What are we gonna do now? | By : norwalker Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Buffy/Faith Views: 3568 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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What are we gonna do now?
Chapter 17
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Buffy shifted around in the chair again. Damn, this thing is uncomfy. Especially for sleeping. I guess lobby furniture is not made for sleeping. Duh.
She shifts again, trying to find some way to be a little more comfortabBut But it’s really not working to well.
Never mind the Desk clerk and doorman are giving her funny looks. Like she is some homeless person.
Hey, I had them call the room and confirm I’m a guest here. We … just had a little disagreement, and I… had to leave the room. Quickly. Without my purse. Or credit card. Or I.D.
Oh, man, I’m gonna have such a headache in the morning. Why did I ever drink so much, anyway?
Dunno, maybe cause we been on eggshells around eatherther the last few days? And needed to blow off steam?
Maybe that is why I agreed to play “Truth or Dare?”
Buffy groans, and tries another position in the chair. Grrr.
“Truth or Dare !!! YAAAAY” Dawn squeals out
“ I don’t know…” Buffy begins. With all the weirdness lately, maybe not such a good idea?
“ C’mon Buffy. It’ll be fun. Find out everybody’s deep dark secrets” Dawn giggles.
Oh yeah, that’ll be good, Buffy thinks.
“Yah, B. what cha got to hide, anyway? I already know about that mole by your…” Faith starts, but Buffy glares her down.
“Mole? What mole? I’ve never seen a mole on Buff…. Oh..” Willow starts...and stops. She blushes.
“Are you…chicken…Buffy?” Dawn gives her sister a look . She knows how Buffy’ll react to that.
And right on cue, Buffy reacts as expected. NO one, especially her sister, calls her chicken.
“Bring it on, Dawnie” Buffy says, feeling the confidence of one who’s had one too many to drink.
“So who goes first?”
“ RED!!! Truth or Dare?”
“ Truth” Willow replies, screwing up all the dignity she could, being halfway to blottoland.
“Ok, Red” Faith says. She has a wicked one for the shy witch. “Where was the most public place you ever did it?”
“Well…” Willow begins, blushing a little. “ There was that time on UC Sunnydale with Oz. He got a little amorous between classes…and got me a bit…heated… and there was no real place to go, as my dorm was occupado at the time by Buffy… so… we found some bushes…”
“WILL!!!! You wild woman you” Buffyglesgles. She never figured will for the do it in the woods type. Nor the spontaneous sex type. Maybe she didn’t know Will as well as she thought?
Willow then gets to ask. “ Ok, Faith. Truth or Dare?”
Faith had a feeling Red might direct it to her . “ Truth, Red” She replied.
“’K. What was the kinkiest sex you’ve ever had?” Willow asks, with an evil grin on her face.
Buffy is not sure she wants to hear this
“With one person, Red?” Faith asks, innocently. Yeah, right.
“ Oh… no need to limit yourself, Faith” Red replies
So don’t want to hear this. LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA , goes Buffy to herself, while trying to block out the sound in her ears. Nonetheless, she heard something about a guy and a girl and a shower, and handcuffs and …toys? Oh…
Faith directs the next question to Dawn. “’K, Lil Nut, Truth or Dare?” Faith asks, innocently. Again, yeah, right.
Being on the hot seat all of a sudden, Dawn is beginning to question thedom dom of this game. But, she plays along. But no secrets are comin’ outta here, you betcha. Not with Big sis sittin’ right there.
“Dare” She grins
“ Ok” Faith grins. She was hoping’ for this.
“Someone, call down and order another round of drinks” Faith starts. “I think we’re getting a lil dry up here. Now, when the room service guy comes up, Lil Nut, you gotta go over, and flash him.” Faith smirks at Dawn
Dawn goes a bit pale. “ Ummm…..” Dawn stalls
“What wrong, Dawnie?” Buffy pipes up, “ Feelin’ a bit …chicken?” She giggles.
Dawn looks at Buffy, and gives her I’m gonna so get you for this look. But she gets a half grin, and agrees.
