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Complicated	By : EmeraldGrey Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 2549 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Complicated Part 5
Key: *Spike's thoughts*

~Spike's Soul's thoughts~

^Spike's Demon's thoughts^

@Spike's Guest's Thoughts@

{Xander's thoughts}

# song:Landslide, as sung by the Dixie Chicks, but, was FIRST from Stevie Nicks, of Fleetwood Mac#

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Sunnydale California, 11:30pm...Spike's apartment

Spike looks over at the teenager.

*Poor bit, she seems like she's ready to fall over, best get her ta bed.*

Aloud he said, "Dawn, ah, you'd best be getting ta bed now Luv," At her half- feebled protest he added, " 'Sides, Xander'll have me head on a stake if you fall asleep on 'em at brekkie now!"

Spike got up, and walking over to the litttle closet, took out a pillow and a small soft blue blanket. Returning to her side, he waited patiently until after rumaging in her back pack she found her tooth brush and tooth paste.

He helping her to her feet, he smiled as she went to the restroom to brush her teeth. When she returned, he had a big X-tra large black tee-shirt waiting for her. She took it, giggling and hurried back into the bathroom to put it on. As she slipped it on, she sighed happily.

@ Mmm, it smelled just like Spike! He had 'remembered' something again. @

Spike had the little make shift bed on the couch ready for her upon her return. He tucked her in, and bent down, smoothing her silky hair from her forehead. He looked her deeply in the eyes, and thanked her once again for caring enough to come over and check on him.

He told her again how wonderful it was just to be with her once more, and to talk and to play games, he tried to fit so many months of neglect into so few words.

He apologised again for leaving, and at one point, Dawn could just not take any more.

Putting a slender finger to his mouth, she tried to shush him.

Spike got her meaning, and playfully nipping at the didget, he leaned over a bit more, and kissed her lightly on her little forehead.

"Night, night Luv.."

Dawn wrapped her slim arms around her friend tightly, hugging him hard. Spike then unwound her arms from his neck, and carefuly tucked her in.

As he leaned over, she kissed him on his cheek, playfuly bit the end of his nose, and smiling, snuggled deeply into her covers, her long dark lashes fanning her cheeks as she closed her blue eyes in complete trust.

Spike felt his throat constricting as he stood up, and walked to the kitchen. After a warm mug of blood, he rinsed out his cup, set it in the dish drainer, and turned out all of the lights except the bathroom one. ('cuse she was scared of the dark)

After he undressed, and shimmied on his boxers, he climbed into bed, and lay there for a long time, his arms folded underneath his blonde head as his thoughts swirled around in his mind. He was looking foreward to seeing Xander, he just did not know what to say once he did. Calling himself a wanker, he finaly rolled over, and slept, dreaming of sparking eyes the color of his favorite Whiskey.

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# I took my love and I took it down #

Across town, Xander Harris could not sleep.

Well, he tried, but, a certian 'Bleached Blonde" kept on invading his thoughts.

And, it sure as hell was not Buffy.

# I climbed a mountain and I turned around #

The past played over and over...The first time he laid eyes on 'Wil'...Their first game of pool. Xander had found out very quickly that 'Wil loved to play pool and would bet on just about anything. The English man had made Xander laugh. Not the silly self depreciating laugh he showed at the Scooby meetings, or anytime at school. No, this had been real, genuine, and it had felt so good. "Wil" had given Xander the chance to be himself. And around him, Xander became a completely different person.

# and I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills well the landslide brought me down #

Xander also remembered when he had found out that 'Wil" was actualy 'Spike" Or 'William The Bloody" and Angelus's Childe, his 'favorite' Childe. Xander had offered his help to Giles alot more often after that, not only cause he loved being around the quiet Watcher, but, when Giles was not looking, it gave Xander the opportunity to research even more than usual on his favorite subject, 'William The Bloody, 1/4 the Scourge of Europe' . As Xander began to know Wil's past more and more intametly, the more he became aware of things.

Xander had been too afraid of what the others might of done to the Vampire, so, he had hid the knowledge that he and Wil even knew each other. Acting just as surprised as Buffy and Willow when Spike had made his presence, and his attentions known. And, judging from the look on the other man's face, he shared those feelings as well.

# Oh mirror in the sky what is love #

That night, after finding out the truth about his new friend, Xander had walked the girls home from the Bronze. And, after patroling later that night with Buffy and Willow, he had escorted them home once again, and had headed to Willy's.

