Some Things Matter More | By : saramas Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female > Buffy/Faith Views: 4290 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Tommy Fuckin' Lehane.
My "dad". Now how in the shit did he get
my number?
"I heard you were coming up here soon."
"Look," Shit, what do I call him? He certainly wasn't no kinda dad to me, and I can't
stand the thought that he's actually my father. "Whatta
ya want?"
"Kind of wondering where your manners are right now."
"Kinda non-existent.
Much like you for most of my childhood."
Yeah, I'm pretty bitter.
"Faith, I'm sorry about that. I- I want us to be..."
If he says close I'll fuckin' throw up.
"I want us to be able to get along."
"Can I be honest here?"
"Yeah, sure."
"I don't have any respect for you, never will and you'll never hear me
call you ‘Dad'."
"What will you call me?"
I have to chuckle because ‘Fucker' just popped into my head.
"How about Tommy?" I say through gritted
teeth. I don't know why I haven't hung up on this asshole yet. I guess I wanna fuck with him a little.
"Well, that wouldn't really be proper."
Fuckin'
proper. What wasn't proper was for him to knock up my mom and then deny
it for years before a paternity test had to be done to prove it. My kids will
never have to know what it's like to testify in court that their ‘dad' didn't
live up to her end of the lawsuit and visit every other weekend.
If I get my way, my kids will never know what it's like to even be in a
divorced household. That thought makes me shudder. Anyway, point is this fucker
never visited even though he hauled my mom into court and demanded visitation
rights.
S'ok, I didn't want to see his sorry ass anyway.
The thing that really sucked was that he got his lawyer and accountant to work
out something where he reported no income so my mom couldn't collect shit.
He's a fuckin' loser asshole.
I realize I'm grippin' the phone too hard when I
hear it creak. It's about to crumble to pieces in my hand. B wouldn't be too
happy about that shit.
Buffy walks in the door and her happy face goes to
one that says ‘who are you talking to and why are you about to break the
phone?' I grimace at her and she looks annoyed. This might turn bad because I
can't handle attitude right now.
"I have to go, I know you wanted to catch up, but I have things to
do."
"I understand, can I call you again
sometime?"
"No. I'll get in touch with you." Preferably never, or even
better, I'll get in touch with his face.
I hang up and sigh a frustrated sigh. I don't wait
for Buffy to say shit to me and I pick the phone back up and hit the speed
dial.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Aunt Dee."
"Faith! I didn't expect to hear from you so
soon, but I'm glad you called. You didn't get a phone call from that bastard
did you?”
"Yeah, I just hung up with the asshole."
"Oh, God! I'm sorry Faith,
your Uncle thought... well he didn't think is what happened. Tommy said he lost
your number, so Jimmy gave it to him. I'm sorry, honey. He just told me, I
wanted to rip his hair out."
Shit, I guess I can't be mad at Uncle Jimmy, my
aunt probably gave him a lot of shit. ‘Sides, my dad was always a douchebag and doin' shit like
that to get his way.
"It's ok Aunt Dee. I just didn't know why he'd be callin'
out of the blue."
"Yeah, your ‘father'," I can hear her disgust at that word to
describe him. "called here on one of his ‘Come to
Jesus' calls, for some reason Jim thought he had heard from you and then Tommy
asked for your number. Did he give you the whole born again speech?"
Oh, shit. He's born again. I hope I don't see him when I go up to Boston. I
would seriously punch his face.
I look over at B and she's lookin through some
stuff on the counter, tryin' not to snoop.
"No, he didn't get a chance. I practically hung up on him."
"Well, don't let it get to you, you know
that's what he wants."
"Yeah, I know."
"So, you and Buffy still comin'
up here?"
"Yep, we're gettin' ready, Buffy's laid out
all the stuff she's thinkin' of takin'.
I think we're comin' up there for like a year."
Buffy scoffs, but doesn't say anything to me, she doesn't want me to know
she's payin' attention.
Aunt Dee laughs, "Oh, she's a high maintenance broad, huh?"
"Yep, but she's so cute, I let her slide."
Buffy looks at me and laughs. I knew she was listenin'
in, and she thinks I'm the one that's transparent.
"Always one for a pretty face."
"Nah, they gotta put out good in bed,
too." I wink at B and she's smilin' but her
eyebrows are in her hair. That's her ‘I can't believe you just said that' face.
"Hey! I'm a grandmother now, you just stop all
that sex talk!"
