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Yearnings	By : Lee Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male Views: 3729 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own BtVS or AtS. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Summary: Sequel to Cravings : Wesley and Angel are together now is it enough or will something happen to drive them apart.
Fandom: Btvs and Angel
Pairing: Angel/ Wesley, Xander/Spike
Rating: NC17
Author: Mightbeme
E-mail: Lee_Michelle_t@hotmail.com
Feedback: Yes please
Spoilers: Umm Angel season 3ish, Btvs about halfway through season 6
Notes: In this story Darla didn’t come to see Angel, Groo did return to Cordy and she is a higher being. Thoughts in * *
Disclaimer: No they don’t belong to me (it was all a dream) they belong to Joss etc.

Yearnings Part One

Wesley’s POV

“Oh god,ohgod0hgodohyes”

My breath came hard and fast as I tightened my hold on Angel’s thick hair, the gel he used slightly sticky between my fingers. As my unfocused gaze roamed the clear night sky, the cool evening breeze caressed my exposed skin covering it with goose bumps.

“Uhnnn Angel”

I could feel his hands cool and hard against my overheated flesh as he pushed me back against the warm metal of the car. The acidic prick of hot metal overlaid the scent of green growing things mingled with the tang of engine smoke to overwhelm my sense of smell. His lips moved flush with my stomach, his nose burrowing into me as he swallowed around my aching cock. I couldn’t last much longer, he was driving me hard, and I had no wish to slow down. I felt the barest prick of his fangs against my skin, just a scrape not even close to breaking the surface and I came howling his name as I pumped myself in and out of his suctioning mouth.

“Annnnnggggellllll”

His mouthed and suckled at my deflating cock, as he made sure to garner every last drop of my cum. He pulled away and I looked down into his smiling face for a bare moment before I was grasped and none to gently spun around, nearly tripping on the trousers around my ankles. His hands freed one leg and pulled them apart, I heard him spitting and twisted around to see him slicking his cock with my cum. Fingers roughly prepared me and I dropped my head resting my forehead on the bonnet of the car as I gave myself over to the feelings flooding through me.

“You ready Wes”

No words were really needed, I just thrust back at him, feeling his hard length jab me at the motion. I heard him suck in an unneeded breath and then his velvet head rubbed across my entrance, teasing me. I sighed impatiently and pushed back, encouraging him to enter me, slow sliding inches crept into my body and I shuddered with pleasure. Strong hands gripped me, one on my hip the other one moving up to rub my back gently. Angel moaned as I clenched my muscles around him and he pulled back almost to the tip of his length before slowly pushing back in again. His balls touched the sensitive skin at the crease of my inner thighs and I spread my arms wide on the bonnet, arching and presenting my ass as best I could. Letting him in just that little bit more, until we were sandwiched together, he trembled and his grip became tighter. My reawakening cock rubbed pleasurably against the engine warm metal and I lifted on my toes, letting his hand come around to hold me. Control started to slip away from him and he pulled back to slam into me. A slight pause and I felt him shift his stance so that he could really whale into me. I moaned loudly, it didn’t matter there was no one to hear or see in this isolated spot. I saw stars literally as he thoroughly fucked me, my prostate sang in happiness from the constant attention it was receiving. I started to shiver, the reaction to the orgasm building in my body, to the tension I felt in Angels hands as he thrust harder, faster.

“More…uhnnnnyespleasefuckmeharder”

“Whatever you want baby”

He responded immediately to my husky demands, his body pounding into mine as I heard my breath hitch at the exquisite sensations coursing through me. All too soon my body bucked and clenched, my cock pulsed in his hand and I came screaming into the night. He kept going riding my orgasm faster and faster, I felt him let go of my cock and take a harder grip on my hips, his fingers digging into my tender skin.

“Feel that Wes, its all for you, you’re a dream come true. I could fuck you all night but that will have to wait till we get home”

My feet were nearly lifted off the ground and he bent to his task speeding his thrusts up. I could feel the vibrations of our bodies humping against the car through the warm metal bonnet under my cheek. Stars continued to burst behind my lids and when I opened them all I could see were the stars in the sky. I felt like I could stay here like this forever, Angel’s release loomed and the ragged thrusts drove me down. The feel of his cool semen flooding my body was what wound me down from the incredible high.

