Both Sides Now | By : addielogan Category: BtVS AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 6136 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Dawn stood in front of the mirror, checking
herself out for the tenth time, making sure everything was perfectly in place.
This was it. The Night.
After this, she knew things would be different. She was going to experience
something life changing.
Her stomach was tied up in knots, but she
noted with some surprise that it wasn't from nervousness. She trusted Andrew
and knew he'd do everything he could to make the night special for her. What
she felt now was excitement. She was ready for this. She was ready to become a
woman.
She turned when she heard the knock on her
bedroom door, and a smile crossed her lips as she walked across the room to
open it. Andrew's eyes widened as he saw her, his gaze traveling from her
loose, gold-kissed hair, to the front of her low-cut black dress, right down
her long, firm legs. He smiled when he saw her feet. "Thanks for going
with the flats," he told her with a soft chuckle.
"I thought you'd appreciate that,"
Dawn replied. She reached out and straightened his bowtie, happy to see that he
had worn the tux, just like she'd not-so-subtly requested earlier that day. If
he'd worn it for Caprice and Isabella, then she thought he should for her, too.
It was only fair.
"And you look absolutely amazing,"
Andrew added. "Really, just…wow. Stunning."
Dawn smiled. "You, do, too." She
winked. "Way sexier than Bond."
"Well, that probably does close the
book on the question of whether or not you're with me just 'cause you're
insane, but I'm going to go with it," Andrew said with a smirk. "Are
you about ready to go?"
"Yep. Just let me get my purse." Dawn started to walk
off when Andrew took hold of her wrist and gently pulled her back. She gave him
a slight look of confusion before he turned her around, lifted her hair up, and
draped a thin chain around her neck, clasping it in the back. Dawn looked down
as she felt her hair fall back around her shoulders and inspected the silver
charm that now rested between her breasts.
Her lips curved in a tiny smile as she saw
the small, delicate key dangling with a small heart-shaped padlock. She turned
to Andrew, his hands shoved in his pockets as he rocked slightly on his heels.
"I saw it today when I was out."
"You went to get groceries," Dawn
pointed out.
"I passed a jewelry store. Do…do you
like it?" He waited nervously for her answer, worried that she would
associate it too much with the negative things related to her being the Key and
be upset with him for giving it to her.
She didn't. Instead, she leaned in and
kissed him on the cheek. "I love it. It's beautiful."
Andrew let out the deep breath he'd been
holding. "I'm glad."
Dawn gave his hand a quick squeeze before she
pulled away. "Let me get my purse."
Andrew nodded as he stood back and waiting
for her.
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*** ***
Dinner had been nice and romantic, just the
way Dawn had thought it would be. Andrew had been a perfect gentleman, and the
excitement fluttering around inside of her had only grown as the evening
progressed, further enforcing her belief that this was what she should be
doing, that it was the correct decision to make. She knew that this change in
their relationship could probably be classified as "sudden," but she
didn't think that really mattered. Not when everything felt so right.
After they'd finished eating, Andrew had
taken her dancing, surprising her at just how well he could actually move. She
knew he'd spent a good bit of time out since they'd left Sunnydale, but she
hadn't known that he could actually do more than that little foot shuffle/sway
men tended to call dancing.
It made her want him more. His body was
moving fluidly with hers, and Dawn felt her temperature rising, and she wanted
them to be doing a different sort of dance—one that involved fewer people
around and a lot less in the way of clothes. She leaned in to speak to him, her
mouth pressed against his ear. "Let's go home."
Andrew swallowed, Dawn's words making him
falter for a step before he fell back into the rhythm. "Are…are you sure?
It's not all that late, we could still…"
Dawn pulled back slightly to look into his
eyes. "Yes, I'm sure. I'm ready for this."
Andrew clenched his fists, his palms growing
sweaty. Dawn seemed so sure about this, but he kept playing through his mind
the million ways this could all go very, very wrong. He knew firsthand that a
bad sexual experience could really muck things up, and he was afraid he'd fall
short of her expectations and it would ruin this tentative thing they had
building.
The music was loud around them, and Andrew
took her hand, stopping for his coat and her purse before leading her out of
the club where they could talk with better ease. He stopped with her standing
in front of him, and his eyes traveled the length of her black silk encased
body. She was absolutely gorgeous, and while his mind may have been warning him
of all the dangers that could lie ahead, his body was screaming at him to move forward.
Dawn was several classes above any other woman he'd ever had more than a
passing acquaintance with, and he knew without a doubt that he'd never get
anyone even close to as good as her
ever again.
He took a deep breath, steeling himself.
