A Touch of Jealousy (COMPLETE) | By : Echidna Category: > Buffy/Spike(William) > Buffy/Spike(William) Views: 5574 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 29
Buffy hugged her pillow, the tears finally spilling from her eyes as she lay on the bed still wearing the black gown. Her arm reached out for the phone as it rang.
“Hello?”
There was no answer.
“Hello?”
“Buffy?” The familiar voice was heard.
Without a second thought she slammed the phone down and returned to the pillowcase.
RING! RING!
She sighed and picked up the receiver.
“Buffy, we need to t-“
He wasn’t able to finish the sentence as a busy signal came on. He grumbled something unintelligible and dialled the memorized number again.
“Buffy, stop shutting the ph-“
Beep, beep, beep.
“God! I’m gonna kill that girl.” He growled, but was soon pressing the small plastic keys once again. He frowned when he got a busy signal. He tried once, twice and even a third time before he realised she had probably unhooked the phone.
~+~
“So we’re back to hating Spike’s guts?” Willow asked with a low voice.
Buffy simply nodded as she played around with her food.
“You better suit up for hating mode then.” The redhead warned her as she saw the approaching teen.
Buffy looked up as he set his tray on the table opposite her. The moment he made a move to sit down, she stood up and was out the door without a word.
“Bloody hell!” He grumbled as he scurried after her. “Buffy!” He called out.
But she continued to quickly make her way down the hall. He sprinted towards her, eventually falling into stride with her.
“Buffy, we need to talk.” He said looking at her as she stopped by her locker opening it.
She didn’t answer, simply opened her backpack and took out a few books.
“Buffy…”
“There is nothing to talk about, Spike.” She said never looking at him.
“What do you mean?”
She turned to face him with a plastic smile which crumbled in seconds.
“I mean, there is nothing to talk about. It’s over.”
“What? Because I wouldn’t tell you why Angel and I got into a fight?” He asked in disbelief.
“No.” She lied. “Because… this thing… between us…” Her index finger travelled from him to her and then back again. “Whatever it was, it was just… wrong.”
“What?!”
“We don’t really like each other. I mean, Spike, come on. Be serious. We always have and will always hate each other.” She tried to rationalize. She just wanted to hurt him so much. As much as he had hurt her.
“What are you talking about, Summers?”
She winced inwardly at the use of her surname.
“What we had was just… too many pent-up hormones, I guess.”
Spike ly sly stared wide-eyed at her. She was reducing what they had to hormones?
“You missed Dru, I missed Angel and one thing lead to another and…” She shrugged, speaking so nonchalantly, though inside she felt a sting at the sight of utter disbelief on his face. “Goodbye, Spike.”
She tried to walk away but he seemed to suddenly snap out of his initial shock and grabbed her by her arm pulling her against the lockers, setting both hands on either side of her.
“Why are you acting like this?” He said in a low voice.
“I’m not acting like this. I’m just tired of playing pretend with you.” She looked up at him.
“Playing pretend?”
“Yes, Spike. That’s all we’ve ever done. Just pretend. Cause the truth is…” She paused, swallowing hard before adding: “I don’t feel anything for you.” She managed to say before slipping under his outstretched arm and walking away.
~+~
“So… How was it?” Willow asked as she walked side-by-side with the Buffy.
“I told him.”
“Told him what?”
“That I didn’t want anything to do with him. That what we had wasn’t real.” Buffy explained kicking a pebble on the pavement.
“Are you sure that’s what you want to do?”
“What was I supposed to do? Just yell at him and act like the jealous girlfriend? No! I’m not gonna be that pathetic. If he’s still not over Dru, that’s his problem, but he’s so not gonna use me to get her back.” She said with resolve in her tone.
“It just doesn’t make any sense.” Willow started. “She was all over him, that day at the cafeteria. You know, the lunch-shower day?”
Buffy frowned as she remembered the scene.
“It was pretty clear that if he wanted Dru he could have her. There was no need for him to pretend that you and he were an item anymore. He could’ve just gone back to her.” Willow rationalized.
Buffy continued in silence wrapping her coat tighter around her waist as the wind blew harder.
“I don’t know, Willow. And I really don’t care. This is just too… difficult. I just don’t want to deal with it now. All I want is to go to the mall, do some Christmas shopping and just forget all about him.”
“But maybe you’re just blowing this all out of proportion.” Willow insisted.
“Then why didn’t he tell me, Will? What else do Angel and Spike have in common besides me and Dru?”
The redhead simply shrugged. She really didn’t have an answer. They continued in silence all the way to the mall until Willow spoke up.
“I just think I preferred the angry Buffy.”
The blonde frowned.
“You know. The way you act towards him. Like nothing has happened and you’re not angry… as if you just don’t care.”
“I don’t Willow. Not anymore.”
~+~
Buffy dropped her bags on the floor as she entered her room, plopping down on the bed. God, she was tired!
“Hey, Buffy!” Her mother greeted. “How was shopping?”
“Mom? You’re home early.” Buffy noted propping herself up on her elbows.
“Giles and Spike are coming for dinner.” Her mother announced.
Buffy swallowed hard.
“I already have plans.” She made-up on the spot.
“Plans?”
“Yeah. Willow and I. We were going out for pizza.”
“Well, you didn’t tell me anything about that?”
“That’s cause we just decided that this afternoon.”
“You better postpone it, then.” Joyce said.
“I can’t!” Buffy immediately piped up.
“Why not?”
“Because of… hum… Willow! She’s kinda down. She’s been having problems with Oz and she really needs someone to talk to. I can’t just leave her.” The teen lied.
“Well… why don’t you invite her to dine with us, then?”
“Mom. She’s having guy problems. She wants to talk, which she won’t be able to do with you guys around.” Buffy quickly excused herself.
Mrs. Summers paused for a second as she seemed to be trying to figure another alternative.
“Alright then.” She finally agreed. “But don’t stay out too late.” She warned her before closing the door.
Buffy immediately reached for the phone.
“Hello? Willow? Are you free for diner tonight? Yeah, something’s came up. Ok, I’ll come by your house in about half an hour.
~+~
“You can’t keep avoiding him forever.” Willow noted taking a large bite from her slice of pizza.
“I’m not planning forever. Just till the end of senior year. Just six and a half months and I’ll be home free.” Buffy forced a smile on her face. “Now, can we please change the subject?”
“Sure.”
“Where are you guys gonna spend Christ- Sorry, Hanukah?” Buffy corrected herself in time.
“At home, as usual. You?”
“Probably home, with my mom. It’s just the two of us.”
“At least you’ll be Spike-free for the Christmas holidays.” Willow reminded her.
“Thankfully!” She breathed. “Just two more weeks of extremely awkward situations and I’m off the hook.” She said with fake perkiness.
“I still think you should…” Willow caught her friend’s glare and quickly added: “Right! Changing the subject. Sorry!”
~+~
The door creaked as she pushed it open and slipped inside. The only light came from the kitchen.
“Hey, mom.” Buffy greeted letting the keys drop on the counter as she opened the refrigerator and explored its contents.
“Hey. How was your dinner?”
“It was ok.” She replied taking out the orange juice and pouring some for herself.
“Is Willow ok?” Joyce inquired.
“She’s fine now.” Buffy paused for a second, pondering whether or not to ask her mother about her evening. “And how was your dinner?”
“It was very nice. I made pot roast.”
“Yippy.” Buffy exclaimed with little enthusiasm as she sipped from her glass.
“Watch it young lady.” Joyce warned her.
“Sorry.” She said with a light smile.
“Spike seemed kinda down though.”
She felt a pang in her chest at the mention of his name, but her reply showed no sign of it:
“Oh, really?”
“Yeah. He was very quiet and he didn’t eat much. Has he had problems at school?” Mrs. Summers wondered.
“Not that I know of.”
“Well, he asked about you.”
Buffy simply nodded in acknowledgment.
“He didn’t know that Willow and Oz had had a fight.”
“Yeah, it happened after school.” Buffy quickly lied.
“Buffy…” Joyce started with a more serious tone. “I’m very worried about him. I think he’s probably having a really hard time in school. I mean, you should have seen his face. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone that depressed. You two seem to be very good friends right?”
“Hum…” Buffy wondered what to say. “Well… sort of… yeah.”
“Well, could you talk to him? His father is really worried, but you know how the English are about these things. He doesn’t really know how to talk to Spike. He’s afraid he’ll say the wrong thing.”
“I… Hum… I don’t think I can…” Seeing her mother’s pleading expression, Buffy sighed and lied: “I’ll see what I can do.”
“Thank you, honey.”
~+~
The days went by, growing shorter and colder by the minute. Buffy sat by the bleachers watching a group of kids having gym class as she waited for Willow. They had agreed to meet there during lunch. ‘What could be taking her so long?’
