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The More Things Change
By : slashtheboyz
Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander
Views: 12377 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0Disclaimer: I do not own BtVS or AtS. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. -
Chapter List
- 1-The More Things Change
- 2-TMTC 2
- 3-TMTC 3
- 4-TMTC 4
- 5-TMTC 5
- 6-TMTC 6
- 7-TMTC 7
- 8-TMTC 8
- 9-TMTC 9
- 10-TMTC 10
- 11-TMTC 11
- 12-TMTC 12
- 13-TMTC 13
- 14-TMTC 14
- 15-TMTC 15
- 16-TMTC 16
- 17-TMTC 17
- 18-TMTC 18
- 19-TMTC 19
- 20-TMTC 20
- 21-TMTC 21
- 22-TMTC 22
- 23-TMTC 23
- 24-The More Things Change 24/?
- 25-Chapter 25/?
- 26-TMTC 26/?
- 27-TMTC 27/?
- 28-TMTC 28/?
- 29-TMTC 29/?
- 30-TMTC 30/?
- 31-TMTC 31/?
He thought back to a week ago, back to the beginning of the whole sorry mess. maybe it would distract him from the hunger gnawing at guts, and the weakness he could feel trying to drag him back into blessed unawareness.
Hindsight is 20/20. He bitterly regretted making the trip to LA now, even though he was the only one who could make the trip. It seemed like a totally simple thing to do. Go to LA and ask Angel and crew about any information about The First they could give him to take back. Only when he got to the hotel, Wesley wasn't there, nor was Fred or Cordelia. Angel was there, but it hadn't been Angel had it? Nooooo, he had to deliver himself right into Angelus' hands. And hadn't Angelus been delighted.
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It had been several weeks since Xander had pulled a crazy Spike out of the school basement and brought him home. He gave him the spare room in his apartment and made sure he fed regularly and bathed. Spike seemed to be recovering nicely except for nightmares and the few times when a blankness had washed over him and he would stare into space at nothing for several moments. He would snap out of his daze suddenly and shake his head and mumble to himself but continue on as though nothing had happened. Xander felt it was better to just ignore the lapses and keep observing since Spike had improved so much.
Spike was quieter than he used to be and the brash ego was toned down about five notches. The hard edge of his anger seemed to have been shed along the way during his adventures as well. Xander found himself liking this Spike despite himself. He also had new found respect for the vampire. Spike had gone through excruciating trials to get his soul back unlike Angel whose soul was tacked on by a curse.
Xander sometimes wondered if it weren't more being cursed with a guilty conscience as opposed to a soul. A soul doesn't cause pain but a guilty conscience is extremely painful. Feelings of unrelenting guilt can be torture. A curse is supposed to be a bad thing anyway. How could anything good come of it? It wasn't meant to make Angel good. It was meant to make him suffer. It was revenge pure and simple. From what he'd seen in his short life souls didn't really matter all that much as a form of behavioral control. A conscience now, that can sway the mightiest of men, unless they lack one, like psychopaths and sociopaths, and they still had their souls.
Then everyone started getting the visitations from dead people. He had been really freaked when Jesse of all people had appeared to him. It had been particularly painful when the apparition had accused him of killing him and not caring. Then had tried to get him to kill himself. He'd felt like someone was carving his heart out with a dull knife.
There were Scooby meetings and discussions and it was finally decided that it was The First. The same evil that had nearly led Angel to self immolation in a Sunnydale cemetery at sunrise. Books were brought out and poured over and calls were made and they finally decided that they would send someone to LA to see if any additional information could be found there with Angel's contacts.
It was supposed to be a quick there and back trip.
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