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Fighting for Survival	By : AddictedtoBuffy Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Threesomes/Moresomes > Angel(us)/Spike(William)/Xander > Angel(us)/Spike(William)/Xander Views: 13766 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Fighting For Survival
Author: AddictedtoBuffy
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Angel/Spike/Xander
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the Series. They are the property of Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy et al. I do not make money from the writing of this, it is purely entertainment. I do not mean any disrespect to the actors who have portrayed these characters. This fic contains explicit Male/Male relationships if you are adverse to this or are under the age of eighteen then please do not read. Thankyou to all the online writers who help keep the Buffyverse alive.
Summary: What if Buffy couldn’t stop the snake demon before it got back to Glory. Starts in the Buffy Season 5 Episode Shadow but then goes AU. Angel is the same as cannon up to this point except that Darla is not visiting Angel in his dreams despite having been brought back by Wolfram and Hart you’ll find out why later. Furthermore, this follows Jenns fic Playing Games found at AdultFanFiction or the Slashaholics Island. You don’t need to have read that to follow this but I do recommend it as it’s a great fic. I moved the timeline back a bit so that by the Season 5 Ep Shadow the boys are a threesome and Spike and Xander are only in Sunnydale to pick up their stuff before moving in with Angel.
Beta: Bubbysbub somehow finds time around having a baby to offer her pearls of wisdom
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Part: 37/?
Distribution: If I’ve said yes, take it otherwise please ask
Warnings: Mild Language Warning, violence and character death and explicit M/M sex and threesomes.
Home Page: I have a yahoo group which can be found at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ForeverAngel/
A/N: A big thanks to Jenn for allowing me to use some of her ideas evident in Playing Games. Buffyworld is back! A big thanks to Howard Russell for bringing such a wonderful resource back online.
This chapter is dedicated to the wondorous Bubbysbub

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Xander stood there in shock for long moments not able to take in the simple fact that the woman before him was not breathing. He was waiting for her to jump up and yell, ‘Got-‘cha,’ even though that was a very un-Joyce like thing to do. Instead her body just lay there at that awkward angle, slowly cooling while the soul, the part that was ‘Joyce’ was gone. Xander let the frantic conversation happening around him wash over the top as he stared at his surrogate mother, the truth finally sinking into his brain.

“Oh my Goddess, we shouldn’t have left her here alone but how did they manage to get in? The wards should have kept her safe. Oh God I think I’m going to…” Xander hardly paid any attention to Willow who was hunched over and dry-retching next to him. Tara gently held her lover’s hair out of her face and stroked the red-heads back not saying anything. Angel stood over the body having a look at the way she was spread awkwardly onto the couch.

“There’s no wounds, no signs of a struggle, nothing to say that anyone else was here or had a part of this,” Angel told them as dispassionately as he could.

“What are you saying Angel?” Wesley asked. He had only come to know Joyce since she had come to the hotel, but he still felt the loss acutely.

“He’s saying that it seems to be natural causes, but we’ll need to get the doc back here to make sure.” Spike had loved Joyce and though it was sudden and tragic after everything she had recently gone through, he had always known it was inevitable, all mortals die.

“Dawn. Oh shit! What will we tell Dawn?” Cordelia asked knowing that Dawn was still with Anne at the teen shelter. Xander felt like he had been punched in the gut, he hurt so much but none of it was physical, it was all inside him and he couldn’t stand it.

BANG

“XANDER!!” Anya exclaimed as she noticed that Xander’s fist had gone straight through the wall he had punched. Gunn felt very much the outsider in this scene so he quietly moved off to ring Doctor Phillips and the funeral director Angel had used for the funerals of the Watcher and Slayer.

Xander just stood there his hand stuck in the wall, feeling slightly silly but the physical pain was doing exactly what he wanted and now he could say, ‘see this, this is how much I hurt’.

“Can you get your hand out pet?” Spike asked, moving closer to the human, completely understanding why Xander had done it in the first place.

“I think I… wait,” Xander managed to twist his hand and with a grimace it came free. Willow swallowed a gasp at how bloody and torn Xander’s knuckles were and knew that it would take quite a while to heal. Angel gently took the bloody hand between his own and brought it to his lips. He lovingly laved the wounds with his tongue never letting his gaze drift from Xander’s eyes. Xander’s other arm, as if on its own violation, stretched out trying to find Spike to pull him into their embrace. Suddenly Spike was there enfolding his lovers in his embrace. Spike buried his head in Xander’s neck feeling tears leak out of his eyes.

“It’s Joyce. Joyce. How could this happen? Its Joyce,” he mumbled, not being able to understand how she could be here one minute, gone the next and their was nothing for them to fight, to stop, to avenge.

Angel felt useless, he had sworn to protect the innocent but he couldn’t do anything in this situation. It was tragic and it didn’t make sense and nothing Angel did would make it right. Angel felt the uselessness of his own job even more acutely at that moment. Every innocent he ever saved would die just like Joyce, but at least this way they died when the time was right and they had the time to make their lives mean something in the meantime. It was small comfort but at least it was something. Just then Dawn came barrelling through the door, Anne behind her.

