking at me. I follow his gaze to the spot he was fixated on, my breasts, they are slightly exposed and my nipples are rock hard. I run my hands up my side and over my breasts running them down to the bottom of my shirt where I begin to slowly unbutton it. I can feel his eyes widen with lust I move my hand up my shirt slowly unbuttoning it. I lick my lips and I can taste him on me, I lick them again partly because I can taste him and partly because I know his eyes are moving from my breast to my lips to my breasts. He reaches down and grabs one of my hands leaving the other one to unbutton the shirt, he gently runs his fingers along the length of my arm, and I unbutton another button exposing my stomach completely
He kisses my wrist as I run a finger around my belly button, marking a trail down me towards the edge of my skirt
"You are such a tease pet. "
"And it's so much fun. " He leans down and grabs my other hand holding them both. He kisses both hands. He lets them go only to walk around sit sit on the bed I sit up and lean over to him. I run my hands over his exposed body as my hands were running there way down his body my lips were claiming the back of his neck. My hands wonder around the front of his body, feeling his nipples. His hands reach around and play with my hair. I could smell the vanilla in the background. My fingers reach down and unbutton his jeans. Grazing over his erection as they went, he spins me around with force so I'm sitting on his lap I can feel him hard underneath me. I wrap my legs around him pressing my body to his. He kisses my lips as he rips my shirt off, and cups one of my breasts, he attempts to undo my bra with the other hand, getting annoyed with it he rips the bra off my body
"You know, I could have taken them off for you. "
"Yeah but that's no fun. "
I rub my crotch against him with eagerness letting him know I want him. His mouth sucks one of my nipples as the other nipple is pleasured with his cool fingers flicking it, I moan in delight, my hands grab at his hair. He was being too gentle especially for a vamp. I don't know where the lust from before had gone he is now simply teasing me and all I want is him, inside me. I can feel his teeth graze along my nipple my hips buck reacting to the pleasure I can feel the smile play on his lips. My hands ran down his back and into his jeans grabbing the ass I can get. He hands travel down my back and unzips my skirt. I can't stand this any more I push him down so he is lying down then I slide my body down him so I can remove his jeans forcing my skirt to run up my body exposing my underwear
"I never expected satin underwear on you red. "
"Well I guess you didn't expect me on top of you either? "
"Dreamt yes, expected no. " after I remove his jeans I can see his cock standing straight up, the sudden release making him fully erect, I didn't think he would wear boxers I move back up his body resting just near his cock
"Just as I had expected. " My fingertips lightly touching his cock
"There bloody useless things you waste time putting them on, only to take them off, and well it's a lot easier in situations like this. " he says as he raises his hips. I can feel his cock slide up my abdomen
"Now as for you luv. " His hands reach and grab my hips lifting me up off him placing me on the bed. He leans down and places a kiss on my thigh "Don't you think this will work a lot better if we removed these. " He then kisses my underwear as to make his point they should go. My eyes close with dreams of his tongue, I nod my head in agreement I lie back to make it easier, he grabs my skirt and moves it down, and he removes both garments in one
"Much better now you can feel this better. " He replaces the kiss amongst my curls; his tongue flicks out and runs along my clit licking it's way around. I'm feeling things I'd wished for. His cool hands reach up and play with my nipples squeezing my breasts, his cold lips send shivers up my spine, his body is like ice upon my hot sweaty body. His tongue roams down to my hole were he begins flicking in and out lapping up my juices. His hands travel to my hips pulling me closer to
his moth as he tastes me faster and harder each time. I beg him for more, for him to go
faster and harder, feeling the pleasure coming.
"As you wish. " he briefly says before he moves his body up mine locking his eyes with mine before he plunges him self deeply inside me. I cry out his name in pleasure as he begins to move his body in a rhythmic act, rocking our bodies together, my hands reach around his back and pull him closer to me. My nails dig into his back, hanging onto him. I can here him growl, he places my nipple in his mouth biting down onto it. I feel his teeth brake the skin I feel the blood soaks out of the wound only to feel him sucking it back up, that isn't possible, is it? I wonder before my body reacts from the sensations I was receiving and I am taken over with an orgasm. I realize he has his game face on and it doesn't bother me.
