BRAVE EYES | By : psimetis Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Tara/Willow Views: 6019 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Thanks to everyone here at AdultFanFiction.net for the great feedback, I really do appreciate your words and am glad youre finding the story an engaging read. Thanks for the support Queen Zulu, and thanks to mike for the insightful observations. Brave Eyes is a study about the forms evil can take, and how it can actually be compromised. The best kinds of stories have hope in them, and I hope (:D) that Brave Eyes brings that to you too. enjoy.
Title: BRAVE EYES
Author: psimetis
E-mail: psimetis@hotmail.com
Rating: NC-17
6A/6
* * *
SUN
Willow did not wake up for a week.
Tara allowed her coven to do the big healing spell for Willows internal injuries, and for the ones Tara feared had happened inside Willows head. The problem with the big spell was that it was very painful for the one being healed. Humans didnt usually survive the extra trauma demanded by the ritual. That was the main reason why she hadnt allowed it before, after her vampires torture. She couldnt stand to have Willow suffer more.
This time they placed Willow for safety at Angels mansion. This time, Angel was present to help hold Willows unconscious body down.
Beneath the aegis of the covens spell, broken bones rapidly realigned themselves, swollen organs and tissue expelled fluid, and things gurgled and cracked and snapped back together. Andrew couldnt help vomiting halfway through the incantation.
Willow never made a sound herself during the ritual. For the next few days, Jonathan wore a rather strong cologne. He said he couldnt quite rid himself of the smell from that room.
They fed her lots of blood. Willows throat worked even without waking. Amy was fond of suggesting that they should go catch Faith and feed her to Willow.
One night Buffy was seen watching Willows window from outside the mansions warded garden walls. When Tara went outside to approach her, the Slayer cut her arm before the witch could stop her. Buffy looked plaintively at Tara and silently offered the bleeding wound.
I dont think shell like that, Tara declined as gently as she could.
Angel came, and took the mournful Slayer back to her Watcher.
Willow finally woke up after a week. She opened her eyes one night and said:
Tara.
And Tara wept in relief, laid down exhaustedly beside her vampire, and finally let herself sleep.
* * *
Willow slowly licked the twin, tiny wounds shed made on her witchs breast. Just a prick of the fangs now, always, and never as deep as she had bitten that first night. It had hurt Tara to have been bitten that deep, she knew. The soft, warm flesh gave just a little, beneath the insistent, deliberate pressure of her tongue. Taste of magic, salt, sadness, and woman. The vampire buried her face where Taras beloved, strong heartbeat resided. Willow was as weak as a baby bird. Sleep, and feed, sleep and feed. She felt as silly and as needy as those dumb, blind, featherless things in the nest, with their hungry beaks wide open for mama. And she was also feeling as simple as a blind, little bird must feel. Simple in her own little head.
I think my brains are scrambled, she stated against her witchs soft chest, remembering the Slayers unforgiving boot.
Tara kissed the top of her head, her hand stroking the vampires back.
You seem to talk okay, Tara said gently to her.
Willow turned her face to where she knew the bedside lamp would be, here, in one of Puppys guest rooms. She saw nothing but pitch black.
Whos your sire? Tara asked softly.
Xander, Willow answered from her chest.
Whos your grandsire?
Darla and Master.
And it went on like that, for a little while, questions about the immediate past, until Willow was semi-satisfied that she hadnt been rendered a moron. Her witch didnt know anything about her time as a human, though. Willow wondered a little about her long term memory.
* * *
I wonder if Im retarded now, Willow suddenly said out of the blue, while sitting up in bed, waiting for her witch to come back to Puppys mansion. Amy looked skeptically at her. The dark haired witch was keeping the vampire company until Tara finished with her evening classes at UC Sunnydale.
You dont look retarded, Amy lightly commented. She settled very comfortably in one of Angels leather chairs with a contented sigh, then opened her trig book. She pulled out her homework assignment.
Okay Einstein, lets see if you still know stuff then, Amy suggested. She immediately had Willow work on all her trigonometry problems. After her trig, she made Willow do her chem homework too. When Amy handed in her homework the next day, they turned out to be the highest graded assignments shed had all junior year. Even as a vampire, Willow still had the geek in her, Amy would later remark in confidence to Jenny.
* * *
What do you remember of that night, Jenny asked carefully, critically assessing the newly healed vampire as Willow sat in her bed. Tara sat beside the demon, holding her hand. The blonde witch had said that everything seemed completely healed now; Willows body appeared one hundred percent recovered. The fledgling only suffered from physical weakness, and also from personal misgivings about her mental state. As far as Jenny could tell, Willows fears about being brain damaged appeared groundless.
Everything, Willow replied easily.
Can you tell me about it?
Yes. I was in Taras room, knitting, Willow began, as Jenny raised an eyebrow at the reference to knitting.
The vampire didnt appear mentally deficient when it came to recalling her violent encounter with the Slayers, Jenny thought. If anything went missing in Willows head, that night could easily have. Every detail of that night was described by Willow, right down to the blood and crunch details from Faiths boot. The young vampire wasnt too clear about exactly why she was waiting for Tara by the building entrance though.
What brought you down to the first floor? Jenny asked curiously.
For the first time during the conversation, Willows slender face took on a sullen, guarded expression.
Nothing, she said flatly. Just wanted to see my witch.
The significance of the use of the word see, by Willow was lost on Jenny.
You saved that girls life, Angel remarked, from where he stood, arms pensively crossed.
Willows face then scowled briefly. So? She said coldly. That fledge was annoying.
You didnt want to save the girl? Jenny queried.
That was a regrettable by-product of killing the fledge.
Killing the fledge because... Angel prompted.
Because. Willows hand that clasped Taras suddenly rose a little in frustration, and then hit the surface of the coverlet. He was...taunting. Yeah, taunting. With the look at me, Ive got food and Mur Hur Hur--stoopid, evil laughing. I just got sick of him.
So you killed him to get his food, Angel said, trying to lure Willow out with that improbability; Tara kept the younger vampire well fed. He knew that a very strong, self-preservation instinct would not let Willow approach the dorm buildings entrance on her own, much less go outside of it. That she did so to merely kill an annoying and oblivious fellow vampire was just not good enough reason.
