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Uncontrollable Urges	By : theBrizzle Category: BtVS AU/AR > Het - Male/Female > Buffy/Xander Views: 8419 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Uncontrollable Urges

Author: Brooke

Email: yabbadabbadome13@yahoo.com

Rating: NC17

Disclaimer: Buffy and friends are owned by Joss, Mutant Enemy, 20th Century Fox, The UPN and whoever else has rights to the show.

Summary: An episode rewrite that replaces that pesky Buffy/Riley humping with that of my favorite couple.

Distribution: 9 times out of 10 I�ll say yeah, so just ask.

Feedback: Do it fast, like a man! JUST GIVE IT!!!!!

A/N: AU take on a season 4 episode �Where the Wild Things Are�. Buffy and Xander got it on instead of B/R.
This is archived at my group: The Unattainable (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/theunattainable/)
Dedicated to Beleg because I love his Buffy rewrites so much and they were a huge inspiration for this one. Thank you for writing the Revisited series. And to Shawn because, as always, his stories continue to rock hard and I love tall.all. I can read these two authors over and over and I�m glad they�re BXer�s. Also to all the members of The Unattainable � I love you guys for taking the time to support me and my writing.

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Buffy was smiling at Willow and Oz as she was currently talking to the two of them�or they were talking to her, but it had nothing to do with what ever they were saying. She made a mental note to try to figure out what the conversation was about later � for now, she took another sip of the drink in her red plastic cup, she was content to engage in the stare down of the century with the guy across the room.
She did one of her customary periodic laughs and nods and watched as said guy sent her a slightly crooked smile and ambled towards them, the whole time never breaking her gaze. Something about that predatory look � that one that didn�t wavier held her attention. Made her curious as to who the hell he thought he was to look at her like that�to think that she wasn�t who she was. She was the Slayer; and therefore, never the prey. He should know that. Maybe it was so intriguing because Buffy knew that he knew that about her, knew that she was anything beyond weak and submissive, but he was still approaching her like that. Like she was the mere mortal and he was the all powerful mystic entity who had destroyed ancients and saved the very world from being over taken by evil.
�Ladies�and Oz,� Xander greeted somewhat loosely when he finally reached his friends. �Grade A party,� he took a sip from his cup and nodded his head to the steady beat of the music, �Much oblige for the invite.�
�Oh no, Xan,� Willow spoke up quickly and excitedly, giving away that she had found a few �red cups� of her own. �This is totally all Buffy,� the red head smiled brightly and when Xander turned his gaze again to the blonde she shrugged her shoulders slightly with a smug smile.
�Yep,� Buffy locked eyes with Xander and he flashed her a half smile that she returned. �I roped me a frat boy.�
�Cheers to that,� Oz held up his cup and Willow drank without following the prompt.
�It�s great that it�s been slow this week,� Willow spoke directly after she finished swallowing. �Giles would have never have let us come if it weren�t.�
Xander shook his head at his long time friend. �Wills, you�re in college now. You don�t have to listen to no stinkin Watcher.�
�I actually think that�s Polo,� Oz commented philosophically.
Xander furrowed his brow at the guitarist, but then shook his question away. �Plus,� he cut his gaze back to Buffy who he had felt staring at him the whole time. �That�s her job,� he chucked his thumb towards the Slayer and then met her with a grin.
Willow laughed ungraciously and spoke slightly slurred. �Buffy�s Giles� bitch.�

