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Cravings	By : Lee Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 5035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Summary: Xander finds out what its like to be bitten, Spike helps him deal with the consequences.

Fandom: Btvs and Angel

Pairing: Xander/ Spike, Angel/ Wesley

Rating: NC17

Author: Mightbeme

E-mail: Lee_Michelle_t@hotmail.com

Feedback: Yes please

Disclaimer: Not mine, don’t own them (sigh) they belong to Joss etc

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Cravings Part 3

Spikes POV
Xander lay sprawled over me, his head on my chest, arms and legs flung possessively across my own. Even in sleep he tried to get closer, as if to be inside me would ease his pains. I’m not sure if he’s admitted to himself how bad it is yet, or whether it is as bad as I fear it to be. I’d give anything to be wrong, I know that sounds strange, I’m evil I should be rejoicing in this. Before that godforsaken vamp bit him he wouldn’t have looked twice at me.

Not this way, not the way that makes me shake and burn to touch his hard….. okay deep breath, don’t need to breathe but sometimes it’s the little things that make you feel better. Just thinking about that first time makes me hard, Christ but he smelled so good, his blood was so sweet, I could taste his innocence. For someone who had lived all their life on the hellmouth he still has a surprising purity of heart, and a depth of loyalty I could only marvel at.

That loyalty had grudgingly been extended to me over the past months, since before Buffy had died at the hands of Glory and been brought back. The boy had been devoted to the ex demon chit but she had dumped him like a hot rock when D’hoffryn offered her the old job back. Since then he’d been like a robot working himself half to death during the day and patrolling with the slayer most nights.

Though I’d noticed a distinct drop off in the quality of insults the boy habitually flung at me, I didn’t dare hope he’d be interested in me. From the amount of orgasms he’d given the demon bint I was pretty sure he wasn’t into blokes just……. curious maybe. I don’t know why the chip didn’t give so much as a bleedin’ peep when I sank my fangs into his neck but I wish to god it had. Humans aren’t meant to survive when a vampire bites them, but when they do its like they know they should have died.

Some crave it…. the feeding, it’s like a drug to them, warping their minds and souls till all they can do is die. And short of turning him I don’t know what to do, this is different from what the slayer’s toy soldier went through. Heard the withdrawals from that nearly killed him, not like that would’ve mattered anyway. Cornfed was only letting them feed from his wrist not his neck, its like comparing cigarettes to heroin. That’s what’s happened to Xander, I’m sure now, it’s the only thing that would have made him come here.

He says he wants me, but hell why would he. He’s human and I’m a vamp, he’s food for fuck’s sake, and he knows it.
Xander twitched in his sleep, fingers inching to his neck where he rubbed restlessly at the bite marks. He frowned moving up to bury his pale face in my neck, I hugged him to me, tracing patterns on the small of his back. He sighed and relaxed slightly falling back into a deeper sleep.
“What am I gonna do with you boy”

I sighed

“I can tell ya one thing, I aint gonna tell the slayer or her bunch o twats anything.”
*I’d be dust before I could finish anyway and Xander’d still end up dead, I know that there’s one place I could go for help but I really don’t want to. I decided to think about my options.
One – I could drain the whelp and run for it – nah even if I could do it I’d be dust as soon as her buffiness found out and caught up with me.
Two – I could turn the whelp and we could run for it – nah she’d really be in a snit about that one.
Three – I could tell the scoobies the truth – oh yeah I could see that happening, the truth is highly over rated. Not that they would believe me anyway, I’d still be dust.
That left option Four, which could only be used in the direst emergencies. I really don’t want to do this but I can’t think of any other way. I’ll have to do it, damm I’ll have to go see Angel - tonight. *
Ok that painful decision made I turned to look at my pet.

*Gods he’s beautiful*

I reached out and stroked the dark head, running my fingers through the luxuriant locks. Xander rubbed his lightly stubbled face against my neck in response. I shivered as warm hands began their own explorations, each gentle touch lighting a flame in my body. Soft lips nibbled as Xander made his way down from my neck to my chest pausing briefly to pay special attention to my nipples. Each one was lovingly laved till it peaked beneath his worshipful lips. I panted, I who shouldn’t need to draw breath, I couldn’t help it, and the sight before me was vividly etched in my heart and mind. The man in my arms moved further down mapping his territory so he knew each and every dip and hollow.

