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Surprise Innocence Twisted	By : Azrielle6969 Category: > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 5885 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Thank you so much for the reviews, and positive feedback, makes me want to type until my fingers are little bloody stumps�

This is for everyone who is a little confused: I will try to clean it up a bit for you.

A/N 1) All of the parts with Dawn are the present, happening now and she is almost two years old, the parts about Buffy and Spike�s time together BEFORE she walks into her mother�s house and finds him there holding Dawn, is Buffy remembering the night they were together and the amathmath of him leaving and she finding out she was pregnant, Spike�s dream sequence is when he is on his way to see Buffy before he knows about Dawn. Hope that clears everything up, and if not just ask, don�t be shy. I don�t bite�unless you beg. ;)

I felt the need to respond to a review, just incase anyone else was in the same predicament. I hope this clears it up for all of you. *Burnz An interesting fic so far. One point I didn't understand though was--"After going through the whole place she was sure Spike had taken Dru and left town. She didn�t know why but that hurt her. Deeply. �After what we had how could he just leave?� " This was a bit strange since she had jumped up and ran away chasing Angel confessing her love for him then followed it up with going to the factory to evict both Dru and Spike.*

A/N 2) At that point she wasn�t going to evict them, She was going to tell Spike what happened between them could never happen again, and she was very confusseeiseeing as how she did love Angel and yet gave her virginity to Spike, not only that but he bit her, and she let him, and then he stopped, on his own without her telling him too or hurting him. So she was confused, and then when she realized he left without her telling him that it couldn�t happen again she was hurt thinking it was her fault, she wasn�t good, because he could so callously have sex with her and then leave town. I hope that clears that up. I forget sometimes that readers can not read my mind much as I want them too. LOL.

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�William? I�m so sorry�I had no idea she was going to react like that��

He turned to her with tear filled eyes. �Don�t be sorry Mrs. Summeon�ton�t ever be sorry�you introduced me to my little girl�� Spike took a deep breath. �I have a little girl��

�Please�call me Joyce�why don�t you come in the kitchen and I�ll make you a cup of coca, it usually takes Buffy about half an hour to get Dawn all tucked in.�

�Thanks Joyce�uh�I may be pushing my luck here but�do you have any of those tiny marshmallows?� He asked sheepishly.

�I should have known�Dawn loves those things�She always wants to eat them in her rice crispy�s�� Joyce led the way to the kitchen.

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Buffy changed Dawn into her PJ�s and got her tucked into bed. �Mum mum��

�Yeah baby?� She sat on the chair beside Dawn�s bed and looked down at her.

�Sad?� She inquired pointing at her mother�s tear stained cheeks. .

�Scared�and sad�� Buffy replied stroking Dawn�s hair.

Dawn reached up and Buffy pulled her into her lap. �I know you don�t understand Baby, and you shouldn�t��

�Guy?� She asked.

�Yeah�guy�scared mommy��

�Guy not scawwy�� Dawn looked at her with her big blue eyes, so much like her fathers. She kissed her on the forehead and tucked her back into bed.

�I love you baby girl�go to sleep now ok?� Dawn nodded solemnly, as if she had just been given an important job. She watched Buffy turn on her night-light and shut out her bedroom light.

Dawn was almost asleep as Buffy shut the door to her room.

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�Pick up�please pick up�� Buffy muttered. She held the phone cord wrapped around one finger; the other hand was gripping the phone tightly.

�Bronze��

�Hey�Jimmy? It�s Buffy�I need to talk to Willow�it�s an emergency��

�Kay�hold on a sec�I�ll get her.� Buffy sighed. �I�m glad I know the bartender.�

�Hey Buff? What�s up? Jimmy said you sounded upset�it wasn�t that guy Parker was it?�

�No�it�s Spike�he showed up��

�What? When? Did you dust him?�

�No�my mom invited him in�before I got home�he knows about Dawn��

�Oh god! How can I help?�

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�What do you think you�re doing?� She asked walking into the kitchen and glaring at Spike.

�I�I was just�waiting for you�we need to talk.� He stood gracefully and stared at her.

�I just offered him a cup of coca while he waited for you�� Joyce said softly.

�Yeah�ok. I can�t talk to you here�let�s go for a walk�Mom�can you keep an ear out for Dawn?�

�Of course�I�m sorry Buffy I didn�t�you didn�t tell me anything and I��

�I�ll talk to you about this tomorrow Mom�� Buffy glared at Spike.

Joyce nodded and left the two of them alone in the kitchen.

�Where are we gonna walk to?� He asked, leaning against the kitchen island.

�I have to patrol. You can come with �but I swear one wrong move and you�ll be dust in the wind.�

They left the house silently. It wasn�t until they had entered the first cemetery that Spike spoke. �Buffy�she�s beautiful. She�s so bloody perfect��

�Doesn�t your girlfriend like to eat babies?� Buffy asked snarkily, glaring at him again.

