Tough Love | By : noaluvjames Category: > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 2450 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"I'll make you regret you don't have a heart problem."
The two exchanged stares, while the few guys by the bar watched them attentively.
"Come on Spike." Gunn pulled him by the arm and dragged him out of the pub.
"What the hell was that? The last thing you need is a bar fight."
"You don't know what I need." Spike paced and gazed back through the pub door.
"Look I understand that you’re pissed."
Spike snorted "I wish."
"I meant upset," Gunn corrected and sighed, wondering how to get through to Spike.
"You always find yourself in situations like this; you never stop to think what you're getting yourself into."
"I don't think you know what you getting yourself into…
Give in to me luv…and I will never let you go."
"Spike… Are you even listening to me?"
"Huh?"
"What's wrong with you? Where are your priorities?"
"I know, you’re right…I think I'll go home," Spike muttered not looking at his friend and turning to leave.
***
"So you just left, without talking to him about it?" Willow gave Buffy a long quizzical stare. As they both sat at the bench in her back yard.
"I needed some space." Buffy shrugged.
"You ran away."
Buffy stopped to think about her friend words.
"Buffy?" Willow held her gaze. "Did you believe what Angel said?"
"Of course not," she said quietly and shifting uncomfortably in her seat.
"So why did you leave?"
"I told you…I don't want to watch him fight. I-I think it's dangerous," she stuttered.
God that's sounds so lame Buffy thought to herself.
"Well you could just be there and stay home." Willow rolled her eyes, but then carefully watched her friend’s sulky face.
"Buffy…He’s a boxer, you knew that. Now, what this is really about?"
"He's going to die." Buffy stated firmly.
"What?" Willow glanced at her, puzzled.
"Everyone around me either dies, is miserable or turned evil."
"Do you have any idea how insane that sounds?"
"Well it's how It feels."
"Okay then, in which category do I fit in?"
Buffy gazed at her friend warily.
"Buffy…I know you’ve been through a lot. After last year you have every right to feel a little shaken, that's why what I'm going to say to you might sound a little harsh, but I'm going to say it anyway. Snap out of it!
"Excuse me?"
"You’re feeling sorry for yourself."
"I am not."
"Yes you are…and because you're not the only one who’s in control anymore…what do you do? You taking it back by leaving?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"This Spike guy you've been slandering for the last half hour, he must have some nice qualities too, right?"
"Sure."
"What are they?"
"Well I don't know. I mean, he's Spike, he's special, he cares about me a lot even though I haven't given him much reason to…if anything he should have hated my guts by now."
"Why?-what did you do?" Willow asked calmly.
"I told him to stay out of my business, kicked him in the crotch, almost broke his nose…then we actually got along… that is, until I told everybody he had a heart problem and almost ruined his career"
"Trying to keep busy?" Willow asked with a glint in her eye.
"L.A is pretty boring" Buffy stated.
***
"Dull…dull as the grass on Hyde park, with his hair sticking up and his namby pamby face. Bloody wanker….how-how could she been with a git like that?"
Spike emptied his glass, put it on the bar and gazed at the old man in front of him. "She's crazy you know, not as crazy as my last girlfriend, I’ll tell you that…but still a nutcase with a tragic taste in men…I mean one minute she’s with a ponce who treats her like trash and the next she find anther poofter who's supposedly saves lives…." Spike paused for a minute and said slowly "Makes me wonder, you know… why she’d ever fancy a bloke like me?"
"Who are you?" The old man asked.
"Exactly… Who am I...I don't know who I am anymore!"
The old man shook his head and turned away.
"There you are!" Gunn stood beside him , panting slightly.
"Charlie!" Spike yelled " Hey look everyone it's Charlie" Spike got up from his chair quickly only to fall in the man’s arms, giggling.
"Thanks Charlie boy." Spike stood leaning on his arm. "Where have you been? it's been almost two hours."
"Well I never would have left your side if I’d known you need a sitter. Didn't you say you were heading home?"
"I-I've changed my mind."
"I can see that, let's sober you up. Hank has been looking for you." Gunn put his hand on his friend’s shoulder and helped him get outside.
"Hank's mad?" Spike asked.
"Let just say you’ll be lucky if you live to see Combs tomorrow."
"Yeah lucky," Spike mumbled.
"You’re lucky you haven't had your eye poked out by now." She ran her finger along the scar of his eyebrow, as if she was reading Braille, her hands caressing his cheeks.
"What are you doing luv?"
"I just love looking at you," Buffy said watching his face.
"I love looking at you too," he murmured.
"It's late." Buffy sighed resting her forehead on his. "We’ve been talking all night. Well, most of the night" she corrected and smiled.
"Never done something like this before," she then added quietly.
"Me neither…tired pet?"
"Mm-mmm," she mumbled closing her eyes and melting in his embrace, but then she opened her eyes and gazed at him wearily.
"You think we covered everything?"
"I think we left out a thing or two we still don't know about each other" he chuckled lightly, "but it can wait until tomorrow yeah?"
"K" Buffy rested her sleepy head on his chest.
Spike shook his head, a smile curled on his lips as he dozed off.
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