"We don't have to go back to the apartment yet. There's…there's other
things we can do."
Dawn looked at him with her big blue eyes, her full lips forming a pout that made Andrew's blood
directly rush south. "I want to
go back to the apartment."
His body promptly squelched his mind's warnings
as he pulled her into his arms and kissed her with a passion that surprised
Dawn for a moment before she gave into it, her eyes closing as she kissed him
in return, her hands clutching his back. She sighed against his lips, losing
herself in the moment.
"Well, lookie
at what we have here. A couple of lovebirds for dinner.
My favorite."
Dawn and Andrew pulled apart quickly,
finding themselves standing beside a pair of vampires, their demon faces
already brought forward. Dawn cut a quick glance at Andrew. "Did we
somehow get sucked back into Sunnydale when I wasn't looking, cause this just screams 'Hellmouth luck.'"
"Somehow it wouldn't surprise me,"
Andrew replied. He reached into his jacket and pulled out two stakes, handing
one to Dawn. "Here."
The vampires started for a second at the sight
of the stakes before chuckling. "Hey, they're gonna try to fight
back," one said. "That's so cute."
"Yeah, you're dust is going to be just
adorable," Dawn snarked back, stake raised.
The vampire who had been doing the talking
charged then, but missed Dawn by a second as she stepped back. She spun back
around and took advantage of the vampires surprise to kick him forward towards
Andrew.
Andrew held out his hand, stake pointed out
as the vampire fell, and angled it so the demon's body weight pushed it down
onto the piece of wood. A look of surprise appeared on his face right before he
burst into dust.
"Hey!" the vamp who had until then
been silent yelled. "That's not what you're supposed to do! You're supposed
to get eaten!"
"I take back my earlier comment,"
Dawn said, shaking her hair out of her eyes. "These guys are even dumber
than Hellmouth vamps."
The remaining vampire roared at that and
charged much as his former companion had. Dawn moved towards him with her stake
only to stumble just enough on a crack in the sidewalk to slow her movements,
letting the vampire get a hold of her. She cried out as his fangs pierced her
neck, her blood flowing into his waiting mouth.
He didn't get much of a meal. The sight of
the vampire attacking Dawn made something inside of Andrew snap and he moved
faster than he remembered moving before, grabbing the vampire off of his date
and staking him before his yellow eyes had a second to blink.
Dawn's hand went to her neck, her breaths
coming quickly. "Ow."
"How bad is it?" Andrew asked,
even as he was pulling her hand away to inspect the damage himself.
"I'll live," Dawn said with a
slight wince. "I just need to get home so I can patch this up."
"Yeah. Here." Andrew reached into his pocket, pulling
out a handkerchief. "Keep this against it." Dawn nodded, wadding the
fabric up and pressing it hard against her neck.
Neither of them said anything on the way
back to the apartment. "I'll get the vamp bite kit," Andrew said as
they walked inside, keeping his head down as he went to the bathroom to get the
kit from under the sink.
Dawn waited for him on the couch, her hand
still at her neck, the wound covered with the now red-stained handkerchief.
Andrew was by her side soon, and he wiped the gash with an antiseptic pad
before covering it with a gauze bandage. When he was done, he set the kit on
the coffee table before leaning back against the couch, facing forward.
"I'm sorry."
Dawn turned towards him, frowning slightly.
"Sorry? For what?"
"That wasn't how I wanted tonight to
be," he said. "I…I wanted it all to be special for you, and instead I
bring you outside in the middle of the night to get bitten by a vampire."
"This wasn't your fault," Dawn
said quickly, her hand against his leg. "And you handled it very well. You
had stakes—which I didn't even think about—and then, well, you saved me,
Andrew. That one had me, and you saved me."
Andrew turned to look at her. "I didn't
think…he just had you, and I…"
Dawn pressed her finger against his lips.
"Shh…just let me…thank you properly." A slow smile crossed her
lips, and before Andrew had a chance to say anything, she was straddling his
lap, her mouth moving against his. He couldn't form a protest with her like
this, the feel of her all he could concentrate on.
He was panting when she finally broke away,
his body already trembling with desire. "Take me to bed," she
whispered breathlessly.
It was easy to forget for a moment, looking
at her kiss-swollen lips and hooded eyes, that she was new at this. She looked
so…womanly.
Andrew eased her off his lap even as his
body screamed for more contact. They stood together, and he stilled for a
moment as he wondered if he should try carrying her into the bedroom but
deciding he'd probably just end up dropping her and ruining this before it even
began. So instead, he took her hand and walked with her into the darkened room.