Everybody is giggling now, feeling the effects of the alcohol, and maybe a little nervous. Anyway, Willow calls down for some more drinks, and Dawn gets up, and waits by the door. She loosens the belt on her robe.
10 minutes later, there is a knock on the door. Dawn opens the door, and the room service guy has the drinks on a tray. She smiles at him, opens her robe, and then lets it drop…revealing she has the same suit on she had when she was born. The room service guy just drops his jaw, and stares. She politely says “ Those are ours, I think” And takes, the tray, slamming the door in the poor guys face. Grinning, she turns around, and bows. To various expressions like “ Yo, Dawnie, nice one “ and “ You Go, Girl” she picks up her robe, and s ovs over to the table, setting down the tray. She put puts back on her robe. Everyone is hooting and cheering her now.
“ Ok, my turn to ask now” Dawn says. She turns to Buffy. “ So, Buffy…Truth, or Dare?”
No telling what my dear delightful(evil)sister will choose as a dare, so “ Truth” Buffy replies.
Dawn smiles. She has her now. “ Ok, Buffy. Faith and Willow are both drowning. You can only save one. Who do you choose?”
Three pairs of eyes, one very dark brown, one deep green, and one very blue, look at her for her answer.
Buffy looks like the deer caught in the headlights. She looks at Will, then at Faith…then at Willow… back to Faith. She suddenly realizes how Xander would feel when she and Will put him on the spot. Oh, God, Xander…I get it , I so get it now.
Her breaths get short and shallow. Her nerves start to crack. She stands up, and … runs into the drink table, knocking the over and onto the carpet. She…stutters out “ N…Not feeling so good, gotta go” and before anyone can stop, sh, she is out the door, running down the hall to the elevator.
Dawn is on the bed, looking very smug. Faith and Willow turn to her, both of them red faced, and looking very angry.
“What… Wha-aa-at?” Dawn looks at them.
Buffy tries again to find a comfortable spot in the chair, and gives up. No sleep tonight, I guess. She sighs. How am I to choose in that situation? God, I really would like to take Dawn and beat her bottom a couple hundred times right now. Damn.
Buffy hears a noise behind her, and turns around. There is Willow, standing behind. Sh. She is wringing her hands, and looking a little sad.
“Hey, Buffy” Willow says.
“Hey, Will”
“Look, Buffy. Faith wanted to come down here, but I asked her…no, pleaded with her, to let me talk to you… alone. Buffy, I know that … you wouldn’t… couldn’t make that choice. You would sacrifice yourself, rather than think that either of us would die. Faith knows that too. You love us both, but in different ways. And” Here she stops for a bit, catching a breath… it’s going to hurt to say this, “ I know that , much as you love me, you don’t love me the same way you love Faith. I’m not gonna lie to you and say it doesn’t hurt. It does. A lot. But, I have to accept that… if we ever had a chance, you and me, that ship has long sailed. Believe me, I wish it hadn’t.”
“I guess what I’m doing is making the choice for you, Buffy” Willow continues, with probably the hardest speech in her life. “We can’t go on, you , me and Faith, this way. So, I’m… letting you go Buffy. I mean…in any romantic way. I still want to be your friend. Your best friend. But…” At this point, Willow is done. She can’t help it. The tears start to fall. She turns away, trying to hide it, but Buffy is on her feet, hug heg her. She puts her face on Buffy’s shoulder, and lets the sobs go on.
Buffy holds her ‘til she calms down. Her heart is breaking for her friend… she never in hife ife ever wanted to hurt her this way. “ Will? I’m…so sorry. I wish, with all my heart, it could’ve been different, too. But, I love her Will. And I can’t change that. I hope we can still be special to each other. But whatever you decide, I…I’ll accept it.” Buffy feels tears of her own falling. Why does it always have to be so damned hard?
Willow gently disengages herself from Buffy’s arms, and wipes away her tears, best she can. She puts on a smile, and says “I’m kinda tired, Buffy. I’m going up to bed. Also, I have to rescue Dawn… when I left, Faith was threatening to hold her out the window by one leg. Are you coming up?” Willow asks. Buffy shakes her head. She thinks it best right now she not be around Dawn, or Willow. Willow nods, understanding.” I’ll send Faith down, then.”
