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Movie, Milkshakes, and Domination	By : MTL Category: -Buffy the Vampire Slayer > FemmeSlash - Female/Female Views: 23046 -:- Recommendations : 4 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Chapter List
- 1-Movie, Milkshakes, and Domination
- 1
Tara’s POV

I’m really glad that despite what has happened I still get to spend time with Dawn I’m also happy that she doesn’t hate me for moving out I was sure she would especially after how she reacted the night I moved out.

I can remember I walked out the front door of her and Buffy’s house carrying a box of my stuff she was stood leaning against a post I put the box I was carrying down onto another one of my boxes of stuff and then reached out for her however before I could touch her she turned and ran back into the house.

I was sure she hated me after that but then the next day I got a call from Dawn asking me how I was etc and we ended up agreeing to meet up and now here we are having just been to the movies and now we’re here sitting outside of this café waiting for Dawn’s chocolate milkshake to arrive.

Actually I think this is it coming now.

A young woman in between mine and Dawn’s age walks up with a tray and on it is a large glass of chocolate milkshake she walks up in between me and Dawn who are sitting next to one and other.

"Who ordered the milkshake?"

She asks.

"I did."

Dawn says raising her hand.

The woman puts the glass of milkshake down in front of Dawn and then walks off.

I look at the glass of milkshake unable to believe the size of it or the amount inside of the glass.

"Good god that's a lot of shake."

I say.

Dawn simply nods her head.

"I mean I know, part of our……….big……….movie and milkshake fun day but……….good god that's a lot of shake."

I say unable to get over the amount of shake in the glass.

Dawn laughs.

"Helps to wash down the Raisinettes."

She tells me.

"Promise me that you will eat something green tonight."

I say not wanting an angry Slayer after me due to Dawn being too full of Raisinettes and milkshake to eat her dinner.

"Leafy green not……….gummy green."

I add which causes both me and Dawn to laugh as Dawn tucks into her milkshake and while she does I do my best to try and think of something for us to talk about.

"The movie was fun."

I say unable to think of anything better for us to talk about.

"Yeah."

Dawn says.

"It was ironic when all those cute inner-city kids taught their coach a valuable lesson."

She adds.

"You know that I will always be there for you, right?"

I say as quickly as I can which causes Dawn to look at me and stop smiling.

"There……….there was actually more of a lead-in when I practiced that at home."

I tell her having wanted to tell her what I just did about me always being there for her all afternoon and yet not wanting to spoil our afternoon together nor did I really know how to approach telling her.

"I know."

Dawn says as she keeps on looking at me.

"It's just……….I wanted you to know that……….my moving out had nothing to do with you and I……….I will never stop loving you."

I tell her not sure exacterly why I am telling her this and yet at the same time feeling the need to do so.

"I know."

Dawn says again.

"Do you think you'll ever get back together?"

She then asks me.

I slowly hang my head thinking about her question.

"I wish I knew."

I say deciding to tell Dawn the truth about how I am feeling and the truth is that I don’t know how I feel as far as me and Willow are concerned nor do I know if we will ever get back together.

"But you still love her."

Dawn then says causing me to lift my head and look at her.

"Very much."

I say meaning what I say. I know for a fact that I do still love Willow and I always will the only problem is I don’t know in what way I love her.

"I just……….sometimes……….other things get in the way."

I say doing my best to make Dawn understand.

"I know."

Dawn says as she turns her attention back to her chocolate milkshake.

"Uh she's been doing a lot better lately though."

She then says I can tell she is nervous due to the tone of her voice.

"Uh she's been really good about……….being careful……….a-about stuff."

She adds still sounding nervous.

"Well good."

I say not exacterly sure what else to say in response.

"Great that's……….that's great."

I add.

Both me and Dawn sit in a rather awkward silence for a few minutes as I turn my attention to my watch and notice the time. It will be dark soon.

"You’d best drink up."

I say swallowing hard.

"It’s almost time I got you back home."

I add.

Dawn simply nods her head as she once again tucks into her milkshake and I simply sit where I am watching her. Dawn seems to take ages drinking her milkshake, pausing every five seconds to ask me what I thought about practically every small part of the movie we had just watched, and how I was getting on with my life now, etc. I swear I think the sun went down faster than that milkshake, but eventually Dawn finishes drinking her milkshake we leave the café and begin to walk back towards her house.

By the time we reach the front door it's already dark. Dawn enters the house where I used to live with her and Buffy……….and Willow.

"Hello! We're home!"

Dawn calls out as I nervously enter the house and shut the door behind myself.

"Looks like no one's here."

I say a tad grateful to whatever Goddess has made it so that Willow isn’t around due to the fact that I am not sure I could or rather can face her right now so soon after……….what happened.

"Well I'm sure they'll be back soon."

Dawn says turning around to look at me.

"Um I know Willow and Buffy were meeting up with Xander to do some research."

She adds as she walks up to me takes my arm and pulls me into the living room.

"Well then I……….I should really get back."

I say not sure I can face Buffy or Xander either due to both of them being friends of Willow’s.

"Or you can stay and wait for them."

Dawn says as she let’s go of my arm and walks over and sits down on the sofa.

"Then you can get a chance to catch up with……….everyone."

She adds.

I smile to myself on the inside knowing exacterly what Dawn’s game is and what she means when she says "everyone" or rather who she is referring to when she says that.

"Yeah."

I say.

"I……….I don't think that's such a great idea."

I tell her swallowing hard at the thought of seeing Willow.

"Okay."

Dawn says with a shrug of her shoulders.

"It’s your call."

She adds as she picks up the remote.

"I have the TV to keep me company until they get back."

She says as she begins to flip through the channels.

"Do you notice how it's been getting dark so much earlier these days?"

Dawn then asks as I catch her sneaking a look in my direction evidently trying to do whatever she has to in order for me to stay.

She then laughs as she points to the TV screen.

"Talking cat."

She says.

I roll my eyes figuring that Buffy wouldn’t like it if I left Dawn all on her own despite the fact that she is a teenager and she knows the rules about vampires but then again something other than vampires could attack and not every big evil needs an invitation to enter your house.

I take a deep breath as I walk over and sit down next to Dawn.

"Fine. I'll stay."

I tell her.

"But just until they get back."

I add

"An only to make sure that you're not alone."

I add again.

"This……….has nothing to do with……….anyone else."

I finish off by saying doing my best to make it clear that the reason I am staying is not so that I can see Willow again. Although if I am honest with myself that is partly the reason why I am staying. I'm very nervous about seeing her again and yet a small part of me wants to see her if only to find out or rather see how she is doing for myself.

"Sure."

Dawn says not sounding at all convinced.

"Cool. Up to you."

She adds as she snuggles up to me and puts her head on my shoulder which causes me to smile as I wrap my arm around her and we both watch TV together waiting for Buffy and the others to arrive.

Dawn's POV

It's so good to be able to spend some time with Tara again. I thought for sure when she left Willow that would be the end of our friendship. Not wanting that I called her the next day, to see if she wanted to do something, anything and part of me wondered if she would accept my invitation but to my relief she did, and here we are, spending the day together like old times. Of course I have an ulterior motive for today because today is the day I get Willow and Tara back together.

As far as I'm concerned their the perfect couple and nearly my only.......... scratch that, their my only example that love can work. I mean, come on, it's not like they're up against much competition. My Dad left years ago, and my big sister's relationship list reads like a who's who of bad ideas. And Xander and Anya.......... oh god, they're the only example I've got right now of a couple that can work.......... oh god, I've got to get Willow and Tara back together.

"Who ordered the milkshake?"

This awoke me from my thoughts and I looked up to see a waitress with the milkshake I had ordered on the tray she was carrying.

"I did." I said, happy to see that my drink had arrived.

The waitress smiled, put the milkshake down in front of me and walked off.

No sooner had I begun to sip at the shake through the straw when Tara said, "Good god that's a lot of shake."

I nod my head but don't stop drinking my milkshake.

"I mean I know, part of our.......... big.......... movie and milkshake fun day but.......... good god that's a lot of shake." Tara said with a nervous laugh.

I returned the laughed and said, "It helps to wash down the Raisinettes."

"Promise me you'll eat something green tonight." Tara said, "Leafy green not.......... gummy green."

We both share a laugh before an awkward silence falls over us.

"The movie was fun." Tara said, making small talk.

"Yeah," I said, "It was ironic when all those cute inner-city kids talked their coach a valuable lesson."

Tara nodded her head and said, "You know that I will always be there for you right?"

I look at her realising that the small talk is over, at least for now.

"There.......... there was more of a lead in when I practice that at home." Tara said, looking quite nervous.

"I know." I said. In truth I had wondered and it was nice to hear this from her. But I'd rather have her still living with us because without her it just isn't the same. Wanting to try and get her back were she belongs I said, "Do you think you'll ever get back together?"

"I wish I knew." she said sadly.

"But you still love her right?" I said.

"Very much," Tara said, obviously trying to find the right words, "I just.......... sometimes.......... other things get in the way."

"I know." I said, understanding what she meant by that.

I knew things could be difficult in a relationship, but I truly believed if it's meant to be then the people in that relationship could overcome whatever hardships they may face. I believe Willow and Tara are one of those couples, but they just need a little helping hand.

Turning my attention back to my milkshake I begin to think how I can approach the matter of Willow.

Finally I said, "Un she's been doing a lot better lately though.......... un she's been really good about.......... being careful.......... a-about stuff."

It's kind of a bold face lie. I know for a fact that Willow is getting worse, not better, but I honestly think the only one that can help her right now is Tara. So it's not so much of a bold face lie as.......... a little white lie.

"Well good." Tara said, "Great that's.......... that's great."

I'm not sure if she bought it or not but I decided not to push the issue further at this point.

"You'd best drink up." Tara said, "It's almost time I got you back home."

I nod my head but I have other plans, like getting Willow and Tara back together.

My plans for getting them back together are simple. I spend the whole day with her, subtlely reminding her of everything she likes about Willow and then bring her back home, just in time to run into the love of her life. They talk, make up and hey presto, they're back together.

So, I make my milkshake last hours, talking Tara's poor ear off about anything I can think of, subtlely adding in comments about Willow but never getting too heavy on the subject in case she freaks.

When I finally finished my milkshake the sun is already going down so we quickly make our way back to my home. Even though it's dark by the time we get home we don't run into any trouble.

Opening the door I call out, "Hello! We're home!"

When there's no reply Tara said, "It looks like no one's here."

"Well I'm sure they'll be back soon." I said, taking Tara's arm and guiding her towards the couch, "Um I know that Willow and Buffy were meeting up with Xander to do some research."

"Well then I.......... I should really get back." Tara said, obviously not that keen to see Willow yet.

I obviously hadn't done a good enough job yet, but that was going to change.

"Or you could stay and wait for them." I said, sitting on the couch and choosing my words carefully, "Then you can get a chance to catch up with.......... everyone."

I think we both know what I mean by everyone and I think the thought of seeing Willow again has got Tara nervous because she quickly said, "Yeah, I.......... I don't think that's such a good idea."

"Okay, your call, I have the TV to keep me company until they get back." I said shrugging my shoulders and picking up the TV remote. I then looked at her out of the corner of my eye and said, "Do you notice how it's been getting darker so much earlier these days?" subtlely letting her know that I might not like being left alone here when a demon could attack at any time, and that she herself could be attacked by anything on her way home, before turning to the screen and laughing, "Talking cat."

She takes a deep breath and sits down next to me, "Fine. I'll stay. But just until they get back. An only to make sure that you're not alone. This.......... has nothing to do with.......... anyone else."

"Cool. Up to you." I said, snuggling up to her as we began watching TV, waiting for the others to arrive.

Throughout the next hour I continue to bring up the subject of Willow to the point where Tara was telling me to drop it, but I could tell that I was having an effect on her, that my words were reminding her of what it was like to be with Willow so I pressed on until finally she snapped.

"Dawn, this is the last time, drop it ok." Tara said firmly.

"Ok.........." I said, pausing for a few moments before continuing, "It's just that.......... the thing about Willow is.........."

"Oh my god Dawn, will you please shut up!" I had never heard Tara sound so frustrated before and my feelings were a little hurt, something which she obviously saw, "Oh god Dawnie, I'm sorry.......... it's just.......... you've got to drop this thing, ok sweetie?"

I paused for a second and then said, "No!" Tara sighed and hung her head in defeat. When she said nothing I continued, "I just.......... I just don't understand you guys.......... I mean, you love her, she loves you, and everything else shouldn't matter. I know, I know, it does, but it doesn't, you know?" I realise I'm not making any sense, but I'm having some trouble remembering what I had rehearsed before, "Look, why can't you guys be together? Because of that spell? You know her heart was in the right place right? So it kind of even doesn't count you know?"

Tara turns to look at me with shock, ".......... Doesn't count.......... what do you mean it doesn't count?" Tara said, her voice filled with a quiet rage I had never heard from her before, "Did you forget what Glory did to me? Don't you remember how she messed with my head? Willow knew what I went through and she did that to me anyway! And do you know what she said she was trying to do? She said she was trying to fix me, like I was some kind of broken toy for her to mend and keep on playing with! I love her, but I don't know any more whether she loves me too or whether she just likes playing with me!"

A silence fell between us. I had obviously gone too far, and part of me didn't want to push her any more, but my curiosity got the better of me, "What do you mean?"

Tara was very quiet for a minute before she said softly, "You wouldn't understand."

"Why?" I asked.

"Because.........." Tara trailed off.

"Because.......... what?" I said, getting a little angry, "Because I'm just a kid, is that it?"

"No, it's just.......... complicated." Tara said, obviously struggling with her words.

"How is it complicated?" I asked.

"Because.........." Tara sighed, "I remember some things but not others."

"What?" I said, thoroughly confused.

Tara swallowed and said, ".......... Dawnie.......... you remember everything that happened when we were all under that spell.........."

"Yeah." I said remembering perfectly how the whole gang had all forgotten everything about themselves, even their names.

The memory of us all thinking Spike was Giles's son just because he was English and calling him Randy Giles crops into my mind and I smile before Tara started talking again, "Well.......... because there were so many of us that spell wasn't as powerful.......... so once it was broken we remembered everything.......... but when Willow was using those spells on me I got the full dose of it and I'm just lucky my memory has started returning, although I don't know if everything will ever come back."

Another silence falls between us, but there's something Tara just said which caught my attention.

"Spells.......... as in pleural.......... as in more than one?" I said, watching her very carefully. Tara didn't answer. She just bit her lip and hung her head. So I decided to continue, "Why was Willow using that spell on you so much?"

".......... To make me forget." Tara said quietly.

That was obvious and not a real answer to my question and although part of me wants to stop I continued pushing her anyway, determined to know the truth, "To make you forget what?"

".......... Lots of things........." at this point Tara lifted her head up and I could see that there was tears in her eyes which were slowly beginning to run down her cheeks, ".......... any time we'd get in a fight.......... which was apparently a lot.......... and whenever I wasn't.......... cooperative enough, she would get inside my head and make me do things.......... things I could never imagine myself doing before.......... horrible things.......... and part of me like them.......... but I don't know if I liked them because she made me like them.......... or if deep down I'm just sick.......... what do you think Dawnie.......... am I sick.........."

At this point Tara began to weep openly and I pulled her into my arms.

"Oh my god Tara," I said, hugging her tight, "I'm so sorry, I had no idea."

I held Tara so her head was to my breast, and I comforted her the same way I had been so many times. I had been through a lot of grief over the past year or so and it was interesting for me to be the one giving my support to someone else for a change. It was also interesting to feel her in my arms. And by interesting, I mean good.

Before I can over think this too much Tara, as if remembering where she was, sits up and tries to regain her composure, "I'm sorry Dawn."

"Don't be. I'm your friend, and I'll always be here for you." I said, which causes her to smile. I've never been good at controlling my big mouth and I didn't even think before I spoke next, "What were the things Willow made you do? I mean.......... where they.......... sexual?"

".......... Some of them.........." Tara said dismissively.

"Like what?" I said, more than a little curious at this point. I could tell Tara was reluctant to talk about what she had been through but part of me really did think that maybe it would do her good to get it off her chest. The other part of me was curious for a different reason, "Come on Tara, I'm your friend, you can tell me anything and I won't judge you."

Tara paused and said, "Are you really sure you want to hear it?"

"Yes." I said firmly.

Tara sighed, took a deep breath and said, "Well.......... she would get inside my head and make me do things.......... make me allow her to do things to me.......... like.......... tie me up.......... and.......... and.......... punish me.........."

"Punish you, punish you for what?" I said, interrupting.

"A variety of things.......... but mostly.......... she would just make stuff up." Tara said sadly. There was a pause between us, and I thought we might be done talking until Tara began to talk again, "She did so many things to me.......... and the really sick part is that I enjoyed it.......... part of me enjoyed it.......... and enjoyed the stuff she made me do.......... and those toys.......... I never really used anything like that before.......... I really didn't have any interest in that kind of stuff.......... but now I even have some.......... stuff of my own.........." Tara trailed off and I could see she was blushing now. She had obviously told me more than she meant to and although she was still sad she wasn't as nearly as upset as she was before. She was still in pain though, which was obvious from what she said next, "So Dawnie.......... do you think I'm sick? Has Willow broken me beyond repair? Or do you think I was sick to begin with?"

I look Tara directly in the eye, wiped away her tears and said, "Tara, listen to me very carefully.......... you're not sick. Your one of the most beautiful people I've ever known. Both inside and out. I could never think any less of you for enjoying that stuff. I can't believe.......... I don't want to believe Willow could abuse your trust like that.......... but if she really did do that to you then she doesn't deserve you." I paused for a second, allowing her to take what I said in and then said, "Your problem with Willow isn't what she did to you sexually.......... it's the fact that she gave you know choice in the matter.......... she raped you.........."

"She.......... she didn't rape me." Tara said weakly, the tears in her eyes telling me that she didn't believe that.

"But she did didn't she." I said, finally allowing the true horror of the situation to sink in myself, "She raped you. Mentally and physically. And if I hadn't said anything before she might still be doing it." Tara hung her head in shame and I grabbed her face and pulled it up to me, "Hey, listen to me Tara, you haven't got anything to be ashamed of. It's not your fault."

"But I liked it!" Tara said, tears running down her cheek again.

"NO!" I said, firmly, "You liked being dominated sexually, there's nothing wrong with that. But what Willow did was wrong. Do you understand that?"

".......... I guess." Tara said meekly.

"No, do you understand that, yes or no?" I demanded.

Tara swallowed and stuttered, ".......... Yes."

"Good.......... I don't want to leave you alone like this. Your obviously in a bad emotional state. So you're going to sleep with me tonight.........." I say, before quickly realising how that sounded and quickly try and correct myself which to my great joy gets a light giggle out of Tara, which obviously means she's feeling a little better, "I mean in the sense that we'll be physically sleeping together just not.......... sleeping together, you know?"

"I know," said Tara smiling.

"Ok then." I said, taking Tara's hand and leading her upstairs, feeling more like an adult in that moment than in my entire life.

Tara’s POV

To begin with me and Dawn simply sit together with her snuggled up to me watching the TV and I slowly begin to relax not thinking about if and when Willow and the others arrive simply enjoying the fact that I get to spend more time with Dawn.

However after the first programme finishes for I don’t know how long all the way through the next programme including the breaks Dawn continually brings up the subject of Willow to the point where I am yelling at her to drop it due to me not wanting to remember the good times that I had with Willow not because I didn’t enjoy remembering them but simply because remembering the good times always led me to remembering the less than good times with Willow despite me telling her to drop it Dawn continued on until finally.

"Dawn! This is the last time. Drop it ok!"

I snapped at her.

"Ok."

Dawn says in a tone of voice which makes me think that she has finally gotten the message that I don’t want to talk about Willow anymore.

"It's just that……….the thing about Willow is."

"Oh my god Dawn! Will you please shut up!"

I snap again this time with real anger in my voice however the minute I snap at her I regret it due to the look she has on her face.

"Dawnie I'm sorry."

I say having not meant to lose my temper.

"It's just..........you've got to drop this thing. Ok sweetie?"

I ask her.

"No!"

Dawn snaps back at me causing me to hang my head and start to wish that I had left her on her own.

"I just..........I just don't understand you guys."

Dawn says evidently trying to explain why she has been on about Willow for the past I don‘t know how long.

"I mean you love her she loves you and everything else shouldn't matter. I know I know it does but it doesn't you know?"

I keep my head hung as I try and make sense or rather understand what Dawn has just said and what she means by it. Having a feeling I think I know what she is trying to say and yet at the same time not sure.

"Look why can't you guys be together?"

Dawn then asks.

"Because of that spell? You know her heart was in the right place right? So it kind of even doesn't count you know?"

I lift my head and look at her.

"Doesn't count..........what do you mean it doesn't count?"

I ask her once again feeling angry however this time it isn’t because she keeps on about Willow it’s because of what she has just said.

"Did you forget what Glory did to me?"

I then ask her on the inside wishing I hadn’t said that due to the fact I doubt anybody remember more than Dawn what Glory did in order to get to her. However I am so angry at what she has just said that my anger is overriding everything else.

"Don't you remember how she messed with my head?"

I continue on.

"Willow knew what I went through and she did that to me anyway! And do you know what she said she was trying to do? She said she was trying to fix me like I was some kind of broken toy for her to mend and keep on playing with! I love her but I don't know any more whether she loves me too or whether she just likes playing with me!"

Once I have gotten that out of my system neither me nor Dawn say anything for a few minutes.

"What do you mean?"

Dawn asks me finally breaking the silence.

"You wouldn't understand."

I tell her not wanting to tell her for a number of reasons.

"Why?"

Dawn asks.

"Because."

I say knowing that is only going to cause Dawn to continue on and yet despite knowing this part of me can’t help but hope that it causes her to stop asking.

"Because..........what?"

Dawn asks me sounding a tad angry.

"Because I'm just a kid is that it?"

She then snaps.

"No it's just..........complicated."

I tell her not wanting her to think that the reason I won’t tell her is because I consider her a kid which I don’t and that isn‘t the reason anyway.

"How is it complicated?"

Dawn then asks.

"Because."

I say again sighing knowing that Dawn isn’t going to be happy until I tell her and so I decide to tell her.

"I remember something’s but not others."

I say hoping that that is enough for her.

"What?"

Dawn asks me sounding confused.

I take a deep breath and swallow hard.

"Dawnie..........you remember everything that happened when we were all under that spell?"

I ask her referring to the memory loss spell.

"Yeah."

Dawn says smiling a small smile which confuses me due to the fact that for me at least the memory loss spell wasn’t a happy experience.

"Well."

I say deciding to continue on despite Dawn smiling.

"Because there were so many of us that spell wasn't as powerful..........so once it was broken we remembered everything..........but when Willow was using those spells on me I got the full dose of it and I'm just lucky my memory has started returning although I don't know if everything will ever come back."

I say having no doubt that now that I have started Dawn will have more questions for me.

"Spells."

She says.

"As in pleural..........as in more than one?"

She asks looking at me.

I don’t say anything wishing I hadn’t started this conversation.

"Why was Willow using that spell on you so much?"

Dawn then asks me.

"To make me forget."

I tell her in a whisper of a voice.

"To make you forget what?"

Dawn then asks me after a brief silence.

"Lots of things."

I say able to feel the memories returning and with them comes the tears and despite part of me wanting to hide the tears from Dawn I decide to show them to her just to show her how much Willow hurt me not because I want to turn her against Willow or anything but simply because I want her to understand.

"Any time we'd get in a fight..........which was apparently a lot."

I say.

"An whenever I wasn't..........cooperative enough she would get inside my head and make me do things."

I continue on.

"Things I could never imagine myself doing before..........horrible things..........and part of me liked them..........but I don't know if I liked them because she made me like them..........or if deep down I'm just sick."

I say swallowing hard.

"What do you think Dawnie?"

I then ask her.

"Am I sick?"

I ask her.

Dawn doesn’t say anything she simply pulls me towards her and I allow myself to be pulled into her arms grateful to her for not answering my question due to me not wanting anybody to tell me that I am sick even though I think I am in part.

"Oh my god Tara"

She says hugging me tight

"I'm so sorry I had no idea."

She adds as she holds me so that my head is on her breast despite being grateful to Dawn for trying to comfort me I can’t help but feel the need to get a hold of myself and so I and so I sit up and try and regain my composure.

"I'm sorry Dawn."

I say deep down not sorry at all due to me now feeling better that I finally told somebody how I have been feeling since me and Willow broke up.

"Don't be."

Dawn tells me.

"I’m your friend and I’ll always be here for you."

She adds which makes me smile due to me having said that on many occasions when Dawn has felt silly for crying to me about her problems.

"What were the things Willow made you do?"

She then asks which takes me completely by surprise.

"I mean..........where they..........sexual?"

She adds.

I swallow hard not sure weather I should tell her this due to the fact that I may not consider her a child however she still is younger than me and hasn’t even experienced sex yet.

"Some of them."

I say hoping that my tone will cause Dawn to drop the subject.

"Like what?"

She asks.

I keep quiet.

"Come on Tara I'm your friend you can tell me anything and I won't judge you."

Dawn says.

I keep quiet for a couple of minutes before taking a deep breath and saying.

"Are you really sure you want to hear it?"

I ask her.

"Yes."

Dawn tells me.

I take another deep breath.

"Well..........she would get inside my head and make me do things..........make me allow her to do things to me. Like..........tie me up..........and..........and..........punish me."

I say really not sure weather I should be talking about this kind of stuff to or with Dawn.

"Punish you punish you for what?"

Dawn asks.

"A variety of things."

I tell her.

"But mostly..........she would just make stuff up."

I add.

"She did so many things to me."

I continue on.

"An the really sick part is that I enjoyed it..........part of me enjoyed it..........and enjoyed the stuff she made me do..........and those toys..........I never really used anything like that before..........I really didn't have any interest in that kind of stuff..........but now I even have some..........stuff of my own."

I say feeling embarrassed that I have just told Dawn that I have my own sexual toys.

"So Dawnie."

I say deciding to find out her answer to a question I asked her earlier.

"Do you think I'm sick?"

I ask her.

"Has Willow broken me beyond repair? Or do you think I was sick to begin with?"

I add.

Dawn looks directly at me and I look right back at her as she reaches up with her right hand and wipes the tears for my eyes.

"Tara listen to me very carefully."

She says once she has done that.

"You're not sick. Your one of the most beautiful people I've ever known. Both inside and out. I could never think any less of you for enjoying that stuff. I can't believe..........I don't want to believe Willow could abuse your trust like that..........but if she really did do that to you then she doesn't deserve you."

She stops for a minute.

Part of me wants to smile at what Dawn has just said however I manage to stop myself.

"Your problem with Willow isn't what she did to you sexually..........it's the fact that she gave you no choice in the matter..........she raped you."

Dawn then says.

"She..........she didn't rape me."

I say not sure why exacterly I am trying to defend Willow due to the fact that I know that she did rape me both physically and mentally.

"But she did didn't she."

Dawn says.

"She raped you. Mentally and physically. An if I hadn't said anything before she might still be doing it."

I hang my head feeling fresh tears wanting to burst free and doing my best to try and stop them not wanting Dawn to see my cry twice in one day.

All of a sudden I feel two hands on either side of my face and the owner of the hands pulls my face up to face her.

"Hey listen to me Tara you haven't got anything to be ashamed of. It's not your fault."

Dawn says to me.

"But I liked it!"

I say unable to hold the tears back any longer as I feel them run down my face.

"NO!"

Dawn tells me.

"You liked being dominated sexually there's nothing wrong with that."

She adds.

"But what Willow did was wrong. Do you understand that?"

She says and asks me at the same-time.

"I guess."

I say in a soft voice.

"No."

Dawn says.

"Do you understand that yes or no?"

She asks me in a demanding tone of voice.

I swallow hard not really sure why.

"Yes."

I say finally.

"Good."

Dawn says.

"Now I don't want to leave you alone like this. You’re obviously in a bad emotional state. So you're going to sleep with me tonight."

After hearing what Dawn has just said and after a minute of allowing my brain to let it sink in I giggle uncontrollably.

"I mean in the sense that we'll be physically sleeping together just not..........sleeping together you know?"

Dawn asks and says at the same time.

"I know."

I tell her looking at her and smiling.

"Ok then."

Dawn says and with that she takes my hand and leads me upstairs down the corridor and into her bedroom.

Once we are in her room Dawn let’s go of my hand and walks over to her bed and pulls back the quilt cover she then stands up straight and looks over at me.

"Do you mind if I sleep on the right side?"

She asks.

"I didn’t think you meant now."

I say meaning that I didn’t think she meant we where going to bed now.

"What?"

Dawn asks me with a slight frown.

"I didn’t think you meant that we would be going to bed now."

I explain.

Dawn smiles an ear to ear smile.

"Tara. Look at your watch."

She says.

I slowly turn my attention to my watch and realise that it is almost midnight.

"Oh my goddess."

I say aloud in shock.

"If you think it’s too early for us to go to bed I’m more than happy for us to stay up and watch some more TV."

Dawn says.

"No."

I snap quickly looking back at her as I slowly take a deep breath.

"No."

I say much calmer.

"You have school tomorrow. You should go to bed now."

I add.

"What about you?"

Dawn asks me.

"Don’t you have classes tomorrow?"

She adds.

I go to open my mouth but then stop and think about the best way to answer Dawn’s question.

"I think I should stay up."

I say swallowing hard for some reason feeling the need to stay awake.

"Just until Buffy and………and Willow come home."

I add.

"They’re probably pulling an all nighter with the research."

Dawn says meaning that Willow and Buffy are probably planning on spending the night researching.

"Well."

I say swallowing hard again.

"I’d best stay up in case they call and need help with something."

I tell her.

Dawn smirks at me.

"Tara."

She says in a soft voice.

"I know you’re a light sleeper and so am I. I’m sure we’ll both hear the phone from up here if it goes."

She says.

Part of me feels like arguing with her while another part of me can’t think of anything else to say as far as a reason for me not to go to bed with Dawn so to speak.

"Ok."

I say finally.

"Good."

