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Been Here Too Few Years	By : addielogan Category: > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 18659 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Buffy paid as little attention to the
paparazzi swarming her as she could as she made her way into the school
building. They could yell and snap all the pictures they wanted. She didn't
care anymore.
This was her life, and they wouldn't take it
from her.
She went straight to Robin's office, walking
inside without bothering to knock. He looked up, seeming surprised to see her
standing there.
"Buffy�" he began, but she cut him
off.
"I made my decision, Robin," she
said bluntly. "And it's the right decision."
Robin smiled. "I'm glad to hear that,
Buffy. It's going to be a hard sell to the School Board, but I think if we
convince them you really won't cause any more problems, I�"
He stopped abruptly when Buffy dropped a
piece of paper on his desk. "What's this?"
"It's my letter of resignation. Sorry
it isn't typed, but I wrote it in the car on the way here this morning."
Robin gaped as he scanned over the letter.
"Buffy, you can't seriously be choosing him over your job."
"I am," Buffy said,
no sign of doubt in her voice. "I love Spike, and I'll be damned before I
give him up again. And yeah, I hate to have to lose this job, but in the long
run, it's a small price to pay to be with him." She crossed her arms over
her chest and narrowed her eyes. "And you better be glad I'm too sick of
media frenzy to sue your ass for sexual harassment."
Robin swallowed, his eyes bulging.
"What do you�"
"Oh, please. Do you think I'm stupid?
You dangled my job over my head to get me to leave my boyfriend days after I
ended things with you. You tried to manipulate me, and while I'm still not sure
if it was an attempt to get me back or an attempt at revenge, I do know it
wasn't entirely on the up and up. If you were behind me as someone who's fit
for this job, then you'd be behind me despite what I do in my personal
life."
Robin tried to respond, but Buffy didn't let
him. He hadn't proven to be the man she'd thought he was at all, and she didn't
want to hear excuses from him. "You were right about one thing; I'm too much
of a distraction around here these days. As long as I'm still an employee here,
the media isn't going to go away, and that's not fair to these kids. So I'm
leaving. Not because of you or because I'm ashamed of what I
have with Spike, but because given the circumstances, it is the right thing to
do."
"I think you're making a mistake,"
Robin said once Buffy stopped talking.
"Yeah, well, I don't. I'll be cleaning
out my desk now."
With that, Buffy turned on her heel and
walked out, surprised to find she had a smile on her face.

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When Buffy got back to Spike's, she found
him in the kitchen, wearing nothing but his jeans as he washed off his plates
from breakfast, the television turned to MTv and
muted in the background.
"Checking for album sales?"
Spike jumped, then
turned to Buffy. "Bloody hell, scare a bloke half to death why don't you?
And you're home early."
"Yup, I am. How's it doing?"
"Very well," Spike told her.
Stores had people waiting outside this morning to buy it, and it's already sold
out in a few places." He shrugged. "I guess any publicity really is
good publicity."
Buffy came up behind him and wrapped her
arms around his waist, dropping a kiss on his shoulder. "It's a good
album, honey. I think when it comes down to it, people
are going to end up paying more attention to that than who you're sleeping
with."
"Oh you do, huh?"
"Yes, I do."
"Glad to hear it." Spike paused
for a moment, then asked her, "So what exactly
are you doing home so early anyway?"
"I quit my job."
He turned quickly, staring at her in shock. "You what?"
"Or I may have been fired. The whole
thing was sorta iffy. Anyway, I'm not working there anymore."
She seemed so calm, Spike wondered if
possibly she'd snapped, gone into some sort of deep, deep denial. "Buffy,
you love your job," Spike said softly.
"I did, yeah, but I love you
more," Buffy told him honestly. "Robin gave me a choice. I picked
you."
"You�" Spike stopped as the rest
of what she'd said sank in. "Wait, Robin did what?"
"He gave me a choice. He said the School
Board wanted my resignation because of all the disruptions that had been caused
due to the media circus around me, and that he would only support me if I
dumped you. He tried to write it off as if he was saying that because as long
as I was with you, the paparazzi crap wouldn't stop, but I smelled ulterior
motives. Anyway, there wasn't really a choice to be made, and I turned in my
resignation this morning."
Spike had never liked Robin, though before,
it had been simple jealousy. Now, any modicum of respect he may have had for
the other man was completely gone. "That right bastard. Buffy, you can't
just give up your job like this."
"Yeah, I can." She took a step
back from him. "As much as I didn't want to admit it, I can't really be
with you and work in the public school system. Your private life can't be in so
much of a spotlight when you're working that kind of job. He handled it in a
bad way, but Robin was right�it's better for me not to be on the campus
anymore. How long would it have been before having all those people around got
one of the students hurt? I couldn't live with that, Spike. That's not why I
came to work there."
"But working with those kids meant so
much to you."
"And I'm still going to work with kids.
They can't take that away from me. I won't let them. It's just going to have to
be in a private setting. I can go back to school in the fall and get what I
need to be certified enough to open my own practice." She placed her hand
gently against his cheek. "Don't feel guilty, okay? I'm happy with my
decision. The moment Robin told me I had to make a choice, it was already made,
and I have no regrets." Buffy smiled. "The only reason I waited until
this morning to tell him was because if I'd tried to yesterday, it just
would've been yelling and cursing, and I wanted to go out on a better
note."
"So he gave you that 'choice' yesterday
then?"
"Yeah. Right before I left work," Buffy answered,
nodding.
"And you didn't tell me until
now?"
"Sorry. I knew you'd be pissed at me
for that one, but I knew you were worried about the album release today, and
you had that party thing last night, and I didn't want to throw something else
in on top of it all. Like I said, I made up my mind the moment he said I had to
pick one, and nothing else really mattered."
"You were upset yesterday," Spike
pointed out.
"Well, yeah. It was an easy decision to
make, but that doesn't mean it wasn't a little hard, too. It does hurt to leave
those kids, but I can't do them the sort of good I want to anymore." She
reached down and took his hands, squeezing them tightly in hers. "I
wouldn't change a thing. Had I known letting you back into my life would cost
me my job, then I still would've jumped right in. I love you, Spike. You�you're
what makes me whole."
Buffy paused and met his eyes before she
continued. "You love me unconditionally, even when I make huge mistakes. You know everything I
like and everything I don't. You never eat the last of the ice cream, and you
always cover up my toes in the night because you know I don't like waking up
with them cold. You're my lover, my partner, my best friend. I love you,
William. I always have, and I always will. This is it for me. You're it for me."
Spike stared at her for long moments, his
throat tight and tears in his eyes. "Say something," Buffy said
finally. "All that silence makes a girl nervous."
Spike felt as if he'd waited a lifetime to
hear someone say something like that to him, and now that Buffy had said it, he found himself at an uncharacteristic loss for
words. "Pet, I�"
She gave him a soft smile and put her palm
to her cheek. "You can just tell me you love me, and I'll know."
He smiled back, joy bursting in his heart.
"I love you," he told her before he captured her lips in a kiss.