No, I killed him so I could go back and wait for Tara in peace. Cept I ended up somewhere else and couldnt find my way back. That bitch Debbie Cho will pay later. Willow turned her blind eyes to Tara. Dont lend her your detergent anymore. Or your fabric softener.
Jenny and Angel exchanged a look. They briefly wondered if the other had reached the same conclusion. Was Willow actually exhibiting some semblance of a conscience? Unbelievable as it was, Willows own flimsy excuse for going outside certainly didnt cut it for the risk she had put herself into. And the price she now paid.
And youll not go after Buffy anymore, Angel clarified, jumping to another subject he and Jenny were curious about.
Buffff-y who? Willow pronounced cutely, with just the touch of a sneer to her lips. She made it sound like a vulgar word.
Im glad youve decided to forget about her, Jenny commented, and decided to take a small gamble. For Tara, she added, watching the vampire closely.
Willow opened her mouth angrily, then shut it. When she finally spoke, it was with a feigned sense of indifference, as she soothed Taras hand with both of hers.
Did it for me, she declared off-handedly, speaking to the room at large, even as she faced Tara slightly. Tara said I should do as I want. She gave me free will. Willow smiled then, a small, pleased, and secretive expression, as she caressed Taras hand. Tara was smiling as well, a very happy smile, and raised her hand that was covered with both of Willows playful ones to kiss one of her lovers knuckles.
Jenny refrained from smiling, but she couldnt help the gleam in her eyes. She was enjoying a rather smug sense of pride and admiration for Taras surprising and ingenious handling of the vampires natural desire to kill. It was a remarkable gamble. Giving Willow her first chance to do right on her own didnt guarantee that the vampire wouldnt do wrong in the future, but it was an intriguing start. Thankfully, a successful one.
Angel, from his place in the room, merely stared, barely refraining from scowling as he masked feelings of unease and some awe.
* * *
Is it true, the large vampire asked, as he followed Tara back to the car he had loaned her. He didnt mind entrusting Tara with his Plymouth when he could easily traverse a town the size of Sunnydale by foot. You allowed her free will?
Tara glanced back at him in the darkness. Yes, she said simply. I wanted her to decide for herself.
They stopped by the car, and Tara reached into the convertible to retrieve the bag she had left behind there. Angel stood uncertainly, hands clenching and unclenching.
Youre her conscience, he blurted at last. Ye cannot trust her like that. It will be a struggle. Everyday, it will be hard because shes a demon. Shell make a decision like a demon sooner than shell be able to decide like the woman you love. She will make a mistake. And then what will you do?
Tara stared up in the darkness as she held the cloth bag to her chest. Angel oddly recognized the sort of bag she held--the sort that women would tote about the household, even in his day, for their sewing and knitting things.
Wed work it out. Or....Id have to explain then, why Id have to leave her, the young woman said quietly. And...and she knows thats what Ill do.
Shed kill you if you left, Angel answered, staring bleakly down at the girl, not realizing he was contradicting a hard won faith he had expressed to her, not so long ago, in her dorms laundry room. He saw Tara smile, the curve of her lips wry in a sad kind of way.
No one said loving a demon was easy, she merely said, and Angel wondered why he was getting the impression that Tara was somehow comforting him, when he was supposed to be trying to help her.
Finding nothing more to say, he escorted the blonde witch back to his house, unable to shake his fears about demons without consciences.
* * *
Getting healed so fast had really taken alot out of her, Willow realized. It could explain why she felt so off, even though mental tests seemed to prove that her head was fine. She lay as still as a dead thing next to Taras warm, soft body as her witch slept.
Shes been so exhausted, Willow observed, imagining Taras pretty lashes upon her cheeks. Shouldnt it be mid-terms now?
It hadnt occurred to her to ask how long she had been unconscious.
Common exhaustion, Willow mused, two worn peas in this bed-pod. Mama bird always flying back to feed baby bird. Puppy could be considered daddy bird in this case, since he was feeding her again too. Taras all tired from having to hatch me, Willow realized.
And thinner, Willow silently discerned, her hand laid with ghostlike tenderness beneath one of her witchs breasts, right on her breathing rib cage. She could feel them now; one, two, three.
Her Tara used to have more on her to feel up. She tried to imagine what her witch must look like now.
Poor Mama Tara, Willow said softly, offering what comfort she could. She slid closer. The vampire will have to be brave for them both. Earlier that day, Willow tried to leave the bed when noone was around, testing a sneaking suspicion of hers. When she fell down, her suspicion was well-founded.
She wondered when and how to let her tired Tara eventually know about it.
* * *
Give that to me, Willow growled menacingly, breaking into her demon face. Her threatening posture--while sitting in her bed--hardly affected Puppy, who she scented was across the room with her warmed mug of blood. She was hungry, she wanted to feed, and she had no idea why Puppy was being such an ass. Puppy never played like this.
Angel, Jenny said with mild reproach from where she sat in the chair at the opposite side of the bedroom. Actually, she knew what Angel was trying to do. Though Willow had obviously been weak since the spell, she had also not yet attempted to leave her bed, even after Jennys last visit.
Ye been awake and hiding in yer bed for a week, Angel chided, rolling out his brogue mockingly. If ye want to eat, come get it, poppet.
Fine, Willow snapped. She turned to where Tara sat beside her. Ill be right back, the vampire promised with a solemnity that surprised Tara. Then Willow moved to get out of the bed.
The moment her bare feet hit the floor, she stumbled her way valiantly across the room like a girl drunk, barreling her way determinedly to Angel. She immediately fell into Angels stunned arms and grabbed for the warm mug.
Angel easily caught the younger vampire and managed not to spill a drop as Willows hands pulled on the mug greedily. While she drank, he buried his face for a moment in her red hair, trying not to let the other women in the room see the brief anguish of realization he could not hide. Jenny didnt notice that she had stood up. She looked at Tara.
Poor girl. Tara had a hand pressed to her mouth. She was staring wide eyed and trying so hard not to cry, although the tears had already escaped her eyes.
Willow licked the inside of the emptied mug, then resolutely turned in Angels arms.
She launched herself determinedly out of his grasp, stumbling her way across the room again. Tara quickly reached out and pulled the vampire tight to her.
