Blood and Fire | By : addielogan Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > Het - Male/Female > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 8173 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Buffy woke slowly, her head feeling as if it
had been stuffed full of cotton. He body was numb, and there was a light
shining in her eyes that seemed too bright.
"Buffy? Are you awake?"
Buffy turned her head slightly, though the
dull pain in her neck made it difficult. She blinked, bringing the face of the
person beside her into focus. "Giles?" she asked,
her throat scratchy and making her voice sound more like a squeak.
Giles was relieved that Buffy had regained
consciousness, though he feared the worst was yet to come. He had told the
doctors that he was her father, and they had disclosed to him Buffy's physical
state when she arrived at the hospital. It seemed as though her blood had not
been enough to satisfy the demon that had done this to her, and it made his
stomach turn to think of this girl having to suffer such a horror. "I sent
Nancy to help you," Giles said. "She couldn't find you. I should've
gone, too. I should have…" His voice broke. "Buffy, I'm so
sorry."
Buffy reached weakly over the side of the
hospital bad, laying her hand on top of his. "I'm okay," she said.
"I'm not dead."
And she wondered why that was. Spike had had
her at his mercy. She wasn't fighting him, too far caught up in what he was
doing to her body for that. His fangs had been in her throat. He drank from
her. Why didn't he finish the job?
"Is the patient awake?" a nurse
asked as she walked into the room.
"I'm awake," Buffy said. "A little woozy, but awake."
"The police have been waiting to speak
to you," the nurse said as she checked Buffy's vitals. "Do you feel
up to it?"
"Yeah," Buffy replied.
"Are you sure?" Giles asked.
"You…"
"I'm fine. Send them in," Buffy
said, hoping she sounded stronger than she actually felt. She tried to sit up,
but found it difficult so she remained lying down.
The nurse left, and a few moments
later two men walked in. They each gave a nod towards Giles before turning to
Buffy. "I'm Detective Anderson and this is Detective Greene," one of
them said. "We know you're still recuperating, so we won't take up much of
you're time. We've been having trouble identifying the other young woman found
in the warehouse with you, and…"
"Other young
woman?" Buffy asked with a
frown.
"Her body was found near you, with
injuries similar to your own," Detective Greene clarified. "You don't
know who she was?"
Buffy realized then what Spike must've been
doing when she'd first come to that warehouse. He'd been feeding, and
apparently that girl hadn't been as lucky as she'd been. One of his victims had
laid there dead while she'd let him… Buffy felt sick to her stomach.
"No," she told the detectives.
"I didn't know her."
"Oh, well, then
thank you for your time," Detective Anderson said. "We hope have you
a speedy recovery." He and his partner walked out without another word.
"Giles, they never even asked me for a
description of the man that attacked me," Buffy said. "Not that it
would've done any good, but…"
"You're on a Hellmouth now, Buffy. The
police tend to turn a blind eye to people found with puncture wounds in their
necks," Giles said.
"So they just give vampires free reign
of the town—knowingly?" Buffy asked in disbelief.
"For the most part, yes," Giles
replied. "But Nancy has done much to keep down the undead population since
coming here."
"Such is the life of the Slayer."
Buffy looked around, the bright hospital walls seeming almost blinding. "I
need to get out of here, Giles. I hate hospitals."
"Now that you've woken up, I doubt
you'll have to stay much longer." Giles paused, clearing his throat.
"The doctor did say you may wish to speak to a counselor before you
left."
"A counselor?" Buffy asked with a frown. "What, do they have
vamp-snack counselors on the Hellmouth, too?"
"No." Giles took off his glasses,
looking down and away from Buffy. "From your injuries…it appears as
if…" He looked up at her again, taking a deep breath. "The doctor
believed you may wish to speak to a rape counselor, Buffy."
Buffy's eyes widened. Giles thought… She
wasn't going to kid herself. She knew if she hadn't have been willing with
Spike, he would've done it anyway. He was a vampire,
and "no" wasn't a word they actually listened to. But she hadn't told
him no. She'd let him use her body, and she'd enjoyed it.
She wondered if that was partly worse, at
least in the long run. She'd have to live with the knowledge for the rest of
her life that she had taken pleasure in the arms of her mother's killer—with
another one of his victims dead in the room. What she
had done was sick and wrong—dirty.
"No, Giles," she said softly.
"I don't need a counselor for that. I just want to leave this place."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
Giles stood, replacing his glasses on his
nose. "I'll go find the doctor, see about getting you released."
Buffy gave him a small smile. "Thank
you."
***
*** ***
It was a while yet until nightfall, but
Spike couldn't sleep. Thankfully, Drusilla and Angelus had finally worn
themselves out, leaving him free of their screams and moans.
But it was a whole different set of moans
that he couldn't get out of his head. It still seemed unbelievable to him that
he'd gotten such a ride out of a tiny human girl who couldn't be any older than
seventeen. And a virgin at that… He'd come harder in her than he remembered
coming in a long time. Still made him shiver just thinking about it.
And her blood… It had been so sweet, its rich flavor still seeming
to coat his mouth now, hours later.
Maybe that's why he hadn't killed her. He'd
wanted to taste her blood again. She'd been too good to use only once. He'd use
her again, get his fill of her, and then
he'd kill her. Yeah, that was what he'd wanted all along, why he'd walked away
while her heart was still beating.
He shifted in the cold bed, wishing she was
there with him. Her warm, tight body was just the place he wanted to be. She
could drive from his mind the fact that Drusilla was sleeping next to another
man.