"HA! Damn, that's right, you're an old BROAD,
now. Not one of us ‘spring chickens' as Gee Gee
says."
"Faith, I'm gonna give you such a smack on
the ass when I see you."
"I'm with women now, Dee. That would only turn me on."
"Ok, that's it. I can't talk to ya when
you're like this. You're such a pervert. Does your fiancée know this
about you?"
"It's what she loves about me."
"Oh, I see that marriage lastin' about 3
weeks."
Aunt Dee seems like she's pissed, but I know she does that shit to be funny.
She's just as much a perv as me. Runs
in the family, along with the stubbornness.
"Yeah, like yours and Jimmy's."
"I'm a saint, is why it's lasted this long."
"Saint Dee. The patron saint of big boobs and small asses.
How's that work?"
"God didn't gimme child bearin'
hips. Your mother got all the curves, god rest her soul."
I think I'm supposed to say, ‘God rest her soul' here, too, but I haven't
said stuff like that in a long, long time, so I dunno.
"How's Gee Gee?"
"Oh! I almost forgot. She's gettin' out
tomorrow, so when you and Buffy come you'll have to share a room."
"Damn...ok if we must."
"Yeah, I know you're all kindsa broken up
about it. But Faith, I'm warnin' you, no hanky panky. At least none we can hear. I don't need your Uncle
Jimmy spendin' ‘quality time' in the bathroom ‘cause
you gave him a renewed sense of ‘findin'
himself'."
"Ok, that was gross, even for me." I chuckle. "You guys are
twisted. We're gonna stay in a hotel."
"You'll do nothing of the sort! Uhh well,
unless you really wanted to. But I thought it would be like old times."
She's nervous because she thinks it might be awkward for me. But I actually
really feel like stayin' with them and not at a
hotel. Which is really weird because I love stayin' in hotels. I guess I just need to be around
family for a while. Ya know, get a sense of
togetherness back with them. Plus, I know B's dyin'
to see me interact with my family.
"I was kiddin', we'll stay with you guys, of course if it's not too much
trouble."
"No, no trouble at all! The girls will just have to double up, and
don't worry, the sheets will be washed."
"Heh, thanks. Ok Aunt Dee, I gotta go.
Tell Uncle Jimmy I'm not mad, just took me by surprise is all."
"Don't worry, I'll kick his gullible ass for
you."
I chuckle, ‘cause she will.
"Have a good day."
"You too, tell Buffy I said hello."
"I will, and you tell everyone there I said hey, too."
"You got it honey. Love you."
"Love you, too."
I hang up. Shit, she was always so nice to me like this, why didn't I fuckin' keep in touch?
B comes up behind me. I know she can sense I'm gettin'
down on myself. She wraps her arms around me from behind.
"I'm ok, sweetheart."
"I know, baby. Can't I just hug on you for no
particular reason?"
"Yeah, ya can." I turn in her arms and
lean in for a sweet kiss. "‘Course ya can. I'm
sorry, B. That was my fuckin' dad on the
phone earlier." I shudder at usin' the word dad.
She narrows her eyes and instantly kicks into defend me mode.
"What did he want?"
"To cause some shit, but I didn't let him. Don't worry about it. So,
are you getting ready to think of pairing down to the last 12 outfits for this
weekend or what?"
B pinches my ass. "You're always calling me a brat,
it's you who's the brat!"
I lift her up and she hooks her legs around my waist.
"You're a cute brat though." I wiggle the brows. She's such a
sucker for ‘em. Man, I have to go to work and all I wanna do is bring her into our room and have my nasty way
with her.
"As much as I want to have you take me into the bedroom right now,
Faith. You promised Giles you'd help him with the new class."
I sigh, "Yeah, I know." I sniff her neck and take a lick. She
giggles.
"That can't taste good, it has my perfume on
it."
"You're pussy has your perfume on it, and you don't care how that
tastes."
"Ew, nasty girl. My uhhh, pussy does not have my perfume on it." I love
the way Buffy says pussy. She can't say it without it being forced.
‘Cept when we're fuckin' then its, "OH FUCK MY PUSSY, FAITH!" and
"YOU LOVE MY PUSSY, YEAH, OH SUCK IT!!"
I'd call her on it if it didn't make me so hot. ‘Cause Buffy can be vengeful
and stop something I love when she gets made fun of.
"It does too, I call it ‘B's pussy liquor', makes me wanna be a pussy licker all day."
"You're so twisted."