Itll be okay, Willow reassured softly, as she soothed Taras shaking back. Ive been practicing.
* * *
Something rattled and then fell over, as Tara continued her hasty search through the boxes and merchandise stored in the back room of the Magic Box. She did not want to be distracted; shell pick up what fell over later.
I know its here, she murmured as she pushed aside boxes. I know it is.
A cane. Thats all she wanted. She knew it was here, an elegant, but practical, black walking stick some customer had inexplicably left behind in the store and had never come back to claim, even when Michael had it on display for months. After it was determined that it wasnt an enchanted cane, or one that a demon had transformed into, it had been tossed into the back room and forgotten.
She didnt want to buy Willow one of those cheap, awful looking orthopedic canes in the pharmacy. She just couldnt.
I know youre here! she said desperately, shoving more boxes out of the way.
Break anything, and you will pay for it, a womans voice frankly assured from the doorway.
Anyanka, Tara breathed, and stopped what she was doing. She sagged.
Anyanka frowned. Strangely, the witch looked in utter despair. The human had not ever been like this even when she had rescued her demon in the broken condition it had been in.
Is Willow dead? the vengeance demon asked suddenly.
Tara shook her head. No, she, the witch explained haltingly. Got hurt again. And this time--her inner ear-- Suddenly Taras face screwed up. She sat down abruptly on a crate and burst into tears.
Anyanka had spent eleven hundred years in the presence of crying women. Alot of women who were scorned would cry of course and as part of her job, Anyanka knew exactly how to play her part--how to dress, what behavior to use, what cultural mannerisms to affect, and especially work out what to say, in order to extract a wish. Anyanka knew exactly what to do with weeping women when on a case.
When it was merely herself standing here, however, weeping witch at hand and with no vengeance role to play, Anyanka found herself--the almighty patron Saint of Scorned Women--actually clueless as to what to do.
She was about to beat a hasty retreat by orbing away, when curiosity got the better of her.
What about her inner ear? Anyanka asked. If Willow was now both deaf and blind, that would be something to cry about, the demon tried to rationalize to herself.
It, Tara sniffed--rather loudly, as she wiped at the last tears running from her eyes with her sleeve. Anyanka was glad the hysterical crying jag was coming to a quick end. She really didnt want to offer her handkerchief, despite how snotty Taras nose had just sounded. It affects her balance. Shes lost her ability to balance, the witch clarified miserably.
Ah, Anyanka merely commented. What were you looking for then? Some obscure component for a special healing spell? Feeding her special blood would work faster.
W-Wh-What? Tara sniffed, looking up at the demon with wide, wet eyed surprise.
Special blood. Like the blood of magic users, or faerie blood, or the blood of master vampires.
But we do, Angel--
She has to drain them, Anyanka interrupted flatly. Eat a couple of them. None of these prissy bottle feedings. The demon then brightened. Between Andrew and Jonathan, I believe they have enough power in their blood to heal your vampires ear problem. You can feed them to her!
Tara just stared at her blankly--with surprisingly big, blue, dewy eyes, Anyanka noticed. The demon was disturbed that she did notice. But she really had no time for this. She could feel a womans raging plea calling to her from Argentina.
What were you looking for? Anyanka asked abruptly. Tara blinked.
The lost cane, she gave. The one that was left behind by a c-customer? I need it for--
Suddenly Anyanka was holding out the missing cane to her. Tara accepted it gratefully even as she blinked in surprise again. Demon magic was so instantaneous.
And just like that, Anyanka orbed out.
* * *
Willow managed to make it to her bedrooms entrance without falling once.
She managed--with only tipping over into the wall twice--to make it down the hall in about ten minutes.
She sat clumsily down, and then scooted like a two year old down each step of the staircase.
She couldnt go back home to Tara if she couldnt learn how to manage stairs again.
She had to stop midway and rest against the bannister railing. Making sure she didnt tip over and hit her head on the staircase was hard work.
After twenty minutes she made it to the bottom. She stood up and very slowly, very gamely, tried to stay upright as she made her way into the living room area.
She fell down twice. She debated crawling, but she really wanted to try walking.
She was upright when she made it to Puppys chair, where he sat, some kind of sad cloud emanating from him which actually made Willow feel all poopy. She successfully climbed into his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck and he kissed her hard and affectionately on her forehead, cradling her to him.
Puppys all broody, Willow said, rubbing vigorously at that big brow he had with a small smile on her lips. During her life with the Master she had only known Puppy as that really yummy vampire who stank of soulfulness and also smelled deliciously of fear, misery, and despair. Spending time with him in her witchs dorm room, however, showed Willow Puppys more common side. He was an elder vampire who thought too much, and it felt like he thought mostly stupid sorry thoughts.
Like the Slayer does now, Willow only briefly bothered to note, reminding herself not to dwell on that creature.
Wanna play with matches? she enticed in a girlish voice, her fingers tracing Puppys mouth. She wanted to feel if that made him smile. It did. Willow yawned though, big and wide. So tiring trying to walk.
She was asleep a moment later in Angels arms. Angel went back to his dark thoughts, thinking of a brittle, golden girl shell that had held a desolation within, and now, a desolation of a different kind, one that contained the wails of sins. He thought of her, and of the loose, fiery, untested cannon that was her successor, and finally of his sweet darkling; his adopted childe; his crippled Little One.
He wondered what his place and purpose were to be next, in all this mess.
* * *
Willow, when they first met, had a grace like Tara had never seen. She had this deliberate, almost thoughtful way of flowing through her environment, radiating sweet faced death and icy intelligence. Her beautiful, little lips would have this pleased quirk, and she would swoop without a sound and suddenly corner an easily frightened Tara where she least expected the vampire to be. Shed trap Tara against a campus buildings outer wall after an evening class, force her unexpectedly into a corner of the laundry room at night, or press her suddenly against the railing of the stairwell when the witch came home.
Run, Willow would breath, so close yet never touching her. Run just a little. Just a little, for me. Her green eyes would glitter with excitement and glee. And Tara would, fleeing as fast as she could into the unknown dark, wondering if this would be the night Willow would finally kill her--wondered if the vampires demonic needs would finally outweigh her infatuation with Taras magic; wondered if simple, plain Tara would finally bore the vampire with her poor damsel in distress skills.