Spike starts slamming him self inside me harder and faster, as he continues to suck blood from my breast. His hands grab onto my body pulling us as close as possible, my body begins to shiver from him, I can feel his cock throbbing,I feel his orgasm reaching and my body is reaching that point again. His force his strength His power taking my body over. The harshness of the sex was just more erotic. We both screamed each other's names in pleasure as we climax together this time. I briefly hear Spike say something that sounds like 'forever and always' I
don't understand what he means by it and I didn't care, nor do I understand how
he can bight me. All I care is I could feel his cool body against me, his eyes upon me and
I want to tell him I love him but I don't
He tightens his grip around my body holding me close, I can feel his cool lips kissing my forehead. We fall asleep facing each other. Just like I'd always dreamed falling asleep in his arms
********(A.N. Next morning)

My eyes flutter open, the world wakes me up, I look around the room, where am I? I feel his arms around me. And everything comes back to me. I became excited, horny, exhilarated, and happy and also disgusted with my self. I feel like a slut, the wrongness of it all catching up with me. How could I sleep with Spike, even if I want him he is still a vampire, I have proof on my nipple. I look down at it and smile I glance over at him looking at his naked form, it occurs to me, my dreams came true, that and I had never seen his body so exposed before. My lips gave a devilish grin as I took him all in memorising every bump, every gash, and every detail. I had to taste, to feel,
to make sure he was real. My lips found his to find it was reality and not a dream. I had to get back to the dorm classes would be starting soon and Buffy would be wondering where I am. How to explain this to her. I get up out of bed then I realize I didn't have a bra or shirt. Oh well I will borrow one of Spikes shirt I'm sure he should understand. I go looking around the room, looking for my skirt and underwear, they were missing. Forgetting that Spike was still asleep I scream "Where the hell have my clothes gone. " I quickly glance over to see he hasn't stirred at all, he slept like the dead, okay so he kinda was. I'm confused where my clothing had gone. Maybe they got lost in the midst of it all, it had to be that.
"What am I supposed to do now " oh well I'll have to borrow Spikes jeans Also. I write Spike a quick note and leave
**** Spike ****
My eyes open wide remembering the events of last night, I roll over expecting to find her curled up against me naked, hoping to repeat last nights actions, instead she was gone and I find a note

'Had to borrow some clothes you 'destroyed' my shirt and bra. Have you seen my skit and underwear? Got to go to classes xox Willow
P.S. research at Giles's. See you there.
I grin evilly to my self remembering having hiding her clothes last night when she was asleep, I hid them so I would wake up to find her naked I wanted to feel her hot skin against me. Instead she was gone and so were some of my clothes. I smirk at the thought of what she would look like in my clothes, knowing they would come back smelling like her
My eyes wonder over to the spot on my bed where she should be but isn't. I was aching for her already, the bond I'd created last night, when I claimed her, was strong, I can feel it's strength
I can smell her essence around the room the smell of her juices filled the air I reach in my draw and pull out her underwear, I was still surprised at her underwear, satin I'd never expected. They were still slightly moist from her. My dick began to harden at the touch of her ess.ess. I brought her underwear up to my nose and breathe deep in. My tongue flickers out to find her centre, to only find satin. My body growls in anger. Who was she to let me bond us and then go off to class! I can feel
her lips kissing my nipples even though her lips weren't here.