Willow goes to the elevator. She takes one last look over her shoulder at Buffy. She sighs, slumps a little, and enters the elevator, which closes behind her.
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Buffy is sitting , looking out the front doors of the Hotel. Her mind is still on what just happened with Willow, and she is lost in her thoughts. She almost jumps out of her chair when a hand settles lightly on her shoulder
“Whoa, B . Settle. It’s just me” Faith says, coming around in front of her. She sees Buffy’s face, and kneels down before her. “What happened, B?”
Buffy smiles a little sadly at Faith. “ Willow just ‘broke up’ with me”
Faith touches Buffy’s cheek, and feels the tears. “Ah, B. I’m sorry”
“No, it really is for the best” Buffy sighs. “ I wish I’d had the courage to do it myself. Instead, I have put her and you through hell because I … couldn’t make a decision. She was pretty upset when she left. I hope my oh so bright but sometimes incredibly stupid sister can see that. Because right now she can use a lot of comforting… something neither you or I can do.”
“ I could see she was upset when she came up, B. She wouldn’t look at me, and barely spoke to me… just saying you needed me downstairs” Faith replies.
“ Did you bring my purse down? I think we better see if we can arrange another room…otherwise, we’re gonna be sleeping in the lobby”
Faith smiles, and holds up a key card. “Already done, B.”
Buffy smiles at Faith, but it soon fades. Her heart is heavy, and she is grieving a loss. The loss of what she had with Willow. The special closeness they had shared, was gone. Nothing could bring that back. She knows she made the right decision… or Willow did. She doesn’t even have to be with Faith to know that. But, being human, she can’t help but regret what might have been.
Feeling old, very old, Buffy stands up. Faith joins her, and linking arms, they make their way to the elevator.
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Dawn’s room:
Willow is sitting in a chair, staring out into space. She is not reacting, not crying. She just is still. Her face hardly betrays what she is feeling; the biggest clue being her down turned mouth, and the remnants of tears. Her hands grip the arms of the chair. She so doesn’t want to let go, let it out. It hurts too, too much.
Dawn stands a little distance away from her. She is aching to comfort her, but is finding it hard to decide how. She is caught in a whirl of guilt and desire, need and compassion. She is still young, and not confident in her gift to comfort someone. Finally, she allows instinct to take over, and she goes over to Willow, and wraps her in her arms. Willow turns to her, and clings to her tightly. The tears begin again, and flood out, her body wracked in sobs.
Dawn just holds her, and soothes her, caressing her hair.
Faith/Buffy’s room:
The two slayers stand looking at each other. Both feel the need for each other. Faith particularly senses that Buffy is in great pain, but is trying to hide it away. Buffy on the other hand, has felt a great longing to just hold Faith. The need to be held, and loved, without the pain and tears. And she realizes how hard this has been on Faith. How Faith still has trust and abandonment issues. Along with the love she feels, the need to be with Faith, there is a strong sense of guilt. Even for one second, she never wants Faith to feel she might abandon her.
They come together, embracing in a combination of want and need. Both feel the tears, long held in, come out. Both cling to each other, realizing the other is their rock, their touchstone. Slowly a passion envelops the women. Not a passion born of lust, but one of need. The need for closeness. The need to reconnect. They kiss, their bodies in the kiss. Their lips meet, and they comfort each other, connecting on an intimate level.
Dawn’s room:
Dawn touches Willow’s cheek, gently brushing away the tears. On an impulse, born of compassion, she gently begins to kiss Willow’s face. Their lips meet, and they capture each other. Their need, their desire, flares, and the kiss becomes more passionate, fierier. Their hands find each other’s bodies, and they begin to explore.
They stand, and soon they are undressing each other. It’s a race to see who can get naked first, which Dawn easily wins by virtue of only wearing a robe and panties. But Willow’s clothes are soon pooled on the floor, and they cling to each other, each needing the soft contact of skin to skin. They fall on the bed, and continue kissing.
n thn the back of her mind, Dawn realizes she might only be Rebound girl. But at the moment she doesn’t care. Willow’s needs, and her own desires, are more important. She is aware her heart is at risk, but she thinks that will be sorted later.