When Willow would eventually catch her it was like falling before the lethal strike of a viper; a sure hand at her throat, another pushed through her clothes to bare her chest. Fangs would flash in the dark, extended, and knife her quickly. And Tara would look up at the stars as she lay beneath Willow, with more than fear making her heart pound hard.
Then Willow would gather her gently up. Shed carry her home with an circling tenderness in her slender, preternaturally strong arms that felt nothing like the fierce intentions of before. Willow would move with a rocking, comforting ease, lulling Tara into trusted safety, even while surrounded by the scary dark.
Like you, she would say, her glittering, green eyes staring into Taras.
Tara, who had lived in fear of promised violence all her young life, had never felt so inexplicably, irrationally safe.
Safe in the arms of her killer.
It had been like that, for the first three weeks they had been together.
Tara knocked upon the Watchers door.
She didnt realize she still held Willows new cane when she walked from the Magic Box to the address the stores rolodex had indicated belonged to Mr. Giles. She should have put the walking stick in the car beforehand. She wasnt going to let go of it and accidentally leave it behind now, however. When the door opened, the Watcher looked at her in surprise and in quickly concealed dismay. They had not seen each other since that horrible night in his library.
Tara, he greeted, obviously out of sorts. W-Wont you come in, he finally offered.
Mr. Giles, Tara politely replied, her fingers nervously working the walking stick she held in her hands. Is Faith in?
Behind Mr. Giles, Tara spied a familiar head by the sofa, now a much darker shade of blonde since the witch had seen it last. Buffy turned her head ever so slightly, one huge eye looking askance at her through a straggly lock of hair. Faith suddenly emerged from the Watchers ground floor kitchen. She held an aluminum dish and was stuffing her mouth with her fork. The scent of baked pastry and of chicken was in the air.
Tink, was all she chewed out, with a huge gob of food in her cheek, as she sauntered over to the couch and threw herself into the opposing love seat. The Slayers attitude suddenly reminded Tara of those derisive men who chewed baccy back home and who would spit in her path when she attempted to walk by them.
Please, come in, Tara, Giles offered again.
When Tara stepped in, she saw that Buffy had an identical round, take out aluminum like Faiths, before her on the coffee table. It contained a restaurant baked chicken pot pie. Whereas Faiths crust was already demolished, the Slayers fork enthusiastically stabbing more holes into the pastry, Buffys pie lay untouched. Her fork was beside it, as well as a tall glass of milk.
The blonde Slayer sat hunched on the couch, avoiding Taras gaze and hugging herself. Her locks were limp and her arms were far too skinny. That was when Tara noticed the thick, white bandages wrapped around her wrists.
You, she heard the Watcher gently prompt behind her. You wanted to see Faith?
Tara returned her attention to the dark haired Slayer. Faith ignored her, and continued to savage her meal. Tara might as well have been furniture.
Faith, Tara said quietly, deciding to just get to the point. Awkward as it was. Ive come to tell you that I want you to keep away from Willow.
The Slayer snorted. She continued to pay attention to her pie. Buffy only stared down at hers.
Faith. Im here to warn you. Stay away from Willow.
Youve really got to work on your evil witch tude, Tink, Faith declared, taking another big bite.
I need you to understand, Tara began quietly.
Understand WHAT, Faith suddenly shot at her, finally turning her glaring eyes to the witch. Understand, like you made B understand? Is that what youre threatening me with?!
I wont be making anymore wishes, Tara answered. But you hurt Willow for any reason--any reason, Faith, and youll have to deal with me.
The dark haired Slayer stared up into Taras eyes, her seated form bristling.
Yeah? Telling me how to do my job? Trying to get your vamp special Slayer treatment? she menaced.
I think shes received enough special treatment.
Buffy flinched. Faith winced, her aura of violence suddenly toned down. Tara had no idea how much Faith knew of what Buffy had done to Willow. The second Slayer was extremely loyal to her predecessor. It was possible that the younger Slayer would rationalize alot of Buffys past sadistic...indulgences away.
The dark haired Slayer said nothing, her eyes staring at Buffy. Faiths energy was entirely closed off, giving nothing away. Therefore what she decided to say next definitely surprised Tara.
She kills anyone, its on your head, Faith finally voiced, her tone dismissive.
We know that, Tara merely acknowledged, her blue eyes solemn.
The Slayer returned to her meal in disgust, her decision made. Now your vampll be gunning for me, she suddenly chose to point out.
She never thinks about you at all, actually.
At that, Faiths countenance resembled a lit powder keg, ready to go off. She stared at Buffy across from her, but the blonde Slayer kept her head down.
Your Little Fang started this, you know, Faith ground out finally.
No she didnt. You know who did.
And Buffy curled up further into herself, her eyes screwing shut.
SHIT, Faith ejected, hurling her fork into her half empty pie pan. She stared helplessly at Buffy, obviously no longer wishing to shoot off her mouth in case she inadvertently hurt the other Slayer further.
Buffy, Tara suddenly said in the quiet of the room. You should eat that.
Buffy opened her eyes when Tara addressed her, staring down at her cooling pot pie. She uncurled just slightly from her hunched position.
O-Okay, she whispered, and with a trembling, slow hand, picked up her fork.
Faith stared, open mouthed, as she watched Buffy hesitantly break the pies crust and finally put a small portion of the pastry in her mouth. She watched Buffy chew slowly, then swallow.
Buffys eyes drifted like a skittish animal to the side and then back to her pie, realizing that Taras gaze was still on her. She put her fork into the pie again, came away with more of the steaming inside portion, and put it in her mouth.
Faith picked up her own fork and resumed eating again, this time at a slower pace.
Its good B, yeah? she asked softly, watching her sister Slayer. Buffy only nodded. She was gamely going for a third bite, Tara still observing her.