All that was missing was *No don’t go there* I closed my eyes as his hands ran over my back, stroking me, his lips touched my shoulder and we rested for a moment. My mind wandered to Spike and Xander, they’d been so happy when we’d left, I felt an ache in my heart at the love clearly showing between them. Something they would have forever.

*Something I’d never have*

Tears brimmed and I forced them back ruthlessly, now was not the time, Angel’s softened cock slipped from me and I felt bereft, alone like I’d never been before. Like we’d never just shared something so blindingly bright and wonderful I had literally seen all the stars in the heavens above. I pulled my hands back under my shoulders and pushed myself up off the car pushing my feelings back as well.

*Better not to air them now*

I pulled my pants back up and refastened them, careful not to look at Angel. He adjusted his clothing and pulled me into his arms. I tensed for a moment then gave in and dropped my head to his shoulder.

“You know how much you mean to me Wesley, don’t you”

I mumbled into his broad shoulder and I was suddenly pushed back at arms length so he could see into my over bright eyes. One finger brushed under my lashes picking up the tear that gathered there, and I was once again enveloped in his arms.

“I love you Wes and we’ll be together always, for as long as you live”

My heart plummeted as I thought of Angel being tied to me for as long as my life continued. I could see it now, me old and frail, him still as handsome and strong as he was the moment I first saw him. Pain twisted through me, how could I stand myself if I bound him to me like that.

I let him think he’d convinced me and I hugged him to me, blinking back the tears that had once again gathered in my eyes. Putting on a brisk British voice I pushed away from him to move back to the passenger side of the car.

“Well as much as I’d like to stay here, we’d best be on our way”

Angel hesitated, I could see he was not fooled as he walked back to his seat.

“Your right, we should only just make it back home before the sun comes up.”

He sat down and watched as I fastened my seat belt, his hand came over to cover mine.

“When we get back, we can talk about this some more, ok”

I smiled at him, trying to reassure him, ironic when he couldn’t reassure me.

“Yes we will, I promise. But now we really should be on our way, I don’t fancy having dust for a boyfriend.”

He smiled at that reference, boyfriend it really was a silly term for what he meant to me. Still I faced forward as he put the car in motion, home wasn’t that far away and then once we were there it should be easy to avoid the whole issue…..there were always crisis’s popping up.

*God, I’m so stupid sometimes, he loves me and I love him. That should be enough……..*

The little voice in my head nagged at me as we sped though the darkened countryside.

*Will he still love you when you’re an old withered shell of a man*

My heart wailed in silence as I imagined my life without him and I shuddered at the mere thought. Angel noticed and took my hand in his, dark eyes concerned and loving.

“You ok Wes”

I made myself smile back at him even though my heart was breaking

“I’m fine, just someone walking over my grave”

He smiled into my eyes at the old saying and I tried to engrave the image into my mind, for when he left me such memories would be all I had to remember him by.
I squeezed his hand and leaned back against the seat, closing my eyes as the car thrummed powerfully, I prayed to god just to let this last for a little while. Silence reigned as we made our way inexorably back to LA and I slipped into an uneasy sleep. Dreams plagued me and I woke to find we had arrived at our destination, the Hyperion. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and got out letting Angel guide me up the stairs, dawn wasn’t far away so we hurried inside. The interior of the hotel was cool and I shivered, later we’d have to tell Cordelia and the others what had happened. At the thought of the volatile seer a smile crossed my face, she of all the others had been aware of my feelings for Angel. Mentally I could almost see her cheering from the sidelines, the smile turned silly I’m sure.

“That’s better”

Strong arms gathered me up and I felt Angels lips brush over the nape of my neck.

“What’s better?”

The lips roaming alternately kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin until he spoke

“You were smiling, really smiling this time.”

I turned in his arms and reached up to kiss him slowly drawing it out until he moaned into my mouth. I pulled back satisfied with my handiwork, his eyes were slightly glazed and his arms tightened around me.