I can feel the blood (if I have blood) run straight to my dick. It began to pulsate aching for her touch. My hand travels down towards it, holding onto her underwear, I warp them around my dick letting it feel her wetness. Letting it remember how it felt when It was deep in side her, my hand began to pump away at it screaming her name over and over again, I can feel my balls slap against my thighs. Grunting for release my body Collapse in pleasure as I feel cum seep over my body. I here my voice say 'forever and always'

**** Willow****;
(A.N This part is written just after she left Spikes)
I have a constant smile on my face all the way back to the dorm my mind replayed the events of last night. I felt like he was there with me but he wasn't. I enter my room and Buffy was on her bed she looks at me
"Hey will, where have you been all night? "
Oh shit um,. Ugh. I was fucking Spike. No I couldn't say that. "Um I fell asleep in the library. " yeah great way to convince her say um at the beginning of a sentence that's a winner
"And you just happen to be wearing a certain blonde vampires clothes,. Why? "
I look down at my attire they did scream Spike, umm fuck what was I supposed to say now, "Oh, yeah that, water demon, evil wet, Spike saved me and leant me some clothes " I hope that Buffy believed me I really didn't know how I was going to explain it
"Ahh, yeah okay. "
As much as I wanted to stay in Spikes clothes all day I had to get changed or at least put some underwear on
Buffy pointed at my breast, she had seen the mark Spike left me. "And where did yot tht that, hey I thought Spike can't bite, you let Spike feed off you. " She was clever and I couldn't really lie about the obvious teeth punctures.
'Forever and always'
"What did you just say Buffy? "
"Just about how Spike couldn't bite. "
"No after that? "
"Nothing why "
"I heard, forever and always, that's what Spike said to me last night after he did this. " I pointed to my nipple
"Really, he did do that? "
"Umm yeah well. "
"It's okay Willow I seen him carrying you, and you were well practically fucking him there. " I began to blush at her comment, it made me feel even more embarrassed about my actions and she had seen some of them
"You did really, oh my god. "
"It's cool wills, I'm not dissing you I would never do that, I think go for it, he has a certain charm to him. "
"That he does. "
"So tell me about him biting you, did he hurt you? Is he evil? "
"Well I didn't really know he did till he had been drinking for a bit, if you get what I mean. It didn't feel evil when he was doing it. He drank form me, but I'm still here, and he could have done it again but he didn't. Buffy I feel asleep in his arms and he didn't take advantage of that. "
"I'm not saying he's not evil, and I'm not saying he is. It all just doesn't make sense if he can bight then he is a monster and if he is a monster then why didn't he take advantage of you? Oh well we have Lectures soon so get dressed and we will talk to Giles about it later. "
"Buffy, can we not talk to Giles about it just yet? It's just I don't know what this is/was/will be between Spike and I. And I kinda want to know before I analyze it. "
"I get ya, just be careful, if he starts acting all demony and such you know what has to be done. "
Lectures seem to pass with out me noticing it. My mind was elsewhere. I had a lot to think about, I can hardly concentrate on what professor Walsh was talking about, Spike, and Buffy's words kept running through my head, mainly Spike.
Then suddenly my body is over taken with this surge of pleasure I can feel my body begin to heat up and my blood start to pump faster, I shifted in my seat Buffy looks at me only to look back at the front again. My body began to whimper as it climaxes right in class. I took a brief look around the room; afraid I had made a noise from my sudden orgasm. I can briefly here 'Forever and always' I turn my head around searching for where the voice had come from I couldn't find it, it sounded like Spike's voice. But he wasn't here.
What had just happened I was confused Buffy again looks at me and asks me what was wrong I tell her 'later.' I try to concentrate on the class but I can't seem to, then the class begins to end and my mind is still buzzing with what had happened. Buffy began to stand up and I pull her back down so she was again sitting
"What's up wills. "
"Something just happened. "
"Wha?