Everybody frowned in unison and Oz plucked the cup from his girlfriend�s hand. He kissed her cheek when she pouted. �It�s for the good of the world.�
�Yeah,� Xander agreed, not even chancing a glance towards the couple beside him. He had just watched Buffy inventory him up and down and her tongue slip out just barely to flick against her lower lip. �You did want friends in the morning, right Wills?�
�I haveta find the bathroom,� Buffy told her friends while watching Xander return her earlier visual appraisal.
�Did your new boyfriend tell you where it was?� Xander�s voice held no malice despite the fact that Buffy could tell where the question was borne from. She smiled at his quasi-jealousy.
�Nope��
�Didn�t he say to just call him if we needed anything?� Willow was leaning against Oz�s shoulder and he wrapped his arm over her shoulders at her retreating coherency. �But by �we� he meant �Buffy�, so that if she needed to bathroom then she could call him and he would take her�to the bathroom�to pee�or��
�I think there�s one upstairs,� Xander cut Willow off before she completed the �or�.
�Oh yeah?� Buffy glanced up the staircase behind her and then back at Xander. She bit her bottom lip and peered at him unsurely. �You sure?� He nodded, and she cast a glance to their other friends. �I don�t want to go up there alone. Take me?�
Xander reacted immediately by wiggling his eyebrows. �Oh baby, lets go.� Oz chuckled and Willow outright laughed at the show of enthusiasm that Xander showed when he grabbed Buffy�s hand a tugged her towards the stairs.
The Slayer rolled her eyes in exasperation at her friends while Xander pulled her through the crowd of people and she managed to set her cup on a table by the base of the stairs before Xanduideuided her in front of him so they could go upstairs. Buffy briefly wondered if Willow and Oz had noticed Xander�s hand fall to her hip as they ascended that way that she did, but when she looked back down to where they all had been standing she saw Oz leading his girlfriend into the living room and thought that they hadn�t.
�In there,� Xander leant over Buffy�s shoulder and whispered into her ear. She pulled slightly to the left to study the side of his face so close to her own and then glanced down to the hand that she didn�t feel on her hip anymore and saw that he was pointing to a closed door of what was probably a bedroom.
�You sure?� she whispered back. He had turned his head sot tht they were staring into each other�s eyes, searching, and he shrugged.
�This is your campus, I�m just visiting. I just figure some bedrooms have bathrooms. Worth a shot the way I see it.�
Buffy nodded slightly and slipped her hand behind her to grasp his. She pulled him behind her with a grin towards the door and he reached around her with his other hand to turn the knob. The lights were off when they stepped in cautiously and Buffy looked around the dark room, hyper aware of the sound of Xander shutting the door behind them.
�I don�t see anything bathroomy,� he commented in a low voice, his hand still being held by Buffy and she tugged him again until he was pressed against her back.
Buffy reached for his other hand and pulled his arms around her waist with a deep sigh, her eyes no longer scanning the, apparently, single person room as they had settled on the queen sized bed in the middle. Her steps towards it were measured but obvious and she felt Xander pressing hard against her back. �I don�t have to go anymore,� she said in just above a whisper when she felt his head drop down, his lips brushing just once over the side of her neck. She let him rub his mouth over skinskin and thrust her hips back sharply, unprepared for her own moan that coincided with his own. Buffy swallowed and hugged herself tighter in Xander�s arms when she felt him thrust back � felt him hard and prodding against the small of her back.
�You wanna go back down?� he laved his tongue over the back of her neck to the other side and then bit down lightly, making her gasp.
Buffy pushed her ass back once more and the turned in his arms, pulling back so that they were staring at each other. She lunged up and closed her lips around his for the first time and pressed hard. Her fingers sliding through his hair to pull him closer and she opened her lips against his in invitation that she only let him accept briefly � their tongues pushing against each other once before she pulled away. �In a minute,� she whispered, her fingers sliding down his chest to the hem of his shirt that she pulled free of his pants before pulling him into another deeper longer wetter kiss.
Both pairs of hands were shaking while they struggling to undo the waists of their pants. Buffy was done first and her heavy breathing and concentrated expression matched Xander�s when she pushed his khakis down some and then brushed his hands aside to work on her own.
She pulled him to her when she was done and he slid his hands inside the back of her jeans and cupped her ass, pulling her tight to his front and claiming her lips again. Her tongue thrusting into his mouth broke his concentration and he changed his tactics in favor of maximum sensation.
Xander pushed her jeans down just barely over the minimal flare of her hips before he gave a gentle shove towards the mattress. Buffy, under her own hormonal onslaught had little preparation for the sudden change in movement, and where the Slayer would have been the master of balance and poise � the horny girl version tumbled back helplessly and left herself open to be covered by the hard throbbing body of her friend. He couldn�t even manage a grin because it was lost in the aroused groan at the sight of Buffy panting though a swollen open mouth and gazing up at him from the bed through hazy hooded eyes. She was looking at him the way he had always wanted, Xander thought briefly before he was on her again.
Truthfully, he had thought he was still standing until he felt his hips thrust out and connect solidly with something that created a throaty moan into his mouth. Then he realized that his responding reaction was muffled by his lips wrapped around a tongue again � so he just held on. He reached out for the first firm solid thing and held to steady himself against his body�s jerking reaction.
Buffy�s body was thrumming � sending out sharp spikes of tingly, borderline painful, sensations that were deviating between her legs�where Xander was cradled in the lower half of her embrace and pushing � slamming hard � into. He was trying to keep their mouths fused together and she was briefly aware of his efforts, but knew that any of her responses were distracted. She felt his tongue, warm and thick thrust with the same motion of his hips against the corner of her mouth, just barely making it inside before she moaned again and tried to twitch away.
This�it�seemed too much. Buffy had, in all her years, never felt anything like this. This need. Hunger. Never expected it to come up so quickly and absolutely and for this man. How did harmless flirting a few days ago get here? They were back to where they had been their sophomore year of high school and Buffy was glad of that. He would joke and come on to her and she would joke and playfully put him off; a thrust � parry, if you will�thrust�her breathing was erratic but that movement was the only thing that still made coherent sense to her. Xander rubbing himself�his testament of ultimate arousal against hers�
Buffy had never been this�*this*�by him and he didn�t even know it. Well, he knew from all the whimpers and moans, but he didn�t know know because he hadn�t touched her there yet. Her body so wanted him to touch it there � was so ready for that, Buffy knew because she felt the slick liquid when she had it in mind to counter act Xander�s sharp movements. She thought it might actually have saturated her panties and be making head way on drenching her jeans, but she couldn�t be sure. How did she get so wet?
Why was she grabbing Xander�s face back up to hers, halting his hard breath with an equally rough embrace of her own lips? This was Xander Harris for crying out loud! It was one thing to flirt with each other � in fact, that was what they did. It was completely another for her to grab his boner through the flap in his boxers and pull him free and for him to respond by slipping his trembling fingers into the open V of her jeans and rub her�
Buffy exhaled a sharp breath at the gentle padding of his fingertips over the sn fon foamy swollen skin of her pussy. She did it again when she felt the cooler air of the room surround it when he�pulled the crotch of her underwear aside? What was he�why was she? She had never been taken so casually. Still clothed but exposed, and Xander thrust into her grasp, almost breaking her shaky hold on his member in his quest for her heated depths.
He pulled back from their kiss to look her in the face. They always talked, but little had been said about this. Nothing, in fact, and he had the disjointed thought that it would be wrong to completely�
�Do it.� A growled command from the girl beneath him was all Xander needed and he bit his lip when she positioned the head of his cock at her entrance and then released it in favor of holding onto his denim covered hips and letting him take the initial connecting thrust over. Her breath caught in her throat in a high pitched cry and she arched her back off of the bed, jerking beneath him, when she felt him push into her.
She had been wet and ready, but only penetrated like this two other times and she guessed that the previous experiences were far enough in the past to not be of any help in abating the heady discomfort of the stretching she was doing inside.
She hadn�t even really looked to see what he was going to be doing to her. She had only touched, and it must have been a case of her preverbal eyes being bigger than her theoretical stomach � only with hands and vagina�because Xander was still not all the way in and she couldn�t open her legs anymore to ease the ache he was causing. Buffy had never thought she�d think this about her favorite jeans, but Bebe offered no give. Her thighs were trapped in the rough material and she wished that Xander had taken the time to just pull them off. Maybe he would be there if he weren�t soooo�.
Buffy�s breaths were shahen hen Xander finally stopped, dropping his head down to the crook of her neck with a hot harsh exhale that ended with him biting down sharply on the pounding pulse point in her throat. He laved the bite with disjointed strokes of his tongue while being held in, what had to be, the most humid deepest most bestest cavern ever on earth. He had the far off thought that if his penis had a little flag or a mining company he would mark the place as his own and take legal recourse against any one else who dared to set foot on his land. And kick their ass�there�d be ass kicking if anybody even thought of touching his Buffy like this � he just knew that he would never be able to give it up�and hntednted more.
Xander thrust his hips forward quickly again, forcing more of his length into the sticky sucking depths of her and Buffy finally cried out. He opened his eyes just enough to see that hers were closed tight and she was wearing a frown�maybe it wasn�t never ending, he thought, but didn�t apologize. He just kissed the frown until he felt it split and then tilted his head to facilitate her initiating deepening and probe his mouth. Her hips thrust upward � sealing them completely together in the way that had caused her bark of pain again, but then muf the the sound into his temple. It didn�t sound like piercing discomfort anymore, so Xander did it again, listening as it segued into an ecstasy filled moan and then dropped his head into the crook of her neck.
He rubbed his nose over the slickening skin there and thrust harder. Faster. Feeling her hands slip under his shirt tails and scratching along the bare skin of his sides while she held on to him and shook. Xander turned his hands loose to do the same � under her tiny t-shirt and on her hot skin. He wrapped his arms completely around her and jerked her upper body closer to him on a hard in stroke and she grunted.
Xander thought he could feel her before � feel Buffy holding him so tightly, but now he could feel everything. Down from the sporadically convulsing spasms around his hardness, to her quivering lips on his chin and her soft tongue on his bottom lip, to the hard tips of her nipples, that he hadn�t even seen yet, scraping his chest through both of their shirts. He held her tighter because of that.
�Xaanndd�� Buffy�s lower body jerked up against his and her voice warbled. He raised his head to watch what he felt happening below her waist. Buffy�s fingers clutched hard at his sides and he kept pumping into her, grunting with the aborted efforts and feeling one long clench inside � trying to hold him captive in her body, but he was stubborn. He fought it with a labored grin as he watched her face.
Mouth open and panting, eyes open and unfocused and streams of noise, both guttural and whimpering spilling forth from her while she shook, and he felt her pulsing. Felt her come around him with intensity that he didn�t know even existed. He could feel her walls grip him and then let him go several times and he dove back in to kiss her.
�Buff,� he mumbled into her mouth and felt her force her tongue inside in response as she calmed beneath him. �Buff�I�m gonna�� Xander moved impossibly faster and more erratic as he felt the tingle start. Felt his balls draw up and the beginnings of his orgasm mounting�
�Pull out,� she said while huffing for breath, her hands going to his shoulders and pushing slightly. Xander�s eyes opened wide and he slowed his movements with in her and just stared wild eyed. �Pull out,� Buffy growled this time and with her grip on his hips completed the action for him.
Xander groaned when he felt the cooler air on his glistening shaft, and was almost, but not quite distracted by the sight of Buffy sitting up, her jeans unfastened and hair disheveled, to push him back against the pillows. She crawled towards him as steadily as she could and yanked his jeans down some more, eyeing his cock as it stood hard and marked by her essence.
Without warning or word in advance Buffy�s hand closed around the root of him and her mouth around the head. That was what was inside of her; he thought when she first saw the secret Xander had kept from her during the whole course of their friendship. Then she was distracted by the taste of her own juices that it was bathed in. Then it was the groan Xander released when he thrust forward and the tip hit the back of her throat.
�Sorry,� he muttered his time when he heard the muffled gag, but got no response save her tongue lapping up the under side and her lips closing around the engorged flesh in a series of wet licking kisses. When she reached the top, she stopped and Xander felt her hand start moving over him � up and down- and he glanced up�to see her grinning crookedly at him in acknowledgment of his mistake.
He was shaking and his head was suddenly too heavy when Buffy�s head ducked again over him. She held him in her had in concert to her mouth, but then dropped her grip to his hips, holding them to the mattress and�
Ohgod�.Xander�s moan was unparallel when he felt it. Knew above any and all that the gag he had just heard was one of surprise because damned if she hadn�t just taken him father into heroatroat that he ever thought�
She pulled up and repeated the action a few more times, contracting her muscles and swallowing the leaking fluid from the head and then re-ascending. She heard him fighting for breath and tasted the first surge of his release when it splashed out against her tongue and retook him in her hand � closing her lips tight around his dick just below the head and sucking almost as hard as she could. Then it happened with a loud groan and a hard exhale and Xander filled her mouth in jets, his hips making the aborted movements that signaled the completion oe ace act.
When his eyes opened again, he was faced with Buffy still kneeling between his wide spread thighs, grinning while she wiped the side of her mouth with the back of her hand and eyed him predatorily. �Did you just��
His question was lost when she grabbed the waist of his jeans and tugged them the rest of the way down his legs and then reached for the hem of her top. �More,� her voice was just above a whisper when it demanded that of him and Xander wasted no time lunging at her and tackling her back down to the bed.
~*~

