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Cravings	By : Lee Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 5035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Summary: Xander finds out what it feels like to be bitten , Spike helps him deal with the consequences.

Fandom: Btvs and Angel

Pairing: Xander/ Spike, Angel/ Wesley

Rating: NC17

Author: Mightbeme

E-mail: Lee_Michelle_t@hotmail.com

Feedback: Yes please

Disclaimer: Not mine, don’t own them (sigh) they belong to Joss etc

Notes: Thoughts in * *

Cravings Part 4

The last part of the drive to LA had been pure torture. Xander had been hard pressed to concentrate on coping with the traffic. It was all he could do to stop himself from pulling over and jumping Spike. Spike was spending the time glancing at Xander when he thought Xander wasn’t looking. And it was making it worse. Sweat broke out on Xander’s brow as little pinpricks of pain danced around his wound. His body felt hot then cold then stiff like he’d spent a week being beaten. What the hell was happening to him, just holding on to his sanity was a second by second thing. The only reason he wasn’t driving the car into the nearest pylon was that Spike held him steady. The vampire sat close to him, their legs touching his hand resting on Xander’s thigh. That touch was enough to keep Xander going, just a small thing but something he could focus on. Cool fingers rubbing small circles on his thigh, the worried looks he knew were being shot his way. Xander could feel the tension in him coiling tighter the closer they came to Angels home.
*God how much longer*
“Turn left here Xander”
Spike’s low voice caught Xander’s attention, he turned where Spike indicated and suddenly they were there. Xander jerked his hands off the wheel, turning and leaning into Spike, wanting, needing comfort. Spike held him close, just for a moment then pushed him gently away.
“Come on mate, let’s go get this over with”
He got out of the car automatically when Spike got out, knowing that if he got too far away he’d feel that horrible itching that came with being away from his vampire.

They approached the huge building warily, the front doors were unlocked and a light burned inside. Pushing the door open, Spike went in first Xander close behind him.

The first person they saw was Wesley who took one look at Spike and grabbed a loaded crossbow that lay nearby, calling out over his shoulder as he levelled it.
“Angel, I believe you have visitors”
Xander came out of the shadows as Angel stepped into the room. He looked a little different from the last time Xander had seen him. Still tall, dark and incredibly handsome yet the souled vampire seemed…less broody. It was unnerving.
“Spike what brings you here and with Xander…or are you just along for the ride.”
Spike took another step into the room only to be confronted with Wesley cocking the crossbow. Xander moved quickly to stand in front of Spike blocking Wesley’s line of fire. The fury in his glance made Wesley step back slightly. Xander was livid

*How dare they threaten my vampire…mine….oh god….I think I like that*

Fury turned to low throbbing pain until Spike reached up and touched Xander’s shoulder, his fingers just brushing the edge of the wound. Xander relaxed slightly, letting his weight settle back on his heels as he waited. Wesley gestured at him with the stake-loaded crossbow to move aside, but Xander merely waited.
“Get out of the way Xander”
“Xander why are you protecting him”
Angel took a step forward when he saw Xander move in front of his childe. He noticed the pallor on Xander’s face, saw a flash of the mark on his neck when Spike reached out and touched him. Wesley looked like he was on the verge of shooting Spike through Xander and that worried Angel. He motioned to Wesley to drop his weapon, his voice changed to the brogue that was his earliest memory.
“Childe what have ye done”
Spike pushed Xander gently aside and moved to kneel on the floor in front of Angel. He reluctantly bowed his head to the older vampire, his hands spread before him in supplication. His accent too had changed to clearer crisper sounds, very much like the cultured sound of Giles accent.
“Sire I need your aid, I William, your childe now and forever, throw myself on your mercy …… aid me in my time of need.”
Angel never hesitated as he listened to the ritual words Spike uttered. He knew that it must be serious for Spike to fall back on the Sire/Childe bond. He lifted his hand to Spikes chin gently pulling it up so he could look into those amazing blue eyes.

Spike looked wary, like a wild thing in a cage. Angel couldn’t bear not to help his wayward youngest childe. In his heart he had always loved Spike the best of all his childer.
“William, Childe you are my dominion, to command, preserve and embrace now and forever. Rise and be comforted in the knowledge that you have my aid.”
Spike rose aware of the questions that lurked unspoken between the humans who had witnessed his reunion with his sire. Just as suddenly Spike reverted to his usual drawl that was a part of his persona now. Xander gawked at him, his mouth had dropped open at the completely different voice Spike had used with Angel. It served to remind him of just how old the vampires were and how different their lives had once been.
“Can we take this somewhere a bit more private peaches, I don’t want the rest of your minions yakking about this, if you know what I mean.”
Angel nodded and led the way to his basement apartment, Wesley dropped his crossbow and followed them cautiously downward into the darkness.