She jumped up as the sharp sound of a whistle nearly pierced her eardrums. She watched as the teacher herded the teens to the door pointing at the locker rooms. She looked skywards. Maybe he was right; maybe it was going to rain.
She hugged her legs and rested her chin on her knees, staring out at the now empty field.
“Hey.” She heard a familiar voice call her.
Her heart skipped a beat as she recognized it. Without turning to face him she breathed: “Hey.” As he sat down beside her.
They remained in silence for a long time before he spoke again:
“We’re gonna have to talk to each other eventually. It’s useless trying to avoid me.”
“I’m not avoiding you.” She quipped.
“You’re not? You ask Mrs. Kennedy to change seats; you leave the cafeteria every time I enter the room; you refuse to let me give you a ride home even though it’s been raining everyday and you still say you’re not avoiding me?”
“What do you want, Spike?” She questioned with a hint of annoyance.
“Just to talk.”
“About?”
“Us.”
She sighed and immediately stood up, walking away.
“Buffy!” He called out as the first drops of rain started to fall.
She continued to walk, jumping off the bleachers, completely oblivious to him.
“Buffy!” This time he practically shouted.
“What?!” She yelled back, turning on her heels to face him and jumping back a little when she realised he was right behind her.
“Stop running away from me.”
“I’m not running, Spike. I just don’t want to be anywhere near you.” She argued as the rain began to pour and she turned to race back to the main building.
“Well, what are you gonna do about Christmas? Just ignore me?” He cried out.
She stopped dead in her tracks.
“What are you talking about?”
“Christmas?” He repeated as he came to stand before her again.
“What about Christmas?”
He frowned as he realised she didn’t know. Tilting his head sideways he stared at her for a while from under narrowed eyes as the drops of water marred his face.
“Spike! What about Christmas?” She insisted.
“Oh, nothing.” He lied. A wicked grin spread across his face as he started to sprint back to school.
“Spike!” She called out racing after him.
Buffy ran her hands through her sopping wet threads when she entered the building to see Spike standing there beside her. Equally soaked.
“What about Christmas?”
“It really should be your mom telling you.” He continued to with false worry.
“Spike!” She scolded him, swatting him across the arm.
“Well, since Christmas is a time of cheering and loving and all that crap…”
“Yes!”
“Our parents…”
“Spike will you just come out and say it already?”
“Decided we should all spend the holidays together.” He finally answered her.
“What? We? Who’s *we*?” She frowned wide-eyed as realisation slowly dawned on her. “Us we?!” She pointed at both of them.
“You, me, your mom and my da. One big happy family.” Spike grinned wildly at the growing rage in the petite blonde’s face. “It gets better, pet.”
“What?” She asked afraid of the answer.
“Guess where we are spending the holidays.”
She didn’t reply, simply stared up at him with a frightened look.
“At my da’s cabin up on the lake.” He answered for her. “One whole week. The four of us together. It’s gonna be wonderful.” He mocked sarcastically.
She stood there in shock as the bleached teen threw her a grin and walked away.
~+~
“MOM!” She yelled the moment she entered the house. “MOM!”
There was no answer. She wasn’t home yet. Buffy stomped her way upstairs, quickly changed her soaked clothes and came back down to sit on the coach. Two hours went by before she heard the jingling of keys at the door. She jumped off the sofa and was standing in the hall in a flash.
“Mom!”
“Hey, Buffy.” Joyce managed to breathe from under the pile of paper bags. “Honey, could you please help me with this?” Before she could answer, Buffy was holding two large stacks in both arms and watching her mother gingerly make her way to the kitchen.
“Mom!” She called after her, storming her way into the tiled room and dropping the bags on the counter.
“Thanks, honey.”
“Mom, when where you planning on telling me about your Christmas plans?” A fuming Buffy demanded.
Joyce stopped, turning to face her daughter.
“How did you find out?”
“Spike told me.”
“Oh! I wanted to surprise you last night, but you were already in bed by the time I got home. So aren’t you excited?” Mrs. Summers questioned with a huge smile and sparkling eyes.
“Excited is not the word for it. I think completely pissed off is closer to it.”
Joyce frowned.
“Mom, how could you do this? We always spend Christmas together. Just the two of us.”
“Yes, and you always complain about how we never go anywhere and how it’s always dull. I thought you’d be excited about spending Christmas with Spike. At least you’ll have someone your age to talk to.”
“I don’t want to spend Christmas with anyone else. I want to spend Christmas like we always do. Just the two of us.” Buffy argued stomping her foot and raising her voice.
