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My Willow	By : Eagleblaze Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Tara/Willow Views: 3399 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 4
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Tara knew she was falling for the girl, and couldn't help it. She had killed other humans in the past without a thought, but something was different about Willow. Tara had noticed Willow had frequent nightmares, and wondered solemnly if she had caused them. In the past, she would have been triumphant over it. With Willow, it gave her stomach a bad feeling. {Guilt.. Am I feeling guilt? How? I can't - I have no soul!} Hearing Willows breathing even out, she smiled without thought. {Is this love? Its been so long.. Forever, even. I don't think I've /ever/ been in love.} She too started to fall asleep, and she knew, {Whatever the reason.. I love this girl.. And.. I like the feeling.} Even though it was a slight shock, since she knew she was supposed to be evil - she had been ruthless in the past - the thought made her unbeating heart seem to swell.

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Willow woke to the smell of pancakes, a smile growing on her face. She fluttered her eyes open, yawning widely.
“Good morning.” Tara greeted softly, handing her the tray with her breakfast. Willow took it gratefully, tilting her head at the smiley face of a pancake. “I uh.. woke before you, so I made your breakfast myself.”
“It.. has a face.” Willow commented dumbly, wincing at how stupid the statement was. Tara just smiled, sitting next to her.
“Funny shapes.. its a.. thing I do when I make pancakes… Or I remember doing it dimly.. it was just habit this morning.” Willow smiled, starting to cut the pancakes with her fork,
“I think its kinda cute.. thank you. I know you didn’t need to cook since vampires eat.. uh.. you know.. Or drink is more like it-? Mmmm- remphy gmmpd!” Tara chuckled, then frowned,
“I’m glad you like them. I remember always having to do the cooking for my family.. I think making the pancakes into shapes was just something to keep my spirits up.” Willow frowned, gulping down her mouthful,
“What.. uh.. what happened to your family-?” Tara hesitated, but finally answered,
“I killed them.” Willow choked on her milk, and Tara handed her a napkin solemnly.
“Right.. Vampire..” Willow chuckled nervously, making Tara frown. “Did you uh.. sire any of them..?” Tara shook her head with a slight sneer,
“They weren’t even worth it. They were idiots. They said.. that all the women in our family had ‘demon’ in them.. If I was a demon before, I couldn’t have been sired into a vampire.” Tara chuckled bitterly, looking away, “I can’t believe I ever believed their lies.” Willows nervousness before faded into concern,
“They were your family.. you probably didn’t think they would lie to you. What about.. like.. your mother-? She went along with the lie-?” Tara didn’t look back,
“She didn’t know it was a lie. She taught me magic.. so I could defend myself or whatever.. She was a good lady. But my father,” She spat the last word bitterly, “Didn’t want to waste money on her when she got sick, so she died. A very slow death.. they didn’t even seem to care. They didn’t let me tend to her.. They said I had a job to do. Had I been turned before she died.. I would’ve sired her.. But the rest weren’t worth it.” When she looked over, Willow was staring at her, her mouth slightly open. Roughl, Tara added, “But they’re dead now, and for good. I made sure to burn down the house to make sure.” Willow passed over that part in her mind, reaching out hesitantly and placing her hand on Taras. The vampire looked over at her in shock. {The last thing I would’ve expected after hearing that story would be for her to comfort me.. I just told her how I murdered my whole family..}
“That’s.. That’s horrible.. I can’t even.. I mean.. my parents aren’t so great but.. they aren’t.. I.. I’m sorry..” Tara shrugged it off.
“It’s fine. Besides, now I have everything I could ever want. A mansion.. minions, lots of warm blood-” Willow stopped her, staring deeply into her eyes,
“But /is/ that all you want? Sure, you’re surrounded by minions who do everything you want, and who steal enough money for you.. but.. do they really care for you?” The question caught Tara off guard for a second,
“I’m a vampire I.. I don’t /need/ anyone to care for me! It’s not like I care for anyone else-”
“Everyone needs someone.. even a vampire. You may not want someone to care about you at first.. you may think they’re a burden or something.. but you /need/ someone. Even vampires end up with ‘families’. Those who stay alone.. get dusted.” Tara stared at the girl, thinking her words over. Dismissively, she said,
“I’d be just fine on my own. I don’t need these lackeys. It just makes things easier. I don’t need.. ‘company’ or anything.” Willow just tilted her head, speaking softly,
“Then why did you take me?” Tara stared into her gentle green eyes, conflicted. {I’m evil! I don’t need anyone.. anything! I just.. just took her because I was bored.. there’s nothing special about her, right-?} Tara stood off the bed, turning away so the redhead couldn’t see her conflicted expression.
“If I have you, I have leverage over the slayer. She’ll be careful if I have you at my mercy..”
“Then why the nice room and stuff? Why not just lock me up with the other people you eat? Why the nicely made food? Why take me out?” Tara balled her hands up, trying to steady her whirling mind, she spun around to face Willow, putting her demon face on.
“Would you rather if I locked you up with them and starved you?” Willow didn’t flinch,
“Could you do that, though?” Tara growled,
“Of course I could!”
“..But do you /want/ to?” Tara panted with unneeded breath. She was a soulless demon, how could she be feeling all these emotions? She spun around, stomping towards the door,
“Finish your food. I’m going out to hunt.”

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Soon, Tara picked up the sound of a heartbeat, and stalked after it. A brunette jogged steadily down a dirt path, bobbing her head to whatever was coming from her earbuds. Tara advanced on her quickly, grabbing her ponytail to yank her towards her. The girl shrieked in fear and pain, wiggling against her and screaming again as Tara sank her fangs into the girls neck deeply. She had barely drank half a pint before her own hair was grabbed. Growling in frustration when her dinner started to run away, she turned on her attacker. She paused, recognizing the slayer and a brown haired boy about her age. {Willows friends..} Tara added to herself, watching as the slayer and her follower noticed who she was too. Rage filled the slayers face as she lunged for her, trying to knock her down. Tara dodged with a bit of trouble, spinning around to throw a punch at her, shocked when the human boy shoved a cross in her face, causing her to recoil back with a hiss of pain. Buffy straightened, pulling the boy back when he tried to attack her.
"Xander.. She has Willow.." Tara listened, assuming they didnt know they weren't talking soft enough for her to miss it.
"What? So you get to attack her and I just-"
"I shouldn't have attacked her.. Yet.. She has Willow. We need to be careful.. We dont even know what shape shes in right now.." Finally, Tara cut in,
"Willow is fine." Both mortals snapped their gazes to her, flushed in anger.
"So you /do/ have Willow?" Tara rolled her eyes,
"Isn't that why you're here? Looking for your precious friend?" Buffy raised a stake angrily,
"Tell us where she is, or you get Mr. Pointy." Tara pondered the naming of the stake for a second, then replied smoothly,
"But if you stake me, how will you find Willow? With me gone, my minions will devour her.. Most likely in more than one way." These words were spoken in both hers and Willows defense. No part of Tara doubted that her minions would kill Willow. Nor did she doubt it would be a painful death. She had taught her minions to be ruthless. She had taught them to savor their kills. If they were to get their hands on Willow, their masters pet, it would be horrible for the girl. The thought made Tara's skin prickle uneasily. The slayer glared back, though Tara saw both hers and her minions eyes flicker fearfully at the thought of their friend dying a horrible death at the hands of what the slayer was supposed to protect them from.
"I don't need to kill you to get information." The slayer threatened icily. Tara didn't flinch,
"You think you can beat me?" Buffy glared at her, dropping into a fighting stance. A smirk grew on Taras face at the prospect of tasting slayer blood again. It had been a while since she had run into a slayer. At the same moment, slayer and vampire leaped at each other.
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