***
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"I don't think I've ever seen a
prettier sunset."
Spike pulled Buffy closer against his chest,
his feet digging into the sand beneath them. "I like watching it from
here, like watching how it reflects on the ocean."
Buffy sighed in contentment, her hands going
over Spike's, holding him to her. "This is nice. Peaceful." She looked up and smiled. "This whole having a
private beach thing is pretty awesome."
Spike grinned. "One of the definite
perks to being ridiculously wealthy."
She laughed, a
rich, genuine laugh the likes of which he rarely ever heard from her. He'd
spent the day searching for signs of regret concerning her decision to leave
her job, but so far, he hadn't seen any. If anything, she seemed more content
than he ever remembered seeing her before.
"So how's the water this time of
year?" Buffy asked, her mischievous smile belying her casual tone.
"It's nice," Spike told her, fully
expecting her to bolt a second before she did. With a grin, he ran after her,
scooping her up and making her squeal just as her feet hit the surf.
"Spike! Don't!" Buffy said, even as she laughed.
"Don't what? Do this?" He dropped
her, only to catch her again a split second later.
"Spike!" she yelled again, only
this time, she followed it with a pout. "Big
meanie."
"Oh, look at the pout," Spike
said, mimicking her expression.
She smacked his chest. "Stop it."
"Make me."
Buffy leaned up and grabbed the back of his
head, her fingers tangling in his hair as she kissed him, making him moan into
her mouth. Then, when she knew she had him properly distracted, Buffy scrambled
out of his arms and pushed him back, making him tumble into the shallow water.
He looked up, his eyebrow cocked. "Oh,
now you're gonna get it, missy," he growled.
Buffy squealed again as she ran off back
towards the shore, Spike hot on her heels. When he grabbed her this time, he
started to lower her down to the sand, but Buffy stopped him with a hand on his
chest. "Not here."
"But I want here," Spike
protested. "I want now."
"No way. There are some places I do not want sand."
"So I can never shag you on the
beach?" Spike asked with a pitiful look.
"Only with a blanket. And seeing as there's no blanket�"
"Right. Up to the house we go." He flipped her over his
shoulder.
"I want to shower first," Buffy
said as she hung over him, letting him carry her inside.
"Bloody hell, woman," Spike
grumbled.
"But sand," Buffy insisted.
"Fine, there can be a shower. But then
I'm shagging you until your legs don't work, and I don't want to hear anymore
lip about it."
With a huge grin on her face, Buffy let him
continue carrying her into the house.
Yes,
life was good.

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Well, aren't you a wily bunch, seeing right
through my ruse at the end of the last chapter? lol
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