�First off, she�s not my girlfriend, and second it doesn�t matter what she likes or doesn�t nothing and no one is going to get their hands on my girl.�

�She�s not your girl Spike�you may have given her the genes, but you are by no means her father.� Buffy glanced around, making sure there was nothing out there to kill. �You�ve never been there for her��

�Not sayin� I have been, just sayin� I�d like the chance to be, I�d like the chance to be there.� Spike stopped walking, forcing her to stop and look at him.

�Right now? You have as much chance as a snowball in hell.�

�You know some parts of hell are made entirely of ice?� Spike smirked. �You are so beautiful when you�re all angry.� He thought dreamily.

Buffy punched him in the nose. �OWW you bloody bint, watch the nose.�

�Quit being an ass!� Buffy said angrily. She started walking again, Spike kept her pace walking beside her.

�I�m not�I�m just sayin� I�d like a chance to be her father�if I�d have known I never would have left�� Spike said softly. �Never should have left you.�

�Oh YEAH I�m sure you would have stuck around. You couldn�t leave fast enough!� Buffy said angrily. �You left me. Just like everyone else. One incredible night with me and you disappeared. �

�How do you know when I left?� Spike asked. �Come lookin� for me?� He wondered. �Look, you don�t know me.� He said pointing a finger at her.

�I know you�re kind Spike, you�re nothing but a vicious killer, why do you even think I would let you near my daughter?�

�She�s mine too!� Spike growled. �And I haven�t killed a sodden human since I lay between your legs and tasted your blood. Don�t you know how amazing you are?�

�So what? Just cause you had sex with me doesn�t mean anything. It could have been anyone�� Buffy tried to convince herself.

�But it wasn�t. It was me, and she deserves to have her father in her life doesn�t she?�

�What are you gonna do take me to court? With no real identity I really don�t think you�d even get a shot a supervised visitation.�

�Buffy��

�Look Spike�what happened between us�it was a long time ago, you moved on and so did I�I�ll think about letting you spend time with Dawn ok? That�s all I can offer you.�

�Have no choice now yeah?� He asked sullenly looking at the ground.

�Why did you come back here?� She asked suddenly.

�Dru told me�she could see you all around me, said I tasted like ashes�she didn�t touch me�not once after that night. Couldn�t stop thinking about you�bloody glad I came back too, now that I know about Dawn.�

�What do you mean you couldn�t stop thinking about me?� She asked trembling. �Did he think about it as much as I did? Cra/i> /i> my touch as much as I did his?�

�I was drawn back here. To you. Done nothing but think about you since I left.� He said stepping closer to her. �You can't deny it. There's something between us.�

�Loathing. Disgust.� She murmured backing up a few steps. �I can�t. I can�t. He doesn�t mean it. He�s just saing this because he wants to see Dawn.�

�Heat. Desire.� He took a few more steps, invading her personal space. �I love you.�

�Please! Spike, re are a vampire.� She pushed him away and started walking. �I can�t do this. What would everyone think?�

�Angel�s a vampire.� Spike growled following her. �Where is the bloody pouf? Can�t smell him on you.�
�Angel was good! But he�s gone! He left��
�He left?�

�Yeah�because of what we�what I chose to do with you�he could smell you all over me�he hates me now�he moved to L.A.� Buffy said softly. �And the fact that I couldn�t let him touch me without thinking of you. Then I found out I was pregnant.�

�Stupid git had you and he left? He�s even more of a fool than I thought�Buffy I can be good too��

�You�re a killer Spike�a monster��

�But I'm not ... like that anymore...not since�something's happening to me. I can't stop thinking about you. These feelings I�ve been having��

�Uhh.� Buffy rolled her eyes.

�And if that means turning my back on the whole evil thing�� Spike said seriously. �Like I�ve done already. for you.�

�You don't know what you mean! You don't know what feelings are!� Buffy said angrily. �Vampire�s�demons, they can�t feel�they don�t know what it means to love�to put someone else�s needs before their own.� Giles voice in her head, reminded her why it was best that Spike left and never knew about her being pregnant.

�I damn well do! I lie awake every night!� Spike growled indignantly.

�You sleep during the day!�

�Yeah, but�you are missing the point. This is real here. I love��

�Don't! Don't say it. I'm going.� She pushed past him and continued on her way.

�Oh, come on, we need to talk��

�We don't need to do anything! Okay, there is no we! Understand?�

�Buffy�Buffy! Come on now, stop.� Spike grabbed her by the shoulders. �You can't just walk away from this.�

�What part of punching you in the face do you not understand?� She asked pulling away from him and walking up the steps to her house.

�So we had us a fight. It's not our first, luv, and it doesn't change anything.�

�It changes everything, Spike! I don�t want you around me, I said I�d think about letting you see Dawn, but that�s all you get for now. This silly notion you have about us�it has to stop. Understand?�

�No, it's not that easy. We have something, Buffy. It's not pretty, but it's real, and there's nothing either one of us can do about it. Like it or not, I'm in your life I am Dawn�s father, and I am in love with you. You can't just shut me out.�

She opened the door silently and stepped through. An invisible field kept Spike from following. Tears welled up in his eyes. �You absolutely sure about that?� She asked before slamming the door in his face.

