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Where You Belong	By : Jaime Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Het - Male/Female > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 5639 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS) or Angel, the Series (AtS); nor any of the characters from them. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Where You Belong
- 2-2 Letting him in
- 3-3. Understanding
- 4-Bliss
- 5-Five
- 6-Six
- 7-7
- 8-8
- 9-9
- 10-10
- 11-11
- 12-12
- 13-13
- 14-14
- 15-15
- 16-16
- 17-17
- 18-18
- 19-19
- 20-20
- 21-21
- 22-23
- 23-24
- 24-25
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- 3
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Ch. 2

Buffy held on to Spike as if her life depended on it. She felt so safe within his arms. She sniffled, trying to stop crying. She wished that they could stay locked in this embrace forever. “Why is so easy to let him in?” she asked herself. “You know why,” a little voice inside her head whispered, “you love him, so why can’t you admit it?”

Spike never wanted this moment to end. The woman he loved was in his arms actually seeking comfort from him. How he wished he could take away all her pain and responsibilities of being the slayer. All he wanted was to love her the way she deserved to loved.

Buffy slowly lifted her head and looked up into his eyes. Spike gently wiped the last of her tears off of her cheeks.

“Thanks” she whispered.

“For what?” he softly asked.

“For putting up with me and being there even when I pushed you away, I was so horrible to you last year; all you wanted to do was help,” Buffy explained.

“It’s ok, we both made mistakes I can never tell you how sorry I am for what I…,” Spike trailed off not being able to utter the words.

“I know you didn’t mean to hurt me,” she answered taking his hands in hers.

“I’m not going anywhere if that’s what you want; I could never walk away from you no matter how hard I’ve tried,” Spike murmured.

“You mean you aren’t leaving?” Buffy said with a smile.

“No, never,” he answered, as gently stroked her cheek. Buffy closed her eyes and leaned into his hand. She opened her eyes and met his and slowly took her hand and traced his features starting with his nose going all the way to his parted lips. Spike just stood there transfixed by her feather light touch watching as she touched him in ways he had only dreamed. He could hear her heart racing. Spike knew that Buffy was letting him in - something she rarely did because it scared her to death.

“You have the most beautiful eyes and you’re lips are so soft,” she whispered and stepped even closer to him. She pressed her self up against his chest. Buffy bit her lower lip trying to will her fears away and just feel.

Spike didn’t know what he was supposed to do Buffy was now rubbing up against him and nervously staring at his face.

“Buffy you are so beautiful and strong. Ever since the moment I met you I knew that there was something extraordinary about you. I know that you’re scared but I can also see that you are trying to tell me something, “ he told her sincerely.

Should I tell him she thought. Why does if have to be so hard to let him know how I feel? Being so close to him feels so good. Oh, he obviously likes it too. Being this close is driving him as crazy as it is me. He isn’t going to make the first move though.

“What is she thinking?” he thought, standing there watching Buffy furrowing her brows. Their lips were just few inches apart, but their bodies were melded together and it was starting to have an effect on him that he couldn’t hide.

Before Spike knew what was happening Buffy leaned in and gave him a tender kiss. This wasn’t like any of the other kisses they had shared; it was tentative and was about more than attraction. It was about expressing love.

Spike pulled away and searched Buffy eyes. Her eyes were shining. She had never looked more beautiful.

“Spike,” she barely whispered.

Spike leaned back in to capture her mouth in a passionate kiss. Buffy whimpered in his mouth and kissed him back with more intensity. It had been too long since they had kissed or touched. When they finally parted, they were both gasping for air. Buffy stumbled back and tried to compose herself. Spike just watched waiting for her reaction.

“You wanna take a walk?” she asked.

“Alright,” he answered, happy that this time she hadn’t kicked him in the head and run off.

Buffy got her jacket and they walked out into the cool night. Standing on the porch she took his hand entwined it with hers. The stars were bright in the sky as they walked through the neighborhood comfortably silent.

“Nice night,” Buffy said looking up at the sky.

“Yeah it is,” he agreed

“I guess you’re wondering what we’re doing?” she muttered.

“Thought had crossed my mind luv,” Spike answered with smirk.

I just wanted to go some where with you. Not to go patrol or save the world. Just to talk for a change. Buffy told him with a nervous laugh.

Spike was amazed. Could he be dreaming? Buffy actually wanted to spend time with him.

“You know I went out with Wood because I was suspicious of him and also because it was nice to go on a date like a normal girl. I’m not normal though and I never will be.“

Spike just nodded. He wasn’t really sure where she was going with this.

“I have to once again save the world and I don’t have any idea how I am going to do it,” she said wryly.

“You know I’m here and will fight this evil with everything I got,” he said walking in step with her down the street.

“But you’re not Spike,” Buffy said bluntly.

“What? I’m here Buffy! I always have been,” he muttered in confusion.

“What I mean is your soul; ever since you got it you’ve been vulnerable, and the First has used that to its advantage. ed yed you to fight harder. Remember how much you love to win,” she answered.

“Sorry if my having a soul is such a problem for you,” he said bitterly.

“Spike that’s not it. I just need you,” Buffy pleaded

“Right you need me to be strong I get it Slayer!” Spike said and began walking back to the house.

“Spike wait! You know I need you for more than that,” she said going after him.

“I thought so, but then again you give so many bloody mixed signals,” he trailed off.

She grabbed him and smashed her lips into his trying to show him how much she needed him and wanted him in her life even she couldn’t say the words.

“Buffy I love you so much,” he groaned, trailing kisses down her neck.

“Oh Spike, I love you too,” Buffy moaned, before she realized what she had said.

Spike slowly pulled back and looked at her as if she had made him the happiest man in the world. He smiled the brightest smile she had ever seen on him.

“You love me?” he murmured.

Buffy gulped and did the only thing she could think of and ran into the night.

A/N So what do you think do you like where I am going with this. Review and tell me please? I would really appreciate it.

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Jaime Bee

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