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Broken Lies	By : purpledodah Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 2271 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Broken Lies

My answer to the Mistress’ challenge. Inspired by this beautiful poem by Sablerose.

You lay by my side and tell me such sweet lies
that I'm your one and only
Sweet love we did make and how fast it did fade
I know it was fake but couldn't mistake the others
The calls in the night I knew were not right
and his voice on the phone when you left me at home
The pain in my heart like a shot in the dark
as I walked by the window and could see your new love grow
My life is now over as I lie in the clover and watch
the blood flow as I once thought our love would grow
It's over now the laughter and love for you have
found a new someone to love and my life is undone
By the broken lies of our love.

Xander sat in the clearing looking up at the stars. Tears ran down his cheeks. He had believed Spike every time he had lied and said he loved him. He loved every whispered sweet nothing. All the ‘Oh you’re so gorgeous, be mine forever, I’ll never love another, your mine’. Stupid, stupid Xander, how could he of believed anyone would want him.
His heart was broken. He had overheard Spike on the phone. Again. This time was worse.
‘Course I luv ya pet. Yeah soon real soon. No Xander hasn’t a clue and I want it to stay that way’.
And there was the strange visit from Angel last week, whispering, and then both going out to ‘talk’. Xander had watched them. Heads close, then it looked like they where kissing, and then Angel gave Spike a hug, got in his car, and drove off. He had asked about the kissing, Spike laughed at him. ‘Me kiss the Pouf? Oh Xan luv that was Sire Childe bonding, we exchanged blood is all. I am a Vamp pet, it’s what we do’. Like a fool he’d let Spike talk him round. He spread his legs wide and whored himself out. Spike didn’t luv him. He loved Angel. It was so obvious to him now.
Xander had never felt so bad. He’d willingly given his all to Spike. Loved him more than life itself. Without Spike, he just couldn’t face going on. Spike was just staying with him out of pity, looking for a way to end it. Well Xander would solve his problem, he’d end it for him permanently. Problem solved. He just hadn’t counted on it being so difficult.
Nearly two hours he’d sat here. Holding a sacrificial dagger Anya had given him. Thinking, remembering. He had written a note and left it at home. Spike would find it soon. Time to do it. He took the dagger from its sheath, and carefully cut both wrists, the proper way, if you meant to die. He calmly sat and watched the blood run. It didn’t hurt that much, not compared to the pain in his heart. He leaned back against the tree his blood soaking into the ground, soon he was unconscious.
Spike got home everything was set up. All he had to do was propose to Xander. Then when Xander accepted, Angel who was waiting outside would take them to LA. Angel would perform the ritual with them. Excepting Xander into the family as Spikes true consort. Dawnie had spent weeks researching for a way round Spikes chip. How she’d got Angel to agree, well neither was saying. Spike didn’t care either, as long as he got his Xanny forever, he was happy.
No Xander, but a note on the table.

Spike,
I thought you promised me forever, I was wrong. I have given you my version of forever. You’re free to go to Angel. Hope you’re happy. Just wish you’d been honest with me.
Always yours
Xander.

Spike started to panic. ‘Fuck Xan noooooooo’ he all but flew from the house. Scenting his lover and tracking him to the woods. Angel followed fast on his heals.
The scent of blood was heavy and thick in the air. His Xander lay slumped against a tree, surrounded by his own blood. Spike howled his pain and rage. He gathered Xander in his arms. He was too late, his beloved was dead, gone forever.
Spike sobbed and rocked, Xanders lifeless form held to his chest. Angel tried to sooth him, but knew it was no use. Spike begged and pleaded. Angel refused. Spike pulled his stake from his pocket, the one Xander had carved for him. ‘Fine I’ll do it my fuckin self’. Angel only just managed to stop Spike from staking himself. He held Spike tight in his arms, hugged against his chest.
‘No my Childe, not like this I beg you. I will do it. I’ll do what you ask, but with honour Childe, not like this. Say your goodbyes to him’. Angel let go as Spike nodded his agreement.
‘You’ll make sure he’s cremated? That’s what he wanted’ Angel nodded. ‘Sire, thank you’.
Angel walked a few steps away to give him some privacy. He quietly made a phone call.
Spike once again cradled his beloved in his arms. He kissed every inch of Xanders face, licking away the trail of tears.
‘Why luv? How could you think I didn’t love you? I am nothing without you Xan, nothing.’
Silent tears tracked down Spike face. It was no use saying he’d see him in heaven, Spike wasn’t sure where he was going, but heaven sure wasn’t it.
Spike looked over at Angel ‘I’m ready’ he told him.
Angel approached him and knelt down behind him. Tears of his own falling. Angel nuzzled Spikes offered throat. ‘You sure?’ a nod. ‘Forgive me, Childe’
‘Always Sire, always’ the response.
Angel hugged Spike tighter and kissed his head. ‘Sleep in peace Childe’. Angel slid his fangs into Spikes claim mark, drinking deeply to quickly drain his Childe. Spike soon slumped in his arms. A few more swallows. And then…

