The Silent Urge Series | By : Druffine Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 25061 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
~ Xander ~
When I wake up I know he is there. Watching me. I don’t open my eyes. He knows I am awake. I can feel it. My back feels like thousands of ants are running around on there. It’s a tickling sensation and I can’t help it I start to giggle. Yeah, really giggling like a girl.
I can’t stop it. I have to scratch my back. But I can’t, my hands are occupied with holding my belly. Giggling hurts after some time. I roll over onto my back and I startggliggling around. I arch my back, rub it against the sheets and it’s such a relief… ehmm. mhmhm. ehmm…
~ Spike ~
He rolls over and the blanket falls away, exposes his tanned chest and the dark nipples. He rubs his skin against the sheets and moans…
He is trying to kill me I’m sure.
My cock jumps painfully against the metal teeth of my zip. I look into his face, eyes still closed, lips slightly parted, cheeks flushed from laughing and he still makes these delicious groaning sounds.
He *is* beautiful.
I use all my will power to not ravish him.
His eyes fly open.
His brown depths are totally free from pain and responsibility.
They sparkle with hope and laughter.
I am lost.
~ Xander ~
Where is Spike? I have the feeling he is close, sitting on the edge of the couch or so. I open my eyes to look at him and am nearly shocked by the intensity of his slightly darker than usual blue ones. We lock gazes for a few seconds and some kind of… I’m not sure what he offers and to what I am agreeing to but it feels good to know it, feel it.
His smile, the first real smile I ever saw on him, gets… smilier and I grin right b
That is the moment when the door to the basement opens.
~ Spike ~
The door opens and in less than half a second I see the hope and laughter die in my pet’s eyes.is pis panicked, frightened and, for a split second, his gaze pleads for my help. He then regains control over his emotions and an unreadable expression settles on his face. A helluva poker player he would be. Have to explore this further. He is up and shoves me to the floor, turns around and faces his nearly sober mom.
Mom?
She never comes down here.
Sober?
She is never this sober.
I climb under the bed to hide and concentrate on the conversation between them.
~ Xander ~
God, what is she doing down here? It has to be bad if she comes down to the basement. And she is almost sober. The world is going to end. I’m sure. This is bad news.
“Mom?” I squeal - all manly - hysterically.
“You have to go away, kid. Rory moves in on Friday Afternoon. Your Dad has given him the basement.” she whispers and can’t look me in the eyes.
“Rory? Friday? Basement? Mom? No. … … Nononono.”
“Yes. Your father decided this. I did what I could but since you’re with…”
“With?” I gasp and I have an idea where this will go. Fuck.
“Where is he hiding?” Shit, she knows. She is sober and she knows that Spike is here.
“Mom…”
“It’s okay, you know. That’s nothing to be ashamed of. It’s what you are. I saw this show about gay people and I understand.” She smiles at me warmly.
What?! Gay?!
“What? Gay? … No, I’m not… It’s not what you think… It’s… He’s…” --- an evil vampire and I just let him lick my back ‘cause it was bleeding and vampires like blood and he is evil but not dangerous ‘cause he has this chip in his head from the initiative and that’s the secret government demon hunting operation and Buffy dates one of the soldiers and she is the slayer and she should dust Spike ‘cause that’s what she does, dust vampires, that is, but she don’t ‘cause Spike has this chip from her boyfriend and have I told you that vampires and demons are real and Sunnydale is on the Hellmouth that has a great attraction to any things that go bump in the night…
“Come out… Spi- William. Meet my mom.” God, what am I doing?
~ Spike ~
What is the whelp doing? And who is Rory?
I climb out from under the bed, rise to my feet and smile my most charming smile.
“Good afternoon, Mrs. Harris. My name is William. I am deeply sorry to have caused you trouble.” Xan is looking at me as if I grew a second head or five. What did he think. I have manners. I just don’t show them often.
His mom takes my hand and shakes it firmly. I look directly into her brown eyes and now I know where Xander got the sunshine from. It’s in her eyes too but it’s nearly faded. I have to look down. I will never let the sunshine in Xander’s eyes fade away.
“Hello William. It’s nice to meet you. You’re not the one causing the trouble, my son and I, we’re always in trouble, Alexander surely told you. I’m glad my son found someone to confide in.” Wish he would.
“Ehm, Mom, why is Rory moving in?” Xander asks still puzzled.
“He is broke.”
“He is always broke.”
“He stayed here before, you remember…”
“I don’t want to remember.” he says icely.
“Me neither, Lexi, but he is your father’s brother and your father wants him here. And you have to go. Both of you. I am sure you can make it on your own. You have a job and William surely has one too, or can get one…”
“Mom, it’s difficult…” Okay, my turn now.
“Mrs. Harris, Xander, please, I am sure, my flat is now free of the cockroach infestation and we can move into it. Xander is very welcoo sto stay as long as it pleases him.”
Xander opens and closes his mouth but doesn’t say anything. Good boy.
And mom smiles at me.
“Oh good. When will you move out?” Hurry much?
“Thursday evening.”
“Good. I trust you to take good care of my boy. Don’t come back, don’t write, don’t phone. It’s better if you both disappear for a while. Rory and my husband are unpredictable sometimes…” Nice to remember you too.
Wait --- did she say she trusts me? Trust me? Me?
Whoa, Harris’ Mom’s lips are on my cheek.
“Mom, you have to leave too. You said yourself when Dad and Rory …”
“Ssh. Go with your William and be happy. I will be fine. Now start packing. Don’t look back.” She drops a kiss on his cheek too and he hugs her.
His eyes are glittering and I hope he’ll not cry. I have to organise a few things, have to call in favours. I don’t have time to console the boy. Yeah, you’re right, same as with the nightmares, have no clue how I should console him without shagging it out of him. Definitely lacking some skills there. Or Harris could just get over it and let me…
Xander stares after his mom while she goes upstairs. We both can hear her rummaging in the fridge and taking out a bottle and a glass.
Xander turns around and looks directly in my eyes.
“Thank you, Spike.” he says with a teary voice and honest puppy dog eyes. And I’m not touched. No, not touched at all.
***
**
*
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo