Both Sides Now | By : addielogan Category: BtVS AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 6136 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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They'd stayed in bed until Andrew had
reached the point that, for what he was pretty sure was the first time in his
life, he could say he was truly completely spent. If he hadn't been for the
irrefutable evidence, he would've found it difficult to believe that Dawn had
really been a virgin only the night before from how quickly she seemed to be
taking to everything. After a while, he had been pretty sure she was the one
teaching him new things…
Even now, Andrew shivered to think of what he
had experienced with her in the bed that day. She was a goddess, and damn if
she wasn't his goddess. How in the world this had happened, he wasn't
sure, and he kept expecting to wake up and find that it had all been merely the
best dream of his life, but for the time being, he'd decided just to go with
it. He was the happiest he'd ever been, his only discomfort being the soreness
in his muscles that, given its source, he didn't mind in the least. Feeling
achy because he'd spent all day having amazing sex with a really hot girl was
certainly not something he was about to even begin to complain about.
The hot girl in question was sitting across
from him on the living room floor, the leftovers and snacks they'd managed to
find in the kitchen laid out between them. They'd showered when they'd finally
made it out of the bed, and Dawn's hair was freshly-dried, making Andrew long
to run his fingers through the silky strands again. She'd put on one of his shirts
and had left the top few buttons undone to reveal to him the top of her breasts
with the tiny silver key he'd given her the night before nestled between them.
Her impossibly long legs were left bare, and Andrew couldn't help but remember
how good they'd felt wrapped around his waist.
A tremor ran through his body. Maybe he
wasn't quite as spent as he'd thought…
"Whatcha
thinkin'?" Dawn asked him
before popping a grape in her mouth. "Your eyes got kinda glazy."
"I was checking you out," Andrew
answered honestly.
"Yeah?" Another grape. "Like
what you see?"
"Best damn view in the world,"
Andrew said with a chuckle. "You're just… God, I am so freaking
lucky."
Dawn giggled. She loved having this effect
on him, loved putting that look in his eyes. She'd never felt quite as
confident as she did right then, as she found there was nothing quite like
being truly desired. She had this man completely wrapped around her
finger, and it gave her such a heady rush of power. She felt nothing like the
awkward girl she was used to being and everything like the attractive, strong woman
he said she was.
"Let's stay in all day tomorrow,
too," Dawn said. "I don't want to go anywhere."
"One of us is going to have to leave at
some point," Andrew said. "We're, um, gonna run out of condoms soon.
I guess I should've gotten the bigger box."
"Not very good planning there,"
Dawn teased, the corner of her lip twitching up.
"I wasn't feeling particularly
confident," Andrew replied. "I was more thinking we'd have sex once,
I'd mess it up really bad, and you'd never speak to me again."
"I told you that wasn't going to
happen."
"I know, but…" Andrew sighed.
"First times can be really big flops."
Dawn frowned slightly. "What was yours
like?"
Andrew blushed and turned away. "You
don't really want to hear it."
"Then I wouldn't have asked. And I
swear, I'm not going to judge you over it," Dawn said. "I just want
to know."
"Fine." Andrew sighed. "I'd,
um, done stuff before, but um, well…never with a girl. And this, it was
right after the whole thing with the First, and everything was kinda, well, you
were there. You know."
"That whole 'Wow, we didn't die' mixed
with 'So what the hell do we do now?' vibe?" Dawn
supplied.
"Yeah, that. And I was sorta, freaked
out, I guess. I'm not even sure how it happened, but I ended up sleeping with
one of the new Slayers." He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
"She was a virgin, too, neither one of us had a clue what we were doing,
and it was just…not good. Afterwards, she burst into tears, and I felt like
total crap. I tried to talk to her the next day, but she told me that it had
been one of the biggest mistakes of her life and she wanted me to stay away
from her so she could do her best to forget the whole thing."
He was quiet for a little while after that,
but Dawn could tell he was trying to get up the nerve to say something else, so
she waited until he finally spoke again. "She came and found me a couple
of weeks later though, and told me she thought she might be pregnant. It turned
out to be a false alarm, but it was just…way high on the sexual disaster
scale."
"Wow. No wonder you were all paranoid
about last night," Dawn said after a moment.
Andrew nodded, his eyes directed down to the
floor. "You were the first virgin I'd been with since her. I didn't want
to make any of those mistakes again."
Dawn reached out and put her hand on his
leg. "You didn't. Last night was wonderful, and I don't regret a moment of
it. And hey, that other time—you were a virgin, too. Of course you didn't know
what to do. So don't beat yourself up about it. You certainly know what you're
doing now."
Andrew glanced up at her. "You might
just think that because you don't have anyone to compare me to, you know."
Dawn frowned, annoyed. "That is not
true. You're not bad in bed, Andrew. I mean, hell, Caprice and Isabella were
all over you, and they're total ho bags, so I'm sure they had plenty of other men
to compare you to. And me, well, yeah, you're the only guy I've ever
been with, but I still know what feels good to me. And everything you've done
has felt really, really good. I’m not
faking those screaming orgasms, buddy."
"Didn't think you were," Andrew
said with a tiny smile. "I doubt you'd want to fake over and over again
for hours on end."
"You see!" Dawn exclaimed.
"We've had sex for hours and I've had so many orgasms I've lost
count. If that's bad sex, then I think good sex would kill me." She paused
and a wicked grin crossed her face. "But you know, if you're really
worried that I can't know if you're good unless I've got a comparison, then
maybe I should go out and find someone else—see how you 'measure up.'"
Dawn gasped when suddenly she was pinned
down to the carpet, Andrew's lips hard on hers as he kissed her until she was
nearly breathless. Dawn thrilled at his sudden possessive streak, and when he
finally broke away all she could do was pant, "Bedroom. Now."
Andrew had no protests, his erection finding
new life. He stood up and took her hand, pulling her to her feet before leading
her quickly back to the bed. He pulled his t-shirt over his head and reached
for the button of his jeans, but when Dawn started to take off the shirt she
was wearing, he shook his head. "Leave it."
Dawn arched an eyebrow, but the way Andrew
was looking at her hungrily made her decide to go along. She'd heard before
that guys got turned on by women wearing their clothes, and apparently it was
true—as weird as it seemed.
Andrew joined her on the bed and scooted
Dawn up so her head was resting on the pillows. He then reached under the shirt
and took hold of her skimpy, pink silk panties and slid them down her legs to
uncover the one place in the world he most wanted to be. Entranced by the sight
of her already so wet for him, he bent down and lapped at her pussy with his
tongue a moan escaping from him at the taste of her. Dawn cried out in surprise
and pleasure and writhed against his mouth until Andrew moved back up her body,
rising up above her.
She was panting beneath him, her skin
flushed. Andrew felt a sudden surge of manliness, knowing that he could bring
Dawn to this state over and over again doing wonders for his sense of pride. He
leaned over her and grabbed a condom off the nightstand, pulling away from her
just long enough to roll it on before he was hovering above her again.
"Do you want me, Dawn?" he asked,
his voice taking on a rough quality that Dawn wasn't used to, but that made her
shiver all the same.
"Yes…" she moaned as she pushed
her hips up.
"Tell me. Tell me you want me."
"I want you," Dawn replied, her
voice thick with the desire she was professing. "I want you inside me. Now, Andrew…"
He trembled at her words before he slid
inside of her and filled her with a powerful thrust. Dawn cried out his name
and her legs came up to encircle his hips. Andrew pushed in and out of her a
few times, but he wanted more, wanted to fill her completely, to touch every
part of her. He hooked her knees under his elbows and bended her legs up,
folding her almost in half as he pushed all the way inside.
Dawn's eyes widened and she gasped as he
bottomed out inside of her. "Oh god…oh god, oh god…" She moaned
over and over again and reached up to grab hold of him, her fingernails scoring
his upper arms.
Andrew hissed a little at the pain of her
nails, but it soon faded into the mix of sensations he was feeling as everything
became pleasure. He tried to control his movements, to vary the speed and
length of his thrusts to bring her over the edge. He wanted to feel her spasm
around him, to know he could and did
bring her pleasure.
"Andrew…oh,
fuck, baby…harder…"
His control snapped the moment those words
were out of her mouth. Even after as many times as they'd done this that day,
Dawn had never sounded quite like that
before. He began to thrust wildly, bending her legs up and apart further.
Beneath him, Dawn shook, the sounds that came from her
almost animalistic. He felt the moment her orgasm hit, heard her scream, and he
let go, releasing into her hot, welcoming body.
A moment later, he collapsed on top of her,
dropping her legs and letting them fall bonelessly to the mattress.
"Now see," Dawn said after a
moment, panting to catch her breath. "That has to be good sex."
"Uh huh," Andrew agreed. He
pressed a kiss against her jawbone, closing his eyes and breathing in the scent
of her as he did. He wanted to stay there, in her arms, embedded in her warmth,
but he reluctantly pulled out, knowing he needed to dispose of the condom.
"We need to move the trashcan closer to
the bed," he muttered as he got up and went to the one in the bathroom.
Dawn chuckled at his comment, then turned on her side and watched him through
the bathroom open door.
Andrew looked back towards her, a smirk on
his face. "If Buffy came home and saw this trashcan, she'd kill me."
Dawn laughed. "Hopefully she'll call to
give us a heads-up, and we can get the trash out." Suddenly, Dawn's
laughter faded, and she frowned. "Or, y'know, call at all. I wish she'd at least check in."
Andrew went back to the bed and gathered
Dawn in his arms. "She'll call. She's probably just caught up in battling
some sort of nasty. Can't exactly fight demons while you're
chatting on the phone."
Dawn giggled at the image of Buffy, sword in
one hand and phone in the other as she fought off some big, slimy demon.
"No, I guess you can't." She rolled further into his arms. "You
make feel incredible. I want to make sure you know that. I didn't…I didn't
think the sex would be bad, or even just okay, but I didn't expect this either.
I wasn't expecting it to really be so, well, wild. You drive me crazy,
Andrew—and in a totally good way."
Andrew pressed his lips against her forehead
for a moment and savored the warmth of her skin before he spoke. "I've
never been like this with anyone else. I'm usually nervous the whole time,
always so afraid that I'll do something that'll upset whoever I'm with. But
when I'm with you, I just…" He gave her a small, crooked smile. "You
drive me crazy in the good way, too."
Dawn kissed his neck as she began to run her
hands down his chest, feeling him tremble under her touch. "I feel like I
could never get enough of you."
He cupped her cheek, guiding her to pull
away enough that he could look at her face. "I know I could never get enough of you, Dawn. And
not just this. All of you. I could never get
enough of just looking into your eyes."
The emotion in his voice was raw, and it
made her tremble. How could he think that she'd ever want to walk away from
this? He treated her like she was something precious, looked at her like she
was his world. How could she ever find anyone else who made her feel so warm
and treasured? She didn't think she
could, nor did she even want to try. She may not have ever had a relationship
before, but she'd seen enough bad ones to know that when something like this
came along, you had to hold on to it as tightly as you could and not let go.
Love was too hard to find to ever reject it.
She pulled him to her,
kissed him with everything she had, and hoped that he could feel what she
couldn't seem to convince him of with words alone.
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