Willy had told him that anytime Xander needed to, he could come and visit him at the bar and just talk. Cause Willy was worried for the kid, hanging out with just girls to talk to, he'd soon be just like them. Xander had shuddered and quickly agreed, but, on one condition, for Willy to not tell anyone else, especially the Slayer. Willy had been more than ready to agree.

That night, Xander realized, boy oh boy, did he need to see the little bar-keep.

Xander had accepted the drink Willy had poured for him, Willy had said to, "Just drink it kid, put hair's on your chest, make a man outa' ya."

Xander had nodded, and tossed back the small tumbler, (that many drinks later he'd found out were called 'shot' glasses) bracing himself for the fiery liquid to burn it's path down his throat to settle warmly in his tummy.

As he was launching into part two of his story, and his number 5 shot, Willy was wiping the counter, taking orders, fillin' orders and listening to the dark haired teen's woes with half an ear.

# Can the child within my heart rise above #

Xander jumped as he felt a firm hand settle across his sholders, and relaxed when he smelled the leather, and heard the familiar deep sexy Brittish voice that soon followed.

"Willy, ya git! Whatcha doin' carruptin' todays youth an fillin' ther' heads full of crap?"

Xander had been amazed. He had never in the whole three months he'd been comin' here, seen the little man so rattled! Hell, not even BUFFY brought on this kinda' reaction!

"Spa..Spa, SPA, ..Spike!" Willy had all but squeaked, "Ha, he, hey, how're ya doin' buddy?! Can I getcha anything? Willy had asked hopefuly, his eyes bugging out.

But Wil, 'Spike' had not even smiled.

Well, if you call a smirk a smile, then, yeah, Xander had to conceed, he DID smile, but, it was a very, very, nasty one, a nasty one with a white flash of fang.

"That's MASTER SPIKE to you, and I am not, and will NEVER be YOUR buddy, you sniveling little poor excuse for a bone bag!"

Xander had giggled, and started to ask the little bar-keep for more, when a strong hand stilled his own.

# Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides #

Looking up, his fuzzy brown gaze clashed with an artic blue one.

Softly Spike'd said to him, "Think that's quite enough for you luv, after all, this not a school night?"

Sullenly Xander had pouted.

"Hey, um, whata' youcare?" Xander slurred. "Willys tinks i oldnuff, doncha Wills?" Xander suddenly giggled.

The look that Spike had sent Willy could of chilled blood.

Patiently he said to Xander, "Pet, I realy think you have hit your limit. Now, be a good boy, and lets get you home to your nice warm bed, eh?"

# Can I handle the seasons of my life #

Stubbornly, Xander had lunged for the Whiskey bottle, but, Spike had been quicker.

"Ah, ah, ahh..No more for You."

Spike had chided, wiggling a long slender pale finger in front of his nose.

Which, had only made Xander madder.

Xander started yelling at the Vampire, "Hey! Bleachboy! Backta fuckoff! I's not your BOY! I's a man!" He'd hickuped loudly, and then fell off of the barstool, into a slump onto the floor.

Spike had bent over, and picking him up easily, swung his prone body over one sholder, and had told a trembling Willy, "The only DRINK I have ever better hear of you serving him from this moment on, had BEST be no stronger than a COKE! Are we clear human?" He had growled very loudly, through his sharp white teeth.

Willy had nodded wordlessly, his little head bobbing up and down like one of those bouncing doggie toys that sit in the back window of your car, with the wiggly head.

"Yees, um, Yes Sir Master Spike." Willy had sputtered, head still bobbing away, as he watched the Master leave with Xander, his strong arms holding him carefuly.

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As he stretched out his long legs, Xander had to laugh at the memory.

Spike had been very conviencing. He would of never known what had happened if it had not been for his friend Larry, who had been inside the bar, with his half/Demon Uncle Joe. Joe had taken Larry and his team to Willy's for a celebratory drink for winning a game that night. And, the larger boy had taken special joy in telling a red-faced Xander, all about it the next day in school.

# Well I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you #

That next morning, Xander had woken up to a hot breakfast, of pancakes, and sausage and a big glass of OJ. His clothes had been laid out for him. On the tiny grey formica counter top, was an envelope with his name on it. Inside had been a couple of hundred dollars, a silver key chain with his name on it with two silver keys, and a short letter from Wil.

All it had said was this.

"Xander, hurry up, eat your 'brekkie' get dressed and get your ass to school. Use the money to get you some nice clothes luv, cause your shirts are hurtin' me eyes..just kiddin'. But, use it to buy what you wish. Meet me after school at this addy, we need to talk. Okay?