You, you neednt eat the whole thing right now, Buffy. We can save you what you cant finish, for later, Giles suggested from beside Tara, his tone full of concern and relief. He looked at the witch, and his pale eyes behind his glasses held a hope he hadnt felt for quite a while. Shes been eating so poorly, he softly told Tara. Its so good to see her finally eat, but I do hope it wont trouble her, later, wh-when--
Yes, Tara gently interrupted. She was watching Buffy methodically break the top crust of her pie into pieces, not having taken a fourth bite. Just eat what you like, Buffy, Tara suggested. I know the crust is best. Faith actually smiled at that, her own eyes still on the other Slayer. Drink your milk, Tara added.
Okay, Buffy whispered, and reached for the glass. Tara saw the bandaged wrist again and wondered how long ago the blonde Slayer had attempted suicide. It could have been yesterday; Slayers were supposed to be fast healers.
I should go, Tara then stated, and Buffy stiffened in reaction.
When Buffys finished dinner, the witch added, and even Faith seemed as relieved as her Watcher. Giles hurriedly took a hold of the armchair facing the couches and pulled it out.
Please, he offered, hastily removing some old, musty texts from the seat. Please sit down. Would you like anything? Tea? Ive a new tin--fresh biscuits. Imported. From England.
Please, Tara accepted politely. She sat down and the Watcher happily bustled away.
Whats the cane for, Tink? Faith asked with a curious frown, finally tossing out the question that had been nagging her.
None of your business, Tara murmured.
Buffys large eyes flitted to the walking stick Tara held between her hands. She stared with hazel orbs that were wet and full of guilt and sorrow.
I-Im, she whispered hesitantly. S-sor....
The blonde Slayer didnt finish. She returned to staring despondently back down at her broken, steaming crust. Tara sighed. Surely someone must have taught Buffy the meditations for blocking Willow out. She wouldnt be surprised if Buffy was willfully tormenting herself with Willows current, physical difficulties right now rather than sparing herself the knowledge.
Eat your pie, Buffy, Tara ordered, feeling suddenly very tired. Or Ill eat it myself.
* * *
Willow loved the walking stick her Tara had brought her. It was layered fiberglass. It had a real cool, knobby steel head. It was whack worthy.
She used it to amble around Puppys house and especially out in the gardens during the evenings Tara was away at school. They tried to move her downstairs to another bedroom so that she wouldnt have to deal with the stairs, but she steadfastly refused. At some point, she was going to go up and down those stairs standing upright. She wanted to be well enough to finally go home with her witch.
While Willow roamed around Angels gardens and wistfully dreamt of chasing her Tara around freely once again, the usual brewed in Sunnydale. Spike and Dru returned, but with Drus childe now the crippled one, stuck in a wheelchair. Faith had her hands full with their antics, with protecting the depressed Buffy, and with dealing with whatever supernatural calamity deigned to rear its ugly head at the high school. Angel finally braved offering his help to the Watcher and his current Slayer, and the one time leader of the White Hats actually accepted.
Willow ignored Puppys latest stupid gig for doing good and preoccupied herself with other things. She practiced levitation on anything within her grasp. She even successfully levitated Puppy, which Tara found astounding, because so far only Amy was capable of levitating a person-sized object with the ease and control Willow had shown. The vampire also helpfully typed up her witchs midterm papers that were due, and brought Tara odd shaped stones, seeds, and pretty smelling flowers from the garden.
Sometimes she hunted and ate the occasional animal she found in the garden, but she didnt tell Tara that. The very pretty--and fresh--blue jay feathers shed brought her witch that one time had not been the brightest idea.
Even with the cane, Willow still had to concentrate hard on her movements to prevent from falling down. The others who watched her were encouraging. They said she was doing better each day.
The third week after Willow had woken up, Tara sat in lecture halls, labs, and classes and pondered Anyankas words to her, wondering how she could possibly make them come true.
* * *
Hey, Oz said briefly, as Angel looked at the smaller man. The large vampire stood in his doorway, wondering where he had first seen this young man whod just rung his doorbell.
Youre one of Giles White Hats, Angel finally recalled. Saw you at the Masters death....howre you doing?
Good, Oz merely replied. Can I come in?
Once the young, stoic man was inside, they made their formal introductions to each other. Angel could easily scent that the boy was a werewolf. And that he had been with others of his kind.
I heard you gave sanctuary, Oz said.
Yeah, but with the Slayers no longer on an indiscriminate killing spree...well not anymore, Angel answered, slightly sheepish.
Oh, Oz commented. My bad. He turned back to the door.
No! Hey, wait a minute. Angel crossed his arms pensively as the young man turned back to him again. Whats this for? You need it for you and your pack?
Ozs sudden growl at the word pack was a surprise to Angel.
No, Oz tersely replied, his red browed eyes intense. For me from my pack.
As Angel digested this, a wolfs howl was heard on his grounds. He turned quickly to his verandah doors.
It was nightfall and his adopted childe would already be outside, gamboling in his gardens.
How many, he demanded, hurrying to his weapons cabinet. He pulled out an ax. Oz came up beside him, as if waiting for a weapon too, but Angel eyed him suspiciously.
Six, Oz gave, staring up into the vampires dark eyes. They can transform at will. I still cant. And yes, Ill kill them now that I have to. He took a breath, as more, eerie howls joined the first. Theyre man-killers, he finally shared, his eyes cold and dead. They made me kill too.
Angel immediately handed him a short sword. He knew that look in Ozs eyes well. He wasnt going to let this boy choose the hell road Buffy had nearly been lost to.
When they exited the verandah doors, six forms could be seen slowly approaching in the gloom.
Whos the alpha, Angel tersely asked.
Her, Oz indicated with his chin, as a small, intense eyed female emerged to the fore. Veruca.
Oz, Veruca merely said, eyes gleaming with violence.
* * *
Willow was speaking to a rabbit.
Youre making this too easy, she was telling it, as it obliviously ate the carrot piece she had left out in order to lure it into the open. She focused her blind regard impatiently upon its rabbity hide. The rabbit didnt even flinch. I want you to run now. Run, little bunny. Hop hop. Make like the Energizer and go. Willow waited, and sensed no movement.
Pffft. Stoopid prey, she said sourly.
She got a surprise shiver up and down her spine when she heard the howls from near the mansion.
Willow grabbed her cane and took to her feet, the bunny finally getting the hint and hopping madly away.
The vampire smiled, cold and ruthless. There was the scent of werewolf in the air.