“I was thinking about Cordelia”

“Huh”

“About us telling her and the others that we’re together”

“Ok, later…tomorrow…...bed now….need you Wes”

He almost carried me down the steps to his room, he kicked the door shut behind us and we fell onto the bed in a tangle. We stripped each other in frenzy, and soon his naked flesh blanketed mine pressing me down into the bed.

“Ohgod…do..you know what you do to me Wes”

He pulled my knees up and I could feel his hard cock drag over my skin as he got me into position. I struggled to breathe as he entered me, our earlier exertions still lubricating my body. A gasp struggled from me at his first hard thrust, filling me so completely that all coherent thought was driven from my mind. My eyes widened at the sheer possessiveness in his heated gaze, his voice caused shivers to run down my spine.

“Your mine now Wesley”

He pulled back and pinned my hands above my head before roughly kissing me.
His eyes flickered and the gold of the demon showed through as he started to fuck me hard and fast. I moaned and writhed under him barely conscious through the overwhelming pleasure of his words falling around me like chains.

“Mine now and forever, I will never let you go”

His face changed and the demon truly came forward, I bared my throat automatically, I don’t know why but it just felt right. He leant forward and licked my neck, his tongue cold on my hot skin. I was chanting in my head * bite me, bite me, bite me* but he didn’t, instead his fangs just barely grazed me, it was enough to make me buck uncontrollably. He let go of my hands and I saw his demon face recede, I felt disappointed somehow but all thought was soon driven from me by the demands of my body. My hand moved desperately toward my own cock but he knocked it away.

“Don’t touch your cock, that’s mine too”

All I could do was moan as his body drove into mine, I could feel my orgasm coming closer with every hard thrust he gave me. I wailed as I felt him stiffen and cum inside me, his cock pulsing and rubbing, I was so close. He pulled out quickly and I panted, my cock waving hard and needy over my body. I went to grab it again but found my hands were again restrained by his. He kissed me and I ground my body up into his, desperately seeking friction.

“UhuhgodogodAngelneedtocumpleasepleaseplease”

He moved off me and I thrashed around helplessly, his heavy leg pinned both of mine and I felt his grip on my hands change as he freed one of his. That free hand travelled down my body, circling my hardened nipples, I whimpered and looked up at him. In the dim light he looked satisfied, his body relaxed as he trailed his hand lower.

“You know Wes, I like you like this”

More whimpers as his hand brushed over my purple cock, his fingers loosely encircling my length to form a channel for me to thrust into.

“All flushed and delicious, your cock so hard for me”

I frantically moved my hips, fucking myself on his hand as he lazily leaned over and kissed me. I moaned into his mouth, wanting needing to cum before I exploded.

“You know I love you, don’t you”

“Ohgod”

“Don’t you Wes”

“YesyesyesyesyespleaseAngelplease”

I was going crazy, his hand was not quite enough for me to come and he knew it.

*Bastard*

“You know, I’ll never leave you, I love you”

With that said he suddenly let go of me, he moved so fast I barely registered it before his lips slid over the head of my cock and swallowed me down to the root.

“OhmyfuckinggodAnnnnggggeelllll”

He swallowed three times around the head of my hard length and I came, back arching, eyes screwed shut as the world whited out. I came back to myself to feel his mouth suckling at my softened cock. Satisfied he had all he could get from it he moved up to kiss me, softly, slowly his lips moved over mine. He slid his arm under my shoulders and gathered me into his arms. We broke apart and I cuddled into him, resting my head on his shoulder, my body infinitely satisfied.

“Your not mad at me?”

I turned to look into his dark eyes, and I laughed at the worried expression.

“Why, because you’re such a bastard”

“Umm yeah, but you did look like you were enjoying it”

“God yes”

He smiled at my emphatic agreement, running his finger over my lips so I could kiss it lightly.

“Well then you’ll love what I have planned for you in the office”

My mouth went dry and my eyes glazed over, I had quite a few fantasies set there as well. Still as he kissed me again I couldn’t help but wonder how long this would last, my life had never been happy for long. Did I really deserve him…..my arms tightened around him and I pushed the thoughts away….everything was great….for now.

tbc
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