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High School Highs and Lows	By : checkeredvans82 Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Buffy/Faith Views: 11400 -:- Recommendations : 3 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Title: High School Highs and Lows

Pairing: Buffy/Faith

Summary: Faith has a secret that prevents her from being intimate. Will Buffy finally be the girl to get Faith to open up?

Notes: Faith has a certain medical condition below the waist.

Disclaimer: Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy the Vampire Slayer or any of its affiliated sources, characters, or concepts. Don't own any of this. I don't profit from the BtVS series. I'm just having fun.

It's been a very long time. I just want to thank those of you who still are interested in reading this story.

It'd been a week since Buffy had accidentally discovered that her girlfriend had a dick. Buffy's feelings for Faith hadn't changed. She still cared deeply for Faith, and wanted to be with the young woman. Buffy was unsure of how to make her feel comfortable with her body, but she was determined to make Faith understand that there wasn't anything wrong with her.

They were alone in Faith's bedroom. Buffy had boldly straddled her girlfriend's lap. "I want to show you something." She whispered against Faith's mouth. Buffy pulled back, lifting her shirt over her head.

"B," Faith's eyes widened in surprise. She wanted Buffy, but this was getting out of hand. She was half hard from all of the kissing they'd done, and she hoped Buffy hadn't noticed. Her constricting underwear was feeling quite uncomfortable in that moment, and she desperately wanted out of them. "You don't have to -" She was silenced by the press of Buffy's mouth against her own in a soft kiss.

"I want you to see me." Buffy pulled back, staring into Faith's dark eyes. "I want to see you."

She looked down, unable to maintain eye contact. "We should stop."

Buffy sighed, burying her face against the side of Faith's neck. She use to feel that she was the problem, and it made her feel self conscious. She knew what Faith was hiding from her, and yet she still felt somewhat badly about herself. Maybe, Faith didn't think enough of her to be honest, and that frightened Buffy because she felt so much for Faith.

She wrapped her arms around Buffy's back and held her close. "I just want it to be right, B." Faith hesitantly stated, knowing it was a rather lame excuse, but it was a reason that had worked for her in previous relationships and currently with Buffy. She gently caressed the smooth and warm skin of Buffy's back. She felt badly and she wanted to be honest with Buffy, but Faith was certain that if she told Buffy the truth that the relationship would be over. She didn't want to lose Buffy, but she knew it couldn't last this way. She held her girlfriend tighter, afraid to let go for fear that she would slip away.

"It's right with you." Buffy stated shakily, trying to hold it together on the verge of crying.

Faith sighed, "We need to talk." When things became too intense, she would run from the relationship, break things off before she became too emotionally invested. Buffy had found a place in her heart, far quicker than Faith knew was possible. She wanted to be honest with Buffy, and if things ended between the two of them Faith didn't want it to be because she'd broken it off with Buffy. There'd always be the 'what if' in the back of her mind. If she told the truth and Buffy broke things off with her than Faith would come to the painful conclusion that it wouldn't have worked. "Look at me."

Buffy grabbed her shirt, feeling incredibly vulnerable and slipped it back on. She moved off of Faith's lap, and grabbed hold of her girlfriend's hand, gently rubbing her thumb back and forth over the back of Faith's hand.

"I like you a lot." Faith confessed.

Buffy met Faith's eyes, a small smile on her lips. "I like you a lot too."

"I've never liked anyone as much as I like you, B." Faith hesitated.

Buffy knew this was an important moment. She was fearful of what Faith would say.

"I'm not use to being in a relationship for this long. You know, things usually end before they can get serious." She looked down at their hands tightly clasped. "There's something you need to know about me." Faith slipped her hand out of Buffy's grasp. "I'm not normal -"

"There isn't anything wrong with you." Buffy replied, tears welling up in her eyes.

"How would you know?" Faith stated defensively, standing up from the couch, putting more distance between the two of them, convinced that Buffy was going to reject her. She knew the technical terms to describe her condition, but her mind had gone blank. "I have a -" she hesitated to say it before blurting it out. "Dick."

"I don't care." Buffy stood up from the couch, and walked over to Faith.

"You don't care?" Faith asked in disbelief at the response her confession garnered.

"I care about you, Faith. I love you." Buffy didn't wipe the tears from her eyes.

"You love me? How can you love me?" Faith asked, voice shaky with emotion.