Have a good day Luv, and see you soon,

Wil

PS, do ya like the car? If ya don't we can always pick out something else.

Xander had almost choked on the 'brekkie' he had been shoveling down, so as not to be late. He had to set down as he became a bit queazy. His head was spining, and he did not know if it was from the shock of a 'hot' brekkie, his Whiskey induced hangover, or the un expected kindness from Wil, or..Hey, wait a min.. A CAR!? WIL HAD BOUGHT HIM A FRIGGIN' CAR!?

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Xander smiled at the memory, and wondered again for the millionth time, just where had things gone wrong?

# But time makes you bolder children get older I'm getting older too...Well... #

Was it because he had grown up, or because Spike had lost interest, what had caused it, the slow unraveling of their special friendship? They had once been so close.

# I've been afraid of changing 'cause I've built my life around you #

# But time makes you bolder children get older I'm getting older too...#

Xander had thought that Spike would of got the hint when the Summer of Buffy's death, Xander had taken special pains to visit both Dawn and Spike, and to offer his help in any way. He had also invited the grieving Vampire out alot. They had seen many movies, and had shared countless bottles of beer, as well as lots of games of pool, and as well as many confidences, among other things.

And, then Willow had come to him with the idea to bring Buffy back.

# So take this love and take it down #

That night, things had gone so wrong. He could still feel the jealous burn of when they had all run into the house, and had found Buffy there, newly risen, her small hands a bloody mess (from digging her way out of her coffin and grave..Xander had earlier summerized not only to the others, but to a shocked and terrorized Buffy as well.) When Xander has seen those little hands wrapped in Spikes larger ones, it had hurt so much.

# And if you climb a mountain and ya turn around #

And, the look that Spike had given him, that cold, disgusted look, it had hurt even more. It was a deeply sad, deeply angry look, of a man that had been betrayed.

He had watched helplessly, as Spike dropping Buffys bruised hands, suddenly jumped up, and then stormed out of the door, black duster flairing.

After trying to console a scared Buffy, and feeling even more guilty than he could ever believe he could feel, he had then went after HIS Vampire, to fix it, or at least to try.

# And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills #

He did not even see Anya or acknowledge her presence, as he had noticed Spike leaning by the large tree in Buffy's front yard.

And after his jealousy induced sarcastic little comment to the Vampire about 'not starting his little obsession again where Buffy was concerned', Xander had felt even more worse, at seeing the tears tracked on Spike's handsome face, and the sparkle of unshed ones inside his haunted blue eyes, as Spike had suddenly turned around, and grabbing Xander, had slammed him hard up against the tree, and had softly told him, " You didn't tell me, you brought her back and you didn't tell me."

# Well the landslide brought me down #

Xander winced as he remembered his smartassed reply, "Well now ya know."

Spike had looked at him deeply then, his whole body trembling, and his hold on Xander tightening as he said, " I worked becide you, all Summer," To which Xander had realy not known what the hell to say, so he'd said, "We, didn't tell you, it was, juss, ..we didn't okay?" Then, Spike had told him, "Listen," and, as he sniffed and smiled, he said, "I've figured it out," pushing his hands against Xanders chest like he could no longer even stand to touch him, he let him go, his own hands slapping down hard against his black leather coat, and told him,"maybe you haven't, but I have."

" His voice raising as he told them, his voice breaking with the grief he'd been harboring for 148 days.

"Willow knew that there was a chance that she'd come back wrong. So wrong that you'd have," he paused, his voice getting stronger," that SHE would have to get rid of what came back." Xanders heart broke into a thousand shards of pain as Spike spoke the next words, practicaly growled them to him, "BUT, I wouldn't let her," as he quickly held up an arm to point towards the house, then just as quickly dropped it. His blue gaze icy as he said softly," any part of that was Buffy, I wouldn't let her, and that's why she shut me out."

Xander had been shocked, and so surprised at the other man's careful insite.

# And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills #

But, he had to defend his friend, at all costs, even if it cost him Spike's love, his trust, so he had given the vampire a glare of his own replying, "What are you talking about? Willow wouldn't do that." To which Spike had said sarcasticly, "Oohh, is that right?"

Xander was feeling frustrated, this was going from worse to unfuckinbelievable! "Look, " he tried patiently, "you're just covering, don't tell me you're not happy."