“What is it? What’s wrong? Gunn just said we had to get back here? What happened?” Dawn asked in rapid fire. Seeing the young teenager, last of the Summers women, made Willow sob harder. Nobody said anything, they just pulled back so that Dawn had a clear view of the couch containing Joyce’s cold body, nobody had touched it, in their grief they hadn’t even covered her with a sheet yet.

“MUM, Are you sick again? Mum?” Dawn walked forward as if in a dream taking in the way her mother lay stiff and still, her chest not even moving with her breath. “What?” Finally what she was seeing penetrated Dawn’s brain and her knees went weak, she didn’t even register sliding to the ground or the body using preternatural speed to grab her before she hit the ground.

Faith gently lowered the distraught girl as Spike came over and wrapped her in his arms.

“Hey, its alright Dawnie, I’ve got you.” He whispered in her ear, after a long while she looked up at him her eyes void of all sparkle.

“I’m cold Spike,” she told him in a voice that chilled the vampires bones it was so unlike the teenager he had grown to love and respect.

“Hey there Niblet, I’ve got you.” Spike reassured taking off his prized jacket and lying it across her shoulders. She shivered leaning into Spike.

“Don’t leave me,” she pleaded, “they all leave me.”

*****

Later that night Spike sat in the arm chair in Dawn’s room watching as the girl slept the sleep of the emotionally exhausted. The good Doctor had appeared earlier as well as the caretakers and Spike had let the others organise the funeral. Dawn was too exhausted to put in any input now but they were going to include her tomorrow and help her get through the next couple of days. Spike had been concerned that Hank Summers would soon swoop in and take Dawn away once he heard of Joyce’s death. They hadn’t been able to find a number to contact him with but Joyce’s death notice would be in the paper tomorrow morning along with details of where the funeral would be so they assumed he would turn up at some point. However while they had been digging around for Dawn’s fathers phone numbers, they had found details of a will that Joyce had obviously written before her operation leaving everything to Dawn but placing Dawn into the care of Xander and Wesley. There had been a note as well detailing how Joyce wanted Spike and Angel to help take care of Dawn but couldn’t write that on the will as they officially didn’t exist. She had also explained that she’d named Wesley as he was older and the authorities might not have obeyed her wishes if she had named two twenty-year-olds.

Spike stared at Dawn as she rolled over in her sleep. He wished there was something he could do for her. She was so young but was forced to grow up quick due to the circumstances around her, just like Buffy had as well as Willow and his own Xanpet. Spike sighed, feeling entirely too old and wishing he could light up a cigarette but knowing that he wouldn’t in Dawn’s bedroom. The door quietly eased open and Cordelia was standing there in a bathrobe and fluffy slippers.

“Hey Spike, why don’t you go and find your men, I’ll sit with her, I can’t sleep anyway,” Cordelia whispered.

“You sure, pet?” Spike asked, taking in her weary face.

“Yeah, I just… I need to be around people, you know?”

“Yeah Cheerleader, I know,” Spike told her sincerely as he stood up stretching. “Right then, let me know if she needs anything,” Spike walked over to the bed and kissed the sleeping girl on her forehead before turning and leaving the room.

“Spike,” Cordelia called out as he was closing the door, making him pause.

“Yeah, pet?”

“I think you would have made a great father.” Spike left the room making no signal that he had heard Cordelia’s words though they resonated through his brain.

*****

Spike sauntered into his bedroom to find Xander and Angel naked and rolling around on the bed. He stood in the doorway to watch for a moment as the two dark haired bodies kissed passionately while thrusting together.

“Annngggggeeeeeeeelllllll,” Xander moaned as Angel latched onto a nipple biting it before soothing the hurt with his tongue. Spike had had enough of waiting and stripped off quickly before jumping onto the bed beside them making them bounce even more.

“Miss me loves?” He asked kissing Xander for long moments before turning and repeating the process with his Sire.

“You two are always so hot together, I could just watch.” Xander’s soft voice immediately got Angel’s attention who turned away from Spike to glare at the human.

“Oh no you don’t, you watched last time remember.” Angel told him grabbing the construction worker in strong arms daring him to attempt to escape. “Besides I really want in this ass.” Xander groaned as Angel grabbed handfuls of the part in question.

“Hey, I wanted his ass,” Spike bitched cuddling up to the back of Angel lightly kissing his Sire’s neck.

“Well we can take it in turns, I’m even feeling generous enough that you can have first go,” Angel turned his head to kiss his childe while he continued to fondle the ass of the human squirming in his lap.

“Hey, don’t I get a say in this?” Xander asked.

“Wot? You complaining about us filling you up so good? We all know you can’t get enough of it.”

“Yeah, I know and I love to feel you both there but I need more than that tonight, need to really feel it, yanno?” Xander took a deep breath suddenly nervous about what he was proposing. “Iwantyoubothinmyassatthesametime.”

“What?” Angel asked not having understood anything past ‘I want you’.

“I said I want you both in my ass at the same time,” Xander told them much slower this time round. Spike was almost speechless thinking about it, about how it would feel, about how big a stretch it would be for Xander to fit them both inside himself like that.