Dawn says smiling at me.

"Now I don’t think any of my clothes will fit you. However I am pretty sure-"

"I don’t want to wear any of Willow’s clothes."

I say quickly interrupting Dawn from finishing her sentence.

Dawn stops what she is about to say and simply looks at me for a moment.

"I wasn’t going to mention her."

She then says.

"What I was going to say was I am pretty sure we could find something of my sister’s that you could wear or that would fit you. If you wanted."

She adds.

I hang my head feeling very embarrassed that I assumed or rather guessed what Dawn was going to say.

"Sorry."

I say keeping my head hung.

After a minute of silence I suddenly feel a finger underneath my chin forcing me to look up and there standing directly opposite me is Dawn looking deep into my eyes.

"You don’t have to apologise."

She says softly again.

I take a deep breath and exhale just as heavily.

"Would you like me to go and rummage around in my sister’s room and try to find something for you to wear?"

Dawn asks me.

I smile at her able to imagine her asking me this simply so that she can upset her sister.

"No."

I say.

"Thank you."

I add.

"I’ll just sleep in my underwear. If that’s ok with you?"

I ask her not wanting to do anything that would make Dawn feel uncomfortable.

"That’s fine with me."

Dawn says.

"That’s normally how I sleep."

She adds as she turns around and walks away from me.

Once she is a fair distance away from me I watch as she takes off her blue jacket and begins to take off her black top with a brownish coloured pattern on the front of it however before I can see any of her body I spin around and face the door which I realise is still wide open and so I walk over and close it keeping my back turned to Dawn until she is in bed.

"You can look now Tara."

Dawn says.

I slowly turn halfway around and see Dawn in bed with the quilt covering her entire body despite her being sat up with her back against the headboard.

"Um……….Would you mind turning over onto your side please Dawn?"

I ask her having not undressed in front of another woman except for Willow or when I was at school.

Dawn smile at me as she rolls over onto her side with her back to me.

As quickly as I can I take off my clothes and rush over and climb into the left side of the bed and snuggle down.

"Are you done?"

Dawn asks.

"Mm-Hm."

I say as I watch Dawn turn over and look down at me.

I look up at her feeling very nervous for some reason and yet not knowing what that reason is neither of us say anything for what seems like an eternity.

"Tara."

Dawn says finally.

"Yeah."

I say looking at her.

"Do you mind if I ask you something?"

"You can ask me anything Dawnie."

I say smiling a small smile at her.

Dawn smiles a small smile back at me.

"Well……….let’s say that you and Willow didn’t get back together……….but you did find somebody to be with."

Dawn says.

I nod my head to show her that I am listening.

"Would you want them to dominate you?"

She then asks.

This takes me completely by surprise.

"I don’t know."

I say unable to believe I have just answered Dawn’s question and I answered it honestly.

"I mean I……….liked being dominated but……….I’m not sure weather I want to be dominated in my next relationship or not."

I add unable to believe I am admitting this and to Dawn of all people.

"I think you should decide before your next relationship."

Dawn says to me.

"You mean……….I should have a one night stand?"

I ask her unable to believe we’re talking about this.

"Well yes and no."

Dawn then says.

"What do you mean yes and no?"

I ask her.

"Well yes I think you should have a one night stand but not the normal type of one night stand."

Dawn explains.

I simply frown at her.

"What I mean by that is I think you should sleep with somebody you know who can dominate you rather than trust a total stranger who could turn out to be a vampire or something."

Dawn says.

I think about this.

"That could prove difficult."

I say unable to believe I am even contemplating this and yet unable to see a fault in Dawn’s ideas.

"Why?"

Dawn asks me.

"Well………I’m not very good at the whole dating thing……….and a part from Willow I don’t have any other friends who are gay."

I tell her.

"Do you know any that are bisexual?"

Dawn asks me.

I feel tempted to say Anya due to her having once brought up in a "girls only" conversation with me and Willow and Buffy that she did once have a lesbian relationship with another vengeance demon. Despite being tempted to say Anya I immediately dismiss her due to her being engaged to Xander.

"No."

I say.

"Well I know somebody who is bisexual and I also know somebody who is gay."

Dawn tells me.

I look at Dawn for some reason I am shocked by this having thought or rather figured that the only people Dawn knew who are gay was me and Willow.

"Really?"

I ask her.

"Who?"

I add.

"Depends."

Dawn then says with a smirk.

"On what?"

I ask her.

"On weather you want to know the name of the bisexual or the lesbian."

Dawn says which causes me to smile.

"Both."

I say curiously.

"Well."

Dawn says pausing for a moment.

"My friend Janice is a bisexual."

She says pausing again.

"An I am a lesbian."

Dawn tells me proudly.

I simply look at Dawn my brain having stopped functioning after hearing Dawn announce her "gay hood" I guess you could call it.

"You can’t be."

I say instinctively.

"I am."

Dawn says matter of factly.

"Dawn."

I say as my brain slowly begins to work again.

"You’re too young to be a lesbian."

I say knowing that that is arguably the most stupid thing in the history of denial.

Dawn laughs.

"Oh really."

She says her tone of voice dripping with sarcasm.

"An what exacterly is the legal age for you to be a lesbian?"

She asks again her tone of voice full of sarcasm.

"There isn’t one."

I say.

"What I mean is……….Your too young to know what you are. I mean you haven’t even had sex yet……….have you?"

I ask.

Dawn looks at me.

"Do you mean with a man or with a woman?"

She then asks me.

"Both."

I say after thinking about it for a minute or two.

"Well I haven’t had sex with a man however I have had sex with a woman and that woman being my best friend Janice who took both of my virginities."

Dawn says to me.

"Ok."

I say thinking about the best way to put what I am about to say.

"So…..….. You don’t want to experience what it is like being with a man?"

I ask her.

Dawn looks at me.

"No."

She says slowly shaking her head.

"Not really."

She adds.

"I like being with women and the funny thing is I didn‘t realise how much I liked it or even knew how much I would like it until after the first time. After the first time me and Janice where together I was like………well I‘m sure you know what it feels like."

I smile at her remembering very well how weird and yet wonderful it was when I realised and accepted that I was a lesbian.

Figuring it best not to argue with her I decide to move on to the matter of me having a one night stand with her or her friend Janice.

"Your friend Janice isn’t an option as far as having a one night stand is concerned and neither are you."

I tell her.

"Why not?"

Dawn asks me.

I simply look at her.

"You know why."

I tell her.

"No actually I don’t."

Dawn responds.

I sigh a heavy hearted sigh deciding that if Dawn insists on playing this game then I will tell her why she is not an option as far as having a one night stand is concerned.

"Well for one you’re younger than me. For another I doubt you have experience in dominating somebody. An third and arguably most importantly you’re my former lover’s best friend’s sister and who also just happens to be the slayer. "

I tell her.

Dawn simply looks at me and I think that I may have got her as far as the reasons for her not being an option are concerned.

"Ok."

Dawn says.

"First off I am not that much younger than you. Secondly I have had a fair amount of experience in dominating a woman because with the exception of the when she took my virginity as well as my anal virginity whenever me and Janice got together she would always have me dominate her. As far as me being Buffy’s sister is concerned I’m not going to tell her about this which means she will never know or find out and neither will Willow."

I simply look into Dawn’s eyes trying to figure out if she is really serious about her being my one night stand. She certainly sounds serious and like she really wants to do this however I can’t help but wonder if she is just……….I don’t know being friendly seems like the wrong word for what she is offering to do because this is defiantly above and beyond the call of friendship.

As I look into her eyes I can see how serious she is and how much she really wants to do this and as I look into her eyes I can’t help but feel a slight desire to have Dawn be the one to dominate me maybe due to what she said about me having somebody I know dominate me and I know she said that the reason for her suggestion was because if I went off with a total stranger they could turn into a vampire or worse.

However the reason I think I want Dawn to be the one to dominate me is because I trust her unlike Willow if I ask her to stop she’ll stop and she won’t make me do anything that I don’t really want to do etc.

I take a deep breath and exhale slowly.

"Are you sure about this?"

I ask her feeling I need verbal confirmation.

"I’m sure."

Dawn tells me.

"You realise even though nobody else is going to know about this. An that includes Janice."

I say making sure Dawn understands that NOBODY else is to know about this.

"You realise that despite it only being you and me who know about this. This could change things between us."

I say feeling a little nervous about what I have just said due to me knowing that us doing this really could change things between me and Dawn and not for the better.

"Your right."

Dawn says.

"However I don’t think it will and if we try really hard I think we can ensure that it doesn’t change things between us at least not for the worse."

She adds.

I look at her and continue to look at her as my brain decides weather or not I should go through with this. Once my brain has decided I open my mouth and say.

"So how do you want us to start?"

Dawn's POV

Once I had led Tara into my room I let go of her hand, walked over to the bed and removed the quilt cover.

Looking over at Tara I said, "Do you mind if I sleep on the right side?"

"I didn't think you meant now." Tara mumbled.

"What?" I asked.

"I didn't think you meant that we would be going to bed now." Tara explained.

"Tara. Look at your watch." I said smiling widely.

Tara looks at her watch and I can't help smile when I see the expression on her face when she realises that it's almost midnight.

"Oh my goddess." Tara said in disbelief.

"If you think it's too early for us to go to bed I'm more than happy for us to stay up and watch some more TV." I said in a somewhat teasing tone.

"No!" Tara snapped, and then in a calmer voice, "No. You have school tomorrow. You should go to bed now."

I don't like the way she said that. It sounds like to me she is trying to get me to go to bed so she can sneak out, and right now I really don't think that's a good idea. I really don't like the idea of her going out there alone, after all this is Sunnydale, a place you definitely don't want to go out alone at night, even if you are a pretty powerful witch.

"And what about you?" I ask, "Don't you have classes tomorrow?"

Tara paused for a minute before she said, I think I should stay up. Just until Buffy and.......... and Willow come home."

"They'll probably pull an all nighter with the research." I said dismissively.

In truth I didn't know that for sure, but it was at least likely they'd work for another couple of hours before coming home and it was probably a safe bet that we would be asleep by then.

"Well," Tara said, obviously still trying to find excuses to go, "I'd better stay up in case they call and need help with something."

"Tara, I know you're a light sleeper and so am I. I'm sure we'll both hear the phone from up here if it goes." I said deflating her argument.

She searched for another reason for a moment but obviously found none.

"Ok." She sighed in defeat.

"Good," I said, "Now I don't think any of my clothes will fit you. However I am pretty sure-"

"I don't want to wear any of Willow's clothes." Tara said quickly.

"I wasn't going to mention her." I said truthfully, I was going to say I am pretty sure we could find something of my sister's that you could wear or that would fit you. If you wanted."

"Sorry." Tara said hanging her head.

Tara was obviously in a very fragile emotional state and the mere mention of Willow has got to her in a way I found heartbreaking and I wanted to cheer her up.

Walking over to her I placed my hand underneath her chin and brought her face level with mine.

"You don't have to apologise." I said softly, "Would you like me to go and rummage around in my sister's room and try to find something for you to wear?"

"No. Thank you." Tara said, a small smile on her face, "I'll just sleep in my underwear. If that's ok with you?"

"That's fine with me." I said, "That's normally how I sleep."

I then walked over to my bed and began to take off my clothes. Once my jacket was off I pulled my top over my head and gave Tara a passing glance. She had turned her back to me and for a second there I wondered if I had embarrassed her. I know she's a shy person but she really has no reason to be shy as far as I'm concerned.

Removing the rest of my clothes quickly I climb into bed, pulling the covers over me before I call out to her, "You can look now Tara."

Tara hesitantly turns round to see that I'm safely under the covers and said, "Um.......... Would you mind turning over onto your side please Dawn?"

I smile at Tara and did as she asked, but as I did an odd feeling overcame me. It was a feeling of.......... disappointment! I was disappointed that I wasn't going to get to see one of my friends naked. This shouldn't be that shocking to me, after all I had been having crushes on my sisters friends ever since we came to Sunnydale. Buffy always seemed to surround herself with attractive friends, but it wasn't until we came to Sunnydale that she started making friends that were beautiful inside and out. Tara was no exception to this rule, but I had never seriously considered anything could ever happen with her. I mean, only a few minutes ago I had been seriously trying to get her back together with Willow, someone who I thought she was meant to be with, but now I'm not so sure.

Thinking of what Willow did to Tara makes me very angry because Tara is one of the nicest, sweetest people that I've ever known, and how dare Willow, or anyone else for that matter, abuse her trust. Tara deserve someone better, someone who can treat her right. She needs to find herself a real Dom who can take care of her.......... if that's what she really wants. But is it though? Does she want to be dominated or not? Does she even know the answer to that question. If she doesn't, maybe I can help her answer it.

The feeling of movement in the bed beside me awakes me from my thoughts. I almost just turn around, but stop myself. I really, really wouldn't mind seeing her naked but it's probably not a good idea if I'm too obvious so soon.

"Are you done?" I asked her innocently.

"Mm-Hm." Tara said in response so I turned to look at her.

She's tucked in nice and tight and for the first time I truly appreciate how beautiful she is. I had thought it many times before but this was the first time I was looking at Tara as a possible lover as opposed to just a friend.

I had to be very careful how I went about this. If I said or did something wrong it could damage our friendship, and there's always the chance that she might tell my sister or something, but I'm not too worried about it damaging our friendship and if I succeed I could help Tara find her place in life, which makes any risk worth it as far as I'm concerned.

And as for the telling my sister thing, I doubt she'd really do that but hey, I guess someone has got to tell big sis sooner or later. I'd rather it be me though. I've got to say I'm kind of looking forward to seeing the look on her face when I finally 'come out' to her.

I'm going to tell everyone about me eventually, but I'm just not ready for the world to know the real me yet. I mean, come on, I'm in high school, that place is bad enough without everybody knowing I'm a dyke. So, I pretend to be a good little straight girl, and then, when I'm sure no one is looking, I find myself a nice bi curious girl to practice the art of lesbian sex with.

I've been having so much fun lately that it's hard for me to even remember that up until a couple of months ago I was still trying to convince myself that I was straight. I even tried dating a boy at one point which ended badly when it turned out he was a vampire. The night wasn't a total loss though because later that night my friend Janice 'comforted' me with her mouth and we've been 'comforting' each other ever since. We've even taking to introducing other girls into our little depraved world. I say depraved not because of the girl on girl action, there's nothing wrong with that, but because ever since Janice and I got together I've been on a serious power trip, dominating Janice and any other girl I talk into my bed and turning them into my little fuck pets.

And right now I can't help notice I've got another girl in my bed, one who might be interested in what I have to offer her, if I can just find the right words.

I bit my lip as I thought how best to approach this. Finally I said, "Tara."

"Yeah." Tara said, looking at me.

"You mind if I ask you something?" I said.

"You can ask me anything Dawnie." Tara said with a small smile.

I returned the smile and said, "Well.......... let's say that you and Willow don't get back together.......... but you find somebody to be with.......... would you want them to dominate you?"

"I don't know.........." Tara said, obviously caught completely by surprise, "I mean I.......... liked being dominated but.......... I'm not sure whether I want to be dominated in my next relationship or not."

"I think you should decide before your next relationship." I said.