Angel flicked on the lights in the small room, watching as Spike ushered an exhausted looking Xander into a seat at the tiny table. Wesley sat on his right and Angel and Spike remained standing. Spike opened the fridge and rummaged though it without bothering to ask his sire. He pulled out what looked like juice, filling a cup from the sink he placed it in front of Xander.
“Drink it love, it’ll make you feel better”
Xander glanced nervously around, before taking the drink and draining it in one long swallow. He held on to the cup his fingers pressed hard into the surface, hands shaking as he fought to control himself. Angel noticed in the close confines of the basement that Spike’s scent permeated Xander, so much so that the boy smelled delicious to his enhanced senses.

*That could be a problem, every demon in miles that can smell him will want to either fuck him, kill him or eat him. *
“Are you going to tell me what’s going on Spike, or should I ask Xander?”
Angel leaned on the bench as he spoke and saw Xander’s face go even paler if possible. Spike came around behind Xander resting his hands on the young mans tight shoulders. Pulling the collar of his shirt aside he bared the wound on Xander’s neck, seeing the dark head dropped in embarrassment as Wesley gasped in surprise.
“Are you mad, do you know what you’ve done to him, he’s as good as dead now”
“Wesley”
Angel barked as he saw Xander flinch at the sting of the brutal words, his shoulders shuddered at the harsh tone of the watchers words. Spike glared daggers at the ex watcher but controlled his temper with great effort.
“What happened Will?”
He took a breath at his Sires calm words and explained
“Whelp got bitten in a fight we had with some vamps. I didn’t get to him in time to stop the infection. I dusted the vamp but not till after he’d had a snack. Xan needed support and he…we…. hell we had sex and he let me bite him. I didn’t mean to and I didn’t think I’d be able to what with the chip and all, but I did and then old Rupert gave him juice and cookies and sent him home. He was happy that the vamp had been dusted, he didn’t know about what the boy and me got up to or it’d be a different story. Long story short about 12 hours later the boy comes to me again and its on for young and old but he needs me to bite him again, 8 hours later it’s the same thing. That was 6 hours ago and he’s getting worse, so he's been itchin since we left Sunnyhell and I know he’s wantin it again. I don’t know what to do, don’t want to turn him but I’ve never heard of a human surviving this any other way.”
Wesley shuddered at the thought, leaning forward he looked intently at Xander.
“You say that Rupert let him go home, why would he do that if he knew Xander had been bitten”
“Because he knew the vamp that had done it was dust. You know as well as I do that if that had happened the chances of the infection should have been nil. Xander would probably have been sick for a few days and then would have been fine. But what possessed you to bite him as well Spike, you know the risks.”
Spike clutched Xander’s shoulders as guilt flooded though him, Xander reached up and laid his hand over Spike’s. Reassured by his gentle touch Spike felt his grip relax, Xander’s shaking voice took over the story.
“I wanted him to, I practically forced him, I knew he hadn’t had human blood for a long time and I wanted him to have mine. I…. I…needed…him, I don’t know why”

Wesley let out a long breath, rubbing a hand over his eyes.
“That was the infection Xander, really you should have told Rupert about what Spike did to you.”
Xander slammed a fist down on the table making Wesley lean back in his chair. Angel raised an eyebrow at the look of fury on his face.
“Spike didn’t do anything that I didn’t want him to do…do you understand that Wesley. It’s not his fault, I wanted him…not because of some stupid infection. I’ve wanted him for a long time, I belong to him now and nothing you can say or do will change that.”
Wesley’s voice was cold as he regarded the infuriated young man next to him.
“You realise that you will die don’t you. Or he will have to turn you into a vampire.”
“I don’t care, if he wants to turn me that’s fine. If I die then so be it, I have no regrets.”
Xander twisted in his seat, looking up into Spikes oh so blue eyes, and found them filled with repressed emotion.
“You know that don’t you…I don’t regret any of this…cause it brought me to you.”
A slight smile graced his lips and he tightened his grip on Xander’s shoulders.
“I know pet, I don’t regret that part either”
Angel pushed himself off the wall, sliding into a seat opposite Xander he caught the boys attention. Slowly he reached over and traced the twin puncture marks on Xander’s neck. Pulling his hand back he sought Will’s eyes
“Are you telling me that you willingly gave your blood to Spike. More than once, did he ever take it from you without your consent.”
Xander looked into Angel’s eyes, a slight smile on his lips as he remembered.
“Spike can’t Angel, you know that, chip remember”
Angel leaned back in his chair.
“I remember, you know what that means then don’t you Spike”
“Yes I bleedin well know what your getting at sire, but I don’t want to turn him”
Xander leapt from his chair, twisting around he confronted the vampire in front of him. Agony fairly burned in his dark eyes as his heart plummeted, his voice cracked as he choked out the words.
“You don’t want me”
Spike was holding him in an instant, cool arms wrapping around his overheatody,ody, lips on his. The kiss was deep and intense, telling the boy how much he wanted, needed to have him here. Pulling back Spike rested his forehead on Xander’s speaking softly.
“Always pet, I always want you with me”
“But why don’t you want to turn me then”
Spike sighed and held him as close as he could, glancing irritably at the others before he continued.
“Not that I don’t want to turn you luv, its just that you wouldn’t be the same. The things that make you human would be gone, and I love you like you are.”
Startled brown eyes bore into his, the words were choked with emotion.
“You love me”
A genuine smile lit Spikes face, as the warmth of his lover soaked into him.
“I do”
Xander kissed him then, his lips sweet and oh so hot, he leaned into Spike resting his head on the vampire’s shoulder, his words hushed in the silence of the room.
“I love you too”
Wesley looked almost nauseated at this turn of events but held his tongue. Angel smiled happy that his childe had found someone worthy of him at last. Spike looked up straight at his sire his eyes pleading for help, for an answer, for hope.
“You’ve found your mate then William”
“Yes sire, I have”
Wesley looked startled, he twisted in his seat to regard his employer.
“How can that be I’ve never heard of a human being a vampires mate before. Its never been mentioned in any of the Watchers chronicles.”
Angel walked over and motioned for Xander to sit again, seating himself on the opposite side of the table he watched as Spike took up his position behind Xander, his hands on the boy’s shoulders.
“Its extremely rare for a vampire to take a human mate but not unheard of. The last mated pair I knew, of was told to me by the master. He thought it a waste, a weakness and that he’d only heard of it once and that was 300 years ago. Usually a vampire will turn any human they think might have the potential to be a mate. Usually though they are looking for the darker sides of humans so the newly made demon retains only some of their human qualities. But it is very rare that a demon wants a human, they are usually more interested in how the human will twist as a vampire than in keeping them as they are.”
“Is that why Dru and I never mated?”
“Yes my girl thought you’d make an excellent vampire and she was right, you were vicious bloodthirsty and cruel. Everything she wanted except for one thing, you lost the vulnerability that you had as a human. Dru wanted that as much as anything else, so she never mated with you. Her madness was interfering in your development so I had to take over your training, effectively making me your sire as well as hers.”
Wesley listened intently, he had always wondered why Spike was referred to as Angel’s childe when the Watcher’s records indicated that Druscilla was in fact his sire.

Xander sat quietly just trying to listen, but his body was in an uproar. Part of him ached so badly he wanted to die and the rest of him was so attuned to the man behind him that it was all he could do to just breathe. His hands on the table before him were tightly clasped together, knuckles white with strain. His breath started to come in short pants and he could feel the trembling start. The hands on his shoulders squeezed and Spike leaned down to breathe in his ear.
“Are you okay pet”
“No Spike.I’m sooo not okay…. I need it ….I need you now…I don’t think I can last much longer. It hurts too much…. help me”
Spike pulled him up into his embrace, Xander burrowed into him face pressed into his neck.
“Take him into the bedroom Spike, we’ll see what we can find out. Don’t worry Xander we’ll find a way”
Wesley flinched as Spike turned and led Xander into the bedroom closing the door behind them. He put his head in his hands and sighed. His voice was slightly muffled but Angel heard him.
“You know it’s hopeless don’t you”
Angel stalked over and pulled Wesley to his feet, shocked blue eyes met his.
“No I don’t, we will find a way Wesley. I’ve let Spike down too many times to let that happen again. And I owe it to Xander as well.”
Wesley blinked in surprise, then smiled.
“I suppose we must then”
Shaking Angel’s hands off him, he turned and headed up the stairs. His voice drifted back down to the vampire.
“I’ll check my books and see what I can find on that mated pair you mentioned. Why don’t you check with Lorne and see if he knows of anything that could help us”
“Wesley…thank you”
Wesley turned and smiled slightly, Angel shifted from foot to foot nervously.
“You know I don’t approve but your right we must help them”
Turning away he continued up the stairs, Angel sighed and after casting a look in the direction of the bedroom he took the entrance to the sewers and left for Caritas to see the Host.