Downstairs

~*~
Riley looked on confused as he and his comrades watched a group of about seven guys and three girls rubbing the walls at the base of the stairs. He had on about three occasions halted his friend Forrest from going to join the congregation for the simple fact that he had absolutely no idea what the problem with the kids was but he was for certain that Professor Walsh would have his ass if one of his subordinates got sucked into�the wall.
He cocked his head to the side and heard his other friend, Graham clear his throat. �I just wanna see, man,� the soldier begged to the sound of another flood of joint moans and seeing the people press themselves closer to the wall.
�Goddd�ohgodyessss��
�No way, man,� Riley shook his head. �It�s for your own good.�
�I�mI�m�uugghhh��
�DUDE!� Forrest exclaimed and turned his head from what he had just seen. A twenty something year old man shuddering with his eyes clenched shut then sliding into a seated poison on the floor. �We gotta do something, Ry,� he turned to his commander. �We can�t get a rep for this,� he gestured contemptfully at the man on the floor before getting distracted by a higher pitched series of pants from one of the girls.
�Yeah,� Riley nodded and folded his arms over his chest.
�Cuz this isn�t normal,� Forrest observed out loud. �If it were I�d move my bed down here.�
�Should he call Walsh?� Graham suggested.
�And tell her that we�ve got a Spanish fly wall?� Forrest suggested and Graham shrugged.
�Maybe we can handle it.� Riley spoke to both of them. �It�s probably not that big a deal.�
�Well,� Forrest smirked. �You�re washing the wall when this is cleared up cuz I ain�t touching it.� He watched another guys knees buckle with a satisfied grunt.
Riley frowned at the implications. �All I wanted to do tonight was��
�Buffy?� Forrest said nonchalantly and earned a glare.
�Spend time getting��
�In Buffy�s pants.� Graham smiled this time.
�To knowfy.�fy.� Riley bit out. �Every time I try big evil spring up��
�In all fairness, I don�t think this is evil per say,� Forrest licked his lips. �I�d venture that if you showed her the wall, you�d have one foot in the door��
�Of her pants.� Graham grinned again and Riley slit his eyes at him.
�So its agreed,� Riley nodded at the two of them and then turned towards the living room � taking the effort to tear his eyes away from the magic wall. �I�ll find Buffy and we�ll fix it.� He walked away to where he thought he saw Buffy�s friend Willow disappear into the living room. They�d probably be together and at least it was a good ice breaker.
�He�s going to make her touch the wall,� Graham spoke rhetorically.
�If he has any common sense�Hey! Maybe you should go break a piece off and hope they can�t shake the mojo,� Forrest headed towards the basement entrance where the weapons locker was. �Keep it with you in case you ever get some.�
�Don�t need it according to your sister,� the other soldier shot back and followed him.
�Dude,� Forrest tossed over his shoulder. �My sister�s ten.�
~*~
Riley spotted Willow sitting on a short orange haired mans lap on the couch talking to a group of girls. He didn�t see Buffy anywhere near, but chose to approach anyway. She�d be back � for sure. �Willow?� he called out cautiously and got no response. �Willow?� he tried again after clearing his throat.
The red head whipped around freely to face the towering blonde haired man. �RILEY!!� she shouted and slapped Oz on the shoulder even though he too had turned when he heard somebody call his girlfriend�s name. �HEY!!! Oz its Riley.� She seemed to think that she was whispering but it was clearly just a notch below her pervious shout. �Buffy�s Riley from school.�
Oz nodded affirmative and then lifted his gaze to the other man. �Hey.�
Riley couldn�t contain his grin at the phrase �Buffy�s Riley�. He was hers in the eyes of her friends, which meant that she had talked about him and that they all knew who he was on sight�never mind the fact that Willow was in the same class with Buffy that he TAed for � she still called him Buffy�s Riley. His actual vocal response was much less wordy. �Hey.�
�You guys throw quite the shindig.� Oz commented when Riley stopped speaking and seemed content to just eye the room. �Its, uh�� he turned his gaze back to the couch opposite them where three people seemed to be engaged in a sort of kissing/groping/rubbing pile. �Interesting.�
Riley sucked in a breath. �Yeah�� His eyes narrowed and he was pushed forward when two girls stumbled into his back and then fell to the floor in a fit of giggles. �About this,� he gestured to the fact that everybody seemed to be touching. �I think its��
�NOT EVIL!� Willow sat up straighter than before and faced him with wide eyes.
Riley�s expression went tight and he winced at her volume but nobody around seemed to be paying attention to notice.
�OH MY GOD! YOU THINK ITS EVIL!�
Riley leant more over the back of the couch and tilted to face Oz as he seemed more�subtle. �I think we need to get the Slayer involved.�
�So you do think it�s unnatural?� Oz looked neutral and eyed the masses of college students. He shrugged. �That sounds about right.�
Riley nodded. �Yeah��
�Buffy�s still in the bathroom.� Willow brow furrowed, �She�s been in there forever.� She pulled Oz�s wrist up and squinted at his watch. �I think she�s beat her old record.�
Oz managed a small smile at Riley�s embarrassment, but soon Willow was speaking again. �Do you think she and Xander found it?�
~*~