"You mean.........." Tara's voice went really low at this point, "I should have a one night stand?"

"Well yes and no." I said, not wanting to come out and say what I really want to say too soon.

"What do you mean yes and no? Tara asked, obviously a bit confused.

"Well yes I think you should have a one night stand but not the normal type of one night stand." I explained, "What I mean by that is I think you should sleep with somebody you know who can dominate you rather than a total stranger who could turn out to be a vampire or something."

"That could be difficult." Tara said with a sigh.

"Why?" I asked.

"Well.........." Tara said, searching for the right words, "I'm not very good at the whole dating thing.......... and apart from Willow I don't have any other friends that are gay."

"Do you know any that are bisexual?" I asked.

Tara looked thoughtful for a moment but finally said, "No."

I've paused for a second, giving myself a chance to analyse all the possible outcomes before I continued. I decided if I did then I wouldn't stop until I got what I wanted. You wouldn't believe how many girls I've bagged with a little persistence, and I was pretty sure at this point I could get Tara. If I wasn't sure, I wouldn't even try, and I was sure. And more than that, I wanted her, perhaps more than any other girl I had seduced.

"Well I know someone who is bisexual and I know someone who is gay." I said, deciding to continue but not coming right out and saying what I really wanted to say just yet. After all, if nothing else I was 'coming out' to one of my friends, something that should never be taken lightly even when you are not trying to seduce them.

"Really?" Tara said in a surprised voice, "Who?"

"Depends." I said with a smirk.

"On what?" Tara said.

"On whether you want to know the name of the bisexual or of the lesbian." I said playfully.

Tara looked thoughtful and said, "Both."

"Well.........." I said slowly and carefully, "My friend Janice is a bisexual.......... an I am a lesbian."

It actually felt very liberating to say that to Tara, bearing in mind I had often wondered what it would be like to tell her that I'm gay. Don't get me wrong I had wondered what it would be like to tell all my friends that I'm gay, but Tara is the only girl I've ever known who actually told me that she always knew she liked other girls from the beginning. Janice and all my little friends are bisexual and are just exploring their sexuality. I'm the only one who now has no more interest in boys. And Tara is the only other girl I know who's a 100% lesbian like me so I've always wanted to, I don't know, get her advice on stuff, but now I have a lot of other things in mind. However I can't do any of those things with her just staring at me blankly.

Tara is actually kind of worrying me because she hasn't said anything for a while. Just when I thought that I might have broken her or something she blinked and said, "You can't be."

I find this rather disappointing and a little insulting. I would have expected this from my sister but not Tara. I had expected a lot of different reactions from a lot of different people but I'd always thought that Tara would have been supportive of my sexuality, not repressive.

"I am." I said matter of factly.

"Dawn," Tara said, "Your too young to be a lesbian."

That statement is so daft I laugh out loud, and I can actually see her cringing as she realises what she just said.

"Oh really?" I said sarcastically, "An what exactly is the legal age for you to be a lesbian?"

"There isn't one." Tara said, "What I mean is.......... you're too young to know what you are. I mean you haven't even had sex yet.......... have you?"

I smiled and looked at her, "Do you mean with a man or with a woman?"

"Both." Tara said after a brief pause.

"Well I haven't had sex with a man however I have had sex with a woman and a woman being my best friend Janice who took both my virginities." I said, secretly enjoying the shock I saw on her face.

"Ok." Tara said, "So…..….. You don’t want to experience what it is like being with a man?"

"No. Not really." I said firmly, speaking from my heart, trying to get through to Tara, who was obviously in a state of shock, "I like being with women and the funny thing is I didn't realise how much I liked it or even knew how much I would like it until after the first time. After the first time me and Janice where together I was like.......... well I'm sure you know what it feels like."

Much to my delight I could see a smile crossing Tara's face. She was obviously remembering her first time fondly, and hopefully this would place her into the right mindset of what would come next.

"Your friend Janice isn't an option as far as having a one night stand is concerned and neither are you." Tara said finally.

"Why not?" I said.

"You know why." Tara said.

"No actually," I said, "I don't."

"Well for one thing you're younger than me. For another I doubt you have experience in dominating somebody. An third and arguably most importantly your my former lover's best friend's sister and who also just happens to be the slayer."

I looked at Tara for a moment. As she was talking I had come up with some perfectly good counter points for her reasons, but I was just checking them for a moment to make sure that they would all work. When I was sure I started talking again.

"Ok," I said, "First off I'm not that much younger than you. Secondly I have a fair amount of experience in dominating a woman because with the exception of when she took my virginity as well as my anal virginity whenever me and Janice got together she would always have me dominate her. And as far as me being Buffy's sister is concerned I'm not going to tell her about this which means she will never know or find out and neither will Willow."

A silence falls between us as we stare into each other's eyes. I think Tara is trying to decide whether or not I'm serious about this, which I am, and if I am whether or not she should except my offer. The thing is as much as I want Tara physically I don't want to force her to do anything she doesn't want to do, after all this is really all about helping her out. Ok so it's almost all about helping her out and maybe a tiny little bit about me getting to sleep with a hot blonde but whatever.

Finally Tara took a deep breath and said, "Are you sure about this?"

"I'm sure." I said firmly.

"You realise even though nobody else is going to know about this. An that includes Janice. You realise that despite it only being you and me who knows about this. This could change things between us?" Tara said nervously.

I can see she's dangerously close to freaking out and I really don't want that to happen, not just because it means I might not get to sleep with her but because I can't stand to see Tara in any type of pain be it emotional or otherwise.

"Your right," I said, "However I don't think it will and if we try really hard I think we can ensure that it doesn't change things between us, at least not for the worse."

There's another long pause between us and I half expect Tara to tell me that it's just too weird or it's just too soon or some other excuse, but she doesn't. Instead she opened her mouth and simply said, "So how do you want us to start?"

In every scenario I had imagined Tara had fought me for at least twice as long as this and I was a little taken aback at first but I soon recovered.

"Well," I said, slowly leaning towards her until my face was a short distance away from hers, "It's customary for these type of things to begin with a little foreplay."

"Oh," Tara said, obviously pretending to be clueless, "And what would that entail?"

"Well," I said, leaning in until my lips were inches away from hers, "Normally we start out with something like this.........."

And with that I pressed my lips to Tara and kissed her softly. She returned the kiss, our lips gently caressing each other as we became lost in this tender embrace. I wanted to wrap my arms around her but I was too afraid of freaking her out. That was also the reason I didn't add my tongue straight away and just lay there kissing her for a long time, longer than any other girl I've ever been with in fact.

In all my other experiences I have been dealing with a horny adolescent who was curious about their sexuality, but this time I was with someone who knew who they were and what they wanted. And what they wanted, if I wasn't very much mistaken, was to be controlled.

So I took control of the situation and pressed my tongue against her lips, not so much asking permission to enter her mouth as demanding it. To my delight Tara opened wide without hesitation and I began to massage her tongue with mine as our kiss became more passionate. Taking a chance I gently pressed my body to hers, smiling into the kiss as I hear her moan from the contact. Taking this is a good sign I then wrap one of my arms around her, using it to run my fingers up and down her almost naked back, causing her to moan again.

After a while I gently roll us until she's on her back and I'm lying on top of her, my hands running all over her body as my tongue bullies hers inside her mouth.

Eventually oxygen becomes an issue and we break apart, gasping for breath.

"That was a good start." Tara gasped, causing us both to giggle a little before we became caught in each other's eyes and everything suddenly became very serious again.

Staring into her eyes, I smiled and said, "Oranges."

"What?" Tara said laughing.

"If you want me to stop." I said, "Say oranges."

Tara's smile slowly faded as she realised I was serious. I kind of doubt Willow ever gave her a safe word before, but whenever me and Janice get together we always agree on something silly, which will hopefully change the mood if necessary, ahead of time.

I wait for Tara to say something, but she's just so beautiful I suddenly have the urge to kiss her again and it's not long before I do just that. Taking control of her lips again I become lost in kissing her for some time, wanting to get her as relaxed as possible before moving on, but ultimately my own hormones got the better of me and I pulled away from her and began kissing my way down her neck.

I licked and sucked the soft flesh I found there for a while, delighting in the sounds of Tara's moans as I did so. When I believed she was ready I slowly, carefully reached under her and undid her bra strap with practised ease. I then threw the garment aside and made my way down to her full succulent breasts. Cupping them in my hands I gently sucked one of the nipples into my mouth, and used my tongue to play it like an instrument as Tara writhed beneath me. Oh how I enjoy turning another woman into a quivering wreck by just sucking on her nipples, and the thrill of considering Tara a 'grown up' and 'out of my league' for so long makes it that much sweeter.

It gets even better when Tara seems to get over some of her hesitation for the time being and cups the back of my head, desperately feeding me her breast. Not long after this I feel her trying to push me downwards towards her pussy but I'm not having any of it. Tara has got to learn who's in charge tonight, and if she doesn't stop that soon I'm going to spank her. Oh, now that sounds like fun, but I don't want to push her too far yet.

When I'm ready to give her some relief I began kissing my way down her stomach until I reached her pantie covered pussy.

Reaching for the waistband I look up into her eyes, wanting to make sure she's ready for this. I wait for a few seconds for her to object or something, but she doesn't. So I slowly pull her panties down her legs, tossing them aside once they are properly removed, and bring my head down so that it's level with her pussy.

It's a pretty little pussy, with a little patch of hair on the top of it, like a landing strip. Personally I prefer being shaved, and I also usually prefer my girls that way, but this is cute. And hey, what do you know, unlike my sister, a natural blonde.

Looking up at Tara I can't help feel this just isn't the position for this, and then a wicked idea crosses my mind.

"Tara," I said sweetly, "Get on your hands and knees on the bed." Tara looked at me in disbelief, and although I didn't want to push her too soon I needed to assert my authority over her so I said in a very firm voice, "Now!"

To my delight Tara meekly turns over and lifts herself up onto her hands and knees. She reminds me of a puppy that's just been told off. Of course when she's fully bent over I don't think of her as a cute animal, I think of her as a cute blonde kneeling and ready for me to fuck her.

Getting behind her I gently pushed down on the back of her shoulder blades, gently making her lay down so that her face is pressed against the bed, putting her into a nice vulnerable position. Face down, ass up.

Leaning back I run my hands over her soft ass cheeks, gently caressing and groping her butt. I always thought Tara had a cute butt, and now it was mine, or at least it soon would be.

"You have a beautiful ass Tara," I said, continuing to grope at her, "Very fuck-able.......... and spank-able!"

I let myself get a little carried away when I give her ass a hard slap on the word 'spank-able'. Oh how I want to see just how spank-able that ass is, but I just don't think she's ready for it. Besides, she hasn't done anything wrong, and it's no fun when she hasn't done anything wrong.

Spreading her butt cheeks I examine her holes. I can't help smiling as I see her obviously well fucked before ass hole. I had always thought that Tara was probably the 'bottom' in her relationship with Willow, but I could have never have guessed the shy little witch would allow the redhead to take her that way.......... and then I remember what Tara said before and I realise that whenever her anal virginity was taken chances are she didn't have a choice in the matter. This makes me both sad and angry, but I can't break my concentration now. There are things to be done.

Looking downwards and focus all my attention on Tara's pussy which is dripping wet and ready.

"Oh my God Tara, your pussy is so pretty," I said, removing one of my hands from her butt cheeks so I can run my fingers around her pussy lips, "So very, very pretty. And very wet too. Are you enjoying this Tara? Are you enjoying me playing with your pretty pussy?" Tara moaned but didn't answer me, so I gave her a nice hard slap on the butt and said, "Answer me!"

"Yes!" Tara squeaked, "Oh god yes."

"Good," I said, gently massaging the soft flesh I had just spanked. I could see my handprint on her ass and I hadn't hit her that hard. Once again I got a real urge to spank her but let it slide as I concentrated in playing with her pussy, circling the dripping hole a little before finally pushing my finger inside and giving her the penetration she obviously desired, "Because I like playing with your pretty pussy. I just love the way it feels around my finger," I said, thrusting in and out of her a little before removing my finger and bringing it up to my face, "It smells good too." I said, smelling it before I placed it into my mouth and slowly sucked off the juices, "Mmmmmmmmmm, and god does your pretty pussy taste good.......... so good in fact I think one little taste just isn't enough." I lent down until my face was level with her pussy and said, "What about you Tara, do you think one little taste is enough?"

"No!" Tara moaned lustily.

"Then what do you think I should do Tara?" I asked playfully, breathing hard on her dripping pussy.

"Eat me!" Tara whimpered, "Please Dawnie, eat me, eat my pussy."

"You mean like this?" I said, using both my hands to spread her cheeks and expose as much of her pussy as I could before giving it one long lick.

Tara moaned out loud and continued to do so as I began gently lapping at her, keeping my first licks as teasing as possible, enjoying the feeling of having her squirming for me with just the smallest caress of my tongue. After a little light licking I began to run my tongue around her pussy lips, clockwise and then anti-clockwise, doing everything I could to extend the teasing before I got down to some proper rug munching.

I know from previous experience it's always good to try and get a girl worked up before you seriously start licking her. I always find it very hard because I love the taste of pussy juice and I normally can't wait to dive right in to the source of that deliciousness, but I figure the more I work on her now, the harder she'll cum, and the more girl cum she'll give me, and if there's one thing on this earth that I crave more than pussy juice its girl cum.

Of course Tara wasn't making it easy for me. Her sweet cream was drooling onto my tongue and sliding down my throat, making me crazy with lust to the point I was savagely licking at her lips. But I never gave in though.

When I was ready I gently closed my mouth around her pussy lips and thrust my tongue as deep inside her as it would possibly go, sucking down on her pussy with all my might.

Tara let out a deafening scream and I was glad that Buffy and Willow were out because if they were here they would probably come running in here worried for Tara's safety. She was perfectly fine though. Better than fine if the way she was thrusting back at me was any indication. I didn't let her move much though, and I certainly didn't let her dictate the pace of my tongue. When she became too rowdy I even gave her a couple of hard spanks to get her to calm down, never once removing my mouth from her pussy.

I have to say I was feeling very proud of myself at the moment. Here I had a beautiful woman, who for the past two years I had considered an authority figure, squirming under the power of my tongue. This 'grown up' was now completely under my control, and I loved it. It was giving me an incredible adrenalin rush which of course only made me want to fuck her harder.

I fucked her with my tongue, sometimes slowly and gently, sometimes hard and roughly, sometimes finding a middle ground between them but I never stopped. I never stopped sucking at her either, getting as much of this wonderful juice as I could but there was just too much of it. I had eaten a lot of pussy lately but I still hadn't managed to find a way to prevent girl juice from escaping my mouth and covering my face. Not that I really minded, I loved a face full of pussy juice, and would where it around as a trophy if I could, but it's hard enough to 'stay in the closet' with out walking around smelling like pussy all the time. Because of this I had gone through a lot of makeup lately, but that was a price I was more than willing to pay.

As I said before I loved pussy juice and Tara's pussy juice was some of the sweetest stuff I have ever tasted. Tara should seriously think about bottling this stuff or something. Oh well, more for me.