“Well, I’m sorry Buffy. We’re going to spend the holidays at Giles’ place up on the lake and that’s that.”
Buffy stared wide-eyed at her mother before snapping:
“I’m not going anywhere.” She stormed up the stairs and slammed her bedroom door.
“Young lady, you come back down here this instant!” Joyce demanded, but it was already too late.
Buffy furiously looked through her dresser, picking her clothes as she prepared to take a shower when the door to her room swung open:
“Don’t you ever walk away from me again! You hear that?” Joyce scolded, her index finger pointing dangerously at her daughter.
Buffy stood her ground. Her arms folded over her chest, her chin raised up high.
“Don’t you look at me like that! You are going and that’s final.” Joyce snapped before turning on her heels, leaving a steaming-mad Buffy behind.
~+~
“I can’t believe my mom is forcing me to go!” Buffy growled stomping her feet as she stuffed a couple of sweaters into her luggage.
“M-maybe it’s not gonna be so bad.” Willow stuttered leaning on the desk.
“Not so bad!” The blonde repeated. “I’m going to have to spend an entire week in a lousy cabin in the middle on nowhere, with *Spike*!”
Willow’s eyebrows came together for a sympathetic frown as her mouth tugged to the left.
“I’m gonna have a miserable Christmas and all because my mom had the *excellent* idea to spend it with… them.” She spat the last word as she let her body fall to the bed.
“At least you’re gonna have more presents.” Willow tried to show her the brighter side of the issue.
“Oh, great! Presents. I didn’t get them anything. Was I supposed to, you know, get them something?” She wondered.
“Your mom probably took care of that.” The redhead suggested, knowing Mrs. Summers well enough.
“I hope so, cause I don’t have time to worry about that. We’re leaving in half an hour.”
“Mr. Giles and Spike are picking you guys up?”
“Yeah. My mom doesn’t wanna take the jeep.” Buffy said as she stood up and restarted packing.
“Well, I-I better go. Oz’s waiting.”
“Ok, Willow. See you in a week.” Buffy grumbled as she watched her best friend head for the door.
“Call me when you get there?”
“I don’t even know if there is a phone there.” She stood up straight when it dawned on her: “Oh, God! They probably don’t have a TV either. I’m gonna die!” She mumbled stuffing her jeans into her baggage.
Willow gave her another compassionate glance and was about to walk back into the room when Buffy brought her arm up:
“No, go! Go have quality Oz time!”
“You sure?”
“Go. Get out of here.” Buffy insisted.
“Ok, bye.” Willow agreed reluctantly.
“Bye.” Buffy mumbled closing her luggage and plopping down on the bed.
~+~
“Buffy, can you get that?” Mrs. Summers asked from the upstairs.
“Sure. Why not?” Buffy said sarcastically, pushing herself off the couch and slouched all the way to the front door.
“Hello!” An over enthusiastic Giles greeted her on the other side.
“Hey.” Buffy forced a smile on her face as she turned on her heels and went back to her place on the couch as the two men awkwardly followed her into the living room.
“Where’s your mother?” Giles asked a bit nervous.
“Upstairs.” Buffy retorted; her eyes never leaving the flickering TV screen.
“I’ll be right back.” The older man said heading up the stairs and leaving the two teens alone.
There was silence between them as Spike moved to sit on the couch next to her. Immediately, she squirmed to the left, away from him.
“I’m not gonna bite, luv.”
She didn’t answer.
“Are you gonna ignore me for a whole week?”
“That’s the plan.” Buffy mumbled between clenched teeth.
“Apparently you’re not too happy about spending Christmas up at the lake.”
“Whatever gave you that idea?” She asked sarcastically.
Stomping footsteps were heard coming down the stairs and soon, Mrs. Summers stood in the living room.
“You kids ready?” She asked with a huge grin.
“Dear God, what are you two taking with you?” Giles breathed as he rested the three large bags on the floor.
“Presents.” Joyce smiled.
“Are you sure those are gonna fit in the car?” Spike questioned, standing up and walking over to help his father.
“We’re just gonna have to try and fit it.”
“If there is no room left you can use my space. I don’t mind staying here.” Buffy offered with a hint of hope.
“You’re not getting off the hook that easily. Now, get up and let’s go.” Joyce demanded.
“Mom…” Buffy moaned.
“Buffy!”
The blonde teen stood up, dragging her feet towards the front door as she grumbled something unintelligible under her breath.
“I heard that.” Mrs. Summers called out as she locked the front door of the house.
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