Upstairs

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Her fingers flexed painfully in his hair but his yelp was smothered against the wet skin of her core. Buffy�s thighs were draped bonelessly over his shoulders as Xander refused to let upon her. His tongue flicked out over the erect and exposed tip to her clit and she arched off of the mattress again. Xander reached under her and spread her nether lips more to his mouth and lapped at the moisture that he found there with wide hswipswipes of the flat of his tongue and then thrust it back inside of her.
He had never imagined that Buffy would make the sounds that she was above him�that she would ever make them because of something that he was doing to her. Xander stiffened his tongue and stabbed it into her as rapidly as possible, ignoring the ache in his jaw. How long had he been doing this? He knew that he had counted at least three separate shuddering/moaning fits but he hadn�t really looked up to see. He had just tugged her closer to his mouth and kept working. Xander declared himself addicted to her flavor so why not enjoy the fact that she wanted him to have it?
He slid his face up and tilted it slightly to the side and heard a breath giggle that segued into a gasp and then a moan. He replaced his tongue at her opening with his fingers and thrust three inside. They moved easily and Buffy�s hips jerked into his hand and he went back to suckling her clit � scraping his teeth over the sensitive bud in between the flicks back and forth and around�all over the expanse of her glistening cunt.
Buffy�s breathing picked up more and she tried again to tug Xander�s head away from her. She needed him up�needed him to be inside�
He finally complied but not without applying scraping bites over the skin at the top of her vagina, over the small curve of her belly and up the center of her chest. Buffy�s groan reverberated through her and made Xander hum as he veered to the right and closed his lips over her nipple. He sucked and bit at the taut flesh while she arched beneath him and tried to press him closer and Xander was lost in the heat of her body. His bare chest settled on her sweaty skin and he just knew that it was a mixture of the trail of her own juices that he had left on her belly there too.
They were completely over and around each other. Melded and merging and becoming each other and all either could do was hold the other tighter. Wet kisses trailed over her pert right breast, his tongue slipping to lap at the underside before moving his hand up to replace it as his mouth sought out its twin. He repeated his ministrations on her left breast, nuzzling and licking. Sucking hard when she groaned and soothing her down when she gasped.
Well maybe not soothing. Buffy was whining and pulling at him again. Xander was wrapped tight in the embrace of her thighs and Buffy�s eyes were pleading when she set her hands on his cheeks, smoothing over the skin there. She leant up and brushed her lips against his once before creating a more crushing engagement until they were both panting. Xander nestled further between her thighs while their tongues battled and then she pulled away. Buffy�s voice was shaky and she shifted beneath him, welcoming his length back into her body and groaning at the ease at which her body accepted him now. It felt as if he belonged inside of her now and that thought made her shudder and tighten around him prematurely.
She wrapped her arms beneath him and hooked her hands over his shoulders, her mouth falling open at that first thrust, and then yanked him back down onto her body. Buffy�s lips were moving against his � but where Xander was kissing her, she was speaking, mystified and trembling in a whisper. �You need to be closer.�
~*~

Downstairs

~*~
�This is crazy,� Graham huffed and shifted his tazer gun in his hands impatiently. �I say we bust in there do the exorcism and have a beer��
�But she said she didn�t kill anybody,� Oz pointed out while looking at the house. His apprehension at going back in was as obvious as it had ever been. If not for the reappearance of Willow�s sobriety and insistence that they needed to get the still missing Buffy and Xander out, he would rather be hearing about this massive orgy in the news.
They all had searched the house in search of Buffy, but had come up empty. It was Willow�s persistent concern over Xander�s whereabouts since the Slayer was MIA that had finally pushed her out of party mode, and under Riley�s suggestion they had all left the house, touching nothing on the way, and headed for Giles�. If there was anything wonky he would get to the root of it.
After a quick research session they had the situation in hand � shockingly enough. 1940�s Sunnydale saw the Lowell House being a home for indigent teenagers�and rampant hormones, much to the despise of the house mistress who, in herr per persistent quest to save the children from the fiery pits of hell, punished them severely.
No, she didn�t kill them, but she didn�t create any friendly Casper poltergeists out of their repressed and tormented spirits either. Now the house was, essentially, possessed by horny adolescents who were running wild and free thanks to the �spiritual guidance� of Sunnydale�s very own Slayer and�and Xander?
Willow was confused, Riley was hurt, Giles was frustrated and shocked and Oz � Oz was Oz and as long as nobody got hurt, he was cool.
But that wasn�t the case. Oz wasn�t cool, so much as calmly panicking because the sexual Energizer were two of his best friends and Giles had informed them all that once a battery runs out of juice�
�I mean, how long can they keep it up?� Forrest sounded skeptical and everybody turned to look at him with raised eyebrows.
�Been about five hours now,� Willow pointed out and, out of the corner of her eye, saw Giles shudder. Riley wiped his hand down his face. �They just keep going��
�And going and going and going�� Graham said monotonously.
�Until?�
�Once the energy is spent.� Giles looked gravely at the younger people in the room. �They�ll die.�
�So there�s nothing to blast?� Graham sounded disappointed and he kicked at the ground.
�Fraid not, G,� Forrest clapped the other soldiers back while eyeing the disappointed grimace on Riley�s face when they all heard a foreign sounding moan spill out of the house�again. �This is just a big burstin�poltergasm.�
�So lets get them out,� Riley said determinedly, but with an underlying sense of defeat. ��and then get me some fresh sheets�and a new mattress.�
They all approached the house only to stop at the doorway at Oz�s query. �And they didn�t stop before when we were banging on the door?� Willow turned and shook her head.
�Oz is right�� Giles started, but then was stopped by the frustrated hof Fof Forrest.
�And there�s not exactly any ass to kick.�
�So how are we supposed to do this?�
~*~