I could have happily licked Tara's yummy pussy all night, but I could tell she was getting close to cumming and I wanted to send her off like a rocket, so using a trick I had learned with Janice, I re-moved my tongue and inserted two fingers into Tara's dripping slit, moving my tongue up to my friend's ass hole and pressing it to her puckered rosebud. With a little pressure and forced my tongue inside her back door and began sliding in and out of her, fucking her ass with my tongue as I fucked her pussy with my fingers. Her ass was nice and loose around my tongue, confirming my suspicions that she was no stranger to being butt fucked, so I was able to move my soft tongue easily inside her ass. At the same time my fingers were moving easily inside her pussy, too easily for my liking.

Deciding to turn up the heat I slipped a third finger inside her and began a comehither kind of motion, using my thumb to play with her clit as I tongue fucked her butt.

This did the trick and she screamed out, "Oh my god Dawnie, I'm cumming, I'm cumming, I'm cummmmmiiiiinnnnnggggg!"

Her words became mindless jargon as she came, her juices covering my hand. In a flash, I removed my fingers from her pussy and glued my mouth to her leaking cunt, greedily swallowing as much of her precious liquid as possible. Just to draw out her orgasm I slipped two of my wet fingers into her ass hole, and gently fucked her there as I drank deeply from her. I felt like I was back drinking my shake through a straw again, only this time the straw was much bigger, and the liquid I was devouring was much tastier than any shake.

Eventually when Tara had nothing left to give me, and I was sure her pussy was as clean as it was going to get, I reluctantly removed my mouth from her pussy and crawled up the bed. I laid down so that my legs were either side of Tara and my back was resting against the headboard. I reached out from her and cupped her chin in my hand, slowly bringing her up until we were face to face.

"Did you enjoy that?" I asked her, fighting the urge to smile, believing I already knew the answer.

Tara nodded meekly.

"Good." I said bringing her lips towards me, "Now it's your turn. Let's see what your pretty mouth can do."

Tara’s POV

I think I must have taken Dawn by surprise in how quickly I agreed to her being my one night stand. I have to be honest and say I am rather surprised myself part of me feels the need to continue arguing and yet another part of me doesn’t want to argue I’d like to say it’s because I want to know if I really do like being dominated or not and that is part of the reason however it isn’t the whole reason. The other part of the reason is because I want Dawn I know that is sick of me to want my ex lover’s best friend’s sister but I can’t help it part of me really does want Dawn and the really weird thing is I can’t explain why.

"Well,"

Dawn says causing me to come out of my thoughts as I return my focus to looking at her and notice that she has moved closer towards me her face is now a very short distance away from mine.

"It's customary for these type of things to begin with a little foreplay."

Dawn tells me.

"Oh,"

I say acting as though I didn’t know that.

"An what would that entail?"

I ask her wanting her to take the lead or rather the dominant role immediately.

"Well,"

Dawn says as she leans in closer towards me until our lips are inches away from each others.

"Normally we start out with something like this."

Dawn says before she presses her lips to mine and me and my ex-lovers best friend’s sister kiss for the first time however the moment we do the fact that Dawn is my ex-lover’s best friend’s sister goes completely out of my mind and is replaced by the feel of Dawn’s soft lips on mine I caress Dawn’s lips with mine as I slowly become lost in this tender moment and as I slip slowly further and further under Dawn’s control I can’t help but almost immediately compare Dawn to Willow and so far Dawn is already up on points not that this is a competition or anything however I can’t remember the last time Willow ever kissed me with this type of tenderness.

I do my best not to let myself compare Dawn to Willow due to them being two different people and besides which I was in a relationship with Willow where as this with Dawn is simply a one night stand.

As me and Dawn continue to kiss I feel her tongue against my lips again I immediately compare Dawn to Willow due to Dawn being completely different to the way Willow was when Willow wanted to stick her tongue in my mouth she just forced it into my mouth leaving me with no choice but to accept it. However Dawn is being nice to me nice in a very demanding way which causes me to open wide immediately as I feel her begin to massage my tongue with her’s and our kiss becomes even more passionate.

As we continue to open mouth or French kiss I feel Dawn’s body pressing against mine.

"Mmmmmmmmmm."

I moan softly liking the feel of another woman’s body against mine and the fact that the other woman who’s body is pressing against mine is Dawn’s seems to just add to my happiness and excitement. I also feel Dawn wrap an arm around me and feel her fingers run up and down my back.

"Mmmmmmmmmm!"

I moan even louder.

After a short time Dawn rolls me over until I am laying on my back and she is laying on top of me and I can feel her hands are now running all over my body as her tongue fights with mine and my tongue is loosing not that I mind taking into consideration the fact that the point of all of this is to see if I really like being dominated………I think it’s best if I keep reminding myself of that.

Eventually both me and Dawn break the kiss and do our best to get our breath’s back

"That was a good start."

I say giggling which causes Dawn joins in.

However the giggling stops when me and Dawn lock eyes with one and other

"Oranges."

Dawn says suddenly out of nowhere.

"What?"

I ask with a laugh due to that being the weirdest thing I think I have ever heard Dawn say.

"If you want me to stop."

Dawn says.

"Say oranges."

She adds.

I slowly stop smiling as I realise what Dawn is talking about she is giving me a safe word which I have to use or rather which I am supposed to use whenever things get a bit too……….well let’s just say if things turn out not to my liking.

I do my best to remember what Dawn has told me partly hoping that I won’t have to use it and yet partly excited due to the fact I can’t help wonder if I will. Now that is weird getting excited at the prospect of having to ask your lover to stop making love to you.

"Dawn is not your lover she’s a one night stand. She’s your ex-lover’s best friend’s sister. An the only reason she is doing this is to help you discover if you really like being dominated remember that!"

My brain tells me.

Before I have a chance to think about anything else Dawn’s lips are once again on mine and as soon as they are Dawn immediately takes the lead as I immediately surrender to her and her lips all to soon after us having started kissing again Dawn pulls away from me and begins to kiss her way down my neck.

I feel her tongue lick and I feel her suck the flesh of my neck causing me to moan. After a while of her doing this I feel her hands reach under me and undo my bra strap with evidently practised precision. She has obviously done this before, probably with her friend Janice. I still can't believe that little Dawnie is sexually active. I had always thought she was so innocent. Obviously I was wrong. Once my bra is off Dawn makes her way down my body to my breasts which she cups in her hands and gently sucks a nipple into her mouth and uses her tongue to play with it.

I can’t help but writher from the amount of pleasure Dawn is causing me to have simply by playing with one of my nipples god knows what I am going to be like when she moves further down. To show her how much I am loving what she is doing as if my withering isn’t enough of a clue I reach down and cup the back of Dawn’s head feeding more of my breast to her.

Despite how good her mouth on my nipple and breast feels I can’t help but want to feel her mouth on another part of my body and so I go from holding her head to my breast to trying to push her downwards towards my pussy Dawn however isn’t letting me have my own way which is both pleasing and annoying at the same time.

Finally when Dawn is ready she starts to kiss her way down my stomach until she reaches my pussy which at the moment is covered by my panties. I feel her reach for the waistband which causes me to look down at her and the moment I do our eyes lock as she looks back up at me.

She wait’s a few seconds I’m not exacterly sure why maybe she’s expecting me to tell her to do it to take my panties off but I quickly dismiss that notion due to the fact that it’s what a dom would do not what a submissive would do. Before I have the chance to think of another reason She slowly pulls my panties down my legs and tosses them aside once they are off of my body and as I continue to watch Dawn lowers her head so that it's level with my pussy.

I keep my eyes locked on Dawn and she turns her attention from my pussy back up to me.

"Tara,"

She says in the sweetest voice I have ever heard her use.

"Get on your hands and knees on the bed."

She says.

I lay where I am and look at her in both shock and disbelief.

"Now!"

She then snaps.

My body seems to react without the use of my brain and within a matter of minutes I am on my hands and knees. I know Dawn is near me even though she isn’t touching me yet however the minute she does it’s almost like electricity being passed through her body into mine as I feel her gently force me down into a laying position.

Dawn leans back and I feel her run her hands over my ass cheeks something else Willow never done was took the time to "admire" my ass not that it is the best looking or anything but she never took the time to look at it none the less.

I can feel Dawn gently caressing and groping my ass which causes me to smile

"You have a beautiful ass Tara,"

She says as she continues to grope at it.

"Very fuck-able."

She says which causes me to swallow hard as the image of sweet little Dawnie fucking my ass pops into my head.

"An spank-able!"

She adds as I suddenly feel a zap of pain shoot through my body coming from my ass which Dawn has just spanked evidently wanting to prove her point luckily for me Dawn doesn’t start to spank my ass instead what she does is spreads my ass cheeks apart

"Oh my God Tara, your pussy is so pretty,"

I hear Dawn say as I feel her move her hands from my ass and I feel her fingers moving all over my pussy lips.

"So very, very pretty. An very wet too. Are you enjoying this Tara? Are you enjoying me playing with your pretty pussy?"

I purposely moan in response not wanting to let her know how much I am loving everything that she is doing to me.

"Answer me!"

Dawn snaps.

"Yes!"

I squeak back loving it when she tells me what to do.

"Oh god yes."

I add.

"Good,"

Dawn says as she continues to massage my ass which she has just spanked which is still burning slightly however her massage is taking the burn out of it. She then moves from my ass back to my pussy as I feel her fingers circle my hole a little before I suddenly feel Dawn’s finger pushing it’s way inside of me.

"Because I like playing with your pretty pussy. I just love the way it feels around my finger,"

Dawn says as she thrusts her finger in and out of me before I feel her remove it completely.

"It smells good too."

She says.

Part of me wants to look back however something tells me that Dawn is just looking for an excuse to give me another good hard spanking and as much as part of me would love to feel and have her do it I manage to resists the desire to look behind me.

"Mmmmmmmmmm and god does your pretty pussy taste good."

Dawn says.

I close my eyes doing my best to resist the desire to look back and see Dawn licking the finger which has just been inside of me.

"So good in fact I think one little taste just isn't enough."

She adds

"What about you Tara, do you think one little taste is enough?"

"No!"

I moan wanting her to taste more of me.

"Then what do you think I should do Tara?"

Dawn asks evidently playing with me as I feel her breath on my pussy.

"Eat me!"

I whisper to her.

"Please Dawnie, eat me, eat my pussy."

I beg knowing that this "experiment" to see if I am a submissive has been a success in the sense that I am most defiantly a submissive and I really do like to be dominated.

"You mean like this?"

Dawn asks as I feel her use her hands to spread my cheeks apart and then I feel her give my pussy a nice long lick.

"Ooooohhhhh!"

I moan as Dawn continues to lick my pussy and I squirm due to what her tongue is doing to me or rather my pussy After a couple of minutes I feel Dawn’s tongue begin to run around my pussy lips first going clockwise and then anti-clockwise not missing a single spot.

As if what Dawn is already doing to me isn’t enough I suddenly feel Dawn close her mouth around my pussy lips and feel her start to thrust her tongue into me while at the same time she continues to suck on my pussy.

"OOOOOHHHHH!!!!!"

I scream not caring if Willow and Buffy are downstairs or if the neighbours can hear I want Dawn to know I want the whole world to know that I am getting the best licking and eating I have ever gotten from anybody as I begin to thrust back against Dawn which causes Dawn to use her hands to hold me in place evidently not wanting me to move or be able to tell her were to go with her tongue so despite not being able to move I continue to moan evidently a little too loud for Dawn’s liking as she gives me a few spanks to try and keep me quiet never removing her mouth from my pussy.

Dawn continues to fuck me with her tongue for what could be hours hell for all I know it could be days since she got started not that I care if it is nor do I want her to stop I love what she is doing to me the way she is using all sorts of different techniques that a girl her age really shouldn't be able to do or be a master of and yet I would have to say not that I am an expert having only had two lovers Willow and now Dawn but Dawn certainly seems to me to be an expert when it comes to licking and eating pussy.

All of a sudden Dawn removes her tongue from my pussy and inserts two fingers instead moving her tongue from my pussy to my asshole and pressing it against it much to my amazement Dawn’s tongue begins to slide in and out of my asshole so now Dawn is finger fucking me and tongue fucking my ass evidently this wasn’t enough for Dawn as I feel her slip a third finger into me and begins to really finger fuck me with her fingers inside of me and using her thumb to play with my clit add that to her tongue fucking my ass and it all becomes too much for me.

"Oh my god Dawnie!"

I cry at the top of my lungs not caring who can hear me.

"I'm cumming, I'm cumming, I'm cummmmmiiiiinnnnnggggg!"

An with that I feel my pussy juice explode out of me as soon as it does I feel Dawn’s hand or rather her fingers leave my pussy and her mouth once again is where it was before and she is hungrily swallowing as much of me as she can despite being half conscious due to the power and the intensity of my orgasm I am still able to feel something enter my asshole and since Dawn’s mouth and tongue are both in and on my pussy I know it can’t be that which tells me that she has got one maybe two fingers into my ass I can’t tell exacterly how many it’s either one or two I know that much.

Eventually I stop cumming and after giving my pussy a thorough cleaning Dawn removes her mouth from my pussy crawls up the bed and lays down so that her legs are either side of me and her back is resting against the headboard of her bed.

She reaches out towards me and takes my chin in her hand and slowly brings me up until just like when we started this we are once again face to face.

"Did you enjoy that?"

She asks me with a small smirk on her face.

I nod my head.

"Good."

She says as she moves my mouth closer to her’s.

"Now it's your turn. Let's see what your pretty mouth can do."

I smile an ear to ear smile at Dawn unable to believe how much I am looking forward to returning the favour and eating her pussy hopefully just as well as she ate mine.

I think quickly the best way to proceed and as soon as I know how I am going to do what Dawn wants me to do I smile even more. I lean forward and kiss Dawn doing my best not to be dominating while at the same time not allowing Dawn to dominate the kiss as I wrap my arms around her waist and begin to try and undo her bra however despite half my focus being on the kiss and half of it being on the bra I can’t seem to release Dawn from it Dawn ends up breaking the kiss and giggling as she looks into my eyes.

"Having a little trouble their sweetie."

She asks me in almost a mocking tone of voice.

I do my best to ignore the fact that she has just called me sweetie something I normally call her and yet she has never ever called me as I give her my best impression of a sad puppy dog hoping she will fall for it and help me with her bra.

Dawn leans forward and kisses me the same way she did earlier and I am soon lost in the kiss until Dawn breaks the kiss by leaning back.

"Is that better?"

She asks and with that I look down and notice that while we have been kissing Dawn must have used the kiss to distract me while she unhooked her bra which is now laying in between us. I quickly pick up the bra and toss it off to the side onto the floor.

"Now it is."

I tell her.

"Now where were we?"

Dawn asks me.

I don’t say anything I simply bend down and make it look like I am about to start kissing her again however just before my lips reach her’s I quickly move down and kiss her chin.

Dawn laughs evidently having not expected it but from the sound of her laughter she doesn’t mind my quick change in tactic. I smile an ear to ear smile as I begin to kiss my way from her chin down to her neck deciding to do exacterly what Dawn done to me to her and so when I reach the base of her neck where her shoulder meets her neck I begin to lick and then suck that spot causing Dawn to moan in pleasure.

"Mmmmmmmmmm."

Dawn cries softly.

Despite wanting to continue my current assault on Dawn’s neck I know having been a submissive to Willow that when a dom tells you what she wants it’s best to do what she wants quickly or else. An despite part of me liking the idea of Dawn punishing me for not doing what she wants me to do quicker than I am I want to please and not displease her and so I move further down until I reach Dawn’s breasts.

Despite how lovely they are and despite how much I like looking at them I can’t help but feel a tad nervous and although part of me doesn’t know why another part of me does or at the very least another part of me has a good idea why I am nervous it’s because of who Dawn is and what "relation" she is to me and maybe a small amount of it is also due to the fact that this is the first time I have ever seen Dawn nude.

"Tara."

I hear Dawn say causing me to look up at Dawn who is looking down at me.

"Are you ok?"

She asks me.

I partly feel like telling her the truth however another part of me can’t for fear that it will ruin everything and so I simply nod my head and do my best to push my nervousness to the back of my mind as I take Dawn’s right breast and nipple into my mouth and do my best to focus my attention on what I am doing and not on thinking about my nervousness or why I am nervous.

"Mmmmmmmmmm."

Dawn moans leading me to think that I have successfully distracted Dawn from wondering why I stopped a moment ago just to be sure that I have successfully distracted her I look up at Dawn as I continue to work over her breast and nipple with my tongue and as I look up I notice her looking up at the ceiling although I can’t be sure it looks as though her eyes are half open and half closed which causes me to smile due to me being glad that what I am doing is having such an affect on her as well as the fact that I have evidently successfully distracted her. I move from the right breast over to Dawn’s left and do the same thing to that breast.

"MMMMMMMMMMM!"

Dawn moans loudly as I switch between the left and right breast before stopping in between the two breasts and licking my way down the valley between them until I reach her panties which I immediately take in between my teeth and lower them all the way down to her feet and off of her body.

Once I have disposed of her underwear I return to Dawn’s midsection and get my very first look at Dawn’s beautiful pussy and notice the very first thing that both Dawn and Willow have in common and that is that they both shave their pussies.

This causes me to smile an ear to ear smile not because Dawn and Willow have something in common but because I prefer a shaved pussy to one that has hair. I can remember when me and Willow got together she used to have hair down here however after we had a talk about it Willow shaved her pussy for me and I repaid her for doing it by giving her the best orgasm she had ever had from me with me simply using my mouth.

I take a deep breath inhaling Dawn’s smell and loving it as I move closer to her pussy but then stop myself having gotten a better idea on how I can lick and eat Dawn’s pussy.

"Mistress Dawn."

I say figuring the best way to get her to do what I want while still being the submissive and her being the dominant is to act submissive.

"Yes slave Tara."

Dawn says looking down at me with a small smile.

"I’d very much like it if you would sit on my face please."

I say looking at Dawn with the best "hopeful" and submissive looking smile I can manage.

Dawn smiles an ear to ear smile back at me as I feel her run a hand through my hair.

"Would you?"

She asks.

I nod my head eagerly.

"Well."

Dawn says as I feel her hand stop running through my hair which causes me to worry however I manage to hide my fear and maintain the "hopeful" looking expression on my face.

"The only way I can do that is if you’re in the proper position."

She tells me.

"So assume the position slave."

She adds in a demanding tone of voice.

I immediately move over to the other side of the bed and lay down on my back and despite wanting to look over at Dawn I keep my focus on the ceiling however in a matter of moments my focus changes as the ceiling is blocked out by Dawn’s pussy.

"Now start licking."

Dawn says looking down at me.

I smile an ear to ear smile only too happy to adhere to her demand as I lick her pussy from the top to bottom and then from the bottom back up to the top.

Dawn moans as I gently lick and begin to caress her lips with my tongue after that I begin to hungrily lap at Dawn’s very juicy and wet cunt as her nectar pours out of her love hole and into my more than welcoming mouth.

I had originally intended to start off slow however I decided to scrap that idea and show Dawn just how good at eating a woman I am as I move from lapping at her pussy to tongue fucking it licking her pussy's lips and clit in between inward and outward thrusts into her dripping wet hole.

Much to my surprise and pleasure Dawn begins to slowly lower and lift her pussy up and down on my tongue almost as if she is fucking herself however I decide to use this to my advantage and so I increase the pace at which I am tongue fucking Dawn I also feel Dawn’s hands running through my hair however she quickly stops running her hands through my hair and instead is trying to force my face and specifically my mouth further into her pussy.

I continue what I am doing going even faster now that Dawn has in her own way told me how good of a job I am evidently doing due to how she has responded. I decide to once again use Dawn’s own moves so to speak against her as I take my tongue out of her pussy and focus my tongue’s actions on Dawn’s clit licking up and down and all over.

As I continue to tongue Dawn’s clit I can tell that Dawn is close due to her moans and groans and cries of pleasure and so I decide to focus on one area of Dawn’s pussy and so I stop tonguing Dawn’s clit and go back to tonguing her pussy.

"Oh god Tara!"

Dawn cries and with that I immediately close my mouth as tightly as I can around Dawn’s pussy and begin to drink on Dawn’s cum which flows out of her and into me.

Once I am sure I have swallowed up every drop I release Dawn’s pussy from my mouth and watch as Dawn goes back to laying next to me on the bed and once she is laying back down I roll over onto my stomach and crawl up the bed until I am laying next to her and I turn over onto my side and Dawn slowly turns over onto her side and we stare at one and other for a couple of minutes.

"Did I do good?"

I ask her already able to tell from the expression on her face that I did good.

"I‘ll tell you what Tara."

Dawn says in between deep desperate breaths for air.

I simply look at her.

"Whoever your next relationship or girlfriend is they sure are going to be lucky to get such a good submissive."

She adds.

I look into Dawn‘s eyes and smile an ear to ear smile.

"I think I‘ve already found her."

I say and then realise what I have just said.

Dawn looks at me and I can tell that she is stunned.

I go to open my mouth and try and take it back even though part of me doesn’t want to however before I utter a word Dawn says.

"Do you want to have more submissive fun?"

I close my mouth and look at Dawn.

Part of me feels the need for us to put the "submissive fun" as she put it on hold and for me to explain what I meant by what I just said even though I’m pretty sure Dawn knows what I meant by what I just said.

"Do you want us too Mistress?"

I ask her deciding that talking can wait until after as my mind turns from what I have just said to what Mistress Dawn has planned as far as us having more "submissive" fun is concerned.

Dawn's POV

As soon as our lips have met again I notice a subtle difference in the kiss. Tara is more passionate than before, almost too passionate but not quite. Her orgasm must have gone a long way into calming her nerves.

As the kiss continues I notice her reaching for my bra strap and trying to un-do it. I smiled into the kiss as she fumbles around and ultimately fails in her task.

"Having a little trouble their sweetie." I giggled once I had broken the kiss.

She gives me this sad puppy dog look and I quickly kiss her before I burst out laughing. A little humour can be a good thing but I don't want this entire night to dissolve into Dawn and Tara fun time. I have a very different type of fun time in mind tonight.

As we kiss I reach behind me and with practised ease unclip my bra and gently slide it down my arms until it falls between us.

"Is that better?" I ask, breaking the kiss again.

Tara looks down to see where my bra has fallen.

Grabbing it she threw it off the bed and said, "Now it is."

"Now where were we?" I said softly as Tara leans in to me as if she's going to kiss me again.

However this time at the last minute Tara avoids my lips and kisses her way down my chin to my neck. I laughed but my laughter turned to moans pretty quickly as her soft lips came into contact with the vulnerable flesh of my neck. I was impressed at how easily Tara was able to find all the sweet spots on my neck. I couldn't wait to see if she was this quick to find the sweet spots and certain other parts of my body.

As my pleasure grows I began to feel the need to feel her mouth on some of those other sweet spots, and I was just about to ask her to continue down my body when Tara began kissing her way down to my breasts. I wondered if she had read my mind or something, but after what Willow did to her I doubt Tara would be messing with my mind like that. The thought of what Willow did to Tara makes me so angry it takes a few seconds for me to notice that Tara's soft lips have left my flesh.

Looking down I see that Tara has just stopped and is now just staring at my breasts. I knew that now she was beginning to over think this, which she didn't have too. I understand that this is only going to be a one time thing and as much as I wish it wasn't I'm not going to force her into anything. I also don't want to force her to go down on me but I honestly think it might help her get over Willow and move on with her life. Ok so I'm dying for an orgasm but why does 'doing the right thing' and the 'sex thing' always have to be two separate things, because as far as I'm concerned in this situation it's not.

"Tara," I said, "Are you ok?"

This gets Tara's attention and for a moment I think I'm going to have to have a long talk with her or something but to my surprise she just leans forward and takes my right nipple into her mouth before gently sucking down on it causing me to moan out loud. I lifted my head back and half close my eyes as I take in the feeling of her soft mouth sucking my nipple to hardness. Before I even get a proper chance to enjoy this sensation Tara moves to my left breast and then back and forth between them until my nipples are like bullets. She then kisses her way to my stomach until she reaches my panties which she removes with her teeth.

Once my panties are gone she brings her face level with my crotch and stairs at my womanhood for a little while, gently breathing it in and making me wonder whether she's having second thoughts before she looks up at me with lust and submission in her eyes.

"Mistress Dawn?" Tara asked softly.

God, hearing her call me that almost made me cream right there.

"Yes slave Tara?" I said, feeling more powerful than I ever had in my life.

I've had some sadistic fun with Janice and many other of the girls at school, but none of them have gone so far as to call me Mistress Dawn. Not that I had asked them too. After hearing someone call me that out loud I think I should. It would probably give them a better understanding of who's in charge around here, something which Tara apparently has no problem comprehending.

"I'd very much like it if you would sit on my face please." Tara asked.

I smiled widely and said, "Would you?"

Tara nodded eagerly.

"Well, the only way I can do that is if you're in the proper position." I said, running my hand through her hair, waiting for her to do as I say. When she does not I say somewhat more firmly, "So assumed the position slave."

This got more of a response.

Immediately Tara laid down on her back on the bed allowing me to crawl up and kneel with my legs either side of her head. All my weight was on my knees as I slowly lowered my pussy to Tara's pretty mouth.

Once my pussy was in place I looked down at Tara and said in a commanding voice, "Now start licking."

I let out a long moan as Tara obeys my order, running her tongue up and down my slit, gently lapping me so wonderfully. That gentle lapping turns into a hard tongue fucking when Tara closes her lips around my pussy and begins to thrust her tongue in and out of me like her life depended on it.

Within seconds Tara is able to find the most sensitive spots inside my pussy which took Janice weeks to find. And then Tara introduces me to some I didn't know existed as she fucks me with that wonderful mouth of hers.

God, why had I been wasting my time fucking all those silly little girls when I could have had a real woman's tongue inside me. And that's what Tara is, a real woman. A real lesbian. Not some stupid, inexperienced bi curious girl, but a full blown, experienced muff diver who knows just how to satisfy a girl.

Oh God, now she is going from tongue fucking me to lick in my clit and then back again. This is too much, it's just too fucking much.

I begin to bounce myself up and down, impaling myself on Tara's tongue, trying to get as much of it into me as possible with every thrust. I was worried for a second that Tara would object to this, or get freaked out, but she doesn't. Instead this seems to drive her to tongue fuck me even harder, slamming that soft pussy pleaser into me at an alarming rate, making my body tingle with pleasure.

Reaching down I grabbed hold of her hair and pushed her mouth to the places I wanted it to go giving me even more sense of control over her which was only adding to my stimulation.

Suddenly removing her mouth from my cunt Tara captures my clit in her mouth and sucks with all her might, using her tongue to play with it over and over before she goes back to focusing on my pussy.

I try and hold off for as long as I can, wanting to enjoy the sensations she's giving me but it all becomes too much.

"Oh god Tara." I cried as I came, shaking almost violently as I covered her face in my cream, smiling goofily as I hear her greedily sucked down as much of me as she can.

Eventually when I had given the greedy blonde all I had to give she removes her mouth from me and I get down in position so that I'm lying next to her on my side.

"Did I do good?" Tara turns to me and asks with a smirk telling me she already knows exactly how 'good' she did.

"I'll tell you what Tara," I gasped, smiling ear to ear, "Whoever your next relationship or girlfriend is they are going to be lucky to get such a good submissive."

I honestly meant what I said but after that I couldn't help be jealous when I think about Tara's next girlfriend.

"I think I've already found her." came Tara's reply, which I think shocked both of us.

I had never considered Tara a serious option as far as anything but a friend was concerned until tonight and for the first time tonight I honestly think I've got a shot of making this more than a one night stand, which if I'm honest with myself is something I really want to try with her, but it's not going to work if I don't first prove myself as a Dom, capable of giving her everything she could possibly want or need.

This thought gives me an idea which brings me back from my thoughts just in time to see that Tara is about to say something, something which might jeopardise my chances with her and I can't have that.

"Do you want to have more submissive fun?" I said quickly, cutting her off with the first thing that came to my head.

Tara look thoughtful for a moment before she bowed her head and said, "Do you want us too Mistress?"

Definitely like that Mistress thing.

"Oh I want, I want very much." I said grinning ear to ear as I got off the bed and reached under my bed to pull out my goodie box.

"You know," I said opening it up, "I think Buffy would totally freak if she ever found my little goodie box here.......... what do you think Tara?"

I turn the box round so Tara can get a good look at it. I can't help smiling at the look on her face when she sees all the weird and wonderful toys I have inside the box which are definitely not of the cute and ferry variety. Actually I have a pair of handcuffs in their which are kind of ferry, but they're not very cute, and harder to get out of then you'd think.

In all fairness I haven't used all of the toys yet, barely even half of them in fact. I only got this many from that sex store because Janice insisted we get one of everything. Well, one of almost everything.

Deciding Tara had gotten a good enough look I reach in and grab my favourite toy before holding it up to her.

"Have you used one of these before?" I asked with a grin on my face.

"Yes." Tara said softly and I suddenly remembered what Willow did to her and realise it's more than likely the redhead might have used something like this on her and I'm just about to point out that we don't have too use it if she doesn't want to when Tara said, "And I wouldn't mind using it again."

I smiled and closed my goodie box before sliding it back under my bed where it belonged.

"Kneel before me." I commanded Tara as I stood up. The blonde witch obeyed me without question. Handing the toy to her I told her, "Help me put this on."

And so Tara allowed me to step into the harness before she pulled my 8 inch strap on dildo up and around my waist and tightened the straps, making sure the cock that was going to fuck her was securely around my waist. The whole time her eyes stare into mine. There was no secret about what was going to happen next between us.

When she was finished my dildo was directly in front of her face, and she seemed to be almost as eager to suck it as I was eager to watch her suck it.

Grabbing the shaft I pushed the tip of it to her lips and asked her, "What do you think I want you to do now sweetie?"

Tara swallowed and replied, "Suck your cock Mistress Dawn?"

"That's right," I said, gently grabbing the back of her head as I pushed her forward to meet my cock, parting her lips with my shaft, "Good girl.......... suck my cock!"

