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Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer (BtVS), nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Thank you so much for all of the reviews. I am having fun writing this story and I hope you are still with me.

My muse has been whispering more sweet nothings in my ear and I hope you like this chapter.

Forever is a long time

�There�s only one think that scares me more.� Anya whimpered tears slipping silently down her cheeks. �What if he never really loved me? What if he was l? Ab? About everything? I know now he could never accept what I was. So how could he really love me?� She sobbed uncontrollably into Buffy�s lap.
~~~~~`

Buffy tucked Anya in to bed after the exhausted girl had cried herself hoarse.

She went down and made up the couch for herself and fell asleep.
~~~~~`

Spike stayed out the rest of the night killing demons.
~ At least I�m not a useless sod anymore. I can hurt demons. ~ He thought happily, making it home mere minutes before sunrise.
~~~~~`

Buffy heard the knocking in her sleep-muddled brain.
~ There�s someone at the door. I should get the door. ~
She thought opening one eye.

�Oh Xander�What are you doing here so early?� She heard her mother ask.

�Hi Joyce�I�I uh heard Anya was here�I really need to see her.� Xander said sadly.

Buffy got up off the couch. She walked over to the door and glared at Xander. �She doesn�t want to see you Xand, and I don�t blame her.� She growled.

Buffy turned on her heal and started up the stairs.

�Buffy Anne Summers!� Joyce scoldehe che couldn�t believe Buffy could be so rude to one of her best friends.
�Buffy�please�is she ok?� Xander�s voice cracked as the tears started to flow.

Buffy sighed and turned to face him. �She�s shaken. And she�s hurt.� Buffy said softly, ashamed of how she acted. ~ He looks so sad. ~ She thought taken in his disheveled appearance.

�Buff�I need to see her�could you please tell her that I�m here�� He said looking down at the floor.

�Xander�look, I�ll tell her when she wakes up. Why don�t you go home and I�ll get her to call you ok?� Buffy asked. She was still fuming from the way he talked to Spike and the things he told Giles. She wasn�t in the mood to deal with Xander right now.

�Ok. I�ll go home and wait.� He said softly turning from her. Buffy watched his shoulders shake in silent sobs as he retreated through the door.
~~~~~`

�Xander�Xander wait�� Joyce called running after him. She had watched Buffy retreat upstairs and then followed him out.

Xander turned to look at her his tear stained face red, his eyes puffy, instantly Joyce had her hand on his shoulder. �Are you ok? Do you need to talk?� She asked sympathetically.

�I�Mrs. Summers�I love her so much�I don�t know what to do�I feel like part of me has been missing since she ran out of Giles place�she�s all I can think about.� Xander closed his eyes and rubbed his tears away impatiently.

�Xander, I�m sure it will be fine. All you have to do is talk to her and she�ll see how much you love her.� Joyce said softly.

�Thanks.� Xander said finally gaining control of his churning emotions.

�Why was Buffy so ��

�Spike. She told me they were dating and I kinda went nuts. Hit him and everything.� Xander smiled sheepishly. �I�I had a crush on Buffy before and I couldn�t believe she�d take up with another vampire. Especially Spike. Soulless demon.
~~~~~`

�Bye Mom�I�m going out.� Buffy called to the kitchen.

�So where are you off to? Maybe I could drop you off?� She asked coming out of the kitchen.

�That�s ok mom, I was just going to Spike�s place, to drop something off for him it�s only five houses down, and Willow is picking me up there in about half an hour and we�re going to the mall.� Buffy smiled winningly at her mom.

�Buffy are you sure this thing with Spike is�I just don�t want to see you throw your life away�you have so much potential�you could be so many things��

�Mom�when will you understand�I am something, I am the chosen one. I *will* die a violent bloody death before I turn twenty one. Why can�t I just be with someone I love? Today, now while I�m alive to enjoy it.� Buffy said softly, passion for her ~ Spike. ~ Ringing out in her voice.

�Buffy�I just want you to have something�normal. Normal... guy�normal dating��

�I am not normal mom, it doesn�t apply. I need to be out there experiencing life, eating well and getting enough rest and not having to worry about somebody else�s dumbass. That is what makes me a better Slayer and that is what will keep me alive longer.

Joyce closed her eyes and nodded.

�I�m glad you understand mom. I love you.� Buffy said softly giving her mom a hug.

Joyce turned and watched which way her daughter went.
~ I don�t have to like it Buffy. ~ She thought determinedly.
~~~~~`

�Ahn how can I accept your demon? I didn�t even know you then, and it doesn�t really matter does it? I fell in love with you! I love you and you love me that�s all that matters. . The rest �the rest should just stay where it belongs, in the past.� Xander said taking her in his arms.

�But why is that ok for us but not Buffy and Spike? She�s one of your best friends Xander. How can you have a double standard like that?� Anya questioned, resting her head on his shoulder.

�Spike doesn�t have a soul.� Xander replied

But he loves her anyway, and she loves him, isn�t that all that matters Xander?� She asked.

�But�I�ok. They love each other so him being a soulless monster shouldn�t matter? He killed thousands of people�Ahn�you don�t just��

�Xander�I was alive a thousand years before Spike. How many people do you think I�ve killed?� She asked.