Upstairs

~*~
Buffy was kneeling between his legs again and pulled the spent condom from his shaft. She let her fingers tickle over the sticky flesh until Xander grunted in pain. �Buff�� She looked up at him and saw him staring back with droopy eyes. �I need�need a second ok?�
�No.� She looked on the verge of tears and Xander reached for her. Buffy complied with a whimper and collapsed against his chest, rising and falling with its harsh rhythm. Her own matched it, but she ignored it and ducked her head to his chest � licking at the salty skin until she reached his nipple. She kissed all over his chest, sucking at his flesh while her hands ran shakily up and down his sides.
Xander didn�t know how his body was responding to her again, but he felt his erection returning�Buffy seemed to feel it too and she looked up into his darkened eyes when it was fully hard against her thigh. Xander�s hand rested warm on her cheek and she was lured into another breath halting kiss�breath she couldn�t seem to control and he reached over to the bedside table drawer that they had opened when they stumbled across it in their search for contraceptives.
He groped blindly for a moment before pulling back from the kiss and locking eyes with her again. �There aren�t anymore,� he pointed out on a sigh that was a quarter relieved and the rest of the way disappointed.
�Look in the other one,� Buffy�s breath was warm against his chest as she chose to resume sucking on his nipple. Her free hand slipped down between them and tickled over the muscled hardness of his thigh on her way up to his dick. She curled her fist around it and pumped at the engorged flesh between his legs a few times before moving lower to cup his sac, which she squeezed in her warm palm that had been lubricated by his previous orgasm.
With a harsh moan Xander dropped his hand from where it was rubbing circles on the small of her back so that he was gripping her ass in both of his large warm hands. He pulled her sharply into her arousal in time with her bite into his chest, just below his arm pit, and rolled them both over so that he could reach the other table.
Buffy pulled him back into another kiss, her legs opening for him again and proving a mighty distraction while Xander resumed his search. He placed one last peck on her swollen lower lip and squeezed his eyes shut in frustration. �Nothing.�
She was shaking beneath him and where he thought she would finally push him away; Buffy simply tightened her grip around his waist and rolled them both over on the bed again. She left him with Xander on his back, his arms wrapped low around her waist, pushed her closer to where she wanted to be without conscious thought. Buffy gripped his shoulders with a bruising tightness and closed her mouth over his again, kissing him as deeply as she pleased and Xander barely noticed her hand slipping between them until after a light touch and a slight shift of her hips, she took him back into her body.
Buffy rocked slowly on his shaft, taking him as deep as she could and frowning tightly with the effort she was using to roll her hips. �Don�t stop, Xander.� She whispered against his lips. She savored the feel of his bared fld flesh touching her own softness and how her body moulded to it. She kept her lips just barely pressed to his and her eyes went hazy when started to squeeze her inner muscles around him in time with her rocking.
Xander helped her move, feeling the periodic hard clench around his member and groaning under the tortuously sweet pressure. The heat was even more intense�more exhilarating now that they had acclimated to this joining. �I�m here,� he husked out. �I�m right here Buffy.� Xander�s eyes slipped closed, but then snapped open a moment later when she slammed down hard on his shaft.
�Keep your eyes open,� she demanded, her head dropping to the side of his throat and kissing him there briefly. �Keep touching me��
�I am�ohGod, Buff��
�Deeper,� she demanded and ground down. �Don�t stop touching me�not ever�never stopppp�� She finished on a deep breath and her hips jerked sharply.
�Bufffffffff�..youyou�.Buffy�� Xander thrust up into her and lifted both of their hips off of the bed.
�Do it!� She was riding him as hard and fast as she could. Forcing him in and out of her body and being helped by this strong grip on her ass. One of her hands dropped from his shoulders between them and she pressed her fingers against her throbbing clit. Sliding easily because of the culminating fluids, but making her bark out in pain at the consistent stimulation, but she kept toying with it. And Xander kept yanking her down onto him. �Xannnddderrr!!! Xanderrr, do it!!! Do it now!!!�
Her body clamped around his again and it set him off. He sealed their hips together with a final cry and squeezed his eyes shut as his orgasm ripped from his body � and into hers, just as she requested. He heard her moan and felt her collapsed against his chest, but he was still filling her. He couldn�t feel anything but his own blindingly hard clenching spurts and he kept jerking into her. Xander�s eyes slipped shut and he only vaguely heard the whispered hot breath on the moist skin on his chest. �Love you.�
~*~

Scared Circle in Buffy & Willow�s Dorm

~*~
Giles lit the last candle and jumped when the com link that Riley had given him crackled and buzzed as the soldier�s voice flooded into the room.
�Are we all set Mr. Giles?�
The Watcher mumbled something as he fumbled for the walkie-talkie, �Yes�� It beeped loudly and made a static noise.
�Like this,� Oz intervened and, as respectfully as possible, turned the volume down and pushed the talk button. �We�re set,� he spoke into the speaker.
�10-4,� the other man responded. �We�re in position at the door. Let us know when it�s all systems go.�
�Say �Rodger out�,� Willow looked up excitedly from her dimly lit circle on the floor to her boyfriend.
�I�ll do you one better,� the musician spoke suavely. He spoke into the intercom again, �Copy that.� Willow beamed at him and he handed the device back to Giles. Oz sat down across from his girlfriend in the clearing that was made for him as he was necessary to complete the spell to distract the poltergeists long enough for Riley and his Initiative comrades to get Buffy and Xander out � as it was obvious that whatever power the house had over the duo, mere human interruption wasn�t going to halt it.
�Shall we begin?� Giles broke their moment and sat in the third clear space on the floor. �Time is of the essence.�
Willow nodded and reached out on either side to grasp their hands. �Let�s try this bad boy.� She looked sheepish when Giles raised an eyebrow at her. �I just always wanted to say that.�
�It was sexy.� Oz nodded.
�The spell.� Giles exasperated and the redhead flushed.
Her voice became eerily steady and she shut her eyes, repeating the incantation that they had found when researching the possession that they were dealing with. She called to the spirits: �Children of the pat, spirits of Lowell, be guided by our light. Come forth and be known to us.� There wasn�t even a slight whooshing sound and everybody looked skeptical.
�So,� Oz commented and looked towards the Watcher. �How are we going to know when it works?� He had just barely finished his question when the com link cracked and the room filled with misty gray-blue faces; forlorn and focused on the three humans who were sitting in the circle on the floor.
The Watcher, the Wicca and the werewolf looked around the room nervously. Giles sucked in a deep breath, not moving form his position. �We�ll know.�
~*~

Outside the Lowell House

~*~
�Any word?� Forrest looked at the now quiet house skeptically. �Did it work?�
Riley ignored him and focused on his com link. �Oz � you there? Giles? Come in, you guys��
�They�re probably dead.� Graham commented offhandedly.
�Did it work, you guys?� Riley said into the com device which crackled in response.
�Uh, Ry?� Forrest spoke just over his shoulder when the front door to their frat house blew open with a hard gust of wind. The blonde leader turned and regarded the nervousness in his friend�s voice. �I think we�re good to go.�
�All right then.� Riley nodded and hopped up the steps to precede them into the house. �Weapons armed?�
�For sure.� The response came in unison.
�Move in.� The three soldiers readied themselves for whatever surprises were in store and crept cautiously into the house. They all stopped at the base of the stairs and looked on in shock at what they saw � thick vines and foliage descending from the ceiling and crawling down the wall all seeming to originate from Riley�s bedroom.
�Are you a Serta or a Sealy man?� Forrest questioned with a hint of sarcasm and heard Riley scowl without having to see it.
�At this point,� the TA spoke over his shoulder while accessing the situation at hand. �Once this is over I�d sleep on a pile of hay under a burlap sack.�
�You�re going to go home?� Graham couldn�t resist and even Riley chuckled a little.
�How do you feel about cleaning the hostile cages?� the Commander teased right back and both of this subordinates quieted. �Thought so. Let�s go pull the plug on this.� With a steeling breath they headed slowly for the stairs.
~*~