By now she'd have tried to get down from where she is, but she's still in
heat so she's gettin' her jollies. I love it.
I quirk an eyebrow.
"Yeah, you know I love it, don't you?" She says as her eyes narrow
on my lips.
"Mmm hmm." I
lean in and give her a deep kiss, then set her down on the back of the couch. I
rip my face away from hers and leave her in the lurch.
"Faith!! That's so wrong!"
"I know, and you love that about me."
I run out of the door and slam it behind me right before I hear her shoe hit
it. Score!!
*****
Right now, Giles is lookin' at me like I just told
him I spilled Coke on his 1000 year old scrolls.
I hold the package of Skittles out to him. "Whan fum?" I have
about half of it in my mouth.
"No, thank you. Can we go over the syllabus for today?"
"Yu wan meta tay 'em ona buf?"
"I'm sure you spoke English at some time in your life, Faith. Can you
please try your hardest to do so now?"
I chew the Skittles and smile at him, probably got spit the color of the
rainbow. Mmmmm. Yummy!
He narrows his eyes at me. I swallow.
"There, now, what was it you wanted me to do?"
"Here is the syllabus for today, can you follow instructions?"
"Can you follow instructions?" I mimic him in a nasally British
accent.
"Faith, did something happen today to make you want to give me an
ulcer?"
Shit, I was just playin', but yeah, I was bein' an ass too ‘cause I'm still bothered by that call
from my bastard father.
I sigh and lean forward in my chair.
"No, nothin' I'm sorry. So,
this all I need to do?" I take the paper from him.
"Yes, that should do it."
"Looks good. I'm gonna
go get changed."
"Very well, I'll have the girls ready and in the gymnasium in 10
minutes."
"Cool." I stroll out of his office, but I can feel his eyes borin' into the back of my head.
Thirty minutes into our "work out" and the girls look like they're
gonna die.
"You think this is hard?! Wait till you're out on a mission and there's
no water, no where to get away from the sun, runnin' from a demon you can't see!"
I stop what I'm doin' and stroll up to one of the newbies who can't seem to keep her balance.
"Steph, what the fuck do you think you're doin'?"
"I'm tryin' to do the workout."
"Yeah, since tryin' ain't workin' for you, why don't
you just fuckin' DO it?!"
She gets a look on her face that I feel like punchin'
off.
"This isn't the field, I'll do better there."
Some of the smart girls tell her to stop bein'
stupid.
"When you're dead? That how you'll do better? Fuckin'
die and take half your crew down with ya ‘cause you
didn't try hard enough durin' trainin'?"
"That how you got people killed out in Sunnydale?" She snaps.
She's got a look to her eyes I can only describe as lookin'
in a mirror when I was at my bitchiest. "While you were
off fuckin' your bitch?" The smile on her face after she says that makes me wanna
end her.
It happens really fast, but the next thing I know Giles is yellin' for me to let her go. I didn't even know he was in
the gym. The girls around us are all shoutin' and
some are cryin'. The red mist clears from my eyes and
I can see Steph's face goin'
all purply. Oh shit. I let her go and the girls who
were tryin' to pry me offa Steph join the ones
who were tryin' to pull her out of my grasp. They
carry her over to the benches.
Giles' face is beet red. Fuck, I am so dead. But of course, I don't wanna admit I did wrong so I look at him like
‘what?'". He sighs and makes sure Steph'll live
then he looks at me.
"Faith, a word." He motions for me to
follow him. We go to the office beside the gym.
"What's up?"
"Faith!" He takes a calmin'
breath. He's a smart man. He knows if he blows up at me like he wants to, I'll
only shut off completely, and we may even do our own version of sparrin'. Heh. That would constitute me breakin'
his kneecap and runnin'. I fight dirty when I feel
threatened.
He motions for me to sit down in a chair in front of the desk. Gonna play the Head Master to my naughty school girl. Fuck
him, too.
He walks in front of me and leans back against the desk. I have my head down
and I can feel his eyes borin' into the top of my
skull. He must have some powers like that Frylock
dude from Aquateen Hungerforce.
He's always tryin' to see into my skull.
He's not sayin' nothin' and it's makin' me
feel like shit ‘cause now I'm forced to think about what I did and I know I
shouldn't have done that. Fuck, I almost killed one of the new girls. She's
probably on the phone to her parents and lawyers and this operation will be
shut down faster than you can say "Faith you're a stupid bitch."
I fuckin' suck so bad sometimes.
