Both Sides Now | By : addielogan Category: BtVS AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 6136 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Dawn and Andrew didn't speak for a long
while afterwards, choosing instead to simply rest in each other's arms. Andrew
kept his hold loose on her, periodically running his hand through her hair or
down her back. The longer they remained there, the more the afterglow wore off,
the more he worried about what Dawn could be thinking. Had he disappointed her?
Did she regret it and was just too polite to kick him right out of the bed?
"Why the frown?"
Dawn's soft question pulled Andrew out of his
thoughts and he looked down at her. "Sorry. I was just…um…"
Dawn stiffened in his arms. "I wasn't
good enough, was I? I…I can try to be better next time, I'm just new at this,
and I know I'm probably nothing compared to someone like Caprice or Isabella,
but…"
"Whoa. Slow down, Dawnie," Andrew
said, cutting off her rushed words. "I wasn't thinking that at all—and I
certainly wasn't thinking about them.
You didn't do anything wrong. You were perfect. That was…" Andrew put his
hand against her cheek. "That was the most incredible thing I've ever
felt. Being inside you, with you…it was amazing. I was actually more
worried about me."
"You?" Dawn asked with a frown.
"Yeah. I didn't, uh…" Andrew blushed and looked down.
"I didn't last very long."
Andrew wasn't sure what he expected Dawn's
response to be, but it certainly wasn't for her to burst out laughing. He
turned redder and pulled away from her. Dawn quickly caught his reaction and
realized how he must be interpreting her laughter. "I wasn't laughing at
you, I swear. Really," she said as she tugged him back towards her.
"I was laughing at us."
Andrew eyed her warily. "Laughing at
us? What do you mean?"
Dawn took his hand and laced her fingers
with his. "It's just that we're both lying her being all worried about
what the other one thought, and it occurred to me that that's just really
silly. Especially if you think you disappointed me, 'cause you soo didn't."
"But I, um, y'know, before you
could…" Andrew blushed again. He'd never been very good at these sorts of
talks.
"But I did," Dawn said. "When
you…with your mouth. I did then."
"Yeah, but I wanted you to when I was
actually inside you," Andrew said. "It's just you were so hot and
tight, and I couldn't hold back. You drove me completely out of my mind."
Dawn smiled brightly. "Really?
I did?"
"Yeah. You're like the hottest woman I've ever seen, and
there I was actually having sex with you, and…wow."
"You seriously think I'm that
hot?"
"I know you are." Andrew
pulled her closer to him. "I swear, Dawn, even back in Sunnydale when
there were like a bazillion other girls around, you were the one that stood out
to me. Your hair…your eyes…and god, those long,
graceful legs of yours."
"Graceful? Me?" Dawn scoffed.
"I'm like a total uncoordinated klutz."
"No, you're not. And I'm not just
saying that because I want more sex or something either," Andrew insisted,
prompting a small smile from Dawn. "You're very graceful, Dawn. I've
watched how you move—how you dance, how you fight, hell,
even just how you walk across a room. You've got more grace and poise in your
little finger than a lot of women posses in their entire bodies."
"I…" Dawn let out a deep breath.
"I grew really quickly, y'know? It was like parts of my body couldn't keep
up with others, and I've spent a long time feeling all ungainly an
uncoordinated."
Andrew shrugged. "You're like a
colt."
Dawn's brow wrinkled. "Huh?"
"Colts. You know, baby
horses."
"I know what a colt is. I'm just
wondering why you just called me a horse."
Andrew rolled his eyes. "I wasn't
calling you a horse, Dawn. I was just telling you you
grew like one. See, colts have really long legs and they tend to have a hard
time walking sometimes. But then they grow up and grow into their legs and then
they're horses, and horses are really graceful."
"It still sounds like you're calling me
a horse."
"I'm trying to say you have hot
legs," Andrew said, frustrated.
"Oh. Well, that's acceptable
then," Dawn said, then gave him a quick kiss on
his cheek. She nuzzled up against his chest and Andrew relaxed again as he held
her. "Hey, you mind if we save any repeat action for the morning?"
she asked. "I'm sorta tired."
"I'm fine with that," Andrew
replied.
"Thanks." Dawn leaned up and gave
him a kiss. "I love you."
"I love you, too," Andrew said with
a smile.
Dawn put her head back against his chest and
closed her eyes.
***
*** ***
Andrew awoke the next morning to find that
Dawn—and her hands—had apparently woken up before him. He moaned softly and
arched into her touch.
Dawn leaned in and nipped at his ear.
"I want to be on top this time," she whispered, her breathless tone
making Andrew tremble.
"Yeah, okay. Whatever you want,"
he said, not caring one bit how needy he probably sounded.
Dawn leaned over and got a condom from the
nightstand before she straddled his legs. She ripped open the packet, her eyes
intent on what she was doing, before she pinched the condom by the tip and
rolled it down over his length. "That was way easier than those bananas in
health class made it seem," she said as she tossed the now-empty foil
packet to the ground.
Andrew chuckled softly, then reached out and
put his hand against her hip. "You sure you're
ready? We can fool around a bit first, or…"
Dawn shook her head. "I'm ready. Hell,
I woke up that way." She gave him a sly grin. "Must've
been from sleeping with you poking me all night."
"Did…did I bother you?" Andrew
asked with a blush.
Dawn snorted. "No. But I woke up
wanting you really, really bad." She took his cock in her hand.
"Um…could you maybe…I haven't…"
"You want me to help you get on?"
Andrew asked with a small smile.
"Yeah."
He took her hips, guided her up and forward.
When she was positioned above him, he nudged her down, allowing her to sink on
to his cock. "Oh god…" Dawn groaned, her eyes rolling back in
her head.
"Are you okay?" Andrew asked as he
struggled to keep from thrusting up.
"Y…yeah. You're just…it's deeper than last night and…oh…"
Dawn panted heavily. She could feel herself stretch to accommodate him, her
body still not used to the penetration. "Give…give
me a minute?"
Andrew nodded, his fists now clenched
tightly in the sheets. He really hoped she wouldn't need long, because having
to be still with her heat surrounding him was almost more than he could stand.
Finally, Dawn began to move, slowly at first, experimenting. "Does…does it
feel good now?" Andrew asked.
"Oh yeah," Dawn replied. She
pulled up then pushed back down, her eyes widening as this time he slid in even
further. She responded with a low, womanly moan, and it was all Andrew could do
to keep from coming right then and there. Instead, he moved his hands up to her
hips, guiding her movements until Dawn fell into a steady rhythm.
"Mmm…I like this," Dawn said, her
head tossed back slightly as she rode him.
"Me, too," Andrew replied, his
gaze torn between her beautiful, passion-filled face and her bouncing breasts.
She was definitely graceful, just like he'd told her the night before, and the
sight of her alone was enough to drive him wild.
Dawn moaned in a mixture of pleasure and
frustration as she felt an orgasm building inside of her, but not sure how to
reach it. Seeing her predicament, Andrew moved one hand from her hip to her
clit and began to massage the nub hard with his thumb. Dawn's eyes went wide,
her hips moved faster, until she screamed, her body shaking violently in
pleasure.
The vision of her coming on top of him was
by far the most erotic thing Andrew had ever seen, and that coupled with the
feel of her spasming around his cock was enough to break the loose hold he had
on his control. He shouted her name, pushing his hips up and further into her
as he came.
Andrew didn't stop rubbing her even as he
gave into his release, and the last thrust of his hips made her feel
unbelievably full. The intense sensation prolonged her orgasm, and Dawn gasped
for air before she finally collapsed, her breath coming in heavy pants against
Andrew's chest.
"Wow. Wow oh wow…" Dawn gasped
against him, the aftershocks still making her shake. "That was…"
"Wow?" Andrew asked,
his voice weak.
"Yup." Dawn giggled. "My brain is all scrambly."
Andrew kissed the top of her head. "Let
me up for a minute. Gotta throw this thing away."
"Throw what…" Dawn stopped when
she realized what he meant. "Yeah, okay." She winced a little when she tried to move
her legs, and Andrew helped her, rolling her over on to the bed before he made
a quick trip to the garbage can.
Soon, he was back in the bed and he pulled
Dawn into his arms. She looked at him, a warm smile on her face. "Do you
feel better now that you made me come during the actual sex part?"
"Yeah, I do." Andrew grinned.
"I made you scream."
Dawn chuckled. "You did." She
pressed herself closer against him and curled her leg around his. "You
made me feel really good, Andrew. Really, really good."
That made Andrew's smile grow even wider.
"I wanted to make you feel good, Dawn. You deserve so much and I…"
His words trailed off as his expression darkened.
"Hey, you gave me so much,
Andrew," Dawn insisted. "Last night was incredible. I've heard so
many 'How I Lost My Virginity' horror stories, but my first time was wonderful.
You were careful not to hurt me too much and you made sure to give me a happy. And
best of all, I felt completely safe with you. I knew you weren't just using me,
and I knew you'd still be here when I woke up. Last night clearly meant
something really special to you, too, and that's important. It tells me I
didn't blow my first time on some total asshole."
Andrew smoothed back her hair, his hand
caressing her cheek as he did. "My biggest fear was that you'd regret it.
Because no matter what happens after this, now I'm always going to be your
first, and that's…that's something you can't take back."
"Hey," Dawn said, elbowing him
gently. "You're going to be my only."
Andrew gave her a little half smile.
"You say that now, but…"
Dawn tensed and pulled back from him.
"Stop it. What do you think this is to me, huh? Do you think I just slept
with you because you're the most convenient guy around, or because you're the
first guy to show real interest in me, and I'll ditch you as soon as I can get
someone else?"
"No! Dawn, I don't think that about you
at all. You're not like that."
"Then what? You keep acting like I'm going to just up and leave
you. I love you, Andrew. And yeah, kinda sudden and a little unexpected, but I
do. I know there are other guys out there. I've seen them. But I don't want
them. I want you. You need to believe that."
Andrew sighed. "I'm…well, I'm not used
to anything turning out well for me. When all is said and done, I tend to end
up alone."
"Then we'll just have to make sure
things are different this time," Dawn said. She moved back into his arms
and pressed her lips to his for a slow, languid kiss.
"So, are you in any rush to get out of
bed today?" she asked with a coy smile as they broke away for air.
Andrew shook his head. "Not
at all."
"Then why aren't you making love to me
again?"
Dawn squealed as Andrew grabbed on to her
hips and rolled them over.
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