No sooner were her lips wrapped around the shaft Tara began to eagerly bob her head on it, taking almost half of it on her first try and over half of it on her second. It wasn't long before she was allowing the dildo to slide down her throat so that she could close her lips around the base.

I was amazed. My friend Janice was a total cock whore and she wasn't half as good at sucking strap on. Perhaps I should have Tara give her some lessons.

I patted Tara on the head like an affectionate pet, letting her know what a good job she was doing, as she continued bobbing her head on the dildo, covering it with her saliva.

I was honestly surprised with Tara's eagerness to suck cock. I guess sucking on a dildo is a very different thing to sucking a real cock but still I couldn't help feel that maybe this was more about her trying to please me than her actually enjoying this, which in a weird way I actually liked. I mean, she's putting my wants above hers, a quality I find very attractive in a lover.

But I think it's about time I started thinking about her needs.

"Ok Tara that's enough." I said which immediately made Tara remove her mouth and look up at me expectantly, "Go lay down on your back, on the bed."

Tara eagerly complied and I quickly joined her. Without needing to be told Tara spreads her legs wide to allow me to slide in between them. Pressing the tip of my dildo against her pussy lips I looked up at her, giving her a chance to object or to back out. I really didn't want to give her the chance but I felt I owed it to her.

When she did not object I pushed forward, sliding the head inside her causing her to gasp. I give her a moment to get used to the head inside her before sliding a little more in, and then a little more, and then a little more, until finally I'm all the way inside her.

Looking down at her a wicked thought popped into my head.

"Tara?" I said smiling.

"Yes Dawnie, I mean yes Mistress Dawn?" Tara said quickly correcting herself.

I raise my eyebrow when she calls me by my nick name and I briefly consider punishing her but ultimately decided against it. I'm way too horny to do anything right now but fuck her.

"Place your legs onto my shoulders." I told her firmly.

After a moment's hesitation Tara did as she was told until I had her feet resting just above my shoulders. I felt even more powerful and in control of her than before. Looping my hands around her legs I gripped her hips and began moving inside her, only sliding a few inches out of her at a time, listening as she moaned and writhed underneath me. She couldn't go far though, I had a firm grasp of her and she wasn't going anywhere.

I fuck her like this, watching as she gasps, moans and writhes with every thrust of my strap on. God she's beautiful. And so submissive. How could any Dom in their right mind treat such a good Sub so poorly. If Tara was my Sub I would never force her to do anything she didn't really want to do. No, scratch that. When Tara is my Sub I will never force her to do anything she doesn't really want to do. And why not. Willow doesn't deserve her and I know exactly what a girl like her needs.

Of course what she needs right now is a good hard fucking, but I'm not giving her that until she begs for it.

I slowly lower myself until I'm face to face with my blonde conquest, my lips only inches away from hers, teasing a kiss but never giving her one. Her legs are still resting against my shoulders so I am technically bending her in half, but not in a way which is going to hurt her. She's actually more flexible than I would have guessed which pleases me. I like flexibility in a woman. Being with Tara is just getting better and better.

"Are you having fun Tara?" I whisper, my voice dripping with desire as I continue to gently slid my strap on in and out of her.

"Oh God yes Dawnie.......... I mean oh God yes Mistress Dawn." Tara gasped as she saw the expression on my face.

"You seem to be forgetting to call me by my proper title a lot Tara," I said, "Perhaps you're not having as much fun as you seem to be. Maybe you don't like being my slave."

"Oh no Mistress Dawn, I love this and I love being your slave."

"How do I know you're telling me the truth?"

"I.......... I.......... I don't know Mistress Dawn, but I do, I love it."

"You love it do you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"You love me fucking you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"You love your Mistress fucking you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"You love your Mistress fucking your slave pussy?"

"Yes Mistress."

"What do you love?"

"I love my Mistress fucking my slave pussy."

"And you love being my what?"

"Your slave." Tara gasped, as if coming to some great realisation, "I love being your slave."

"And what do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me.......... I want you to fuck me. I want you to fuck me my beautiful Mistress Dawn. Fuck me with your cock."

And with that I gave Tara exactly what she wanted.

Grabbing her hips tightly I began to jack-hammer my way through her pussy, pounding that sweet hole as my blonde slave writhed in ecstasy. She couldn't move very much though because I still had her body bent in half, even more so now I had began the serious fucking.

In order to give Tara a proper pussy pounding I had lifted myself on the bed so I was supporting myself on my hands and feet, literally doing push-ups as I moved my strap on inside the submissive blonde. It was a good job I usually start of my day with a workout otherwise I would be in no shape to do this. Funny how I'm thinking about my workout now because this is exactly what I think about while doing my workout, some beautiful woman squirming underneath me as I show her exactly what I can do.

Tara is obviously impressed with what I can do because she's been staring at me since we started this, which I certainly don't mind because I love staring right back into her beautiful eyes, loving the fact that she is literally head over heels for me right now.

I chuckle a little at my rather terrible joke and I can tell this confuses Tara. Not wanting to explain the awful joke to her and risk ruining the moment I pick up the pace even further, wanting to give her the hardest orgasm she's ever had in her life just so that I can prove to her that I would make a good Dom for her.

I don't have to wait too long for that orgasm. I feel Tara tighten her grasp around the back of my neck, which is a shock to me because I don't even notice when she did that, and her mouth falls open in a silent scream as she came. Or at least I think it was a silent scream. Either that or it was so loud I couldn't hear it until she started coming down from her orgasm which took quite a while. In the meantime her hips went into overdrive, slamming themselves up to meet my own as that sweet pussy of hers grips onto my dildo, trying unsuccessfully to stop it from moving inside her.

When I think she's finally come down from her high I lean forward, finally breaking eye contact with her as I whisper in her ear, "Tara?"

"Yes Mistress Dawn?" Tara pants.

"Have you ever taken it up the butt?"

Tara's POV

"Oh I want, I want very much."

Dawn says to me with an ear to ear grin on her face as I watch her get off of the bed and see her bend down and reaches underneath the bed she then stands up and places a box onto the bed.

"You know I think Buffy would totally freak if she ever found my little goodie box here."

Dawn says as she opens the box up.

"What do you think Tara?"

She then asks as she turns around and allows me to see what is inside of it.

After a minute of staring at the contents of Dawn’s box my eyes go wide and my moth goes as dry as can be as I see all of the items that she has in her box defiantly not the type of items that a "normal" teenager would have however they are defiantly the items of a dom.

I continue to watch or rather stare as Dawn reaches in and pulls out a dildo.

"Have you used one of these before?"

Dawn asks grinning like the Cheshire cat out of Alice in wonderland.

"Yes."

I say softly due me remembering Willow using something similar to what Dawn has in her hand to take my virginity both anal and……….pussy virginity.

I blink in order to try and stop the memories of how Willow used and abused me and as I do I notice that Dawn isn’t grinning anymore in point of fact she looks both sad and worried evidently she remembers what I told her earlier.

"I wouldn't mind using it again."

I say quickly without thinking due to me not wanting to upset Dawn and from how quickly she goes back to smiling I evidently haven’t upset her.

Despite the fact that I know that Dawn is not Willow nor will she be like Willow in the way that she uses the dildo I can’t help but be a little nervous about having a woman fuck me.

However I do my best to try and ignore my nerves as I watch Dawn closed her goodie box and continue to watch as she puts it back under her bed.

Once her box is safely back in it‘s hiding place Dawn stands back up and looks at me.

"Kneel before me."

She says.

I do my best not to smile despite the fact that I love it when Dawn tells me what to do.

As I obey her without saying a word and I get off of the bed and get on my knee’s before her.

Dawn then hands me the strap on dildo.

"Help me put this on."

She says I do as Dawn has told me doing my best to ignore my nerves as I help her step into the harness pull the strap on dildo up and around her waist and tightened the straps making sure the dildo is secure around her waist.

While I am doing that however my eyes are locked on her’s partly to make sure that I am doing a good job and partly in order to convince my brain that the woman who is about to fuck me isn’t Willow it’s Dawn and that she isn’t going to fuck me the way Willow did.

I keep my eyes locked with Dawn’s and watch her as she takes the shaft of her dildo/cock which is directly in front of my and pushes the tip of it to my lips.

"What do you think I want you to do now sweetie?"

Dawn asks me.

I swallow hard due to what she just said having been the same thing Willow would normally say before she fucked me.

"Suck your cock Mistress Dawn?"

I say intentionally calling her mistress Dawn in order to convince myself that this isn‘t going to be like all those times with Willow.

"That's right,"

Dawn says as I feel her grab the back of my head and pushes me forward to meet her cock and I instinctively part my lips and allow Dawn inside of my mouth.

"Good girl.......... suck my cock!"

Dawn says.

I immediately begin to do what Dawn says I begin to bob my head on it as much of her cock into my mouth as I can It isn’t long before I have the whole dildo sliding down my throat.

As I continue my work as I feel Dawn give me a pat on the head evidently I am doing a good job due to how affectionately she pats me on the head almost as soon as she has done that all thoughts of Willow and the memories of what she did to me how she used to fuck me etc are gone and all that I can think about is Dawn and how much I am enjoying sucking her cock and how much I want her to fuck me with her cock.

"Ok Tara that's enough."

I hear Dawn say which causes me to immediately stop and remove my mouth from her cock even though apart of me wants to continue part of the reason why I stop is because I don’t want her to get angry and punish me and another part is because hopefully now she’s going to fuck me with her hopefully well lubed cock.

"Go lay down on your back, on the bed."

Dawn says.

I do as she says unable to stop myself from smiling on the inside once I am on my back on the bed I look down and see Dawn joining me.

Once she is in position I spread my legs as wide as I can for her I soon feel the tip of her dildo pressing against my pussy lips.

I look at Dawn waiting for her to push her cock into me however she doesn’t instead what she does is looks at me with an expression that let’s me know what she is wondering or rather thinking and asking me. She wants to know if I want to back out despite part of me wanting to tell her the answer I simply keep my mouth shut and keep looking at her waiting and hoping she takes my silence as my answer.

After a minute or two of waiting I feel Dawn push her cock forward sliding the head inside.

"AH!"

I gasp having not had a dildo inside me in a couple of weeks and my pussy has evidently gotten used to going without so to speak.

Dawn stops allowing me the chance to get used to the head as I feel her slide a little more in and then more and then more until she is all the way inside of me

"Tara."

She says as I look up at her and see her looking down at me with an ear to ear smile on her face.

"Yes Dawnie. I mean yes Mistress Dawn?"

I ask quickly correcting myself.

Dawn raises her eyebrow evidently surprised that I slipped up however she quickly lowers the eyebrow back to where it was.

"Place your legs onto my shoulders."

She tells me.

I look at Dawn for a moment having never been done from this angle however I do what she says and once I have she loops her hands around my legs and grips my hips as she then begins to move inside of me as I begin to moan and writher underneath her glad that she had a hold of me due to that helping keep me grounded so to speak.

Although I am not thinking about Willow Dawn’s fucking makes me feel as though my times with Willow are nothing but a long since distant memory I almost convince myself that I am actually Dawn’s submissive now and not Willow’s however I quickly remind myself that I am not Dawn’s submissive nor could or can I be Dawn’s submissive event if I wanted to be……….and I really, really want to be.

I open my eyes only just realising that I had them closed even though I can’t remember when I closed them and as I open them I notice that Dawn is inches away from my face. This surprises me due to the fact that my legs are still resting on her shoulders and if Dawn is this close to me it means that she is bending me in half and yet I would have thought being bent in half like this would have hurt but it doesn’t………in point of fact it feels good and I rather like being in this position

"Are you having fun Tara?"

Dawn whispers.

"Oh God yes Dawnie.......... I mean oh God yes Mistress Dawn."

I gasp as I see the expression on her face and it isn’t a happy one due to me having for the second time having called her Dawnie instead of Mistress Dawn.

"You seem to be forgetting to call me by my proper title a lot Tara,"

Dawn says.

"Perhaps you're not having as much fun as you seem to be. Maybe you don't like being my slave."

She adds.

"Oh no Mistress Dawn, I love this and I love being your slave."

I tell her honestly.

"How do I know you're telling me the truth?"

Dawn asks me.

She has me there.

"I-I.......... I don't know Mistress Dawn."

I say honestly trying to think of a way that she can know that I am telling the truth.

"But I do, I love it."

I add figuring that she is just going to have to take my word for it.

"You love it do you slave?"

Dawn asks.

"Yes Mistress."

I respond.

"You love me fucking you?"

Dawn asks again.

"Yes Mistress."

I say again.

"You love your Mistress fucking you?"

Dawn asks I‘m sure she knows how much this dirty talk is turning me on which is probably why she is saying/doing it.

"Yes Mistress."

I say for a third time.

"You love your Mistress fucking your slave pussy?"

Dawn asks.

"Yes Mistress."

"What do you love?"

Dawn then asks me.

"I love my Mistress fucking my slave pussy."

I say repeating basically what she herself said.

"An you love being my what?"

Dawn asks.

"Your slave."

I gasp.

"I love being your slave."

I say again putting all the emotion that I can into it hoping that she believes me this time.

"An what do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me.......... I want you to fuck me. I want you to fuck me my beautiful Mistress Dawn. Fuck me with your cock."

I beg her.

An with that Dawn grabs my hips tightly and begins to fuck me with her cock just like I asked pounding my hole I writher and moan in unbelievable pleasure.

I feel Dawn’s weight lift off of me and I look at her and notice that she is lifting herself off of me and onto the bed despite partly wanting to pull her back on top of me I allow her to do what she wants……….after all she is the Dom and I am the sub.

An once Dawn has done that she continues fucking my slave pussy for all that it is worth.

I stare at Dawn and she stares right back at me.

Then out of the blue Dawn giggles which causes me to look at her with a frown Dawn responds by going even faster and as she does I am able to feel myself getting closer to my orgasm I fling my arms around Dawn’s neck and hold onto her for dear life as I feel myself explode and as I do my hips seem to suddenly get a mind of their own and begin to respond to Dawn’s thrusts by thrusting back.

When I finally come down from my unbelievable orgasm my hips stop responding to Dawn’s thrusts and I simply lay where I am and do my best to get my breath back.

"Tara?"

I hear Dawn say.

"Yes Mistress Dawn?"

I pant in response.

"Have you ever taken it up the butt?"

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"I haven’t been taken up the butt by you Mistress."

I say looking at Dawn with a small smile.

Dawn looks back at me with an ear to ear smile.

"Well you soon will have been slave Tara."

She says.

She then makes a move to get off of the bed and I quickly grab her wrist.

"Where are you going?"

I ask her.

Dawn looks at me a bit startled and I don’t think it’s because I neglected to call her Mistress I think it is due to how quickly I grabbed her.

"I just have to get the KY Jelly out of my box."

Dawn says.

I keep a hold of Dawn’s wrists however I relax my grip a little.

"What do you need that for?"

I ask her.

Dawn looks at me almost as if she has just seen a ghost.

"Tara,"

She says in a soft voice.

"Did Willow never use lubrication?"

She asks.

I think about this for a minute and suddenly realise much to my own horror as well as Dawn’s that Willow didn’t use any lubrication anytime that she fucked me and that includes the first time she took my pussy and my ass.

I look at Dawn and can tell that she is worried that my answer is going to be no and although part of me feels like telling Dawn the truth I again don’t want to ruin the mood and so I do my best to smile at her.

"You don’t need any KY Jelly."

I tell her.

"You have lubrication right here."

I say and with that I take Dawn’s right hand and with that place it on my still soaking wet pussy.

Dawn’s focus slowly goes from my face down to my pussy and then back up to my face and her expression is once again the same one as she had before what I think I am going to start calling her "Cheshire cat" smile.

"Your right slave."

Dawn then says.

"I don’t need any KY Jelly. I have all the lubrication I need right here."

An with that I feel her slide a finger into my pussy and rolls it around evidently trying to get as much of my pussy juice she can on her finger. Once she has enough she slowly slips it out and as she moves it down to my asshole I grab my ankles and so that my mistress for the night has easy access.

Dawn smiles an ear to ear smile at me and I smile an ear to ear smile back as I feel Dawn’s finger the one that was just in my pussy now slowly begin to enter my ass which causes me to smile even more as I feel Dawn doing her best to try and paint the inside walls of my ass with my own pussy juice in order to make her sliding her cock in there easier.

"Do you like that slave?"

Dawn asks me.

I nod my head.

"I said do you like that slave!"

Dawn snaps forcing her finger which she was about to take out of my ass as far into my ass as it will go evidently punishing me for not answering her verbally.

"Yes Mistress I like it."

I say with a gasp.

"That’s better."

Dawn says as she slides her finger out of my ass and she once again dips it into my pussy and once she has enough juice on it she takes it out and uses it to coat the outside of my ass hole this time.

She then points her finger at me right in front of my mouth and I look at Dawn having a gut feeling I know what she is about to say.

"Clean my finger slave."

Dawn says looking at me with a small hint of a smirk or smile however doing her best to look as serious as she can.

I do my best not to smile back as I stick my tongue out and run it all over the tip of Dawn’s finger before I eventually use my finger and pull her finger into my mouth and clean it completely of my pussy juice knowing that it has also just been in and around my ass as well.

Once it is clean Dawn pulls her finger out of my mouth.

"Good girl."

She says and with that she focuses her attention on her cock which I soon feel the tip of rubbing against my asshole.

I take a deep breath and do my best to make my entire body except for my hands and arms which are still holding my legs trying to make my entire body relax as I feel Dawn’s cock begin to slide it’s way into my asshole and although it is a slightly tight fit it doesn’t hurt all that much in point of fact it feels wonderful.

An it isn’t long after Dawn’s cock begins to make it’s way into my ass that I have the whole thing inside of me and I watch as Dawn turns her attention from her cock or rather my ass which now has her cock in it to me and as she does I feel her slowly begin to slide her cock out of me and back in.

An as she does I decide to do what she did earlier.

"Are you having fun Mistress?"

I ask her loving the feel of her cock inside of me.

Dawn looks at me and smiles an ear to ear smile.

"Yes I am slave."

She says.

"Are you?"

"Yes I am Mistress."

I respond.

"Do you like me being your slave Mistress?"

I then ask her.

Dawn nods her head.

"Am I a good slave mistress?"

I ask.

"You’re the best slave I‘ve ever had."

Dawn says as I feel her begin to fuck my ass faster.

"Better than slave Janice Mistress?"

I ask liking the idea of me being better than Janice.

"Better than any slave I‘ve ever had."

Dawn says.

This takes me by surprise due to me having thought that the only slave Dawn had had before me was her best friend however the fact that I am better than however many other slaves Dawn has had fills me with pride.

"Do you like knowing that you’re the best slave?"

Dawn then asks me.

"Yes I do Mistress."

I respond.

"An do you like me fucking your ass?"

Dawn asks again.

"Yes Mistress."

I say again.

"I love you fucking my slave ass."

I add.

Neither me nor Dawn say anything after this as Dawn concentrates on fucking my ass just like she did my pussy and I am too lost in the pleasure of being fucked by my ex-lover‘s best friend‘s sister to ask anymore questions in point of fact I am too lost in the pleasure of being fucked by my ex lover‘s best friend‘s sister to say anything let alone ask a question.

"Ah."

I suddenly hear Dawn moan which causes me to look at Dawn as I notice her eye closed for the first time which immediately makes me realise that she is close to cumming and that she must have a mini dildo inside of the dildo which is currently in my ass and the thought of making Dawn cum turns me on and causes me to consciously move my hips to meet her thrusts.

Dawn‘s eyes pop open and she looks at me and I look back at her with a small smile.

"Good girl."

She says as we both work on trying to get Dawn to cum.

"Here I cum slave."

Dawn moans.

An with that she pulls her cock almost all the way out of my ass before ramming it all the way back in one last time as she moans as loud as I did the first time I came tonight. I'm close to an orgasm myself, but I've already had two really good ones and I'm not expecting a third, especially with Dawn so obviously tired from her orgasm and the fucking itself. Despite being tired Dawn continues butt fucking me, seemingly determined to give me another climax. Partly not wanting to disappoint her, and partly not wanting her to kill herself trying to please me, I continue fucking her right back through her orgasm, keeping my hips moving, bringing her as much pleasure as I can, while at the same time willing myself to please my Mistress Dawn and cum. My Mistress Dawn, oh God if there was ever a thought that was going to make me cum it's that. And it does.

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I try and scream in pleasure but my throat is so sore all that comes out is an almost painful moan as my body is racked with yet another powerful climax. The second my body starts to shake Dawn collapses on top of me, obviously exhausted. I can't help find this endearing and as I come down from my orgasm I have a great desire to wrap my arms around her and hold her but before I get the chance Dawn sits up and starts slowly sliding her cock out of me. Once her cock is completely out of me she lays down on the bed next to me and I turn on my side to face her and simply watch her in the after glow of her orgasm.

Dawn's POV

"I haven't been taken up the butt by you Mistress." Tara said with a mischievous smile.

"Well you soon will have been slave Tara." I said returning the smile as I began to get off the bed.

"Where are you going?" Tara asked as she grabbed my wrist.

This comment somewhat surprises me because I thought it would have been obvious.

"I just have to get the KY jelly out of my box." I explained.

Tara relaxed her grip on my wrist and then said, "What do you need that for?"

Once again I was confused, but then I came to a terrible realisation.

"Tara," I said in disbelief, "Did Willow never use lubricant?"

It's hard enough for me to believe that Willow has been using magic to sexually abuse Tara, but for her to do so without any lubricant was just horrible.

"You don't need any KY jelly," Tara said with a sly smile, as she brought my hand down to her pussy, "You have lubricant right here."

Looking down I see that her pussy is soaking wet and I immediately get the idea.

"Your right slave," I said smiling widely, "I don't need any KY jelly, I have all the lubricant I need right here."

And with that I slide a finger into Tara's eager pussy, twirling it around in there to make sure I get as much juice on it as possible before taking it out and sliding it down to her ass hole. Once again Tara proves what a well trained slave she is by grabbing her ankles and pulling them upwards and apart to give me better access to her rear entrance. I reward her with a warm smile and a finger in her ass hole. Sliding the digits slowly into her back door I wait a few seconds before beginning to move my finger around inside her butt, wanting to make sure she is ready for it and when she was to make sure that her poop hole was going to be ready for the pounding I was going to give it.

Looking down at Tara I asked her, "Do you like that slave?"

Tara nodded her head in reply which just wasn't enough as far as I was concerned.

"I said do you like that slave?" I snapped, giving her one long thrust of my finger.

"Yes Mistress I like it." Tara gasped.

"That's better." I said sliding my finger out of her ass and reinserting it into her pussy.

Once I had gotten enough 'lubricant' on my finger I took it out and rubbed my slippery digit onto the outside of Tara's ass hole. When I was satisfied that her rear entrance was lubricated enough I brought my finger up until it was right in front of Tara's mouth.

"Clean my finger slave." I said with an evil smirk.

This was a test because so far Tara had been so wonderfully obedient with everything I've asked her to do, and this was something that only Janice would do for me, and even then I had to talk her into it. I fully expected to have to talk Tara into this too but I don't. To my surprise the pretty blonde slave sticks out her tongue and ran it all over the tip of my finger before taking it into her mouth and sucking all of her pussy and ass juices off it like an obedient little slave should. Fuck me, I have got to have Tara as my slave.

"Good girl." I said happily as I removed my finger from her mouth and grabbed hold of my fake cock.

I teased Tara for a bit first, rubbing the tip of my strap on up and down her ass crack before eventually pressing against her tiny puckered rosebud and began to push my way inside.

I move very carefully, making sure to give her plenty of time to relax with each additional inch I slide into her ass. Once again Tara makes me so proud. She didn't complain, not even once. She just lay there, with her legs spread as wide as she could for me as I filled her ass with strap on cock. Sooner than I would have thought I have the whole 8 inch dildo buried up Tara's butt.

I study her face for any sign of pain or discomfort. When I find none I began to slowly move my strap on in and out of her back door, butt fucking her as gently as I can.

I become so focused on not hurting her that I'm actually taken a little off guard when Tara asked me, "Are you having fun?"

I had to think about this for a minute, although it wasn't a long minute. The truth was I had been much more focused on her pleasure rather than my own but when I focused on my own needs I was almost surprised just how aroused I was. Sure, I loved fucking girls and I really loved fucking girls up the ass, but for some reason I was enjoying this even more than usual. The only thing I could conclude was that it was better because I was with Tara, someone who I'd love for so long in one way and had grown to love tonight in another. Speaking of sweet little Tara I should really answer her question.

"Yes I am slave." I answered honestly with a smile, "Are you?"

"Yes I am Mistress." Tara said, "Do you like me being your slave Mistress?"

I nodded.

"Am I a good slave Mistress?"

"You're the best slave I've ever had."

"Better than slave Janice Mistress?"

"Better than any slave I've ever had." I said, hoping that she would get my drift and by the look on her face she did, "Do you like knowing that you're the best slave?"

"Yes I do Mistress."

"An do you like me fucking your ass?"

"Yes Mistress." Tara moaned, "I love you fucking my slave ass?"

I didn't say anything in reply. Hell I didn't even say anything to her for a while. I think I became too lost in fucking her ass which was nice and tight. Just the way I liked them. That tight ass of hers was gripping onto the shaft of my dildo and driving the smaller head inside the strap on back against me, allowing me to fuck myself as I fucked her.

All of a sudden I could feel the dildo inside me moving even faster and I looked down to see Tara moving her hips with me, increasing the power of the fuck for both of us.

Looking down at her I smiled warmly and said, "Good girl."

And like that we work together, staring into each other's eyes as we fucked each other to climax.

Eventually I cried out, "Here I cum slave."

And with one hard thrust I began to cum moaning like crazy as I continued to pound her butt. Normally I wait until my slave has cum before I allow myself a release but I was just so horny and I couldn't control myself. So now I was determined to redeem myself by butt fucking her right through my orgasm and make her cum harder than she ever had before. Things seem to be going well, I had her squirming with pleasure underneath me, and I have found a second wind but I was becoming tired. Tara was the best slave I've ever had, a slave I couldn't bear the thought of disappointing but I didn't know how much I had left in me.

Finally, just when exhaustion was going to force me to give up Tara let out a heartbreaking cry and came, her body shuddering underneath me. The moment she came I collapse on top of her, slowly regaining my strength as she came down from her high.

When it is finally over I slowly pull my dildo out of her ass and lay down on my side next to her, watching as she rolls over so we can bask in the afterglow of what we have just done.

We stare into each other's eyes for a long time. There's a longing I see their in her eyes which is reflected in mine, and I really want to ask her to be my slave, not just tonight but forever, but I chicken out.

"So Tara," I said, breaking the silence, "Do you think you want to be dominated in your next relationship?"

I hate asking that question because I want to be Tara's next relationship and I hate myself for not telling her what I really want but then what she said next completely floored me.

"I don't know Dawnie.........." Tara said biting her lip, "Maybe we could do this again sometime.......... you know.......... so I can properly decide whether or not this is something I want."

There was something in the way she said that that suggested that maybe, just maybe she was trying to find a lame excuse to be with me again and letting me know it was a lame excuse. I think.......... I think Tara is trying to tell me that she likes me.......... as in really likes me. I don't think I've ever been so happy in all my life.

"Alright," I said with the biggest smile in the world on my face, "But you have to do what I say."

"Ok Dawnie," Tara said returning my smile but using my pet name again.

I really must find a way to stop her calling me that.

"And you have to remember to call me Mistress or Mistress Dawn." I said somewhat more firmly.

"Yes Mistress Dawn." Tara said with such wonderful sweet submission it only made me look forward to what was to come even more.

Reaching up I brushed a stray strand of hair behind her ear and kissed her softly before gently rolling onto my back and taking her into my arms. With her head resting against my chest I gently played with her hair as I thought about all the fun things we could do together as we slowly drifted off to sleep.
Tara’s POV

I stare at Dawn and as I do time seems to stand still or at the very least slow down I know that this is it. This is where I should be asking Dawn or rather telling her what I want that I want her to be my mistress that I want a relationship with her but I just can’t do it I can’t bring myself to say the words for a number of reasons the most obvious being she is my ex-lover’s best friend’s sister

"So Tara,"

Dawn says breaking the silence between us.

"Do you think you want to be dominated in your next relationship?"

She adds looking at me.

I look back at her.

My brain is screaming for me to say something like.

"No I don’t want to be dominated in my next relationship. I want you to dominate me in my next relationship with you."

However I still can’t bring myself to speak luckily for me my brain is working and it

manages to get me to speak.

"I don't know Dawnie."

I say biting my lip.

"Maybe we could do this again sometime."

I say liking where my brain is taking this conversation.

"You know..........so I can properly decide whether or not this is something I want."

I add and wait for her to answer hoping and praying that she agrees.

"Alright,"

Dawn says smiling from ear to ear.

"But you have to do what I say."

I smile an ear to ear smile back knowing in my heart that I would be and am willing to do whatever she tells me to do no matter how humiliating or deeming it is if it makes her happy.

"Ok Dawnie,"

I say using her pet name due to the fact I know or rather I can see in her eyes how much she now hates me calling her that and hoping that if I call her it enough it will cause her to begin our next time together with some well deserved punishment.

"An you have to remember to call me Mistress or Mistress Dawn."

Dawn says more firmly.

This makes me want to laugh however I manage to control my desire to laugh and simply make a mental note to myself that from now untill the next time me and Dawn are together at every opportunity every chance I get to call her Dawnie and maybe I of I call her it enough times it will cause her to make our next time come a lot faster.

"Yes Mistress Dawn."

I say.

I watch Dawn as she reaches up and brushes a stray strand of hair back behind my ear and kisses me softly which I return just as softly before she rolls onto her back and I rest my head against her chest loving the feel of her hands in my hair and I lay here I can’t help but wonder what the future holds for me and Dawnie/Mistress Dawn. Will we eventually become a real couple? Will we just be mistress and slave not that I would mind simply being one of her slaves after all she’s already told me I am the best. Truth is I don’t know what is going to happen between us but I do know one thing and that is that I am looking forward to finding out.
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