Inside he was begging, pleading, ('please, be unhappy, please...') Instead he found his mouth saying,"look me in the eyes, and tell me, when you saw Buffy alive, that wasn't the happiest moment of your entire existence."

# Well, maybe......#

Xander eyes had widened then, as they both shared a look, a look that was from the past, both knowing the answer to that question.

Spike had told Xander once, that the first time he had laid eyes on HIM, had been 'one of the happiest moments of his entire existance'.

# Well maybe....#

Xander knew then, he could no more take those words back than he and Spike could go enjoy a day at the beach in the bright, but deadly California sunshine.

And, as Spike has sighed, and turned away, he saunted back towards his stolen motor bike, arms swinging, ass shaking, yep, 100% Big Bad.

And had tossed over his sholder to a stunned Anya and Xander, "That's the thing bou't Magick, there's always consiquences."

# Well maybe....#

And, as he had swung one shapely black jeaned leg over the seat of the cycle, gripping the handle bars tightly, he had roared out, "ALWAYS!" as, kickstarting the motorcycle, and reving it up loudly, he sped away, blending into the night.

# The landslide will bring you....down...#

Xander had never felt so low, and a huge part of him, had wanted to run to Spike, to beg his foregivness, to just jump on the back of that bike, hold on tight, never let go, and never look back.

But, instead, he had listened to Anya prattle all the way home about spells, and other things.

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Xander sighed, and looked over at his alarm.

Shit! he'd spent half the night, and early in the morning, thinking once again about Spike!

Realizing that he'd best get some sleep so he could drive him and Dawn safely to their 'brekkie' date, he re-set his alarm, and reaching down, drew up the cool cover and crisp cotton sheet over his body. And, as he lay there hugging his pillow, he let the tears come, as he closed his eyes.

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"Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care,

but for another gives it's ease, and builds a Heaven in Hell's despair."

'The Clod and the Pebble'

By, William Blake

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Saturday, 8 am, Spike's apartment.

"knock, knock, knock, (pause) Bam, Bam,BAM!

Spike groaned and yelled, "Niblet, get tha' bloody damn door will ya? Izz prolly Xaner anywa." Spike slurred, nosing deeper into his pillow, yanking the covers over his blonde head.

Dawn leapt off of the couch, and, after peeking through the peek hole, she recognised the guest, and un-bolting and un-locking the door, she threw it open, and jumped into the startled mans arms.

Xander laughed, catching the hyper teen easily. After hugging Dawn, he put her down, and hugged her some more. Her silky hair tickling his nose as he inhaled her scent.

{Ahh, Dawn, so sweet, so fresh, she always smells like apples and, sunshine and, Spike???...}

{wha' ta fuck?}

{oh, he is SO beyond dead!}

Xander smiling overly brightly at Dawn, patted her gently on the back, and told her to go get ready.

Dawn laughenly grabs her bookbag, and practicaly skips to the bathroom, closing the door behind her.

Xander waited until he heard the sounds of the shower, then, he made his move.

After closing the door, he locked it, and not even seeing the messy couch, (cause all he was seeing right now was a thin red haze) he stalked slowly over to the sleeping Vampire.

Leaning down he whispered to Spike, "Wake up you sorry excuse for a vampire!"

as he grabbed him hauling him straight up out of bed, right up to him, till they were almost lip to lip.

"Dammit.(shake) Spike, I.(shake) said.(shake) wake (shake).. up!" He hissed, shaking him with each word..

Spike's eyes flew open, only to find Xander's mouth mere inches from his own.

Spike had NEVER seen the boy so angry! In the entire time he had known Xander, never had he seen him so livid! His beautiful Whiskey brown orbs were spitting fire, they looked like cinnamon red-hots.

"So, 'Spikey,' you had a taste of Buffy, then you helped yourself to Anya, so, what's next? A little 'Bit' of Dawn?" Xander sneered, emphasing on the 'Bit' part.

Spike struggled to get loose, Xander looked like he was about to go round tha' bend! Spike had NO clue as to what he was getting at, oh, wait a minute!

*EWW! Xander actualy thought,? HIM, and, and, DAWN!? OH, HELLS NO< NO< FUCKIN' way! Dawn was like a little Sister, and, like the Daughter he'd never have..*

Outloud he said, "get off me ya git!" And, he shoved Xander hard, and then clutched his head.

*OW! FUCK!*

"Fuckin' BLOODY HELL HARRIS! WHO pissed in your cherrios this mornin'?!!!"

"YOU!" Xander growled as he once again hauled the startled vampire up to his face.

*me?*

"ME!" Spike sputtered, blue eyes wide. "What did I do?!"

"You macked on Dawnie!" Xander growled lowly.

"I BLOODY DID NOT!" Spike declared loudly.

Quickly Xander clapped his large hand over Spikes mouth.

"SHHHHH!" He cautioned, "I don't want her to hear us!" He glared at Spike, growling low in his throat.

Spike looked at the young man, he then rolled his blue eyes, and started to laugh.

Well, it was muffled.

Xander removed his hand after Spike, grinning michievously licked the warm palm.

"EEEW! Vampire slobber!" Xander squeaked.

Spike then smirked, "What's a matter luv, " as he did that 'thing' with his long tounge, Xander felt himself harden and shiver.

"You used to love 'me tounge once upon a time.."

Spike added, suggestivly, raising his scarred brow.

Swallowing hard, Xander stuttered, "That was then, this is now, Dead-boy Jr."

Spike had had enough.

He had promised himself that he would put a stop to this, all of this missunderstandings, this 'complicated' bullshit, that Xander seemed to feed on.

*Was the boy truly so fucked up that he realy did not believe he could ever be happy?*

He suddenly twisted Xander around to where he now lay underneath the vampire.

So close were their bodies, that even a fraction brought on friction.

Inside, Xander moaned.

{Gods, how he had missed being this close to Spike!}

"Get OFF me you un-dead child molesting FREAK!" He said fiercely, trying NOT to move.

Inside, Spike moaned.

*Gods how he had missed being this close to his Nummy!*

"Put your hands on my tight little ass, and move me then." He snarled.

Looking down at Xander he added,

"BTW, dumb ass, I have NEVER, I WOULD NEVER hurt Dawn. Why tha' HELL would ya say somethin' like that?"

As Xander looked deeply into those blue eyes he'd so missed, he could see, Spike was telling him the truth, and embarassed, Xander bent his head, and turned away.

But, Spike was havin' none of that!

Leaning down, down into Xanders face, they were now as close as they had been when Xander had started this little drama.

Bracing his weight on one arm, he used his other hand to pull Xanders face back towards him.

Taking a deep breath, he said, "Now, out with it! What bug crawled up yer butt this mornin'?"

Xander took a shakey breath. Then, looking up at Spike with dull eyes that once held such sparkle, such hope, he said, "Dammit Spike! I fuckin' KNOW your scent!

And, Dawn had, HAS your smell, all over her!" Xanders voice broke a little on one word. "Why?"

Spike grinned. Fuck it all, he could not help it!

*Xander was JEALOUS? Of Dawn?!*

*Unfuckin'believable! That..*

Spike had promised himself, no more games, and, this was one promise he ment to keep.

Reaching down, he cupped the side of Xanders jaw, and he was saddened when Xander had flinched.

Softly he told him, "Xan-Luv, Dawn 'smells' like me, because she is wearing one of my tee-shirts." As he ran his hand down the side of Xanders face, and then smoothed the dark locks of hair off of his forehead, he said," Did you realy forget that Summer, the one where the Bit was scared of her own shadow? She took to wearing me tee-shirts if I wore em for a while first, cause she said she felt safer having on something that smelled like me.

She said it helped her to sleep better, less nightmares." At Xander's incredulous look, Spike started to get frustrated.

"OH, COME on Xander! Hells, she even asked YOU for a shirt as well! Do not just lay here, and tell me you DO not remember that?" Spike stared deeply into the humans warm brown eyes. Inside, his heart blossomed with hope, as he watched Xanders face, and his dawning memory.

The shade of red he became, was realy quite lovely.

Xander turned his head away again, and whispered, "Sorry Spike."

Spike could just not stand it one minute more, if he did not kiss Xander and soon, he was gonna break.

The feeling musta been mutual, as Xander turned his head, to look up at Spike once more.

Xander brought his large hands up to frame the Vampires face.

Spike rolling them over, watched spell bound, as Xander's pink tounge peeked out, as he wet his lips. They were now facing each other, lying on their sides.

Fathomless ocean blue eyes falling into chocolate waterfalls.

As Spike just looked into those beautiful orbs, memories came flooding back, carrying him under...

As Xander watched the vampire, he saw eyes that were now more alive, sparkling, like the champage vintage of a look he remembered from his past.

Spike, touching Xanders mouth with trembling finger tips, spoke first, "Xan, I have missed you, so very much, do you know how long I have longed to touch your smile?"