“You sure you could take it pet, it would be quite a stretch.” Spike asked needing to make sure that Xander was truly okay with this.

“Oh come on, I’ve almost taken your fist before, I can take this, I want to take this. After today, I need to feel you both connected to me.” Xander decided that actions might work better than words and began to kiss, lick and suck at Angel’s neck and collarbone as his was the closest body. “Please, please,” Xander begged desperately spreading his legs in between his ministrations on Angel’s chest.

“Yeah Baby boy, you’re so hot like this, I don’t think I could deny you anything,” Angel observed running his hands through Xander’s soft, damp hair. Spike moved til he was spread over Xander’s back before he achingly slowly penetrated Xander’s neck with his fangs. Xander arched up in ecstasy feeling every pull of Spike’s mouth in his neck in his cock.

“Spike, Spike, mmmm…” Angel took Xander’s mouth in his own, silencing his cries with his tongue, dipping in and out of that warm mouth in a parody of sex. Spike pulled his fangs out and laved the area lovingly feeling warmth through his lover’s blood singing in his veins. Spying the lube on the table beside their enormous bed, Spike coated his fingers in its slippery substance before moving them down to Xander’s hidden entrance. Xander took the first finger easily as he usually bottomed in their relationship and was used to being taken at least once a day.

Angel couldn’t get enough of his warm, breathing, Alive lover as his hands swept Xander’s body tickling and teasing in all the right places. He moaned as Spike took one of his hands in his and after lubing it guided his hand down until two of Spike’s and one of Angel’s fingers were thrusting into Xander together.

Xander was panting and moaning and whimpering with the best of them, lost in the sensations coursing through his body, all he knew was that he wanted more. Needed more. More sensation, more of his lovers, more fingers buried in him so personally but making him feel so good. Anything as long as it was his lovers and now.

“Oh please now,” Xander wasn’t even aware that he had spoken out loud until Spike answered him.

“Soon, Xan, I promise soon just got to make sure you can take us, so just spread those pretty legs and feel our fingers, thrusting, in and out, can you feel us both love?”

“YEEEES,” Xander moaned he could feel the four fingers working deep, he knew that both of his lovers had fingers up his ass as they alternated pulling out and thrusting in so that he was never entirely empty.

Angel didn’t think he could stand it anymore. Xander was writhing on his lap which meant that their dicks would often rub against each other plus he had all this beautiful warm flesh spread out in front of him like a feast and the soft tunnel grasping at his thrusting fingers felt so good, he couldn’t wait to be thrusting in there with Spike right beside him.

Spike pulled his fingers out of Xander’s channel and encouraged Angel to move his fingers as well despite Xander’s vocal protests. Spike chuckled as he manipulated his lovers into position. Xander was so far gone he couldn’t think beyond the need to be full of his lovers. Spike and Angel moved around until Angel was flat on his back with Xander crouched over his considerable erection.

“Alright, baby boy, take me into your delectable body,” Angel encouraged. Xander sank down slowly, savouring the sensation of being speared on Angel’s cock. Once he had bottomed out Angel grabbed hold of his hips stilling his movements.

“Just lean forward into Angel,” Spike guided and sighed in delight as Xander’s muscles rippled until his ass was fully on display already speared by Angel.

“Oh, so, so pretty,” Spike murmured, leaning down to lick the salt off one taut buttock. His hands moved of their own violation to fondle that delectable ass, moving the cheeks in and out adding sensation for both Xander and Angel, who began to pant with the effort of holding still.

“Spike,” Angel warned through gritted teeth, “Will you get on with it already, I can’t stay still for much longer.” Angel looked up into warm, brown eyes above him and stroked Xander’s cheek.

“Ready, baby boy, just breathe through the stretch, ‘kay?” Xander nodded and Spike lined up his liberally lube covered erection, slowly pushing in besides Angel. Soon he was in and he could feel Xander rippling around him, Angel’s smooth penis beside his. It was the closest to heaven that Spike would ever get.

Xander panted in ecstasy, not able to move but not caring one iota. He had two, two cocks up his ass at the same time, his lovers cocks, and he could feel them so deep. It had taken a bit of a stretch as neither of the vampires were small, and he would be feeling it for days, but that’s what Xander wanted, he needed to remember this, remember what it felt like to be connected like this, to be truly alive. The vampires started to move in tandem and all thoughts flew out of Xander’s skull, til he was only focused on delaying his orgasm for one second more, so that he could experience this pleasure for one moment more, a moment that could last a lifetime.

“Oh yeah, that’s it, you’re taking us so beautifully, can’t believe you can take us both like this, its soo good.” Spike crooned as he felt himself thrusting against Angel and he attempted to make this experience as good as possible for both his lovers. Angel’s arm snaked up and grabbed hold of Spike’s nipple causing the blond to let go at the same time as Angel did and they filled their human lover up with their spunk. Xander gasped as he felt the two organs within him grow impossibly bigger, before his insides were spurted full of their essence. The thought of the seed mixing together within him, where it belonged, was enough to send him over the edge.
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