Buffy slipped her hands onto the sides of her girlfriend's face. "How could I not?" She smiled, pressing a soft kiss to Faith's mouth.

She still couldn't believe what she was hearing, unable to understand that not only did Buffy except her, but that she loved her as well. Faith pulled back, staring into Buffy's eyes for any deceit, but there was none to see. She'd anticipated being called names and Buffy walking out on her.

"I love you, Faith." She smiled, eyes shining with tears, gently stroking Faith's cheeks.

Faith pulled Buffy to her, burying her face against her girlfriend's neck, tightly wrapping her arms around Buffy's back. Buffy gently stroked Faith's back, feeling her girlfriend shake in her arms as she softly cried.

(-)

Cordelia rolled her eyes, walking over to the fountain. "Get a room you two."

"Yeah, get a room you two." Harmony mimicked her friend.

Buffy pulled out of her kiss with Faith with an embraced expression on her face. Faith looked amused, wrapping her arms around her girlfriend's waist, resting her chin on Buffy's shoulder, completely comfortable with her girlfriend sitting on her lap. After she'd come clean about what she'd been hiding from Buffy things between the two of them were better than ever. Faith was still a bit shy when it came to being intimate, and they'd only done a bit of touching, but she was growing more comfortable being physically close to Buffy.

"I was thinking we could go to The Bronze tonight." Cordelia proposed, as the rest of their group took their place at the fountain. Exclusively designated for the popular kids at Sunnydale High. Buffy shrugged, not committing to anything because these days were all about spending as much time with Faith as possible.

Faith looked away, the conversation didn't interest her. She wasn't into the club scene. She spotted Willow and Xander across the way. She hadn't been spending a lot of time with her closest friends lately and she felt guilty about that. Revealing what she had to Buffy, she felt that she should tell her friends the truth about herself as well. "Let me up, B."

"Where are you going?" she slipped off of Faith's lap.

"I need to talk to Xan and Will." She replied, grabbing her messenger bag. "I'll catch up with you later."

"I'll go with you." Buffy stood up.

"Nah, hang with your friends." She pressed a soft kiss against Buffy's mouth, and jogged away from her to catch up with Xander and Willow.

"Buffy, you've got to tell your girlfriend to ditch the loser squad. It's not good for her rep or yours." Cordelia remarked.

Buffy focused on Faith with her friends, a feeling of jealousy coming over her at the sight of Faith casually throwing her arm around Willow's shoulder.

(-)

"So, horror movie marathon tonight?" Faith proposed.

"What about Buffy?" Xander asked.

"What about her?"

He shrugged. "Well, I thought you might be hanging out with her or something."

"I wanted to talk to the two of you." Faith replied.

"About what?" Willow asked.

"Something that I should've told you two a long time ago." Faith vaguely explained, and Xander and Willow shared a confused look. "So, tonight at my house. Horror movie marathon."

Xander smiled. "It'll be just like the old days."

"It hasn't been that long." Faith laughed, feeling a bit guilty.

"Will be there," Willow chimed in.

"Be where?" Buffy approached the group of friends, hyper aware of the fact that Faith's arm was still wrapped around Willow's shoulder.

"Horror movie marathon at Faith's place tonight." Xander answered.

Willow slipped from underneath Faith's arm, noticing the look that Buffy gave her, which Faith seemed oblivious to at the moment. "We should get going. Will see you later." She grabbed Xander's arm and tugged him along.

"Room for one more?" Buffy wrapped her arms around Faith's neck.

"B, it's just going to be the three of us. I wanted to tell them about what I told you." Faith gently replied, not wanting to hurt Buffy's feelings.

"Oh, and you don't want me around?"

"It's not that I don't want you around, but-"

"You don't want me around." Buffy unwrapped her arms from around Faith's neck. "I'll just go out to The Bronze with Cordelia and the others. Maybe, dance with a few people." She replied, trying to make Faith jealous.

"You should have fun with your friends." She replied, not liking the idea of Buffy dancing with other people, but she trusted her girlfriend.

Buffy frowned, upset that Faith didn't seem phased by Buffy's plans, and was encouraging her to go out. "Fine, I'll go out, and have a great time without you."

"B," Faith looked confused, watching her girlfriend who was clearly upset walk away from her.

End of Chapter 13
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