Xander, blushing, reached out his own hand, and traced his fingertips all around the vampire's handsome features.

He touched Spike's brow, trailed down the scar, and felt Spike inhale sharply.

Then, he boldly caressed his jaw, and marveled at how Spike still moved into the caress, like a large jungle cat. The vampire was deadly, chip or no, but, Xander felt no fear, just like he had shown none when he first found out all about Spike, and, who and what he was.

He tenativly traced Spike's perfect cupids bow, and the full bottom lip, and then, HE shuddered, when the vampire took his hand in his, and one by one, slowly gave each of his fingers on that hand, a blow-job.

Spike licked them up, then slowly, down, then swirled his long pink tounge delicatly around the tip, then deep throated them, one at a time...He did this until Xander was certian, all of his fingers came.

When he was through, he licked Xander's palm, then placed a soft kiss inside, and closed Xanders hand with his.

Xander felt his throat thicken, and his eyes tear.

" Wil... er, um, Spike, I'm..uh, that is, I.."

Spike told him, "SShhh, Xan-luv, sssshh, it's okay, no harm, no foul.."

And, as Spike leaned foreward, and Xander did as well,.....

"XANDER!"....." Dawn sing-songed just around the corner.

Spike moaned aloud this time, but it was not in passion, rather in anoyance.

"Xander, I'm hungry!..I'm ready...let's go!..Xander?" She called, her childish voice clear and strong.

As her voice came nearer, Xander all but volted over Spike, his clothes dishelveled, his hair mussed, and, his bulge was very noticable.

Dawn giggled as she saw him standing there, trying to look like he had NOT just been in the bed with Spike.

@Shit! Xander and Spike kissage, and I missed it! Damn!@

Out loud she said, "Hey Spike, we'll um, bring you some pancakes, um, do ya need us to pick you up any blood?"

Spike moaned again, rolling over in bed, and throwing his pillow and blanket over his head, tried to think 'nice' thoughts, so as he would not set off his chip.

"Hey Dawnster!" Xander all but squeaked. "Um, ya ready to tackle some cakes?"

He said, hoping that she would not notice the Spike induced woody he now sported.

Dawn smirked.

Oh, she noticed all right!

As she looked from the blanket covered vampire, to the red faced man..an evil smile played on her full lips.

"Xander," She asked,

"Yes, Dawn?"

"Um, do ya think, um, after breakfast, we could swing by the mall? See, Janice got this kick outfit from Hot Topic and, I.."

Xander, wanting to just get the hell outa there, grabbed Dawn, and quickly escorted her to the front door, fumbled with the locks, unlocked the door, called out to Spike,

"Bye, Spike, be back later!" and twisted the doorknob lock and pulling Dawn, they stepped outside the apartment, closing the door with a bang.

As they walked out of the complex, and into the morning sunshine, as they got into his car, Xander told her," Ya know Dawn, I'm sure um, you don't need to um, say to anyone um, what you, might not of saw, or, well, you know, so, here's the deal, I'll getcha what ever you want at Hot topic, just don't squeal, deal?"

And, as he held his breath, waiting for a reply, inside, Dawn was doin' da Snoopy.

@ Ah, life, so sweet..It's good to be me! @

"Deal."

Slowly Xander expelled his breath.."Ya wanna shake on that?"

He wasn't taking any chances.

"XANDER!"

"Pinkie swear too?" Xander said, after they had bucked up their seat belts.

Dawn just rolled her eyes, and relinquished her pinkie, to be hooked with his and repeated the rhyme,

"With my pinkie I do swear, I won't tell, or I'll go to Hell."

Dawn giggled.

Xander frowned.

"What's so funny Dawn, share the funny."

*snort* *snicker..*

"Xan..hehe, Xander?"

"Yeah?"

"Um, don't we sorta 'live' on a 'Hellmouth'?"

{groan..}

The lyrics in whole from 'Landslide'

I took my love and I took it down

I climbed a mountain and I turned around

and I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills well a landslide brought me down

Oh mirror in the sky what is love

can the child within my heart rise above

can I sail thru the changing ocean tides can I handle the seasons of my life

Well I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you

but time makes you bolder children get older I'm geting older too...Well

I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you

but time makes you bolder children get older I'm getting older too..

So take this love and take it down

and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around

and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills

well maybe...

well maybe...

well maybe...the landslide will bring you...down

=) ~hope you enjoyed this chapter..more yet to come! ~ =)
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