Spike stood there for a few moments before turning and walking away. He wiped his tears angrily from his face. �Stupid bint! I can�t change? I can�t change? We�ll just see about that won�t we Slayer?�

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�Buffy? What happened?� Joyce asked. She heard part of their conversation that they had on the porch and couldn�t understand why Buffy was treating William so badly. �I mean he said he loved her.�

�Mom�I can�t�I can�t do this with you right now. I just can�t�� She looked her mother in the eyes. �If he comes back here you do not let him in ok?�

�But Buffy he��

�No. I mean it mom��

�Buffy�I know you had a one night stand with him, and got pregnant, but I think Dawn deserves to know her father, he seems to really care about her�you should haven hen him when he��

�Mom��

�Just think about it ok? I heard him say he loved you��

�He�s incapable of that!� Buffy screamed.

�Buffy��

�You don�t understand�� She turned and ran up the stairs angrily.

�And I never will if you don�t talk to me�� Joyce said sadly as she watched her run up the stairs to her room. �Ok Buffy. Have it your way for now. I won�t invite him in. It won�t be my fault if I�m out with Dawn and we run in to him now will it?�

She let Buffy have a few minutes to calm herself down and then went up and knocked on her door.

�Yeah?�

�It�s me�can I come in?�

�Come in��

�I�m sorry about before�Dawn is your daughter, and it is your decision on weather or not to let William see her.�

�William?� She thought about it for a second. �Spike probably told her that was his name. Of course he did�why would he tell her it was Spike?� She nodded. �Thank you.�

�I also wanted to tell you that Willow stopped by while you were gone�I don�t know what she was doing�but she walked around the house, then went into yours and Dawn�s rooms��

�I know Mom, I asked her to stop by and check on a few things for me. Everything�s going to be ok.�

�Ok. Well goodnight sweetheart.�

�Goodnight mom.�

Joyce quickly looked in on Dawn before heading to bed herself.

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�You know, when you think about it, I'm the victim here. First off, I don't even want to be here. And I'm not talking about this room or this city or this state or this planet. I'm talking about the whole mortal coil now, you know? It's disgusting! The food... the clothes... the people. I could crap a better existence than this.� She sighed and looked around. �But... okay- and feel free to tell me if this next part gets a little too personal, because I'm told I have boundary issues- but I'm hurt! Yes, by your incredibly selfish behavior. Newsflash, hairdo: it's not always about you. All I want is the Key! Why? Why can't you tell me where the Key is?� She walked menacingly towards the man tied to the chair. �Oh! Forgive me... monky. Sometimes I just... I get so anxious- like there's something deep inside of me and it's swelling up and it's making me crazy!- that I forget there's all that duct tape on your face!� She said before ripping the duct tape from his face and grinning as he screamed.

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�PRIVATE PROPERTY
NO TRESPASSING
VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED� Said the sign on the fence.

Spike read it quickly before he was slammed face first into it. He ducked just as a
vampire's fist smashes into it where his head was an instant before. He�s a huge, burley Hell's Angel biker-type, and he loomed menacingly over Spike.

�What the hell is your issue man? Why�d you attack me? You crazy or something?�

�Well I've always wanted piano lessons. You�re the one I get to take out my unexpressed rage on.� Spike grinned, punctuating his words with blow after blow, knocking the hulking vampire back several feet.

He retaliated with a brutal punch to Spike�s face, sending him reeling. He blocked a second blow and wrenched the vamp's arm behind his back and flattening him against the fence �Tell you what... you find yourself a good anger management class...�

The vampire threw him off but he slammed the biker vamp back into the fence again
and whipped out a stake. �I'll jam this pokey wood stick through your heart.�
Before the vampire could react, Spike staked him and slipped the stake back into his coat. �Damn, miss my duster. I wonder what happened to it?�

�Hey!� The fast approaching guard called out. A bright light shone into Spike's eyes as he turned towards the sound of the voice.

�If you're looking for one of those rave parties, I'm afraid you're late. Chased a bunch of kids ou her here last night.�

Spike snickered. �Oh, right. Yeah. Darn. My fellow ravers will be so disappointed. It
was my turn to bring the Bundt cake.�

�You know, if it was my call, I'd let you do whatever you want. It's not like anybody's using this place or nothin'. But they just don't pay me enough to argue with the boss so...�

�Already gone!� Spike said holding up his hands. He turned to leave but the guard stopped him.

�Oh, hey! Hold it, son. Take your... whatever this is with you.� He bent over and picked up a glowing yellow orb and handed it to Spike, who looked at it curiously.

�Thank you.�

�Glow balls, huh?� He laughed. �I swear, I don't get your generation. What is that
thing?�

�I'll let you know as soon as I find out.� Spike said twirling it in his fingers. He turned and walked off into the night.

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TBC�let me know if you like it so far? Was the interaction between Spike and Buffy believable? And did I clear up all questions with my notes at the top? Please let me know.

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