Moonlight trickled in from the window and
the bed. Andrew stopped, swallowing hard. He wondered for a moment how he could
manage to be both that nervous and that hard
at the same time, but he figured it just must be the crazy effect Dawn had on
him.
Still, this was it. If they went much
further, there wouldn't be any turning back, and Dawn would be giving him
something that he couldn't return, no matter what the morning brought. He would
be her first. Always.
"Dawnie, are you sure you…" His
voice trailed off as he turned his head and saw that she seemed to have lost
her dress while he was thinking. She was only covered now by two pieces of black
lace, one cupping her full breasts and the other keeping her lower curls just
out of view. The silver key he'd given her earlier in the evening dangled
tantalizingly right above her cleavage, and Andrew's eyes zeroed in on the
sight, all thoughts leaving his mind.
"I'm sure," Dawn said in answer to
his unfinished question. She toed off her shoes before she backed up to the bed
and climbed on. She laid on her back and propped
herself on her elbows. With a seductive smile that belied her seventeen years,
Dawn crooked her finger at Andrew.
His hands shook as he reached up to undo his
bowtie, the small piece of fabric suddenly seeming way too restrictive. Dawn
watched him with unabashed hunger in her eyes as Andrew moved on to his shirt,
his fingers shaking as he struggled with the buttons.
If he didn't know any better, he'd think he
was the virgin in the room…
He'd only gotten two buttons open when Dawn crawled
down the bed towards him. She reached out and took hold of Andrew by his belt
loops and pulled him closer until he was standing right at the edge of the bed.
"You're taking too long," she said as she rose up on her knees and
brought her face up to his. She pushed his hands away from his shirt and made
quick work of the buttons herself.
Once she had his shirt open, Dawn pulled it
out from his pants then pushed it down off his shoulders, baring his chest to
her. Andrew's slight blush was hidden in the shadows of the room. Dawn was
incredible, her body everything that could possibly fuel his young fantasies,
and he was…well, less than perfect. He'd never been able to keep from
being at least slightly embarrassed when he was undressed around her, knowing
she had to be noting his faults. She was settling with him…
If Andrew could've read Dawn's mind, he may
not have felt quite so self-conscious. She wasn't in the least turned off by
his appearance, but was instead thinking about just how much she wanted
this—wanted him. She trusted Andrew with her body and her heart, and had no
doubt in her mind that however things went that night that Andrew would be
considerate of her, would make sure that she felt cared for instead of used.
She cupped his face, and smiled softly at
the way he automatically nuzzled his cheek against her hand. Her eyes fell on
his lips and she licked her own, needing to taste him. Dawn tugged Andrew
forward and kissed him hard, thrilling at the head rush it gave her.
Soon, she was guiding him down to the bed
with her, and Andrew went willingly, his body now covering hers. He kicked off
his shoes and socks as Dawn continued to kiss him, only breaking for air when
it was absolutely necessary.
The more she touched him, the more Andrew
felt his trepidation being replaced by desire, Dawn not failing to enflame him,
even in her inexperience.
Her hands traveled to his pants, and her
long fingers worked the buttons open and the zipper down. Andrew groaned
against her lips as her hand reached inside his boxers and found his cock to
pump the already almost impossibly-hard organ. Much more of that and Andrew
knew this would be over embarrassingly quickly, so he pulled her hand up and
pinned it with its partner above her head, ignoring her muffled protest against
his mouth. Instead, he dipped his free hand inside of her panties and stroked
her until her attention was on what he was doing to her instead of what she
wanted to do to him.
He needed to make her come now, before he
lost himself completely, had to ensure that her first time involved at least
one orgasm on her end. Once he was actually inside her, he didn't know how
things would go, since he knew there would be pain for her and, well, he was
realistic enough to know there was a good chance he'd lose it very quickly
given how tight she was sure to be. He moved down her body, kissing her abdomen
as he went, smiling to himself as Dawn shivered in anticipation.
Her legs parted for him without hesitation
as he slipped her panties down and off and dropped them to the ground. Andrew
settled himself between her spread legs and parted her folds with his fingers
before he reached out with his tongue, to taste her. Dawn whimpered, her hips
thrusting slightly, and Andrew felt encouraged, licking her again.
"Andrew…"
Dawn moaned, the sound of his name coming from her like that making him shiver. "More…please…more…"
Spurred on by her fevered request, Andrew
gave her what she asked for and moved his tongue against her in earnest as he
slipped a finger knuckle-deep into her hot channel. His cock twitched as he
thought about what it would be like to truly be inside her, and he doubled his
efforts to bring her to climax.