I shuddered under Xander’s tongue and lips, I looked down at him where he lay between my legs and caught my breath as Xander raised his head. Sleepy black eyes glinted at me from beneath sable locks of hair, a feral smile graced the boys lips. He shot me a mischief filled glance and then the dark head bent back to his task. Hot breath bathed my cock before wet heat suddenly engulfed me. Teeth grazed my sensitive skin as my lover began to bob his head up and down. Large callused hands held my hips as Xander took what he wanted, sucking my cock hard, then licking it like a lollipop. I was transfixed as Xander made eye contact again, his tongue flicking out around the head of my cock like a snakes.

His nearly black eyes were huge in his pale face but they were full of lust and hunger. I pulled him back up my body, taking his lips in a mindless kiss. Sweet and hot, that’s how he tastes, still pure for all of my fucking him raw. I roll us over till I’m lying on top of him, chest to chest and hip to hip. I pushed up till I was looking down into his eyes, his dark hair fell over his forehead. I reached up and pushed a lock of it back out of his eyes and let my fingers trail through his hair. He leaned into the soft touch, rubbing his head against my hand. I swear he nearly purred. As he tilted his head I could see the angry red marks on his neck, I stared at them willing them to fade, to disappear, to be gone and let my Xander be as he was. I stared so hard I barely heard the boy whispering to me.
“Please”
One word, one lousy word and I felt my heart break. I jerked my head back and stared into Xander’s eyes. Pain and need were written there now and I had no choice, not anymore, I leant down and licked the wound. I let my demon come forward, my face changing to that of a killer. I felt him shiver in anticipation under me, his cock dug into my belly as I sank my fangs into his neck. I sucked in a bare mouthful of blood, mindful of how much he’d already lost, I couldn’t afford to let him lose too much. Xander writhed under me, his cock rubbing against mine. I felt his hot hand close around us and I thrust into it, I released his neck and let my human face show.

His lips pressed to mine in a hungry kiss as our bodies slipped and ground into each other. I could feel my orgasm building as I watched Xander wholeheartedly immerse himself in the pleasure he was feeling. Sweat trickled down his brow as he arched into me again and again, moaning my name over and over. His eyes locked onto mine and he whispered again.
“Please”
I crushed him to me as I said the one word he wanted, needed to hear.
“Mine”
He came then, his body shuddering as he rode the waves of his orgasm. I could feel the warm semen spurt out, coating our stomachs and cocks. As soon as I felt that heat burning into me I came, burying my face in his neck as I shook and relaxed into him.
Breathing heavily I rolled over and resettled him so he rested his head in the crook of my neck, his fingers idly tracing my collarbone. I sighed and carded my fingers through his sweat damp hair, stopping to twirl a long length around my finger. Neither of us really wanted to be the first to break the sated silence, but the longer it drew out the more comfortable I felt. I was at peace for the first time in a long while, the warm body wrapped around my own cooler one gave me balance. The dual halves of my nature were content, I would give any thing to keep it that way but it couldn’t last. Xander was getting more reliant on my bite, hell it had been about 12 hours between the first feeding and the second. But this time it had only been 8 hours and he’d wanted it again.
*Damm, it’s going faster than I thought it would*
I tensed at that thought, unknowingly clutching Xander tighter to me.
“Hey Spike, you okay”
Xander’s worried voice broke my train of thought, I turned my head to look at him. Nervousness warred with anxiety in his expressive eyes so I smiled, trying to put him at ease.
“I’m fine Xan, just thinkin’ hard”
A smile flitted across his features, and I could almost hear the joke but he collected himself and settled for just arching an eyebrow at me.
*Damm who taught him to do that*
I shook my head slightly before stroking a hand down his cheek, he closed his eyes and leaned into my touch, looking for all the world like a kitten being petted.
“Xan can you get some time off work?”
Chocolate brown eyes opened and sought mine, a slight frown on his brow.
“I’ve got the rest of the week off if that’s a help, why”
I held his chin gently rubbing my thumb lightly across his full bottom lip, his mouth curved up into a smile that echoed in his eyes.
“Can’t bear to let me go huh”
His voice was light even as his eyes darkened in silent questions.

I kissed him quickly trying to convey my hopes without words, before giving him the unwelcome news.
“I think we’d better go see peaches”
Xander stiffened, and I tightened my grip on him afraid that he would bolt.
“I need his advice Xan, that’s all.”
“I don’t want to go, why do we have to, are you trying to get rid of me”
Questions poured from the boy, his dark eyes shuttered as he wriggled in my grip.
“Let me go”
Sighing I let him get up, he quickly gathered his clothes and dressed. Watching his frenzied movements I smoothly rose and pulled on my jeans. He stood at the entrance to the upper level, torn between leaving and going with me. I watched impassively, I hoped against hope that he could leave but it wasn’t going to happen.
He rubbed the bite mark obviously frustrated, the further he moved away from me the more it ached. As it was he could not bring himself to get more than 20 feet away from me. He inched up the stairs, each step was painful, his face grew paler as he reached the top. He past out of my sight and I heard a thud, racing up the stairs I found him in a heap on the dusty floor.