Wesley came running into the clearing, bag in hand. Angel held Spike, who still had Xander cradled to him. Even in near true death holding him tight.
‘Can it be done Wes?’ Angel was desperate. A few more drops of blood and Spike would be dust.
‘I hope so, can’t be 100% certain. Of course it would have helped if Cordy had got the vision earlier, instead of as Xander did it.’
It would also have helped if Xander had known the truth. Moreover, if Xander had known Angel was making Wesley his own consort, instead of having all the secrecy and Angel refusing to ‘come out’. Stubborn bloody vampires.
Wesley took the dagger from beside Xander. He got his things ready, prepared his smelly herbs and began to chant. As Wes chanted Angel gently lay Spike down and gathered Xander in his arms. Time, just for Xander, turned back. His blood flowed once more, his heartbeat and pulse slow and weak. Angel bit into his own wrist and held it to Xander’s lips.
‘Drink Xander, come back for him’.
Angel massaged Xander’s throat, encouraging him to drink. Slowly Xander swallowed Angel’s powerful blood made stronger by all the blood from Spike. Xander’s heart stopped again and he slept the sleep of the newly un-dead.
‘What now?’ Angel asked Wes.
‘Now you do whatever it is you do with Spike, and then we take Xander back with us, we do a soul restoration spell before he wakes. That is if he wakes’. Wesley was still not sure it had worked.
Angel began to feed Spike his blood, as Wes passed him more blood to drink himself.
Spike groaned, opened his eyes. ‘You double crossing fucker, you promised’ he rasped, still to weak to move.
‘Shh Childe, it’s not what you think, Wesley may of saved Xander’. Angel rocked Spike in his arms purring to calm his demon.
‘Watcher what have you done?’ Spike demanded turning his head to Wesley.
‘Well Cordy had a vision and called me. As quickly as I could I contacted Angel, but you where already running here. We were to late. However, the dagger, you can do an undo time spell on its victims. I was not sure it would work on a suicide. But so far so good.’
Spike struggled to take it all in. ‘So he’s back to before he did it?’ why can’t I hear his heartbeat, Spike wondered.
‘You promised to always forgive me Childe. I hope Xander can to when he wakes as our joint Childe’. Angel waited for Spike to shout and make a fuss. He had deliberately only given him enough blood to wake up.
Spike slumped, ‘Nooooo he didn’t want that, he never wanted to be turned, I promised him’. He sobbed.
‘We will do a soul restoration spell before he wakes. And he can still be your consort. Give him time to adjust, he’s resilient to most things. Bounces back.’ Wesley explained. ‘But no more secrets and lies. No wonder it came to this, you two and Dawn sneaking around behind his back for months. Total truth from now on’. Wesley showed his dominant side.
Spike still cried. Sure Xander would never forgive him.
Angel offered Spike more blood, Spike looked at him. ‘Well you going to walk outa here yourself and look after our new Childe or do I have to carry you both?’
Spike drank deeply. Angel and Wes tidied things away, but when they went to touch Xander Spike growled. Angel chuckled to himself. This might just work.
Spike licked Xander’s wounds clean, working his saliva into the wound to prevent scarring. Once satisfied he picked up his beloved and walked with Wes and Angel either side to Angel’s car.
Two days later, soul spell already done Xander awoke. He was groggy, starving, incredibly horny, naked and in Spikes arms.
Spike lovingly stroked his hair. ‘Hi luv, welcome back, I’ve missed you so much’. Tears fell down Spike face as he waited to be told to fuck off.
‘Um hi’ Xander swallowed. ‘I’m not human am I?’. He thought he should freak out round about now, but something inside him urged him not to.
‘No pet, your not. I’m so sorry, never would have done it’.
‘Then why did you’. Xander was puzzled.
‘He didn’t, I did’
Angel spoke up from his seat next to the bed. He too had not left Xander’s side. If anyone were going to take the blame, it would be him. It was his fault insisting on secrecy, Spike sneaking about so Angel would help him. He had been a fool. He should have just helped Spike from the start. He was going to get his chip out tomorrow, all arranged.
Xander looked from Spike to Angel. He loved Spike he really did, so why did he feel so drawn to Angel? ‘Fuck, you’re my Sire?’ not very obedient but under the circumstances Angel let it go.
Angel, Spike and Wesley quickly explained what had happened, and how Xander had been mistaken.