Dawn gave in completely to the sensations
Andrew was creating in her. She closed her eyes tight, focusing on what she was
feeling. The pleasure was spiraling inside of her, bringing her towards a place
that Andrew had been the one to introduce her to. And god, he was taking her there again… She panted and moaned, writhed
against his mouth, until the tension inside her broke and she screamed her
pleasure.
It wasn't until she came back down that she
realized she'd been holding Andrew in place, her hands gripping tightly to his
ears. He rubbed them as he sat up, and Dawn blushed slightly. "I didn't,
um…smother you or anything, did I?"
Andrew wiped the back of his mouth with his
hand. "No. I…I was glad to see you liked it."
"I did," Dawn told him with a
small smile. "Very much." She sat up,
unhooked her bra, and let it drop to the ground.
Andrew's eyes went straight to her breasts
and he sucked in a deep breath. He'd seen them before—touched them before—but everything seemed different now, as if he were
experiencing it all for the first time. "Dawn…god you're just so beautiful…" His words sounded lame to his
own ears, a weak description of what he was seeing, what he was feeling, but it
was all he could manage.
Dawn trembled at the thick emotion in his
voice. No one had ever looked at her like the way he was now—no one had ever
desired her the way he did. "I want you," she said, her words barely
above a whisper.
Andrew moved back over her, guiding her down
to the mattress as he kissed her, his desire beginning to overtake his
nervousness. Dawn pushed his pants and boxers off with her feet as her hands
caressed his back and arms, a desperate need to feel every bit of her skin
covered with his taking hold.
For his part, Andrew had to have her right then. "Dawnie, I need…"
Before he could finish, she was reaching
over to the nightstand, grabbing the condom she'd set there before they'd left
for dinner. She handed it to him, not a trace of uncertainty in her eyes as she
did.
Andrew took the foil packet from her and
opened it with trembling hands. He pulled up enough to roll the condom over his
length before he was above her again, propped up on his arms. He looked down at
her, a lump forming in his throat. How could he honestly be getting this, be
getting her?
He decided now wasn't the time to analyze
it. She was a beautiful woman, and for reasons completely beyond his
comprehension, she wanted him. He reached between their bodies and took hold of
his cock, guiding it to her entrance. His eyes locked with hers and he
hesitated, the gravity of the moment seeming to freeze him in place.
"I love you, Dawn."
"I love you, too, Andrew. I love you so
much…"
With the words spoken, he began to slide
inside of her. Hr stopped when he had no more than the tip in and gritted his
teeth. She was even tighter than he'd thought she would be, and even hotter as
well. It was almost too much and he held his breath, willing himself to hold
on, not to ruin this by letting it end before it even began.
When he felt that he had himself under
control, he pushed in further, only to stop abruptly at Dawn's sharp intake of
breath. "Are…are you okay?" he asked.
"I'm fine," Dawn said, nodding.
She could feel herself stretching around him, the sensation of being full there something new to her, but she
didn't want to stop. "You…you can keep going."
Andrew moved forward again, and this time
Dawn cried out as he broke through her barrier, and her fingernails embedded themselves
in his upper arms. Andrew ignored the pain her nails brought him, focused
instead on Dawn. He'd known this was going to happen, but now that he was
living it, he felt guilty, knowing he probably shouldn't have done this to her.
She was wincing beneath him, her brow creased, and he started to pull out when
her legs came up to lock behind his hips.
"Don't you dare…" she ordered,
managing to sound commanding even with a tremor in her voice,
"I'm hurting you," Andrew pointed
out. "I…"
"I'm okay," Dawn said. "Trust
me, I've been in way
more pain than this." And she had. There had been a sharp stab as he'd
pierced her, and the sudden movement of her legs to keep him in place hadn't
helped matters, but the pain was already fading, being replaced by the pleasure
of having him inside. It was a small price to pay for getting to be so
intimately connected to the man she loved…
"Still, I…"
Dawn silenced him when she pulled his mouth
to hers and kissed him hard. Andrew groaned against her, his hips moving again
as he lost his focus on anything but how good she felt. Soon, Dawn was moving
with him, her pelvis thrusting along with his as they fell into a natural
rhythm.
Andrew tried to hold back, but she was
wrapped around him so tightly, fitting him better than anything he'd ever
known. He tried closing his eyes, hoping he could gain control if he wasn't
looking at the tantalizing image her nude, flushed body presented him with, but
she was assaulting his every sense, surrounding
him. With a strangled cry and then a shout of her name, he came, shuddering
above her before he collapsed against her breast.
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