Upstairs

~*~
Xander really couldn�t see and everything felt a little numb. His arms and legs and toes and face � never mind between his legs. He had completely lost track of that. His body was doing what it damned well please � and what Buffy damned well pleased. He wondered if it were possible for a human being to have absolutely no blood in their brain.
�Closer�� Buffy�s voice was increasingly breathy and whiny and she made the point to shove her hips back into his bruising grip so that they connected solidly with his. �Be closer.�
She kept saying things like that and Xander still had no idea how to respond. If he got any closer the name on his birth certificate would change to Buffy Anne Summers and he might actually grow a vagina � but still he tried. Xander but his lip and sent a steadily shaking hand over the slick skin of her hip and down to where they were connected. �I am�� he husked out. �Iam.�
His fingers separated her smooth slit again and he easily found her clit. Buffy barked out roughly when he pushed agt itt it, but over the past however long they had been doing this he had gathered that it wasn�t a �bad, stop it� sound.
Buffy shoved herself back against the thick length that was penetrating her from behind. Filling her�God, she was so full of him. So full that it was starting to hurt, but she couldn�t think of any place else she would rather be. Anything or anyone else she would rather be doing, and she needed him more. She had never needed anything more than him � all of him - in her entire life. But thinking about the implications of that would have to come later. Right now she wanted to concentrate on the hardness that was crushing up against something so far inside of her that she thought her heart might be forced up through her throat.
Xander�s hands moved with an expert touch now. He knew what she liked and he never once thought he would ever know that about Buffy Summers. �I�m touching you,� he assured her in huffs. �Can�tbe�closer�touchingyou�.Buffyuughh��
He really wished he could see her face. That he could kiss her � feel her lips pressed against his, her tongue probing his mouth. He wished he could see her breasts, too. He had thought before that he was more of a leg man. Sure he liked the mammary portion well enough but something about a good strong pair of well toned legs�glistening with a slight perspiration � especially when he was the cause of that glow, wrapped around his waist while he was buried between them�or around his head while his hands ran over their smoothness�Buffy had great legs�
But he really wanted to touch her breasts again. With his hands or his mouth. Lick them and suck the dark nipples that he knew were hard because of them. He wanted to see them bouncing in time with his thrusts into her or her gyrations on him. Buffy had great breasts�
He grit his teeth though another moan while he thought about all of the other ways he wanted her when he was done taking her like this. Xander�s actions redoubled as he drove himself to finish it in favor of something new, and Buffy�s breaths started coming in aborted grunts at each connection.
She was so wet in front of him that each time their skin connected the fluids smeared against his thighs and hips. He didn�t know how her�their�moisture had gotten everywhere but it didn�t do anything to dampen his arousal. He had been cumming inside of her because she had been asking him to and for the life of him, and he assumed her, he couldn�t think of one reason not to. It felt good to watch her face as she took all of him while convulsing and quivering against him. It felt even better to feel the hot muscle walls of her most private areas doing that to him�to really feel it against him. That was another thing on the list of stuff Xander wanted more of from her. He wanted to feel Buffy cum all over and around him again � cum because of him again.
Another moan from him. He pressed her slit in hard circles and lengthened his hard thrusts. A whimpering cry from her.
�Love you. Love you so much.� This time he said it. He had said it quite a few times since she crossed that line. When that whispered secret had spilled form her Xander had the far off thought that this was definitely a spell. Some sort of whacky mojo that had turned her on and he had been there. He had felt bad, but Buffy had, at the time been sucking on his tongue, and whatever the spell was they had already fallen prey to it. Plus, that small rational thought wasn�t nearly enough to provoke the idea of stopping. It was obvious that Buffy didn�t want to stop. So Xander had said it back.
Why not? He did love her. He had always loved her. It was why he was so excited that they had been working on their friendship lately. Buffy was busy with her new college life and new college friends � people he didn�t even know, but she still sought him out. Still wanted to be around him and had even invited him tonight � to a party that another guy had invited her to. Not Willow who had invited him, but Buffy had called and asked.
They watched movies and went to the Bronze, dinner and the mall. He read comics while she did her homework and she would, on nights she expected it to be slow, invite him to patrol with her. She was including him in this new chapter of her life and Xander did love her. He knew deep down that she loved him too. Friend love, and in Buffy style, she wasn�t ever going to actually say it. Xander was surprised when she had and he had been for certain that she wasn�t talking about friends because he was still inside of her.
Buffy�s scream was unbridled and when she clenched around him again Xander sighed in relief and ground into her. He covered her back with his pulsing body, closed his mouth of her flushed skin of her shoulder, and held both of her hips in his large hands to hold her steady as they jerked together.
She was still shaking when Xander felt himself fall limply from her body. His eyes clenched shut at the sensation of the cold air on his cock. Keep touching her � that was all Xander kept repeating to himself and he managed a labored grin when she gasped in surprise when his arms wrapped around her waist and effortlessly flipped her onto her back.
He was on her before she bounced once on the mattress and their lips fused together � open before they even met and Buffy ran her tongue along the underside of his in an invitation to plunder her mouth. Xander�s hands skimmed up her sides until he was palming her breasts; squeezing and massaging them while she hummed into his mouth.
Keep touching.
He denied her when he felt her legs move to wrap around his waist again and tore his lips from her mirroring kiss swollen ones. Buffy was panting as he ran his lips and tongue over her chin and neck, down to her chest and stomach. He needed just a little while longer � he could already feel his arousal returning, miraculous as that was.
His hands stayed on her breasts and he pecked at her clit again. Buffy groaned above him and her hands fisted into his hair, pulling sharply before relaxing again while he kissed the swollen skin between her thighs � her legs lifting and draping over his shoulders while he yanked her hips up to give his mouth more access. Xander lapped at her � tasting her own sweetness tempered with his own saltier musk. He didn�t mind it that much � it was almost his marker. Buffy was his.
That thought fueled him to work his mouth on and over her. He used a thick warm tongue and pressing lips that made Buffy jerk and shudder with a wordless cry. She was his and he was in her even when he wasn�t � which wouldn�t be the case for long as he felt his groin throbbing to be included again.
Buffy�s hands reached behind her, fisting the pillow that her head was propped on and her eyes rolled shut. She thought to say his name, but all she could actually muster was grinding her hips up into his mouth�and then something new happened. Her move broke his rhythm and Xander�s tongue slipped out of her opening and over�
The sensation made her gasp in surprise and she felt Xander hesitate, but only for a moment. Soon his misplaced tongue was back and circling the puckered flesh of her anus. Nobody had ever touched her there and it made her breath hitch and her eyes flutter when Xander teased it relentlessly for a few more seconds. Buffy didn�t think her lower body could pulse anymore on the empty space and her vocal chords finally scratched into action. �Xander, need you. I need you.�
�I�m here,� his voice was mumbled as he included his oral ministrations to include her whole pelvic area. �RighthereBuffy. Right here��
�Up here.� Buffy reached with one hand and was able to grab his jaw weakly. �Need you up here.�
The bed creaked as Xander complied, settling his weight bac bet between her smooth slick thighs. �Need you inside,� she beckoned again. Buffy shifted when Xander�s arms wrapped around her waist, lifting her slightly from the mattress and rolling them both to their sides. They stayed lying so close together and he thought that they might be the same person � breathing each others breath and rubbing whatever skin, kneading whatever flesh that they could reach.
�Xander,� Buffy breathed and hooked her left leg up further over his right. She shifted so that her clit was compressed briefly against his shaft.
He only nodded in response and slide the hand that had been rubbing over her hip and ass between their bodies. He sucked in a breath when he saw Buffy�s eyes slip shut and her mouth curl into a loose grin when he pushed back inside of her depths. �You feel so good.� He whispered, his mouth finding her hair line and brushing over the damp boundary. �Love this.� Their lower bodies undulated together and Buffy clutched him closer to her while rocking forward into his thrusts.
Her lips were moist and warm on his cheek while she searched languidly for his. �Love you.�
~*~

Buffy & Willow�s Dorm

~*~
The wind picked up in the small confines of the dorm room � that was odd in itself. The fact that it was so forceful that the hair on the apparitions head blew with it was even more so. Oz and Giles scanned the room and tried not to look at any one spirit for too long, as they were all staring at the them with haunted gazes.
�W�we implore you,� Willow gulped and tried to sound confident and steady. �Be still.�
Giles� voice sounded similar in tone of the Wicca�s and he spoke to bide the time for Riley and the others. �Find it in your hearts to leave out friends passage.�
�Transform your pain. Release your past.� Willow continued. �Find you peace here��
Oz looked diffident and his eyes shifted over the masses of children that had lived in the frat house those many years ago. �And get over it,� he dead panned.
Suddenly the howling unnatural wind stopped and all of the candles blew out, leaving the Scoobies in insecure darkness. �What happened?� Giles asked over the exhale of shaky breaths.
�I think they left.� Oz responded and the intercom crackled ominously.
�Then they went back to��
�Riley.� Willow sounded a little bit frightened.
�We should get to the house.� Oz suggested and received rigorous nods as they started getting up to head for the door.
~*~