�Anya this isn�t about you. I know you aren�t planning on biting me in my sleep�I don�t know that Spike won�t. I do know in fact that he can and will bite her, so the question I ask is how long before she trusts him enough and he turns on her? What could possibly stop a soulless monster like him?�

�Love Xander. That�s it. That�s what stopped me from becoming a vengeance demon after walking out of Giles place, and what stopikepike from hurting Buffy.�

Xander finally understood. ~ Gotta apologize to Buffy. ~ He thought to himself.

Xander put his finger under Anya�s chin and lifted her face so he could look into her eyes.

�I love you. I get it now. I�m so sorry.� He whispered and leaned towards her for a kiss.

Anya broke the kiss to breathe. She leaned in and whispered into his ear. �You have a *lot* of orgasms to give me to make up for this, I suggest you get to work.� She then bit down gently on his earlobe.

�Yes ma�am� He said getting to his knees in front of her. Xander spent the rest of the day worshiping at Anya�s altar.
~~~~~`

~ I have to do it for Buffy�s own good. ~ She thought. Joyce had waited an hour to be sure Willow had picked Buffy up.

She left the house and walked five houses down. She walked up to the door and knocked loudly waiting for the vampire to open the door.
~~~~~`

�What do you think of these?� Buffy said modeling a pair of long leather boots. �I want to get a jacket too.� She said casually looking through the rack at the leather shop.

�Buffy�are you happy with him?� Willow asked suddenly.

�Will�I�ve never been this happy in my life. Everything is finally going right for me�I am the luckiest girl in the world right now.� Buffy was glowing.

�So you�re not still mad about the spell?� Willow asked hopefully.

�Will�I have something to tell you�� Buffy said pulling her friend to the row of chairs behind them.

They sat down and Willow looked at her friend expectantly.

�I�well�I�ve had a thing for Spike for a while now�and when he was chained to Giles tub I kinda�threw myself at him. And he�and we�� She told Willow everything that had happed between her and Spike, only leaving out the detailed sex.

Willow sat wide eyed and listened to the tale.
~~~~~`

�Mrs. Summers�� Spike said opening the door wider.

�I'm sorry to, uh... Well, I would have called, but you know. Is Buffy still here?� She asked

�Uh�no Red picked her up a bit ago�but please, you're always welcome.� He said stepping back to let her enter.

�My goodness, your place is amazing.� She said looking slowly around at his books and entertainment unit.

�Yeah, I like my space. I don't get out much during the day, so I need things to occupy my time.� Spike said trying to toe his manacles under the couch without her noticing. ~ Bloody hell. She noticed. ~ Spike thought to himself when he saw her eyes widen.

�No, you wouldn't.� Her gaze paused on the manacles that He was trying so hard to conceal and her eyes widened. ~ I don�t even want to know. ~ She thought closing her eyes and sighing softly. If Spike could have blushed he would have been crimson.

�Can I get you something? I keep a lot of different things, for Buffy�� Spike trailed off.

�Oh, no thank you, I, uh...� Joyce stammered. �So�I understand you spent the night? At My house.� She said pointedly.

�I'm sorry about that. I was right selfish, I almost��

�I, I'm not interested in the details. That's not why I'm here. � Joyce said holding up her hand to stop his words.

�Okay.� Spike said looking into her eyes. �What�s this about then Joyce?�

�I'm here because I'm worried about you two. In general.� Joyce sighed softly. �That's not all I'm concerned about. I don't have to tell you that you and Buffy are from different worlds.�

�No, you don't.� Spike shrugged.

�She's had to deal with a lot. Grew up fast. Sometimes even I forget that she's still just a girl.� Joyce said softly. ~ She�s still my little girl. ~ Joyce thought to herself. She felt tears threatening and choked them back. ~ I came here for a reason. ~

�I'm old enough to be her��

�Don�t�don�t say it. I know. She's just starting out in life�she could�be anything�go anywhere, but she won�t�Because when it comes to you, Spike, she's just like any other young woman in love. You're all she can see omorrmorrow. But I think we both know that there are some hard choices ahead. If she can't make them, you're gonna have to. I know you care about her. I just hope you care enough.�

�I hope�I hope that you aren�t suggesting that I break it off with the slayer so she can have a normal life�Joyce I love her. She tastes like forever to me. I love her more than anything I want to show her the world. Not hide her away�she is my salvation, she�s my world. Joyce she�s a slayer. Most of �em die real young�I won�t let that happen to Buffy. I won�t ever let anyone hurt her.� Spike growled.

Joyce looked directly into his eyes and saw the same look in Spike�s eyes she had seen in Xander�s earlier. "Forever is a long time Spike." She said softly.

"if anyone knows that it's me Joyce." Spike picked up a stake from the coffee table and tossed it lightly to Joyce. She caught it in both hands and looked at him surprised.

�You want me to stay away from her you have to dust me. Just take that pointy stick and ram it into my heart. I�ll turn to Dust and you can tell Buffy I left. For her own good. Cause that�s the *ONLY* way I�d ever turn my back on her.� Spike said coming to a stop in front of her, arms wide ready to die. For Love.
~~~~~`
TBC�? I donno�would you like some more? You�ll have to bribe my muse.
Hope you enjoyed it. ;) Az ~
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