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The Silent Urge Series	By : Druffine Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 25061 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Part B Cravings

Chapter 22 - Debuts IV

~ Spike ~

Oh come on whelp, this is not sooo hard. Bloody hell.

"Yes, dancing. Want to?"

"With you?" He asks, eyes going wide. I grind my teeth, getting angrier by the second. Every bint and bloke would beg me for my attention and he� I shrug.

"No, � with the hot bint over there." I snarl and nod to somewhere behind him.
~ Xander ~

I make the mistake of turning around and looking where he pointed. Of course there is no girl. When I turn to him again, Spike has his back to me, going away. I run after him, grab his shoulder and make him stop and turn around to me.

"What?" He snarls in my face.

"Spike, I am sorry, k? I am just not used to � the guy thing." And he starts to laugh. Really loud. I feel like the biggest idiot on this planet. Why. Is. He. Laughing?

Only a few days back and I wouldn't even have thought about a guy that way. He might be sure of himself, with his hundred years of experience and the non-existent morals. I'm just human. Damnit. I had two short experiences with women. One wanting to kill me afterwards, and the other discussing the chemical consistence of body fluids. And ewww.
~ Spike ~

When I see his hurt-embarrassed-confused eyes I stop laughing immediately. Doesn't do good to get the whelp down with things he can't know, does it?

an fan forward, one arm around his shoulder and one hand resting on his sharp hip bone and whisper in his ear, as huskily as I am able to.

"I am a Master vampire, pet. Everybody in this club knows there are just two reasons for me to keep a human around. Either to eat him or to fuck him. You are not dead so there is only one conclusion. All these people here are sure I am shagging you �til you're sore, pet." I take a shuddering breath, for effect of course, not coz the boy�s getting to me, with his heat and pounding heartbeat. "So, you're still refusing to dance?"
~ Xander ~

GAAAAAAH! MegaGAH! All people here know that� but he isn't� not yet� and GAH! I never� god, how he whispers in my ear� sounding rough and needy and the dirty words are so doing it for me� My cock is sooo hard, it's painful. Over all the other scents, I can smell him, the lingering traces of smoke, booze, leather. I want to touch, lick, suck, bite him.

"Xander??" He purrs. I am back to reality with a start. People or better demons of all sorts are standing around us, staring at us.

"Xander?"

"What?" I ask distracted by the audience.

"Xander, you are leaking pheromones all over this place and if you don't dance with me now, demonstrating my ownership of you, I can't guarantee you that I can stop them all from ravishing you!"
~ Spike ~

Okay� that is a lie, nobody would touch him, but I am really satisfied when his eyes go wide with fear and disbelief and his arms come around my waist. My eyes are nearly rolling back when his body makes contact with mine, chest to thigh. I drown in his scents of arousal and confusion. So sweet.

"You're like a drug, pet." I take a deep breath from his collarbone, absorbing the smell of one sweet Xander.
~ Xander ~

Oh fuck� what is he doing� oh�

A song starts, one I don't recognize, it has a delicious slow, sensual rhythm, a dark, cracking, man's voice� "Pig piggy pig pig�" Oh fuck.

Spike locks eyes with me and grabs my hips, pulling me hard against him. My hard cock meeting his. I moan and let my head fall back, baring my throat. Seconds later, Spike's cool mouth latches onto my pulse point, sucking hard and I buck into him, arching my back. His hands slide down and around, cupping my ass cheeks and rubbing me against him, never losing the rhythm of the song. Our bodies fit together perfectly, and needy, I press against him. Closer� need to be closer. Moaning again when he makes another of his mind-numbing hip rolls. I bite down on my tongue, hard, nearly drawing blood to keep from coming right here and now.

Suddenly he stops, one of his hands goes up between my shoulder blades, pressing my chest to his, keeping me still. He murmurs something against my neck I can't make out.
~ Spike ~

Fuck, he is so responsive. "Xander, pet. You have to breathe, pet." I keep him still against me. "We don't want you to pass out, do we? Pet? Breathe pet."
~ Xr ~ r ~

I open my eyes and the room is dizzy. Or I am. I don't know.

"Breathe pet!" I hear Spike say, nuzzling in my neck still with these silken cool lips.

"Can't!" I gasp.

"Come on luv, take a deep breath for me, will you?"

Nothing can stop me now and I don't care anymore�

The room slows down its spinning and I get the memory of how to breathe back. I take shuddering breaths and Spike begins to move again, more carefully now, and I feel like liquid in his arms, ready to melt to the floor. He still makes these little hip rolls and thrusts against my swollen member but not so harshly anymore. Nevertheless they get my fantasy to spiral out of control.

Eventually the song ends but I don't let go. His body feels too good against mine. I think I'm high on Spike or the lack of air is still making my knees wobbly.
~ Spike ~

"Song is over, pet." I say and take a step back. He follows my step, clings to me. Feels really good, this boy against me. Could get used to it.

"Upstairs?" I whisper in his ear.