Lowell House

~*~
Graham halted on the stairs, the last in the line of three, when he heard a decisive scream over the faint moans and wet smacking sounds. They hadn�t really seen anything, so much as knew that something R rated was going on all over their house.
The three turned when they saw the source of the exclamation � a crying girl that ran out of the living room and into the kitchen and seemed to be holding a pair of scissors and a chunk of blonde hair.
�I�m on it,� Graham turned and descended the stairs to follow where she had run, and Riley nodded.
�Watch your back.� Riley called out after his man just as he disappeared around the corner and out of sight. It became eerily quiet in the house and a gust of wind blew by that made both of the remaining soldiers shiver. �What was that?� the blonde asked cautiously while looking up the vine covered wall.
�One of those things that we pretend didn�t happen and keep going about our business.� Forrest answered with a gulp. The wind suddenly took on a high pitched screeching sound and both winced. �I got five bucks that says the spell didn�t work.�
�Let�s keep moving!� Riley yelled back and fought the forced of the indoor wind gusts to get up the stairs to hiom. om. �We don�t have a lot of time!�
�What was the hint?� Forrest yelled back, snapping out of the way when the vines, moving of their own accord broke free of the wall and lunged for him. He watched Riley yank his captured arm away forcefully. �The screams or Jumangi?!�
�Watch yourself!� Riley ignored the labored joke and hit the top of the stairs. He stayed as low to the ground as he could and duck walked to the door. �BUFFY?!� He called out, banging his fist on the wood a few times. �XANDER?! YOU NEED TO OPEN THE DOOR!�
�BREAK IT DOWN,� Forrest called from the stairs still where he was trying to hack through the vines that were coiling around his ankles with a bowie knife. He squinted his eyes against the wind and his head was starting to throb at the high pitched squealing. Suddenly he was grabbed around his middle by the vines and pulled hard into the wall and he struggled against the super natural hold. �Ram it you repressed whiners,� he stabbed into the wall and it howled behind him.
�BUFFY!� Riley turned back to his task with the hope that Forrest could handle himself for the time being.
�HEY FINN!� Graham called from the base of the stairs and he started running towards Forrest. �We gotta get out of here!�
�Preaching to the choir,� Forrest grit out while the vines strangled him and both he and his fellow soldier fought to free him.
�Not yet,� Riley grit his teeth and reached for the door knob. He grabbed it and the cried out in pain when an errant vine shot out of nowhere and through his hand, pinning it to the door. Through clenched teeth and watering eyes Riley reached for his knife and sliced at the vine, freeing himself and then falling back to the floor holding the appendage.
He wasn�t aware of anything until a hand grabbed his shoulder and he turned to face the new comer � Oz looking as blas� as he had when this all started. �Turns out these kids may have ADD,� he said dryly. They both turned to see Graham and Forrest, now partly freed, chopping at the blanching and writhing vines.
�GET THE DOOR!� Riley commanded still cradling his hand. Oz nodded shortly and scrambled to it, staying low as Riley had done and, with surprising ease for the surroundings, twisted the door knob and pushed it open.
The werewolf prepared himself for the worst backlash when the door creaked open and he saw Riley brace himself out of the corner of his eye, but all that happened was that the wind and the screeching stopped and the vines vanished into this air.
~*~

Inside the bedroom

~*~
They were staring at each other through hazy eyes while they rocked together. So close again�so much closer than ever before and they couldn�t hold on tighter. Buffy kissed him slowly, suckling Xander�s lips between hers while her lower body mimicked her actions much more intimately if it were even possible.
Xander�s breath was coming in erratic pants and his heart was jack hammering in his chest. He didn�t know if he was in pain�if pleasure this intense and acute would just cross that line automatically. His tingling hand gripped Buffy�s thigh tighter and pulled her a fraction of an inch closer. A fraction of an inch that made her throat gurgle and her teeth grit at the adjustment.
His mouth closed in several random kisses against her cheek and he rolled them over. Xander wanted to push her to another orgasm if it was the last thing he did. If it made his heart and mind explode and turned him to mush inside, he wanted to feel her contracting around him and crying his name when it happened. He pushed deeper inside the firm but relaxed and welcoming heat of his Buffy and pulled back to watch her face as she took him even deeper. Did she know that there was no place better than her body to him?
Did he know that nothing had ever felt as blindingly perfect and numbingly paralyzing pleasurable as his body inside of hers? Oh God, if he kept moving she knew, just knew that she would black out � but what a way to loose consciousness. Buffy shoved her hips hard up against his invasion and her smile lacked form at the pressure the move put on everything she had in her body.
And then on a deep inhale their movements stopped and their eyes locked. Still locked together but expressions showing a hint of confusion under the plainly written ecstasy.
A creak of a door preceded the first sliver of light from the hall that they had forgot even existed slowly illuminated the room, spilling forward and bleaching the bed in a yellow glow. Buffy and Xander�s heads whipped from each others simultaneously at the intrusion and turned to face it.
�JESUS!� Buffy exclaimed and unconsciously pulled Xander further down to her. She used her grip with her arms and legs to make him cover her body and shield her nudity with his own, and with a grunt Xander complied. The move made Xander thrust into her minutely even though they were both looking directly into the embarrassed expressions of both Oz and Riley.
�Hey.� Xander greeted with a gravely voice that he wagered was going to take a day or so to correct itself. That � and Buffy was still curled beneath him and holding him inside of her�which was interesting in itself because he would have thought that once the spell broke she�d have gotten him away like gang busters.
�Don�t you knock?!� Buffy asked with an anger born of embarrassment. Oz averted his gaze obligatorily and Riley sputtered with his mouth agape while he tried to stumble back from the doorway�only to back into Forrest and Graham as they joined them and tried to peek into the room. �SHUT THE DOOR!�
�Right,� Oz shook himself back into action and yanked the door shut, forcing him into the pile of other men on the other side. �We�ll�we�ll just wait outside,� he called back through but then shrugged and headed back to meet Giles and Willow on the porch with the three Initiative members behind him. �You know,� he spoke as if to know one, �If I catch one more of her naked moments I�m going to feel obliged to buy her dinner.�
~*~

Back in the room

~*~
She was staring up at him, but still holding him. Not relaxing an iota from her grip when Oz had opened the door and the world had come rushing back in. Xander was twitching with the sensations flooding him and telling his body to move, but his brain refused to give in. His brain told him to prepare to be sent flying across the room and the impending back surgery that would be necessary afterwards. His brain told him to prepare to loose one of his best friends for want of a desperate magick educed hump�
Buffy tried to regulate her breathing � the realization of the memories of the past hours�days�years, she didn�t know. It felt like forever and she remembered every single solitary second that led to her feeling this lingering fullness. The completion between her legs while her best friend gazed at her with the warmest chocolate brown eyes. He was waiting for her and he was questioning all the possible options for her reactions. And she honestly didn�t know � she wasn�t in think mode yet. She was still absorbing the feeling of this.
Her hand quested shakily up to Xander�s chin and it set under the gentle petting she started there. She leant up slightly, just enough to meet him and brushed her lips against his. Then she did it again, keeping her eyes open to see his reaction�to watch Xander realize that no matter how they got here she was right where she wanted to be. Again and again she rubbed her lips over his until he did it back.
Their mouths fused together again, Buffy lay back against the pillows and rocked her hips up slightly � restarting a new more hesitant rhythm. �Finish, Xander� she beckoned with a whimper.
�They�re waiting�� he still sounded unsure even though he had just slowly pumped his aching length into her in a type of retaliation.
�I want to finish.� Her eyes were hazy and she was trying to keep her rolling counters slow � he could tell by the way she was quaking against him. �Please��
If Xander didn�t think that he would deny her anything before, it was written in sacred law now. He bent to close his lips over her lower one and complied with her wishes.
~*~