Gathering him in my arms I quickly settled him in my lap as I sat on the floor. His arms were around my neck and shoulders as he tried to press his trembling body in to mine. I sighed and rocked him, trying to soothe him with the only thing I had he wanted. I scraped my fangs lightly over his neck. He immediately tilted his head, his body becoming lax under my hands, the wild thumping of his heart replaced by a steady murmur. I licked over the exposed wound, tasting the trickle of blood there…fear soured the taste. Normally fear would have made the blood sweeter, richer but not now. A fearless Xander was like ambrosia, an aroused Xander was even er ber but not this…….this fear and anxiety. I closed my eyes in pain as I breathed in his scent.

* Damm I wanted him, why did I want him? The boy was nothing but trouble, demons rightly took one look at him and knew he’d be good to eat. Oh yeah tasty ……….definitely tasty, I mentally slapped myself upside my head, keep on track stupid. The boy needs help, he doesn’t need you riding his ass six ways from Sunday.

Think………..peaches would know what to do…….or that poof of a ex-watcher would. So long as they could keep their traps shut to the scoobies. The last thing Xander or he needed was a hell bent slayer on their trail. You know what they said, Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, and she would feel scorned all right. She was too used to being the centre of attention. Now if Xander wasn’t catering to her whims and neither was he, she was gonna be more than scorned. She was gonna be pissed, and a pissed off slayer was a force to be avoided. *
“I’m only tryin to help you Xan”
Soft lips trembled against my bare skin.
“You are…….why”
I clenched my arms tighter around his body.
“Your mine now right…I look after what’s mine that all. I just wanna make sure your gonna be around for a long time.”
I felt him sigh, then his hot lips were pressed to my neck for a long moment.
“Alright, I’ll go but one wrong word from brood boy and I’m outa there.”
I chuckled softly at that, relieved that Xander would do as I asked. Now if we could just get goin I’d be much happier.
I gave him a last hug and nudged him out of my lap, rising I went back downstairs to fetch my shirt conscious of Xander following close behind me. Grabbing my duster I riffled though the pockets and handed Xander a cell phone. He stared at it for a moment before taking it.
“You better call old Rupes and let him know we’re goin away for a day or two.”
“Okay…….I ……what should I tell him”
I reached out and took Xander’s wrist in a punishing grip, my fear for him briefly pushed to the fore.
“Owww…… Spike that hurts”
I loosened my hand but still held on to him.
“Sorry pet, it might be best not to tell Rupes everything about…us. Never know how some people will react you know”
I knew I said the wrong thing the minute it came out of my mouth. Xander’s lip quivered and his beautiful eyes were filled with pain before he dropped his chin. He fiddled with the phone, I could smell the salt of his tears before he even shed them.
*Damm …….now he thinks I’m ashamed of him*
Sighing heavily I pulled him to me, rubbing my hands over his broad back soothing him.

“Xan…its not our sex life that I don’t want him to know about.”
I smirked and felt him chuckle into my shoulder as the thought of Rupert’s horror stricken face floated in my minds eye.
“I mean about the biting, he’s not gonna understand. Watcher’s think that once a vampire bites a human that they’re dead. Its drilled into them……I’m not even sure what’s happening to you and I think that my sire would have a better understanding of this than a human would. So you wanna ring the old boy now and then we can get on our way.”
Xander nodded and pulled away, I turned away and started throwing clothes and weapons into a bag. I could hear the boy in the background giving Rupert some lame excuse before ringing off.
“ Okay we’re cool, Giles isn’t happy but its okay with him”
I nodded, picked up the bag and headed up the stairs Xander hot on my heels.

The sun had only just set as we left the crypt and walked to his apartment. Once he had his gear packed we got in his car and headed for LA. I was looking forward to this as much as he was. And he looked like I was taking him for a root canal.

Whatever was gonna happen would happen, I just hoped me poof of a sire would think about helping the boy instead of just pounding me into the ground.
*Well at least it wont be a long wait*
Xander’s knuckles were white where he gripped the steering wheel. I reached over and rubbed the back of his neck, he tilted his head so my fingers were rubbing over my mark. Little shivers lanced though him and I could feel the heat rising in his body. I quickly jerked my hand away,

* Not yet, not now… its too soon…wait Xan just a little longer…we’ll be at Angel’s soon…he’ll know what to do…god he’d better. *
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