"What upstairs?" He answers still out of breath. Oh yeah, boy. You've got a lot to learn. Guess who volunteers to teach you? I smirk and turn him in my arms, press my cock against his ass. "Pet, see, over there� it's the exit. We go there now. Then upstairs to our flat, alright?" I bite a bit hard in his shoulder and his hips snap back against me, grinding my hardness in his cleft. I moan. Oh bloody hell. I shove him forwards. Wait �til we're upstairs, pet. I don't let go of him while I guide him through the other demons and guards. Obviously for everybody showing off my property. My boy.
~ Xander ~

Should I worry because of Spike�s possessive behaviour? I decide no. It feels good to have him care enough to protect me. The other demons around us look envious� at Spike and isn't that crazy? Oh, he loosens his grip and lets go of me. The last few minutes I thought he would crush my arm. Like he was afraid to lose me� Yeah, looks like madness is contagious� Get a grip, Harris.

�Go ahead, whelp.� he says and gives me a little shove. Ah the stairs! Alright, too narrow to go side by side. No prob.

When we nearly reach the last step, Spike suddenly pushes past me and I can see the reason why: Treckle waits in front of our door with a bottle of expensive whiskey in his hand. He grins, what must be his most seductive *and* charming smile.

I miss a step and would have fallen, if Spike hadn�t steadied me with an arm around my waist � which is still there. Treckle�s eyes flash a bright orange for a blink. Uh oh.
~ Spike ~

Fuck, what is wrong with Treck? What is he doing here?

Fuck, only my reflexes have saved the boy from a nice rolling down the stairs.

I can�t believe he is that easy! A nice smile from a delicious demon and Xanderbrain #1 leaves the house. And why isn�t that working when I try it?

Thought we were past this. If he wants to be with Treck, he can�t stay with me. Easy.

�Hey you,� Treckle *purrs* and locks his eyes to mine. Erm� �I thought you would like to have a little �coming home� party?� Huh? Me? Oh Fuck. Stirring in my trousers. Swallow.
~ Xander ~

They have locked gazes some time ago and ignore me completely. Fine. The muscles of my back tense up caused by the sly tone of voice Trecusesuses. Spike�s hand clamps down on my shoulder. Uh oh.

�Nice idea, but I am beat. Xander too. Was a long day.� Spike objects finally.

Treck�s hand which doesn�t hold the bottle clenches into a fist.

I have to hold back a snicker. My Spike can kill him in lesser than a heartbeat with a hand bound and closed eyes. Hah.

Nevertheless I try to calm the mood: �We can do this party thing tomorrow if you like��

�You�re not invited.� Treckle hisses at me. OUCH!

Spike growls, takes a step towards Treckle.

And the blue haired man with the orange eyes starts *laughing* at *Spike*!

Spike pushes the smaller demon out of the way and shoves me into the apartment. I stay in the door jamb, not letting Spike close the door. If this empath demon tries something, I�ll tear it apart with my own hands!

~ Spike ~

�You are ridiculous, Spikey!� Treckle says, with so much venom in his voice it must be choking him.

�Am I?� Cocked eyebrow, waiting. Wish Harris would close the door.
~ Xander ~

I can�t get over the feeling that this is all my fault. I feel like I split up a couple.

�Let�s talk about this tomorrow. You�re all worked up� � I try again to resolve the tension.

�Xander�s right. I�ll come to your office tomorrow and we��

�God!� exaggerated cry, eyes rolling. �He has put you on a leash!� Laughing again. Spike grits his teeth, a jaw muscle jumping. �What commands have you learned yet, puppy vampire? Sit, stay silent, defend the human?� Shaking his head sadly, he turns away as if to go. �You are a MASTER VAMPIRE, Spike! You don�t submit to a fucking HUMAN!� I see Spike flinch a little, but he stays silent. He doesn�t want to lash out at Treckle. I understand, but I am thirsty for violence.

What is this Treckle thing? Nothing but skin, bones and blood. A lot of blood actually.

I want to see it splatter on the wall.

�Kill him, Spike. Rip his head off. Tear his throat open. Make him bleed� � I whisper, just loud enough for Vampire hearing to pick it up.

�Do it for me Spike! Please. Paint the walls with his blood!�
~ Spike ~

What the hell�? I turn to the whelp and see this look in his eyes. Can humans have this bloodthirsty gaze? Thought only vampires could look like this�

�Xander, you alright?� I grab his shoulders, and want him to focus but his eyes are fixed on Treckle�s, who pales noticeably.

�Yeah,� he answers in a breathy moan that makes my knees weak. �will be�� And he smirks in a very cruel, hard way. An Angelus-y kind of smirk that nearly makes me shiver.

Finally his gaze drifts to my eyes. �If you don�t do it,� He licks his lips sloooowly. �I will.� And the smirk again.
~ Xander ~

In lesser than a second I register the door slamming shut and Spike shakes me viciously.

�Snap out of it, pet!� I use all my weight to jump at Spike throthrow him down. He yelps, surprised and tries to get away. I tackle him down. He turns tables and I�m crushed face forward to the floor, Spike�s hand protecting my face from making a collision with said floor but his body presses me down.

�Spike?�

He lets up the pressure and I take the advantage, grab his arm and sink my teeth into his flesh, as deep as I can.

Spike cries out in pain.

That�s what brings me back from wherever I was.

I drop his arm and scramble to my feet. Tears are running down my cheeks when I hurry to the bathroom.

�Ohgodohgodohgodiamsorryiamsoorysorrysosorry.�

The bathroom door clicks shut behind me and I turn the lock.

The last thing I see is Spike sitting on the floor, looking at me hurt and confused, holding his bleeding forearm with his other hand.

What have I done?

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End of Part B - Cravings
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