* * *
Oz, leave with us, now, Veruca ordered, staring down her chosen mates own unwavering resolve.
Not with you killers, Oz growled.
Veruca looked smug. Youve killed now too.
Im not one of you!! Oz shouted.
And you sought the...help, of that, Veruca spat, cocking her head at Angel. Therere six of us, can you really take us all on?
Thanks for letting me know how many, bitch, Willow thought from where she hid among the trees behind the weres. She concentrated, clutching the cane her witch had given her and tried to discern among the scents who the head bitch might be. Too difficult. And not enough time. Puppy had probably already sensed her out here, and the weres would soon sniff out her presence too.
She focused with all her magical ability on the snide voice of that talking bitch. Willow didnt pause to think about how shed never tried something like this before.
Veruca suddenly shot up into the air.
WHAT-- she shrieked, but it was the distraction needed. Angel leapt into the remaining, startled werewolves with a roar, Oz following quickly behind. Veruca twisted in the air, but found herself suddenly striking the ground, yards behind where she once stood. She flipped to her feet only to feel something hard crack resoundingly into her skull. She fell to her knees, seeing the furious flash of red hair, a pale face, and demonic yellow eyes.
Veruca went into transformation but she was too late. Vampire fangs tore deep into her throat and jugular. The she-wolfs last dying regret was that she hadnt taken the little vamp to hell with her.
And Willow feasted--mouth, throat, insides and outsides--coated with glorious, spurting hot blood--strong, rich, preternatural. She heard a body impact the ground near her--a dying wolf boy--and realized Angel had tossed the boy there. She pounced on the dying kill and sank her teeth into it too. And then Angel tossed another to her. And another, until Willow was spinning deliriously in circles circles circles around the bodies, howling happily to the unseen moon and stars and sky, drunk on so much precious, stolen life.
* * *
WILLOW!! Tara screamed, dropping everything in her hands at the sight of her lover covered in blood. Willow ran happily to her from the verandah doors--ran to Tara--and then promptly collided with a chair in her path.
Taras heart leapt to her throat, but Willow easily tumbled over the chair and gracefully regained her feet right before her, grabbing Tara up into her blood soaked arms.
I ate werewolves! Willow cried, lifting Tara easily. Tara didnt know whether to be horrified or happy. In a sudden display of returned strength, the vampire spun. Strong now!
She set Tara back on her feet and then promptly kissed her.
When the kiss ended, Tara discreetly tried to spit the taste of blood from her mouth. And not puke.
Oh!! Willow said in horror. Oh Tara, Im sorry! Ive got blood mouth! And--bloody everything! Like that girl Carrie, in that movie called--Carrie!--Lets get you something to wash that out. I made you orange juice! Fresh squeezed!--Ill go get you some! Willow turned, heading frantically for where she believed the kitchen was.
Wait, Tara said urgently, and grabbed Willows blood stained face with both her hands. She stared into her lovers green eyes, searching for recognition. Willow only stared blindly back. She reached up to touch Tara.
I still cant see, Willow said softly, comforting Tara as best as she could with her soothing hands. She could feel the tremble of that soft mouth and feel the throats swallow. She knew that when her witch next spoke there would be no hint of sadness or disappointment in her voice.
It...it, thats okay, Tara reassured quickly, a smile beneath Willows fingers. She pulled Willow back into her arms again. Im just so glad you can walk now. Im so glad.
Her few, relieved tears mingled with the blood on Willows face.
That night, Willow scrubbed herself and her witch rosy clean, washing away the scent of death and replacing it with apple blossoms, peaches, and sunshine. She crouched and easily slid her surprised Tara up--high--against the slick, tiled walls and settled her witchs legs around her shoulders.
Will, Taras voice trembled, a little frightened by the height. Willow heard Taras wet hands clutch desperately at the streaming shower head.
Dont be afraid, Willow softly assured, blowing lovingly into her witchs sex. She cradled Taras weight easily in her firm grip and felt resurrected; almighty. The blood of four young werewolves coursed hotly through her veins. The fierce, new essence was not the only thing that made her undead heart swell.
Gonna take care of you, Willow promised, teasing the moist folds with her kisses. Gonna take real good care of you, she whispered, and worshiped her girls hot, wet, goddess center with her tongue.
* * *
Okay, were done, Amy said, ending her spell, and Willow sat patiently while the other witch cleaned up her implements and the casting circle she had made around them.
Willow was at Amys house, in the witchs sanctum, her attic. Her former schoolmate had just performed a confusion glamour, specifically tailored to Willow, that would befuddle Taras dorm residence assistant whenever she should lay eyes on the vampire. Before, Amy had surreptitiously helped Tara out by casting a mind spell on the RA herself, so that whenever she looked at Willow she would forget that the vampire did not officially belong in Taras room. She then did the same to cover for Angel. When Tara, and then Jenny, had found out, they werent exactly pleased. Amy had since then worked on a Jenny-approved glamour for the young vampire instead.
We should celebrate now that youre better, Amy said, as Willow heard small drawers being pulled and things being safely placed away.
Oh I intend to, Willow informed with a cutely lascivious grin. Tara has one more exam, and then she can play, she added gleefully.
Amy just gave the vampire a look and decided to not ask what shed meant by play.
Amy, Willow addressed suddenly, finally asking something that had been bothering her. Does Tara look okay?
Okay? How do you mean? Amy asked casually.
Okay like, isnt she too skinny now?, or, how come she doesnt laugh as much anymore?, or, why does she seem so sad?
Those do not sound like okay, Amy answered flatly.
Then its true, Willow breathed. Is it cos of me?
You really should ask Tara that, Amy declared. She nearly said more, then shut her mouth. Personally, she thought it was because Buffy was wandering around looking more like a wet eyed, beaten puppy than the tormented criminal Amy thought the Slayer deserved to be. But that was just her opinion. She really didnt want to mention the Slayer to Willow.
I know it isnt you. But you really should ask her, Amy merely said.
* * *
Willow couldnt wait to go back home.
She was merrily packing bags, laying them neatly on the bed. She placed her cane reverently beside them--the cane she had cracked that she-wolfs skull open with, Willow grinned to herself. She was going to use it around campus now. Tara said the new Slayer wasnt going to be a threat anymore, so Willow was going to roam as she pleased, blindness be damned.