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The door shut with a soft click behind them and Xander all but ripped the clothes from Spikes body. The vampire smiled but it didn’t quite reach his eyes, sadness lurked there as he helped the youth out of his own clothes. The desperation he could see in Xander’s eyes wrenched his heart, even as his demon howled in his head.

The boy sank to his knees burying his face in Spikes crotch, taking deep gulping breaths, his hands digging into his lover’s buttocks. Spike gently wound his fingers in Xander’s dark hair, lightly massaging the tingling scalp, trying to soothe him.

Steadier now Xander rubbed his face against Spike licking the awakening erection, he moved down placing little nipping bites and sweet kisses over Spikes hip and thighs, spreading the vampires legs so he could take first one and then the other of his balls into his mouth. He rolled them around tasting and teasing with his tongue, feeling the man above him shiver in response. He looked up and saw Spikes demon come to the fore, the ridges and fangs and his cock hardened painfully. He scrambled to his feet, gazing into the amber eyes, taking the demon by the hand he pulled him to the bed. Spike laid the boy down on his back, kneeling between the spread legs, Xander pulled his legs up and outward exposing his entrance. Spikes hand drifted over his thighs and between the cleft of his ass, coming to rest on the pulsing muscle. Lightly pressing he pushed the tip of his finger in, moaning slightly as Xander arched his back and pushed down. Feeling around he smiled as he felt the remains of his passion still coating the inside of Xander’s ass. Adding another finger had the human humping the digits with a vengeance, Xander moaned, reaching for Spike, pulling him down into a bruising kiss.
“Oh god fuck me already Spike…need you now”
Spike smirked and removed his fingers, the boy whimpered as he watched the vampire catch the precum leaking from his cock and spread it on his own, slicking it down the long length. Placing a hand on Xander’s thigh Spike used his other hand to line up his cock, brushing the head lightly over the boy’s hole. Leaning forward he pushed, holding his breath as he watched his cock slowly disappear into the hot flesh below him. Once he was fully seated, Spike moved forward, Xander wrapped his legs around Spikes waist as the vampire nuzzled into his neck. The feeling, the heat was intense, Spike shivered as he felt the boy relax his muscles around the cock in his ass.

Spike pulled his cock nearly out and slammed it back into Xander, the boy threw his head back, his body trembling as he saw stars behind his closed eyes. Spike began a punishing rhythm, feeling Xander buck and twist as his prostate was constantly pounded. The boy was reeling with pleasure, trying desperately to keep up with the vampires driving thrusts. In the end he could only hang on and enjoy the ride as his lover sought release in his sweating shaking body. Spike recognised the need in Xander as the boy coiled in on himself, he let his fangs scrape over the hot skin to settle on the site of his wound.
“Oh god yes Spike……bite me baby”
Xander tilted his head further, his hand coming up to press the blonde head closer.

He shuddered as he felt the bright pain of those glistening fangs, the draw as his blood was pulled from his body. His cock twitched as Spike fed, the vampire savoured the taste of his mate.
*Ambrosia, nothing else could taste this good*
Pulling back he licked the remaining blood away before taking Xander’s lips in a loving kiss. He slowed his pace slightly and held the boys hands above his head, looking down into the lust dazed eyes he kept his demon visage in place as each word was punctuated with a hard thrust.
“You…are…mine”
Xander moaned as his body coalesced into a single burning entity. Fire raced though him as his orgasm rocked him to the core. Semen spurted onto his overheated skin, and his muscles clamped down on Spikes cock squeezing almost painfully hard before wildly pulsing, milking Spike into cuming hard in his lovers ass. Spike dropped onto Xander, falling slightly to the side and pulling the human into his arms. Aftershocks rocked Xander’s body and he shivered against Spike, the vampire held him close and whispered endearments in his ear.
“Your so beautiful Xan, I’ll never leave you, never”
Xander snuggled into Spike, breathing heavily as his heartbeat slowed to normal.

Feeling sleepy Xander laid his head on Spikes chest and yawned, the blonde smiled as his lover drifted off to sleep.
Then the worry comes back and the sadness and with it the slight hope that maybe just maybe his sire will find a way.
* God I hope so, I can’t go on without you Xander.I’ll take a walk in the sun first”
The sleeping human blanket covers him and the heat is making Spike drowsy, his final thought as he too sleeps is that without Xander there is no unlife for him.
tbc
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