The Next Day

~*~
�You know that scum that scum eats?� Buffy asked Willow and Oz as the congregated in Giles� living room.
�Yes,� Oz nodded while Willow eyed the Slayer sympathetically. �The bovine of the scum world. The lowest form of scum.�
Buffy�s brow furrowed dejectedly and she pulled the leg she wasn�t sitting on up to her chin with a controlled grimace. �I�m the cow.�
�Aww, Buff,� Willow got up from her perch on Oz�s knee and crossed to where Buffy was seated on the couch. �You�re not a cow.� Buffy looked up. �And you�re not scum.�
�I had sex in his bed.� Buffy deadpanned. �Riley really liked me and I had sex in his bed with another guy.�
�He really does understand.� Willow tried unconvincingly, still rubbing Buffy�s shoulder lightly. �He knows it was a spiritual possession.�
Buffy wasn�t even sure it was completely as true as Willow though. Neither she nor Xander had made it public knowledge that �they� didn�t stop with the influence of the apparitions dissipated. �It was with Xander.� Buffy�s tone remained even.
�We remember,� Giles� voice floated in from the kitchen and Buffy pouted even when out of his sight.
�Willow,� Buffy looked up at her friend but kept her head ducked. �People could have gotten seriously hurt�did get seriously hurt because I couldn�t stop having sex with Xander. Xander Harris.�
�Hi ho,� the aforementioned name came cruising, slightly awkwardly into the room after having let himself into Giles� front door. �What about Xander Harris?� He asked, but then saw that Buffy met him with a soft smile before shaking herself from it and turning back to her study of her jeans. �Oh,� he said understanding with out needing a vocal explanation. To tell the truth, had Giles not insisted that they needed to research some up in coming evil, he would have made it a point to avoid Buffy today. Not because he was one of *those* guys, but because he knew it was going to be weird between them. He sighed and plopped down in the farthest possible seat from the Slayer and took up counting the fibers in the carpet.
Willow completely understood why Buffy was having the problems with this situation that she was having, and she knew why Xander was being all of the quiet and humble. Buffy had had sex with Xander six ways from Sunday and in the process broken Riley�s heart amongst various physical, but not terminal, wounds. She had fundamentally changed her long held relationship with the boy, now man, that she had grown up with. She had every right to freak out, but she was on a self defamation track bigger than Willow had ever seen. �You know what, Buffy. You�re right.� The Slayer�s eyes snapped up completely now, matching Xander�s renewed self damning expression. �Feel shame.�
Buffy�s eyes dropped to her knees and Willow felt bad again. �I�m joking Buffy��
�I�m not.� Buffy insisted. �We�� she gestured between herself and her brunette friend. �We�re like�he�s��
�A brother type to your sister type?� Oz suggested as Buffy seemed to beuggluggling for a suitable description of Xander, who was choosing to stay quiet.
�Yes,� she agreed whole heartedly. �He�s like my big brother,� her voice was affectionate and she gazed at the side of his solemn face. She had never felt the urge to caress his cheek and make that expression go away. The cheek of her �big brother� who she couldn�t believe fucked her ever loving brains out the night before. Her big brother who she couldn�t control the thoughts of having him like that again. ��and I � we � couldn�t stop.�
Willow rested her hand on the Slayer�s knee this time and spoke soothingly. �It must have been awful.� The redhead missed Buffy�s slight flush. �Not being in control of your own body.�
Xander felt Buffy�s gaze boring into him and mustered the courage to meet her for a brief minute. Her expression held a soft smile and he couldn�t contain the crook that formed on his own; both remembering the night before. The hours before when they had�
It had been perfect. Both physically and emotionally. They had connected, and as far as the gaze they had just shared was concerned, they still were. Buffy had said that she loved him, and Xander knew that he had said the same thing back. He remembered saying it back to her so he knew that she did too. She did remember everything about the sensations and the feelings and the convulsing pulsating pleasure of the orgasms one after the other � the taste of the other in their mouths and the feel of their hands, the ache they both still shared between their legs from their intense efforts to reach that pinnacle together; to force the other over the edge.
All Buffy had said was that she �wanted to finish�. Declare that she wanted to be with him without the influence of any supernatural influence, and then she was. When they had dressed they were quiet, but when they had walked down stairs they had been holding hands. They hadn�t let go until it was absolutely necessary and they were standing in front of Giles and their friends�and when Riley was silently scrutinizing Buffy and she became uncomfortable.
All Xander wanted to do was hold her hand again. Let her know that he was there � that he wanted to keep touching her, even now.
�It was like we were zombies,� Xander�s throat was still slightly raw and his voice was huskier than usual. He had noted a slight huskiness in Buffy�s tenor as well, and that made his chest secretly well with pride. Buffy was a vocal lover, and he didn�t know if that was always the case, but it had been for him. �Had no control."
Buffy ducked her head shyly and nodded in agreement.
�That must have sucked.� Oz sounded as if he didn�t even fully believe his own statement. He must have been able to see the flush creep up on Buffy�s cheeks and Xander�s uncomfortable shift in his seat.
�Yeah,� Buffy cleared her throat to find a convincing tine. �Big time suckage.� She blushed further when Xander�s eyes flashed to hers and a mental flash forced her to not focus on the feel of his gaze on her. He felt his friend looking at him while he stared at her and he nodded his affirmative finally.
�Yeah. Sucked more than anything that has every sucked before it.�
They both saw Willow quirk an inquisitive eyebrow at their rising nervousness, but her vocal response was halted by Giles calling them all from the dining room area where he had been reading. All of the teens rolled their eyes and stood, offering the obligatory moans and groans at having to spend their Saturday like this as they headed to the Watcher�s side.
Willow and Oz were a few steps ahead and Xander took what he thought was a huge chance when he reached out and caught Buffy by the shoulder. His grip made her unfold herself from her own embrace and she turned slightly to face him, wearing an expression that wasn�t hard but far from emotional. That was until his hand ran down the length of her arm, his dark eyes locked with her blue ones until his hand found hers. He grasped it and looked over Buffy�s shoulder to ensure that they were now alone in the room. �Buff��
She let her eyes shut slowly at the feel of his strong warm hand clutching her own noticeably small one. She missed those hands and it had only been hours. She acted on instinct � the same one that had made her request that he stay with her the previous night � and pulled their joined hand to her lips, pressing a softly firm kiss to his thumb knuckle and opened her eyes again. Buffy nodded at nothing but the answer she felt she had found inside of herself and she knew that her gaze revealed it all to Xander because after a moment he smiled. A grin so wide that there was no way that he didn�t know what she now knew. Her grin was deviously borne and she stepped into him, not caring who saw and positioned his arms around her waist. She could get used to standing with him like that. She peered up at him and spoke in a whisper just meant for the two of them. �Completely awful.�
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