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Bending of wills	By : shadowslayers01 Category: > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 10346 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N chapter one has been deleted, so no random swimming in a
hurricane. I really did not like that chapter.

Spike gazed at Buffy�s beaten and battered form. At first,
he had panicked when she has passed out a few minutes ago. He had only calmed
down (slightly) when he noticed that she was still breathing and had a strong
pulse. Where was Willow with that blanket? He was so
worried about Buffy�s shivering that he had already laid he coat over her to
preserve her modesty. However, leather was not known for its stellar heating
qualities.

He reached out with one hand and let out a ragged breath,
�Buffy.� Well, this is a good time to let
it all out (or at least as good a time as any). I can finally tell her how I
feel, and she won�t even know it. Probably won�t have a chance to be this close
to her again for awhile.

�Buffy,� he began again, this time a little stronger, �you
have no clue how precious you are to me. For years, I have watched from a
distance. So strong and vibrant, so effervescent. I have been in awe of you
since you were sixteen. Sick, I know. A twenty year old had no right to be
looking at you like I did. In my own defense, I had no clue who
I was checking out.

�It was that night at the Bronze. I saw you dancing with
that fool you were dating at the time. I didn�t see a child. All I saw was a
very hot lady dancing so sensually, so wickedly, that my only thought was that
I wanted to pluck her right from the dance floor.

�Bloody hell, Buffy! You danced and
moved like sex on a stick. As soon as you turned around, I was flabbergasted.
That�s why I acted like the fool and hauled you off of the dance floor. I
didn�t mean what I had said. I didn�t see you as a little annoying brat that I
had to watch out for. I was scared, petrified in so many different ways. I
tried to stop loving you, distanced myself from you in so many ways; and maybe
if I hadn�t, things would have turned out differently. I was going to confess
all when you turned eighteen, but instead decided to wait till you graduated
high school.� A ragged sob escaped from his mouth, �Three more months, and I
was going to tell you.��

All the energy left his body. He couldn�t hold in his pain
anymore. The nightmare had ended. His princess had been found. As he collapsed
next to the still body of his love, he let his anguish overcome him. His sobs
wracked his body. He was beyond caring if anyone spotted him. He was beyond
anything.�

Willow
gazed on with a look of sorrow on her face. She had never even guessed that her
brother had harbored these feeling towards Buffy, and she was positive Buffy
didn�t realize it either. That�s a given
since we had many nights devoted to the fact that Buffy wanted to know why
Spike always avoided her like the plague, wondering what she had done wrong. And to think the real reason Buffy
did that sexy dance that night was to get Spike to notice her, not as his kid
sister�s friend, but as a women, or that least as much of a women you can be at
sixteen. She hadn�t meant to eavesdrop. She had just rounded the corner
when he has started his heart felt confession.

Quietly, she walked up to the pair and placed the heavy wool
blanket on her friend, carefully tucking the sides under her. When that was
completed, she lowered herself to the ground, wrapped her arms around Spike,
and held onto him. He had been her rock earlier. Now, it was time for her to be
here for him.

A few more minutes passed before the sound of sirens ripped
through the air. �Spike,� Willow
said softly as she rose from her place on the ground and placed one hand on his
shoulder. �The police and ambulance are finally here. They will be back here
any minute.� She knew that while he did not mind showing such emotion in front
of her, he would not want others to observe him in such a vulnerable position.

Spike slowly became aware of his surrounding. When he
realized that he had just broken down in public, his whole body tensed. I can�t show any weakness. If you show any
weakness, they will go in for the kill. He nearly jumped out of his skin
when he heard a voice. He had been so out of it that he had not noticed it was
willow who was comforting him. He started to look
around when Willow
assured him that no one else witnessed his grief.

As he heard the sounds of thundering foot steps getting
closer and the sounds of shouts growing louder, he continued to gently brush
the hair back from his love�s face. He never let his eyes stray from her face.
When he spoke, his voice was barely auditable, �I love her Willow. I have for years.� He was afraid to
look over at his sister�s face, afraid of what he might see on her face.

�I know,� she responded tenderly then proceeded to reassure
him. �No, no, it�s not obvious. I never would have known, but I stumbled onto
your confession a few minutes ago.� Seeing the panicky look in his eyes, she
continued, �I was the only one I swear�� She was going to add more, but all of a
sudden the small clearing was overrun with Sunnydale�s
Finest.
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