She felt her way into Puppys bedroom and ransacked it for money. She found some small plastics that felt like credit cards. She took them. Puppy promised to give Willow one of them anyway.
She knew Drusilla and Spike were in town, Puppys other progeny. She wondered if she cared to meet them--at least Dru again--but not really. She did miss some of the company of brethren, but Puppy was enough for her, despite the soul, and at least he was never going to eat her Tara.
Am I just pathetic now? she thought, as she decided to steal some of Puppys nice silk shirts. She could imagine Tara wearing one of them. Especially in bed. She took down three from their hangers, hoping they were nice colors. Am I being lame and trying to pretend to be human in this human world, like Puppy?
She didnt think so. Tara gave her free will...and though it was pretty certain Willow was tamed--and she would kill anyone who actually dared to say that outloud--she was not pretending to be anything more or less than what she was. She killed that alpha were-bitch and Tara didnt say it was bad or anything.
Willow carefully packed the new silk shirts and wondered if maybe she could join Puppy on his patrols to keep Sunnydale safe. Thats where Puppy let his demon out, killing things. Willow wanted to kill stuff too. The problem was that he was doing those patrols for the bitch Slayers, Willow scowled to herself. Puppy was such a....puppy.
She felt said big lug enter below, and sneak quietly up the stairs.
Willow continued to rearrange her things, and then when Puppy moved past her door, she moved as quick as lightning.
Gotcha, she growled as she tackled the big vampire to the hall floor, then laughed as they rolled.
Poppet, I need a shower-- Puppy protested. He didnt initiate the usual roughhousing they engaged in, but surprisingly tried to hold the younger vampire at arms length. Suddenly, Willow froze above him, her eyes wide and disbelieving. Her unseeing, green surfaces flicked from disbelief, to horror, and then to such painful hurt, Angel had to close his eyes in order to look away.
No.... his Little One whispered, and then she placed her nose near his mouth, inhaling. Noo---- she cried, rearing up, and her fist came down, fast and furious.
NOOO!! she screamed.
* * *
When Tara pulled up in Angels Plymouth, Willow was already outside the mansion with her packed bags, looking lost, hurt, and so very angry.
Baby, she said, immediately getting out of the drivers seat. She saw Angel in the mansion doorway, looking completely battered and just as guilt-ridden.
Childe, he said, as Willow began hurling her bags into the convertibles backseat.
Im not your childe!! she suddenly screamed in his direction. Im not your anything, anymore! Her face twisted into a heart wrenching portrait of hurt. Willow quickly climbed into the convertible. Tara stood on the mansion driveway, unsure what had gone on and what to do.
You still need my blood, Angel was saying. Please, let me--
Dont need anything from you, Willow retorted bitterly from where shed finally found the front passenger seat. She folded her arms and scrunched into the side. Cept your money. And your car. You cant have it back, were taking it. And keep sending Tara Willow-support or--or Ill have Amy curse you some more!! she threatened, and looked ready to start bawling.
Tara hurried back into the drivers seat, started the car, and drove it quickly away.
She drove for about a mile, then pulled the car over. She turned to Willow and the vampire promptly burst into tears.
Hes been with her! she wailed. Her!! How could he?!
Taras stomach plummeted. Everyone in Jennys coven knew the secret specifics about Angels gypsy curse. Who was Angel involved with, and how did they not notice before?
Who--
The Slayer bitch! Willow snarled, suddenly breaking into demonic face. The one that hurt me!!
Tara took Willow into her arms, hugging her tight as her vampire sobbed miserably into her shoulder. She felt her lovers fangs even through the thickness of her coat.
Did, the witch asked hesitantly. Did they have, s-se--
No. He kissed her though. Thats how I know.
Tara sighed heavily. It does make some sense.
How! Willow cried harshly, pulling away to stare blindly at Tara with yellow eyes. Shes the fucking Slayer!
Theyre the same, Tara explained, resignation in her voice. Especially after my wish. Both of them are plagued with guilt..and stuff. It. Theyre...They want redemption. Theyre probably hoping to find it in each other, she added in a whisper. Willow suddenly put her hands to Taras cheeks, her demon visage receding.
Not your fault, Willow reassured with as much conviction as she could convey through her misery. She realized then, what was probably the real cause of her witchs depression since shed woken up from her last bout of severe injuries. It hadnt been the injuries themselves that had weighed her Tara down, but the idea that perhaps her wish had been the cause of everything--and of current happenings.
Theyre poopheads. Who knows, this mightve happened even if you hadnt made your wish. Puppy was never really mine anymore after she stole him the first time. Then Willows face fell, a girls grief in her mouth and eyes. Hes still a jerk, though, she said painfully.
Sweetie, Tara comforted, hugging Willow again. Her poor vampire. Shed lost so much, and now shed lost her surrogate sire, and to Buffy, for that matter. This had truly been a mistake on Angels part. Tara might be biased, but with a sensitive situation like this, the blonde witch definitely felt that Angel should have put his adopted childe first.
Baby, she then soothed. I have to contact Jenny right away about something. And then well do something to make you feel better, okay?
Willow pulled back. Killing spree? she whispered softly, looking hopeful.
Um, Tara hedged. Noo...I was thinking, more like ice cream? Is that okay? But first I have to call Jenny.
Willow nodded, wiping at her face, and then reached into her coat pocket. She pulled out a cell phone and handed it to Tara.
Its Puppys, she merely said. I took it.
* * *
Tara phoned Jenny and apprised her of the new Angel situation. The teacher was just as shocked about the news, considering his love interest was a Slayer, of all things. And the one who had tortured and raped his adopted childe, no less. And nearly killed him and his other childer. But Tara was in no mood to discuss Angels psychological problems, shed promise her own vampire comfort-ice cream and she was going to see right away to that.
Whats this about Puppys gypsy curse? Willow asked with a frown, when Tara began driving again.
Tara then explained about how Angels curse contained a happiness clause: if he ever found true happiness, he would lose his soul and become merely the demon-- Angelus--again.
With or without the soul, hes still a jerk, Willow declared.