He shouldn't have left her in the warehouse.
He should've taken her someplace where he could break her in properly. His cock
grew hard as he thought about what he could do to her, all the ways he could
make her scream in both pleasure and pain.
Spike slid his left hand under the sheet,
grasping his cock, slicking it with the fluid that was already oozing from the
tip. There was no way he could duplicate her warmth with his own cold hand, but
if he squeezed hard enough he could almost meet her tightness. He closed his
eyes, drawing her scent to the front of his mind, replaying her every cry,
every moan. He stroked faster, his hand sliding up and down with superhuman
speed as he remembered how she'd felt with her legs wrapped around his waist,
her small hands clinging to him.
His fangs pushed through his gums, the bones
of his forehead shifting as he remembered the feel of her blood flowing into
his mouth, its sweet taste on his tongue. He came into his hand with a roar,
lost in the memory of her.
He was panting when he came back down,
heedless of the fact that he didn't need to breathe. He wiped his spendings on
the side of the bed before rolling over, his eyes closing as a smile formed on
his lips. When the sun went down, he'd find that girl and come inside her wet,
velvet heat again and again until he'd had his fill of her body and her blood.
***
*** ***
Buffy sat on Nancy's bed, staring at the
blue comforter. It reminded her of his
eyes, and she hated herself for even thinking that.
She looked up sharply when there was a knock
at the door, and she wondered with dread who it was on
the other side. Nancy was the last person she wanted to see, and Giles would
look at her with pity and make her feel even worse.
He should be looking at her with disgust,
the way he surely would if he knew the truth.
"Come in," she said, deciding to
bite the bullet. She felt actually relieved when she saw the Willow poke her
head in.
"I brought you juice and cookies,"
Willow said, coming into the room. "That's what they always feed you after
you give blood." Willow frowned. "Although I guess he probably took a
lot more than the Red Cross usually does."
"They gave me a transfusion for most of
it, so I'm sure this will help with the rest," Buffy said, taking the
offered juice and cookies.
Willow smiled. "Well, that's why I came
upstairs, so I'll just leave now. Let you get some rest."
"You can stay," Buffy said
quickly. Maybe if someone else was in the room she'd stop thinking about eyes
that seemed to be able to look right through her be they blue or feral gold…
"Need some company?" Willow asked.
"Something like
that," Buffy replied.
Willow sat on the edge of the bed and Buffy
sipped her juice. The cookies looked homemade, and when she bit into one, it
was still warm. She swallowed and said, "These are really good."
Willow beamed. "You like them? I baked
them for you myself."
Buffy was a little startled by what the
other girl had just said. It wasn't often that anyone did anything for her.
"Thank you. I appreciate it."
"You'll be good as new really
soon," Willow said. "A couple of days rest, and…"
"I'm going back out tonight,"
Buffy said. "Spike isn't dust yet, and I need to fix that." She
realized with another wave of self-disgust quickly following that that thought didn't
seem as wholly good as it once had, her hatred for him now tainted by the
memory of his touch.
"Buffy, you can't!" Willow
exclaimed. "Spike's already hurt you once, and now you're weak. You can't
rush out there again."
"I have to. As long as I'm still alive
and Spike's still around, I have to keep fighting him."
"He'll kill you!" Willow said.
"Maybe. But that's a chance I'm willing to take," Buffy
replied. And in all honesty, part of her wished Spike would kill her. It was
what she deserved now.
"Buffy, please don't," Willow
begged. "I know we don't know each other very well, but I really don't
want you to die."
"You'll forget me soon enough,"
Buffy said with a shrug.
"Don't talk like that! Buffy, please
don't go after Spike alone again. Promise me you'll just stay in tonight and
rest."
Buffy knew Willow wasn't going to stop
asking her for a promise she couldn't give. Furthermore, she really wouldn't
put it past the girl to tell Giles and have him find a way to make her stay.
She glanced towards the window, seeing how close the branches of a nearby tree
came. "Okay. I won't go downstairs tonight."
Willow brightened. "Good. And we'll get
Spike, Buffy. He'll be dust soon."
She pushed down the part of her that
rebelled at that thought. Dust was what she wanted Spike to be.
But right now, she just wanted him off her
mind. He made things too confusing, made it too hard to think in black and
white. "Could we maybe talk about something else?" Buffy asked.
"Of course!" Willow replied. "I doubt Spike is all that fun
of a conversation topic for you… What would you like to talk about?"
Buffy gave Willow a small smile. "Why
don't you tell me all about life here on the Hellmouth?"
***
*** ***
"Drusilla, as much as I enjoy the sight
of your naked body, stop dancing around the room. It's giving me a
headache," Angelus snapped from his reclining position on his four-poster
bed.
Drusilla didn't stop her spinning and
swaying. "But the stars are talking, Daddy. They're telling me all about
my William's pretty new dolly."
Angelus sat up, taking interest in that. "Yeah? What are they saying, Dru?"
Drusilla turned to her sire, her eyes
sparkling. "They're saying you should take her away. Spike shouldn't get
presents when he's being such a naughty boy."
"No, he shouldn't," Angelus said
with a grin. "So where's this girl?"
Dru clucked. "Not now, Daddy. Isn't time. Must wait for the moon to shine and light our
way." She began swaying again, humming a tune to herself.
Angelus lay back against the pillows, staring
up at the ceiling. He knew just the way to have a good time that night, and
tormenting Spike was going to be an added bonus…
***
*** ***
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