Seeing, as Xander did not make a run for it, Angel took this as a good sign. So he sat on the edge of the bed and bit his wrist. He offered it to Xander.
Xander took the offered wrist and began to lap at the blood; he was soon gulping it down greedily.
‘That’s enough for now Childe’. Angel pulled himself free, kissed Xander’s head and stood up. ‘Time you claimed him Spike; we’ll do the consort thing when he’s stronger’.
Angel took hold of Wes’ hand and pulled him from the room. Time he did some claiming of his own.
Spike looked nervously at Xander. His demon wanted nothing more than to claim him. But Spikes soul needed to know he was still wanted.
‘Spike?’.
‘What luv’
‘You really want me forever, like this, not just cos Angel did it?’
‘Oh pet, you’re my everything, course I want you, don’t wanna be here without you’
‘Really?’ Xander looked hopeful. Sure, they had stuff to work out, but if Spike still wanted him, he’d do anything to make it work.
‘Yeah luv really, I love you Xan’. Spike moved to cover Xander with his body. He kissed him slowly. Xander responded eagerly. Their bodies moving together, hands wandering and caressing.
‘Wow, think I’m gonna like this not having to breathe thing, you keep kissing me like that and I’ll soon get addicted’. Xander giggled. Spike very seriously set out to get Xan addicted as quickly as possible.
‘Gonna claim you Xan, gonna make you mine.’ Spike kissed his way down Xander’s willing body. Licking here and there, nibbling nipples, sucking and biting. Xander was soon a quivering mess.
‘Please Spike now, need you please’. Xander’s cock was ready to burst, swollen and leaking.
‘Shh pet, I’ll take good care of you just wait’. Spike leaned over and got the lube off the nightstand. He knelt between Xander’s legs. ‘Show me pet, where do ya need me’
Xander spread his legs further lifting and spreading himself for Spike.
‘Here pet?’ Spike brushed over Xan’s pucker.
‘Gahh oh yeah, more please baby, need you’
Spike giggled. He lubed up and slowly inserted a finger.
‘MMMM oh yeah so good’
Xander writhed on the bed, fucking himself on Spikes finger. Spike added another, loving the sight of his beloved. Xander had always been gorgeous but he made an even more beautiful Vampire.
Xander continued to writhe and reached for his own cock, Spike pushed his hand away, ‘Ah ah that’s mine now pet’ Xander moaned, then almost screamed when Spike swallowed him whole.
Spike sucked and licked for all he was worth on Xan’s cock, gently stretching and adding more fingers to his quivering hole. He crooked his fingers and hummed.
‘Aghhhh SPIKE!’ Xan shot what felt like buckets full of cum down Spikes throat.
Spike sucked and swallowed then licked him clean. He removed his fingers, spread lube on his cock. He moved up over Xan positioning himself.
‘Ready pet?’
‘Always Baby always.’
As one Spike pushed in as Xan thrust up. Twin growls of pleasure.
‘So tight luv, fit me like a glove ya do’
Spike slowly started moving sliding almost all the way out. Then pushing all the way back in, Xander matching his rhythm. Xander is soon hard again, desperate for more not knowing what though.
’So close Spike, fuck I need..I ..’ Xander didn’t know what to ask for.
Spike knew. He leaned over Xan, kissing him then placing a trail of kisses to his throat. He licked and sucked, his thrusting getting faster. He bit his own wrist and held it to Xan’s mouth
‘Drink of my blood Childe’
Xander drank down his beloved sire’s blood for the first time since waking. Spike Vamped out and slid his fangs into Xan’s throat, it would leave a beautiful claim mark. Spike swallowed deeply, as did Xander. Xander’s whole body tensed, he let Spikes wrist go as he screamed loudly. Cum shot all over Spike, Spike released his fangs, threw back his head and roared as he came.
‘Mine’
‘Yours’
Xander replied as he continued to thrust against Spike. It felt like their orgasm would never end both still pumping away.
‘My Childe, my love’. Spike said collapsing onto Xander.
’My Sire, my love, my Baby’. Xander replied wrapping himself around Spike. Both purring loudly.
‘Thought I’d lost you pet, never want to go through that again. From now on no secrets, I promise.’ He nuzzled Xan’s claim mark.
‘I thought you didn’t want me any, more, now I know you do. I can feel it here’. Xander placed his hand over his heart.
‘Always loved you pet, always will, forever Xan, we’ve got forever now luv,’
Xander snuggled them tighter together. ‘Gonna luv you forever too baby, I’m all yours’.
They fell asleep entwined together. Not hearing the sound’s from next door. Wesley was obviously showing his dominant side again.
The end.
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