At the ice cream parlor, they encountered someone who must have learned of the new Angel/Buffy connection as well. It could only explain why a thundercloud named Faith was sitting before a huge plate of ice cream, fixings, fruit, and candy known as the Break-up Boat.
Shit, she said, when she saw Tara and Willow walk in, pink, plastic spoon still pristine in her Slayer hand.
Um, Tara answered. Before she could do anything, Willow did her uncanny schtick where she managed to approach someone while looking like she knew exactly where she was going. She sauntered over to Faiths table and stuck her finger deliberately into the Slayers top tier of ice cream, stabbing the crowning strawberry she could easily scent. Willow put the fruit in her mouth and pulled her finger slowly out with a pop.
Look whos depressed, the vampire sneered, as she chewed on her prize.
Look who lost her Daddy, Faith sneered back, easily realizing that the Buffy/Angel situation hurt in both directions.
Hes not my Daddy, Willow suddenly snarled, the hurt flashing in her face before she could mask it. Faith smiled her first real smile of the night, realizing that the vamp was in as much pain as she was by the betrayals.
She watched the vampire fish out one of the maraschino cherries decorating the second tier of the Slayers ice cream monstrosity, and sullenly put it in her pouting mouth. She sucked it from its stem.
Get your own fucking ice cream, Faith growled, although the glint in her eye seemed to indicate that she was enjoying the vamps little cherry play.
Baby, Willow heard Tara caution somewhere behind her. Why dont you come over here.
For the first time, Willow decided to ignore her witch. With half closed eyes, Willow managed to find another cherry in Faiths ice cream pile and put that one deliberately in her mouth. She gave a show of sucking it too, much to the Slayers reluctant amusement.
Hes not my Daddy, Willow repeated. But hes still mine. Noone touches him but me, she warned the Slayer.
Like dusting Angels ass is going to get me back in Buffys pants, Faith snorted cynically, and she finally stabbed her pink spoon into her ice cream. Willow smiled a cold, little smile, and found another maraschino cherry.
Shes certainly not worth this much moping, she observed lightly, dropping the cherry into her mouth and then pulling slowly on the stem. She sucked at the little fruit, pursing her lips cutely.
Better fucking go back to your Mommy, Little Fang, Faith suddenly menaced, no longer amused by the vamps taunting displays. Mocking her pain was not to be tolerated, Tinks threats be damned.
Will, Tara now said warningly behind Willow.
Willow twirled the stem in her mouth, but stepped back. She kept slowly stepping back until she felt herself pressed against the front of her witch. Then there was a sudden smack! And she realized from the sting on her ass that Tara had sternly spanked her behind!
Taking you home, young lady, she heard Tara say, disapproval in her voice as she placed a firm arm around the vampires shoulders.
But, Willow weakly protested, pulling the cherry stem from her mouth. My ice cream! She felt Taras fingers relieve her of her stem. Then a paper bag was placed in her hand.
You dont get any until you get home, Tara admonished. And even then, youll have to earn it now. Willow heard the Slayer guffaw loudly from where she sat, having obviously overheard everything her witch had said.
Willow put on a surly pout as she was ushered from the ice cream shop, clutching her bagged pint of strawberry ice cream. Getting punished for goading the other Slayer will have been worth it. Well, almost worth it. She hoped it didnt deny her any Tara-lovin her first time back home.
Back in the beloved dorm room she had missed for so long, Willow was surrounded once again by the familiar scents and textures of her witchs place. She couldnt quite take the time to celebrate all of it though, being distracted by her shivering (in anticipation) self being stripped of clothes and then tied--a surprising new kink introduced into their relationship!--to the headboard of the bed.
Me---ice cream? she gasped, as Tara punished her breasts with her mouth and possessive, strong hands. She cried out, loving how rough Tara was with her nipples, making them swollen and sore with her hard sucking.
Not yet, Tara said firmly, scooting down to place nips and bites all along the vampires torso. When she reached Willows ready sex she nipped her there too. The redhead yipped.
Show Tara how much you want your ice cream, she felt her witch growl hotly into her center, and for the next ten minutes--twenty minutes--five hours--Willow was incoherent, writhing, and thrashing beneath a very thorough Tara-tongue lashing.
Ah ah ah..... Willow managed to whimper, as she came down from yet another mini-bomb, orgasmic explosion. She felt her witch finally withdraw from between her legs and hazily heard something like a belt clinking.
I...I--Ice cream? she asked weakly.
Not yet, her witch said simply. Willow felt her warm Tara mount her again. Have to give you your welcome home present first...if you want it, that is, she heard Tara add in a whisper, and the vampire felt something hard--long and hard--rub against her inner thigh.
Willows pelvis jerked.
Oh yes!! Please, yes, I want it! Willow cried, her legs opening eagerly.
You, you tell me if anything hurts, okay? Tara encouraged, her hands--(both hands!!)--running soothingly up Willows thighs as the dildo pressed against her. I know you like rough, but Im not interested in giving that to you, for our first time. And, I know you havent been--since Xander--a-and--
Please, Willow said softly. Want you. Want you to do me. Always wanted it, cept I was all messed up. Now you can make it all right, she encouraged gently, using her heels to gently prod Tara to her, inviting her in.
Tara obliged right away, easily sliding Willows present into her tight core.
The first time around was slow and nice, and very attentive, just to make sure things were finally all right inside Willow, and for Tara to learn her way around.
The second time around they boinked wetly like lovers.
The third time around Tara really gave it to Willow like a Tara-jack hammer.
Oh T-T-T-T-T-T-- Willow stuttered, her blind eyes rolling back, and when the Tara-cannon went boom inside her, nailing her practically through the headboard and through the wall, Willow mega-ploded like a little Willow-bomb.
Tara had several incredible T-bombs herself, and couldnt quite quit the jackhammering for awhile, much to Willows post-supercum delight. Finally, the witch pulled out and found her vampire collapsed into a very pretty, little, sticky, Willow heap of climaxed goodness. Tara untied Willows limp arms and slipped sweatily into bed.
Ice cream? she suggested into Willows beatific face.
m.....uh... Willow managed to say.
Tara laid down exhaustedly with a satisfied grin.
Welcome home, baby, she whispered, and joined Willow in dreamland.
* * *
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