Faith/Buffy’s room:
The two women are on the bed, naked. They are holding each other, caressing each other gently. They are constantly seeking kisses from each other. Small warm kisses, full of love and a passion built upon that love. Their kisses become more fervent, hungrier, as the desire in them builds. They pull closer, needing the contact of their skin. Their caresses, their touches become more intimate, and more demanding. Each slips a thigh between the other’s legs. They don’t want to break the contact. They want to see each other as they climb the heights. They stare into each other’s eyes, and slowly they move against each other, the warm feelings stoking to fire. They kiss, the kiss is deep, needy, and demanding . They move together, silently. The only sounds made are the moans and groans each excite in the other.
They strengthen the bond that first pulled them together, as their bodies react to the building flames of their wants.
Dawn’s room:
Dawn is in sensual heaven. Willows lips, fingers and body are doing things to her she had only imagined before. Willow herself feels a strong need to give this young woman pleasure, the desire to make her happy paramount in her thoughts. She kisses Dawn in places she has never been kissed before. Her tongue , touching her breasts, her nipples, her tummy, and other sweet intimate places triggers a hot desire in Dawn. Willow’s lips, her fingers, and how she touches Dawn, makes Dawn realize she has had sex, but never ever been made love to before. Sooo different, sooo special. Slowly, gently Willow nudges Dawn over the edge, tasting Dawns sweet honey as it flows over her lips and tongue. She catches Dawn in an embrace, and holds her as she falls.
Faith/Buffy’s room:
The lovemaking has taken on a new edge. It has become fiercer, more demanding. The slayer in each woman has come out, and with it the strong passions and ferocious competition natural to them. Their bodies are covered in a sheen of sweat, their hair wild, tangled. Their kisses are savage, their touches almost violent, and their nails leave tracks down each other’s back. Their moans have become almost growls, as they push each other to the edge. Their looks are obsessive, their needs burning them into bright dark fires. They fight to push each other over the edge, and almost in sync they both leap, holding each other , struggling as they fall.
Dawn’s room:
Dawn makes love to Willow. She is neither as gentle, nor as skilled a lover as Willow. But her desire to please, her eagerness to learn, awakens a slow passion in Willow. Slowly, a little clumsily, she finds areas that Willow enjoys. Willow gently instructs her on some things to do, and Dawn picks it up quickly. Willow feels, for the first time in a long time, the fire in her tummy. Dawns obvious need to please awakens in Willow a gentle protectiveness, and a soft love in Willow’s heart. Slowly, but faster than Willow had expected, Dawn takes her over the edge, her touches, her kisses, her little giggles making Willow crazy happy. With Willow’s essence on her lips, Dawn holds Willow and kisses her deeply as Willow falls gently to earth.
Faith/ Buffy’s room:
The slayers lay side by side, sated. They hold each other, cling still to each other, not wanting, no…needing to hold onto each other. Their fires cooled, their kisses become softer, and sweeter. They giggle, and engage in some sexual play. They both feel a deep contentment they haven’t had for awhile. They pull together once again, and share a long , abiding kiss. They pull apart, and stare into each other’s eyes. They gently drift off to sleep, their lips mere inches apart, their bodies enwrapped in each other.
Dawn’s room:
Dawn and Willow lay in the sweet embrace of afterglow, each looking deeply into the other’s eyes. Dawn is already in love. She has had a crush on Willow for years, and tonight was a fulfillment of a fantasy she has had for years. Willow looks into the younger woman’s eyes, and feels there is a good chance she could fall in love with her. It's too soon now, her heart is still raw and wounded. But Dawn has given her something very special, and it touches Willow to her heart’s core. Slowly, she pulls Dawn close for a gentle kiss. They fall asleep in each other’s arms, serenaded by each other’s soft breathing.
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The moonlight gently kisses the city of Boston. Under the dark night sky, the city sleeps peacefully.
Our four heroes have found some small measure of happiness tonight. They will need it. Dark, troubling times are coming for them. Each little bit of happiness they can snatch here and there will sustain them in the upcoming times.
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