"I um kinda, had a orgasm. "
"You what how? Right in class. "
"Yeah. "
"Why? How? "
"I don't know I wasn't even really horny, and then it just happened kinda. Another thing Buffy I heard it again, I heard forever and always again, and it was clearly Spike's voice. "
"That's freaky think we should tell Giles yet? "
"Maybe, but Buffy its um, I'm well you know. " I hope she understands what I mean
"Oh, here I carry a extra skirt, I never know when I'm going to get dirty from fighting a vamp. "
"Thanks, and I'm kinda embarrassed buy this I don't understand it. "
"Don't worry secrets safe with me. " After our lectures we walked over to Giles' place Buffy prodding me for details of last night, where my mind just had too much stuff to focus on. By the time we reach there it was reaching dark and I knew Spike would be arriving soon, would he be angry? I hop not. I wanted to explain to him why I left but I couldn't find the words this morning, maybe I would have better luck tonight

***Spike***

By the time sunset was here I was climbing the walls to get out. I want to find Willow and punish her for leaving me today, I want to kiss her all over and tell her how much I miss her, I want her. The bond just made it even stronger. Wait the bond, how... To create a bond I have to feed off her during consented sex, that it was, it was consented, but she also has to love me for me, all of me. I claimed her, but how I can't bite thanks to this bloody chip. Or I couldn't, then how did I Can I again? Can I kill again? I open the door and practically run to Giles'. I hate confiding in him, this was between Willow and I, but He would know how
By the time I reach Giles' place, Buffy, Willow and the ex watcher were in research mode already. I felt Willow look up at me if I had a heart it would have stopped beating. The desire to kiss her was too great, my body practically ran over to her, I wrap my arms around her kissing her, forgetting about everyone else, and just thinking about her and I
"Uhh hmm. " we were interrupted by the ex watcher I slowly turn around and see them staring at us
"What are you bloody sods looking at? " I lead Willow over to the couch and place my arm around her letting her snuggle into my shoulder.
"Willow told us what has been happing to her today, and a brief description on what happened last night. " I could sense Giles was a bit uncomfortable thinking about last night's events between Willow and I
"So where is Wanker boy and ex demon? " I was glad those pair weren't here it was bad enough Buffy and Giles were
Buffy briefly looked up from her book and spoke "I believe there having make up sex, I think those pair fight just to have make up sex. " Sex; Willow sex very nice thought. I turn and look at red, whispering in her ear
"You're quite. " I place my hand on her head and run my fingers through her hair I swear I can feel her purr
"I've just got a lot on my mind. "
"I better be some of that lot. "
"Spike you are all of that lot. "
"Any way we have been researching this bond you created, it appears that it is strong, very powerful. "
"And they fired you from the council, That I could have told you Rupert, I can feel its strength. "
"So can I. " her sweet voice spoke
"It appears that some how, the bond made it possible for you each to feel the others emotions or presence even when they're not there. "
"But how could he bite Willow? "
"I don't really understand that, I don't understand the workings of that chip in his head, but if Spike can bite and kill, then he is a killer, a monster. "
"Not Bloody likely mate, I'm done with that killing and all. "
"You no longer wish to hunt? "
"I'm not soul boy, but I don't want to feed off people, I have tasted true loves blood how can I compare, but there is no desire for it. "
Giles gets up and heads over to his books grabbing a book he flips the pages over. I look down at my chest and see her, how could a creature so perfect so human, want some one like me. Life felt perfect with her in my arms
"Wait I don't get it he's evil but he doesn't wish to kill, am I asleep already, Giles explain. " For someone so strong she shall didn't have much brain
"Ah ha, yes that explains it, when you claimed Willow as your mate Spike, by some force your demon lost the desire to kill. This book speaks about the possibility of it happing, when there is such an amount of love for each other. The love neutralizes the demon. If the love is strong enough the demons desire for killing and blood dies, you still need blood to survive but the love you have for each other has subsided the evil side of Spike. ";
"So Spike is,what is he? " Buffy asks Giles.
"He is still a Vampire, he has the strength, the healing, ability he is still immortal. He is like angel, but he doesn't feel remorse for all the things he has done. It's only his Demon's lust for the kill which has died. "
It was like Buffy and Giles were carrying the conversation on for themselves. I can feel Willow drifting off to sleep on my chest deciding I should get her home so she can sleep, it had been a long day for both of us. "Come on red I'll take you home. "
"I want to go with you. "
"That's what I mean I'm taking you home, to our place, where you belong, with me. "
"I love you Spike, I really do " silencing her with my lips I lift us both up Giles and Buffy stop there conversation and look at us neither of them asking any questions maybe they understand it had been a very long day
Carrying my Willow out the door I hear one last thing
"He really loves her, doesn't he Giles? "
"I believe so, yes. "
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