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• What You Had	By : JanetNoga Category: AtS/BtVS Crossovers > Slash - Male/Male > Spike(William)/Xander > Spike(William)/Xander Views: 1587 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
  Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the Series. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

• Chapter List
  • 1-What You Had
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• Disclaimers: I don't own Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the Series nor an I making any kind of profit from my fanfiction.

  Warnings: Implied Spander, Lindsey/Xander, little angst, smut, and happy ending for some.
  
  Single Chapter 1.
  
  Cool, alabaster hands wip out a smoke, a quick flip of flame, and with a muted, metallic the trusty Zippo lighter is tucked safely away as Spike inhales his seventh smoke of the evening. He stands ever silent, like the predator that he is as his ice blue eyes stalk the streets for the one he seeks, longs for. More the Dru, more then Buffy, more then anyone else right now.
  
  Dark amber eyes, warm as the sun, alive with so much love, joy, desire, longing, now no longer focused on him any longer. No more shy peeks under too long sable bangs when no one thought the whelp was looking for the longest while. Beautiful, sun kissed skin that never failed to blush when Spike caught Xander looking at him and leered first out of amusement, but it had turned to something else along the way; that had warmed himself up for deliciously when Spike had finally come to him. Stealing into Xander's apartment when Spike couldn't stand being alone, ignored, used, and cold. Shocked at first were those amber eyes, but those wonderful man-boy arms opening, inviting, touching, and stroking him.
  
  Even after a night of passion and lust, warm, hands carding through his pale, blonde hair with such a tenderness Spike had only felt once before, in a past so far away now. And his heat, his wonderful, all consuming, tight, teeth gritting each time he thrusted inside the boy, growing tighter when Xander came, Spike thought he might pass out each time from the godallmighty pleasure of it all.
  
  And it was his own fault he had lost it.
  
  When he had called out Buffy's name one night of passion...
  
  Warm, amber eyes became as cold and hard as the semi-precious stone, once welcoming arms shoved him away and onto the hard floor of Xander's apartment. Spike could smell the salt of his tears, even though Xander had refused to let them been seen. Spike was surprised the slayer hadn't paid him a visit later the following evening. He headed warly to another meeting that following night. Buffy seemed unfazed and Spike realized she didn't know a thing. It was just the cold, hateful glare of the red headed witch that sent a chill down his spin. But Willow had only given him a tired sigh and turned back to the book of spells she had been reading. The Watcher was puzzled, but didn't press the matter. And Xander was missing.
  
  Two weeks later now, Xander shows back up, but he is different. Little things about him have changed. It goes un-noticed for the first few minutes until he introduces his new boyfriend; a hot looking, dirty blonde with hair as shaggy as his moody-blue eyes, and having finally noticed Spike off to the side, who the bleached wonder is?
  
  In private Willow explains to Spike about the memory erasing spell and stepping-back-into-time spell Xander had asked for.
  
  " So he could be as happy as he was before Xander allowed you to touch him, " the witch hissed with hate, " pure and happy. And I glady broke the taboo to give it to him. I forfited five years at the end of my own life for Xander's second chance. And don't worry, I won't ever tell Buffy. What would be the point if you don't suffer his loss? "
  
  So now Spike can only watch the Hellmouth's newest warrrior, some Lindsey McDonald repenting his own past sins for the Powers, as he basks in the wonder who is Xander, who used to be Spike's.
  
  " He's watching us again. Are you sure you don't know him, Xan? "
  
  " Willow tells me he's only a shadow. A sad shadow, Linds. "
  
  End.
  
  A/N: Oh, I wrote this long before Souls Standing By. It's short so I thought I should just post it to post something new and because I haven't worked on any of my stories in a while. But SSB has been updated some.

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