Punished | By : Carrigon Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Het - Male/Female > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 9201 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Spike growled and threw all his strength at the door, but it wouldn't budge. He looked around the room, noticing for the first time that the windows had been bricked up. Angelus had been busy with the place.
"Spike, my hands, please." Buffy was sitting up on the bed, looking frightened.
Spike went to her and snapped the handcuffs with his vampire strength, removed the chains wrapped around her wrists. Her wrists were badly cut, but he could already see the cuts healing. For some reason, he wanted to kiss her wrists. But he didn't.
Buffy looked around for something to wear as Spike dressed quickly, but there wasn't anything in site. Angelus had ripped her clothes off her in the foyer downstairs. There was an armoire in the corner. She found some of Dru's dresses in there, picked a short, black gothic thing and a black lace shawl. She could hear Spike prowling the room behind her, trying to find some way out. She dressed quickly.
"Maybe if we combine our strength and try the door again?" she asked hopefully.
Spike thought she looked incredible in Dru's clothes. Better than Dru ever had in them. He stood, staring for a moment, too long because Buffy looked down, breaking the gaze. "Let's try it."
Spike and Buffy threw both their bodies at the door, putting all their supernatural strength into it. And it still wouldn't budge. They tried a few times, until they both collapsed on the bed, panting from their efforts. "He'll come back, won't he?" Buffy asked.
"No, not for a long time. Not until we're feeding off each other." Spike couldn't look at her when he said that. He was already hungry and knowing he couldn't bite her made it worse.
"We won't let that happen, we'll find another way," she said and reached out a hand to touch his jaw lightly, making him look at her.
He was surprised she spoke with the same strength and confidence he'd fallen in love with. He thought Angelus had broken her. Her strength now only made him want her more. How could she look at him, after what he and Angelus had done to her? After what HE had done to her? And yet, here she was, looking into his eyes. He reached out his own hand and gently caressed her cheek. She shocked him even more when she turned her face into his hand, accepting the caress. He wanted to apologize to her. He had never felt shame over anything he ever did since he was vamped, not until now.
"It's not your fault, it was him." She'd read his thoughts.
"No, I should have stopped him. I should have--" She moved her fingers to his lips, silencing him and shook her head. He kissed her fingers. Then she moved her hand to his bleached blond hair. She loved his hair, always had. It suited him.
"Buffy, how did he turn? What happened?" He liked the feel of her fingers through his hair. He reached out to touch hers. It was soft like silk.
"I don't know what happened. He was Angel. Yesterday anyways. But tonight, he was different. Something was different. He left a note for me to meet him here. Said he had something to show me." Her voice broke alittle then. Spike moved his hand from her hair and started to gently run his fingers across her shoulder, trying to relax her. He couldn't stop looking at her, she was like one of Dru's porcelain dolls come to life. "…Started to hit me in the foyer. Out of nowhere, I wasn't expecting it. Then he was all over me, he ripped my clothes off, raped me for hours. I couldn't throw him off. Then he dragged me in here and chained me up, whipped me. He wouldn't tell me what made him change." She whispered the last part, closed her eyes.
Spike bent his head and kissed her lips, lightly. She was surprised only for a second, then she was kissing him back. Their tongues met and she kissed him harder, she wanted him to erase Angelus from her mind, her body. He knew what she wanted, he wanted it, too. Angelus had made them feel dirty. They needed to wash away all the sin and feel clean again.
“How can you still want me….after what I did to you?” He pulled back alittle so he could look into her eyes.
“You didn’t do anything I didn’t really want you to do. I didn’t realize until you left…..how much I loved you. I’ve always loved you, always…..”
He couldn’t believe it. Finally, the words he’d dreamed about. He kissed her then, to prove it wasn’t a dream. Her lips were warm.
“Don’t leave me again, no matter what happens, please. I promise I won’t push you away again. I was wrong. I listened to all of them and I hurt you. I’m sorry.” She pressed her forehead against his.
“I’ll never leave you again, never. And I swear I’ll never hurt you again.”
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