I feel G kneel down and he moves so he's right in front of me. He puts his
hands on my knees, that makes me look him in the eyes.
I don't see anger or frustration, I don't even see disappointment.
All I see is concern and a father's love. Oh fuck, tears spring to my eyes
and I sob. Giles leans up and hugs me to him.
God, I'm such a fuckin' baby. I'm a goddamn mess.
Glad B's not here to see this, but somethin' tells me
she'll know about it soon enough. If not from one of the
trainees, then from G.
When I quiet down Giles lets me go, he hands me his handkerchief and I look
at him like he just put a snot rag in my hand. Which is
exactly what he just did. He rolls his eyes at me.
"I assure you, it's clean, Faith."
"Thanks," I wipe my eyes and then blow my nose. I go to hand it
back and he looks grossed out for a second.
"No, dear. You keep it."
"Thanks" I shrug.
We're quiet for a little bit but I know G's dyin'
to ask me why.
"May I ask why you tried to kill Stephanie?" He finally
breaks the silence.
I sigh.
"No real reason."
"No?"
"Nope"
"Faith, I have known you for a long time now, even when we were in
Sunnydale I kept a close eye on you."
I chuckle a bit.
"Closer than you think, and you'd do well to
keep your laughter to yourself. I'm this close to calling Buffy and telling her
you're not to do any more teaching."
Shit, that would be the fuckin' worst thing he
could ever do to me. One it would let B know I'm still psycho and a total
loser, and two it would take somethin' I love to do
away from me.
I mean I try to give off the air that it's a burden, but I seriously love
the time I spend helpin' out teachin'.
Makes me feel like I have a real purpose. I mean I
know I do have a purpose bein' one of the Chosen
Ones, but to be able to teach others what I know, well that's a power and a
pride I wouldn't give up for the world. Not even if B asked me too. Unless it was harmin' me or her, or takin' me away from our family.
I think a while about our family and get a full feelin'
in my heart.
My father can't do shit to ruin what I got now.
Giles stands up and gets somethin' off the desk.
"Faith, I won't be reporting this incident to anyone. I'm not sure what
Stephanie will do, but my guess is she'll see what she did was wrong."
"I have to go apologize."
"Yes. Yes you should."
"I won't say a word to Buffy, on one condition."
Oh shit, a catch. Always gotta be a catch.
He holds out a white business card to me. "Here is the number for a
very good psychologist. She can help, Faith."
I take it from him and stare at it. Fuck it, might as well. Don't need a repeat
of what happened today.
"She know about Slayers?" Don't need to
try and skirt around what I do for a livin', she'd
end up thinkin' I was tryin'
to hide something or a that I'm pathological liar, ‘cause my story'd be changin' ever time I saw her. I suck at lyin'.
"Yes, she's the daughter of a former watcher,
he was killed by the Bringers."
"Damn shame."
"Quite."
"She take walk-ins?"
"You'll actually have to schedule an appointment, Faith. But you know
you don't have to call, they have this new fangled invention called the interweb."
I narrow my eyes at him and he laughs.
"You can email her if you like."
"She expectin' my
appointment?"
"I may have mentioned your name as someone who may or may not need her
assistance."
"Who else knows I'm a fucked up bitch?"
"Faith," Giles looks pissed. "I want you to stop all that
nonsense right this instant! You are a very capable and competent person who
needs some extra help in dealing with what you went through as a child and the
residual affect it had on your later years. No man is an island, Faith."
"You ever been to Noman
Island? I heard it was in the Greek Isles." I feel like makin' a joke.
"No, I've never been, and it's called Lesbos." Fuck, he's a funny
bastard.
I love him. Don't tell him I said that though, he'd get all gushy and girly.
"Hey, straight man. You better watch it. I'll
sic Will on ya."
He chuckles.
"Thanks G. I really appreciate your help and everything you do for
me."
"That would be called support." Such a smart
ass.
I go to leave and he calls my name. I stop before I have my hand on the
doorknob and turn to him.
"Cuiusvis hominis est errare;
nullius nisi insipientis in errore
perseverare." I shrug at him. "Any man can
make a mistake; only a fool keeps making the same one."
Figures G would break out the Latin. But that's the same thing they taught
me in murder rehab. I need to make sure I follow that advice, and not keep pushin' shit off so that I don't have to deal.
I nod to him. "I got one for you, bet ya
didn't know I knew Latin, huh?"
