Semper Fidelis | By : potmunkey Category: BtVS AU/AR > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Buffy/Faith Views: 5968 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Okay, I was actually gonna make this chapter
a lot longer, but I was nauseating myself while writing this so I had to stop. I’m sorry this chapter contains what it does,
but well, I’m just sorry. This is just
so wrong and against the laws of nature…
Anyway please read and tell me what ya'll think, love it? hate it?
After leaving the restaurant, Will and I decide to do a little
shopping. This also gave me a chance to
tell her about what happened after my
parents’ party.
“Why do you let her do that you?” Will suddenly turns to me
and asks.
“Well… to be honest… the sex is incredible,” I feel the
blood rush to my cheeks.
“You know, Buff—”
“I know, I know, that’s not a good reason to stay with
someone but…”
“As long as you know that,” she chides.
“Yeah, yeah,” I mutter, perusing though some more designer
goods.
“Kennedy!” Willow
shouts excitedly. I spin around to see my
ex.
“Hey Willow,”
she smiles, then turns to me, “Buffy, it’s good to see you again.”
“Hi Kennedy, um… your arm looks like it’s healed well.”
“Yeah, well, you know what they say, what doesn’t kill you
will make you stronger,” she laughs.
“Yeah,” I look away uncomfortably. Last time we were together, it was because I
was using her to try and make Faith jealous.
Though Faith didn’t really show any outward to jealousy to me, she did
discreetly introduce Kennedy to the business end of a baseball bat. I might as well have ‘Property of Faith’
tattooed to my forehead.
“So… you look good Buffy, how’ve you been?”
“I, eh, I’ve been better,” I sigh.
“Not too happy ’bout Cordelia being back, huh?” Kennedy
asks, sympathetically rubbing my shoulder.
“You’ve heard about that too? I—”
“Oh, I just realized that I have to go, I forgot that I have
a… uh… something to do,” Willow
supplies lamely. As she leaves, she
leans in to whisper, “Do it, show Faith what she’s missing.” Oh, great.
…
Though Kennedy and I actually dated before Faith and I got
together, I’ve just never felt that fire that I do when I’m around Faith. When were together she was nothing but kind
and caring and thoughtful to me – which is far more than I can say for
Faith. But it didn’t work out because
she was in love with me and I was… well, I was in love with Faith. I had to do the only thing I could… I let her
go.
…
Even though Kennedy’s not even in same ballpark as Faith
when it comes to sex, I can still close my eyes and imagine she is. I can pretend that Faith’s the one who truly
cares about me… the one who actually wants to be with me… the one who doesn’t
mind doing some post-coital cuddling. I
think about it all the time, Faith would hold me like there was no tomorrow and
whisper sweet nothings in my ear. She
would use my actual name and not some insincere pet name.
“I love you, Buffy,” she would whisper in my ear and finally
mean it.
Then I could whisper back, “I love you too, Faith.”
“What?!?” I’m snapped back to reality
by the harshness of my lover’s voice.
“Wha? Huh?” I’m still temporarily
confused by my day dream.
“You called me Faith,” she hisses, getting out of bed and
putting on a robe.
“When?” I’m seriously confused now.
“Uh, just now, when I told you I loved you,” she scoffs,
picking up my own clothes and throwing them at me. Oh shit, that was real?
“I… I…” didn’t know I said that out loud, “am so very
sorry.” I reach for her, but she quickly
pulls away.
“I think you should leave,” she says softy, but
sternly. I know I hurt her and I feel
terrible about it. She’s never been
anything but sweet to me.
“Kennedy, please, I didn’t mean it, I—”
“Stop Buffy, don’t.
Please, just go,” she chokes back a sob.
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