"Well, I rather hoped you would have actually paid attention to the
times when I was teaching it to you in England."
Oh, shit, forgot about that. Heh. Guess I wasn't payin' attention
to who was teachin', but what he don't
know is that I paid attention to the material. I don't let on though 'cause he
an' Will an' Dawnie and the other researchers will
have me translatin' reams of text and I ain't havin' that shit. What I
really like to do is take B behind the stacks in the new library and have my
way with her while they pour over their tomes. It's what I always wanted to do
in SunnyD.
He gives me an ‘I'm waitin'' look.
"Oh yeah." I blink away my nasty
thoughts. "Absum, bitches!" He laughs as I leave the office.
When I get out to the main area Steph's in her
position and goin' through the workout again. A few
of the girls decided to keep goin'.
She gets nervous as I walk over to her. "I'm sorry for doin' that to you. I had no right to."
"No, I shouldn't have said what I did. I'm sorry."
"How's your neck?"
"Couple of bruises, they'll fade."
Yeah, in about a fuckin' month.
Shit, I really had a grip on her.
"I'll get some of the Wicca to help fade that real quick."
She nods.
"Thanks for stopping me, Faith. I go to far
sometimes."
"Well, if you ever need to talk, I know a good person." I wink at
her.
"I might take you up on that."
She smiles at me and I see a hint of what Buffy's eyes usually have in ‘em. Fuck, she said that shit ‘cause
she was jealous of me an' B. Damn, is everyone gay?
*****
When I get home the lights are dim and there's music playin'
softly. I wait for my eyes to adjust to the dim light,
I can see flickers from a candle bouncin' off the
wall opposite the bedroom.
Buffy's body wash scent is in the air. I think I can smell those expensive
bath bubble things she made me buy her for Christmas, too.
Middle of the day sex. Shit, that's the fuckin' best!!
I quickly take my jacket off an' throw it on the back of the couch.
"Faith, is that you?"
"No, ma'am, it's the mailman." I make my voice all deep and manly.
I joke when I'm horny. Heh. Ok, when I'm horny and just about every other emotion,
too.
"Oh, I've been waiting for you. We only have time for a quickie or six, my fiancée is on her way home from work."
"Pain in the ass." I laugh.
"Welcome home, baby. Why don't you bring that box from the hall table
in here? After you take your coat off the back of the couch and hang it
up."
I grumble somethin' about her legs bein' broke and why can't she bring her own package in when
I catch a glimpse of the room. There are about a dozen candles lit in various
places around the room. I recognize the tunes comin'
out of B's boom box. Norah Jones.
I'm like Pavlov's dog with this CD, every time I hear it I wanna fuck B, soft and slow and build to hard and fast. She
puts it on when she's mega horny. Like now.
She's naked and turned towards me, she has white
stockings with garters on and no panties. Now, this might be a cheesy porn
look, but fuck, the contrast of the white on her smooth tanned skin. GOD DAMN!
She smiles at me.
My pussy contracts and makes me feel like I'm gonna
just come on the spot. She's so fuckin' beautiful and
I feel like I've won the lottery.
I toss my jacket in the closet without turnin'
around or breakin' eye contact, I hear it thud to the
floor as I manage to get the door closed.
She laughs and starts to say somethin' but the
look on her face turns to desire as she sees the look on mine.
I strip in 3.5 seconds and place my whole body on top of hers. She's gonna love what I've got in mind for her.
I'm busy suckin' and nibblin'
at her neck when she sighs out, "Please, go get the package, sweety."
Fuck I forgot. What can be so important? But I know, if I don't do as she
asks she'll stop what we're doin' anyway.
I get up after I give her nipple a loving kiss and a suck. She gasps. Damn!!
I bring her the package and she tells me to open it. I do and get the
biggest shock of my life.
Woah, what the fuck is this thing? I lift it out
of the box and remove the outer packaging. Shit, its bright red. I look in the
box to see if there are straps.
"What are you looking for, Faith?"
"Uhhh the straps, B."
"There are none." She gets a sexy smile that tells me she loves playin' teacher. It's not often Buffy knows something I
don't about a sex toy. She kneels up on the edge of the bed and points to the
bottom part of the dildo that looks like it has a silicone egg on the end.
"That's inserted into the ‘wearers' vagina, while this..." She points
to the tip of the ‘cock' and trails off, but she reaches down and cups her
pussy.
HOLY SHIT!
Have I told you that I love the week before B's period?!
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo